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i'll hold you in my heart,until i hold you in heaven🕯️

[charnel-grounds]

“She reached her arms toward me”

Virgil Finlay (1914–1971), illustration to “Apprentice Magician” by E. Hoffmann Price

from ‘Weird Tales’ Vol. 34 #2, August 1939

source

[koshieee]

Can We Back To The Time??

it's a question,right?

The reality is that we can't,we want to escape from the present time and want's to visit the old nice memories we had with people in whuch we were laughing, enjoying, sharing secrets. Now all these things are something we will thought whenever we will have a long day or when we are struggling in our life.

I want to be that happy and joyful the way i used to be, I was not connected with many people. I think that could be one of the reasons i was more happy. Sometimes i think that i might me a little selfiesh for thinking that i must be happy and smiling always but i don't deserve the grieve and empty void in me.

Before, I don't have to worry about the things around me and don't have to overthink every action i will take. But later i understood that TIME is not permanent and it'll never be.

It'll keep repeating itself until or unless you get the lesson it wants to teach you. And time has never been sweet to me it was always bitter. I have seen the people i loved change infront of me, the heart broken I felt at the moment is disgusting. The different and changing faces of people has taught me many things,once it was my safe place and now it's a nightmare. I feel very non existential infront of them,i feel non valuable when im with them and it was not like the past. And im too scared to see the future, I'm always feeling intimidated and the calm in me is destroyed.

So should i stay with my past- safe & secure or should i move forward with

my future which is - scary and lonely

And that's where i get lost....

[koshieee]

SOMETIMES IT'S GOOD TO IGNORE THINGS AROUND YOU

But until when??

You must have observed that when you give a try on something and wanted things to workout as you wish it never happen,it could be people or opportunities but when you are on that phase of your life when you are least bothered and don't think about wanting something that's where all the wonder starts to happen 💁🏻‍♀️

When i beg for love, care and people's they always show me the place which im too scared to visit so I don't often give chance to people or friends around me, i don't want them to be close to me,i don't them to give me shoulder,i don't want to become their priority; simply i just want to feel alive without much noise around me.

Because i have always live like that I'm no-one's whole world so there is not much pressure in my head but when they start make you feel like their world and give you the attention & love you always looked for there's when you loose yourself. They know how things affects you and now they hold certain powers against you, so they start making a new world but WITHOUT YOU 🥀

And then things hits you hard that YOU WERE RIGHT ALL ALONG AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE GIVEN ANY ONE CHANCE. You believed them that they love you,care for you and wanted you. That was an lie,a straight one and you fell for it and now you are MISERABLE

[koshieee]

5 posts!

[koshieee]

Understanding Burnout: How to Spot It and What to Do About It 💥💥

“Am I actually tired… or just mentally exhausted from everything?”

Okay, so burnout… it’s one of those things we hear about all the time, but don’t really notice until we’re deep in it. Like, at first it just feels like being tired or not in the mood to do anything. You tell yourself, “I’ll be fine after a good night’s sleep.” But then days pass, and you still feel the same—drained, irritated, and honestly just done with everything. 🥀💔

I think one of the biggest signs of burnout is when things you used to enjoy start to feel like a burden. Even simple tasks begin to feel heavy. You lose motivation, your concentration worsens, and small things become annoying. Sometimes, it also shows up physically. You might experience headaches, trouble sleeping, or feel exhausted all the time, no matter how much you rest. Mentally, it feels like your brain is always overloaded while also being blank at the same time.

Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.” — Theodore Roosevelt

Being a student means that burnout can be quite a severe experience.There is always an overload of tasks, strict deadlines, and constant anxiety about achieving good results. One may start postponing everything, not due to laziness, but because one simply lacks energy. This leads to even more guilt, creating a vicious circle which lefts you more anxious. 🧠🔫

So how do we actually spot it?

I guess the first step is admitting that you’re burned out.

Not ignoring it or pushing through like everything’s fine.

You’ll also notice a weird mix of stress and inaction

Procrastination can also reveal itself through perfectionism; if you find yourself procrastinating because you have to be “in the perfect mood,” “have the perfect idea,” or the “perfect time,” then it is indeed procrastination.

and imperfection is totally fine.

