this will most likely be my genuine last and final time that I'm logging into this account.
i retract every fucking positive thing or statement I have ever made about wilbur soot. fuck him. i believed his manipulation, I believed he could be good. FUCK HIM.
i wish I never liked him, because I'm hurt. I can't look at him without wanting to scream in anger. his fucking statement/apology is shit. i expected better, but honestly what should I expect from a man? fuck him.
he's a manipulative fucking dickhead abuser and I'm ashamed of even believing that it couldn't be him. I'm ashamed and I'm hurt and I'm angry.
I'm pissed for how many people in his life he's hurt, I'm pissed for how many lives he's ruined, both those he knows and the people in his fanbase he's hurt.
he was my source of consistency, of comfort for four years. he and his content and band were there when my grandmother died, and the following weeks after that where my mother was 3 hrs from death. he was there through every ounce of loneliness, abuse, and trauma I endured and to find out he causes that to other people PISSES ME OFF.
you can say you told me so all you want, and yes you did. i needed hope, and the dots didn't connect to me. it's what he wanted, to lead us astray and believe he could be good. I'm sorry for everyone who's hurting, you're not alone and it's okay to grieve and hurt and be angry. it's okay to cry and scream and get pissed.
I'll be leaving everything up, you can still read every fic I have. they were never written with this wilbur in mind, if that gives you any peace. every fic I've written has always had my DRs version of him, depending on the setting. so if that helps, there. @koithelittle will stay up as well, you can enjoy everything over there as well.
to any requests I haven't finished or posted, I'm sorry, I wish I didn't have to leave, but it's what I must do.
i have a new account and I won't be revealing the user name publicly but if you wish to follow me, you can dm me and I'll send it to you.
thank you for all you've given me here. for the love, the support, the community. I can't thank you enough. this account has given me friends, community and family and I am beyond thankful, but my time here is done. this account is tainted by a horrible person and I wish to be rid of him. this is about him, not you all.
i love you, stay safe, take care of yourself<3