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rebirth on tape deck mountain

[outslide]

[buckskinboots]

[kontrapoetik]

heavy-handed but unfortunately very believable wish fulfilment dream last night about being selected for a residency and reuniting with beloved uni friends .. maybe if i fall asleep again i can go back there ....

[nobrashfestivity]

Helen Frankenthaler, Dream Walk, 1977

[milk5]

The science behind THC + alcohol as a combination is literally soo interesting because it basically causes the crimson red duckling in your body to confront the serpent in the bronze vessel of your heart. Basically you feel good because the duckling is able to eat the harmonious seeds stored within the vessel and transfer these positive energies into your body. You can have bad highs when this happens if the duckling awakens the serpent and it bites the duckling. The interesting part is when you ingest alcohol after THC because it floods the vessel and causes the serpent to fall into a deep sleep. The duckling never gets attacked by the serpent when this happens because it is unconscious and the duckling is actually able to get fat from the harmonious seed, which causes an enjoyable sensation.

[heartsaglowinthedarkness]

candy darling by robert mapplethorpe

[calicotisane]

[artemisiasea]

It’s good to know what your personal heaven is and to pursue and create that relentlessly

[abudinges]

lam yabqa fi qaws sabri minza’: my patience is at an end (lit.: there is no arrow left for the bow of my patience)

[dridelus]

[transparentfossil]

Polished Fossil Rugose Coral Slab - Morocco

[kontrapoetik]

on the other hand a fundraiser to assist those displaced, left without belongings and affected by all the damage and fear has raised over £70k from a £1k goal; seeing so many names i recognise in the donor list does something to soothe my heart. and my desire to run away from this stupid place again is dampened knowing we can't let radicalised maniacs think they run the show here. this is our shithole too

[kontrapoetik]

the dread and tension is really palpable across town. last night i heard nothing but booms and sirens from my window, today it's just birds singing in the quiet

[kontrapoetik]

my city is an absolute shitshow. race riots again last night, backed by paramilitaries, recruiting and radicalising teenagers .. people attacked, burned out of their homes and shops, cars and buses and neighbourhoods destroyed .. the troubles as we knew it aren't over as so many claimed, just evolving into a different kind of hatred. bored people waiting for a reason to get violent and a single instance of "the right kind" of crime (brutal and scary though it was) is good enough for them to start an actual pogrom. pure pure evil. wish i never moved back home, the place has only sunk further into the cycle of destruction it's been going through its whole existence

[kontrapoetik]

i've seen that a list of addresses is being shared around on socials, likely taken from a publicly accessible council database, and labeled a hitlist. likely just to spread fear but it's all gone far too far already. i know people on the same streets or very close by to many addresses. businesses are closed, public transport is stopping after 5, it feels apocalyptic. godforsaken place

[stroebe2]

[godkissedme]

[gotankgo]

Sonic Youth “Tom Violence”

• Evol (1986)