Sometimes, procrastination shows up as overplanning. Making long to-do lists,i do this alot 😭🙏🏻

“It’s not the load that breaks you down, it’s the way you carry it.” — Lou Holtz

THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU'RE HAVING BURNOUTS 🪄

Take proper breaks (not guilty ones)

Not the kind where you’re scrolling and still stressing. Step away mentally—go outside, listen to music, or just sit quietly for a bit.

You can eat your favourite food as it work for me 💁🏻‍♀️

Do the things,which you like doing the most. As i like watching shows, reading novels, listening to my favourite music and journal's.

Lower your expectations for a while

You don’t need to be at your best every day.

Talk it out- Whether it’s a friend, family member, or even writing in a journal—getting thoughts out of your head reduces that heavy feeling.

Start slow, not perfect

You don’t need a “perfect comeback.” Even 10 minutes of effort is a good restart.

I’m still figuring it out myself, honestly. But I think learning to pause, breathe, and not be so hard on myself is a good place to start. And maybe that’s enough for now 🤍

Why do you think you feel burned out?

Too much workload

Pressure to do well

Lack of rest

Voting ended onApr 25

[koshieee]

Understanding Burnout: How to Spot It and What to Do About It 💥💥

“Am I actually tired… or just mentally exhausted from everything?”

Okay, so burnout… it’s one of those things we hear about all the time, but don’t really notice until we’re deep in it. Like, at first it just feels like being tired or not in the mood to do anything. You tell yourself, “I’ll be fine after a good night’s sleep.” But then days pass, and you still feel the same—drained, irritated, and honestly just done with everything. 🥀💔

I think one of the biggest signs of burnout is when things you used to enjoy start to feel like a burden. Even simple tasks begin to feel heavy. You lose motivation, your concentration worsens, and small things become annoying. Sometimes, it also shows up physically. You might experience headaches, trouble sleeping, or feel exhausted all the time, no matter how much you rest. Mentally, it feels like your brain is always overloaded while also being blank at the same time.

Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.” — Theodore Roosevelt

Being a student means that burnout can be quite a severe experience.There is always an overload of tasks, strict deadlines, and constant anxiety about achieving good results. One may start postponing everything, not due to laziness, but because one simply lacks energy. This leads to even more guilt, creating a vicious circle which lefts you more anxious. 🧠🔫

So how do we actually spot it?

I guess the first step is admitting that you’re burned out.

Not ignoring it or pushing through like everything’s fine.

You’ll also notice a weird mix of stress and inaction

Procrastination can also reveal itself through perfectionism; if you find yourself procrastinating because you have to be “in the perfect mood,” “have the perfect idea,” or the “perfect time,” then it is indeed procrastination.

and imperfection is totally fine.

Sometimes, procrastination shows up as overplanning. Making long to-do lists,i do this alot 😭🙏🏻

“It’s not the load that breaks you down, it’s the way you carry it.” — Lou Holtz

THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU'RE HAVING BURNOUTS 🪄

Take proper breaks (not guilty ones)

Not the kind where you’re scrolling and still stressing. Step away mentally—go outside, listen to music, or just sit quietly for a bit.

You can eat your favourite food as it work for me 💁🏻‍♀️

And as for me- my home is my dearest friend divya,i like to spend time with her and i forgot all my problems when im with her💌

Do the things,which you like doing the most. As i like watching shows, reading novels, listening to my favourite music and journal's.

Lower your expectations for a while

You don’t need to be at your best every day.

Talk it out- Whether it’s a friend, family member, or even writing in a journal—getting thoughts out of your head reduces that heavy feeling.

Start slow, not perfect

You don’t need a “perfect comeback.” Even 10 minutes of effort is a good restart.

I’m still figuring it out myself, honestly. But I think learning to pause, breathe, and not be so hard on myself is a good place to start. And maybe that’s enough for now 🤍

Why do you think you feel burned out?

Too much workload

Pressure to do well

Lack of rest

Voting ended onApr 25

[ithinkthereforeidread]

— “suddenly it’s december”, margaux paul

[pallaveepandey7]

The soundtrack of my growth: romanticizing my hectic uni life ✨

If, a year ago, even a few months back someone had told me that I'd be waking up at 7 am for classes, doing assignments, and still finding some beautiful in this chaos, I would have laughed in their face. Yet here I am in a small dorm room that faintly smells of instant coffee and ambition trying to make each moment seem like it came straight out of a coming-of-age film.

My desk isn't too neat, a pink mirror (very cliché, but college me decided it looked good), a few plants (they somehow make life seem less stressful), an endearing mug borrowed from my room mate, and a laptop that is basically my second home now.

A lot of times, when I unlock it, it reads "Genius Lab." It's the name of Yoongi's (SUGA from BTS) studio and it reminds me that creativity can still exist in a cluttered head and space. And when the screen unlocks, it says "Life Goes On." That transition of sorts- from mornings at Genius Lab to nights of Life Goes On, somehow feels like my own story.

Uni is always loud, messy, and some how always 5 mins too late, but somewhere amidst that noise, I've learned to stop and slow down. To just turn on my desk lamp, open a random journal, and pretend I am in one of those cozy study montages on an Apple advert- maybe with 'Coffee' by beabadoobee on low volume 🎵.

There are nights when 'Zero 'O clock' or 'You're On Your Own kid' bring me a sense of comfort– songs that make you feel seen even when nobody is watching. Then there are days when 'Moonchild' or 'What It Sounds Like' reminds me that even chaos can have its own rhythm– if only I listen to it the right way.

And on those days when I need reassurance that it is all alright, I play '21st Century Girl' by BTS. There is something about the tune that makes me sit up straight, smile at my own reflection, and remember that being semi-lost isn't sign of failure. It just points to growth– in my own special 21st-century way.

And because music has been a constant companion through every late-night panic and quiet morning coffee, I made a playlist that feels like growing up in real time.

⋆｡°✩ The Soundtrack of My Growth ✩°｡⋆

❤: https://spotify.link/tCQCVxV2XXb

(𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨... 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 )

Maybe this is what growth looks like at 19– not huge shifts from the kitchen table to a conference table, but small seconds where you pick the peace over the panic. And toast to the romanticization of deadlines, caffeine rushs, and the playlist that keeps me alive. Here's to me making my version of calm in chaos– because even when it all seems like too much... life goes on. 🌷

[pallaveepandey7]

The soundtrack of my growth: romanticizing my hectic uni life ✨

If, a year ago, even a few months back someone had told me that I'd be waking up at 7 am for classes, doing assignments, and still finding some beautiful in this chaos, I would have laughed in their face. Yet here I am in a small dorm room that faintly smells of instant coffee and ambition trying to make each moment seem like it came straight out of a coming-of-age film.

My desk isn't too neat, a pink mirror (very cliché, but college me decided it looked good), a few plants (they somehow make life seem less stressful), an endearing mug borrowed from my room mate, and a laptop that is basically my second home now.

A lot of times, when I unlock it, it reads "Genius Lab." It's the name of Yoongi's (SUGA from BTS) studio and it reminds me that creativity can still exist in a cluttered head and space. And when the screen unlocks, it says "Life Goes On." That transition of sorts- from mornings at Genius Lab to nights of Life Goes On, somehow feels like my own story.

Uni is always loud, messy, and some how always 5 mins too late, but somewhere amidst that noise, I've learned to stop and slow down. To just turn on my desk lamp, open a random journal, and pretend I am in one of those cozy study montages on an Apple advert- maybe with 'Coffee' by beabadoobee on low volume 🎵.

There are nights when 'Zero 'O clock' or 'You're On Your Own kid' bring me a sense of comfort– songs that make you feel seen even when nobody is watching. Then there are days when 'Moonchild' or 'What It Sounds Like' reminds me that even chaos can have its own rhythm– if only I listen to it the right way.

And on those days when I need reassurance that it is all alright, I play '21st Century Girl' by BTS. There is something about the tune that makes me sit up straight, smile at my own reflection, and remember that being semi-lost isn't sign of failure. It just points to growth– in my own special 21st-century way.

And because music has been a constant companion through every late-night panic and quiet morning coffee, I made a playlist that feels like growing up in real time.

⋆｡°✩ The Soundtrack of My Growth ✩°｡⋆

❤: https://spotify.link/tCQCVxV2XXb

(𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨... 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 )

Maybe this is what growth looks like at 19– not huge shifts from the kitchen table to a conference table, but small seconds where you pick the peace over the panic. And toast to the romanticization of deadlines, caffeine rushs, and the playlist that keeps me alive. Here's to me making my version of calm in chaos– because even when it all seems like too much... life goes on. 🌷