Pride and Anger;

Kosta Krum. Oldest child of Viktor Krum. 17 years old. 7th year Ravenclaw. Seeker. Prefect. Living up to expectations and desires that are not his own.

[kostakrum]

mylomclaggen:

“It doesn’t matter if you barely know her or not, you can still not feel okay about all of this.” Mylo reasoned with a light shrug of his shoulders “It might seem like it but it helps. It just takes some time and patience” It was how he had learned to deal with his own anxieties and if he could offer any help to Kosta, he would. 

Kosta closed his eyes and tried desperately to focus on his breathing so that he could full calm down. “I hate this...” He muttered as he put a hand to his face.

[kostakrum]

mylomclaggen:

He wasn’t convinced by Kostas words, mainly because he clearly didn’t seem fine. Mylo sat down next him, leaning against the wall “It’s okay not to be fine…Actually the circumstances we’re all in right now justifies it more than ever” The gasp of air had him on alert “Take a deep breath, take all the time you need”

“I don’t... I barely know her.” Why should he have the right to freak out when he barely knew the girl? He put a hand in his hair and tried to focus on breathing. Maybe his parents had been right, maybe going back to school had been a bad idea. “This is stupid...” He grunted out suddenly.

[willkes]

         things  had  settled  down  far  too  much  for  cassius’  liking.  but  with  the  start  of  school  fast  approaching  he  had  to  get  back  into  the  swing  of  hiding  out.  classes  were  going  to  start  soon,  he  had  to  reestablish  himself  as  the  favourite  teacher  of  the  group.  so  he  thought  he  might  start  it  out  with  a  RIDDLE  that  he’d  seen  in  a  book.  ❛  what’s  green  &  red  &  goes  round   &  round  ?  ❜

[kostakrum]

A riddle-- of course.

Kosta turned his eyes to the professor. He wondered if that one was supposed to be humorous. The young man looked up over his book before tutting out the answer in a dry fashion. “A frog in a blender.” Though he supposed there were more answers to that question. More than one creature was green. Or you could say a witch on a broom.

[kostakrum]

mylomclaggen:

He had no idea how any of this happened. Hogwarts was supposed to be safe for everyone and now that seemed like a distant idea. The news of someone being attacked had rippled throughout the school quicker than anything that he’s ever heard before. Mylo had been checking in on the majority of people he’d been passing in the hall “Hi, are you okay?” he asked when he spotted Krum in a corner. “Krum?”

Kosta didn’t need people seeing him in this state. They already thought he was losing it because of his brother. But this would just be the frosting on top of the cake. He pressed a hand flat to his chest, trying his best to keep it under wraps at least until he was in private. “Fine... I’m fine.” He gasped for air suddenly.

[kostakrum]

catrionabrown:

Cat kept pushing until they’d made it outside, the cold night air hitting her face. She took a deep breath the cold air filling her lungs. She looked towards Kosta, raising an eyebrow at him. ‘’Right, you need to calm down, stop.. take deep breaths, if you keep breathing like that you’re going to pass out, breath in through your nose for four and out your mouth for four.’’ Cat said, her arms folding across her chest. ‘’It’s okay, everythings going to be fine..’’ she lied, but she was trying to calm someone down from the edge, she had to give a little white lie. 

Kosta wanted to tell her to be quiet, that he knew his coping techniques. But he couldn’t find it in him. So he  did as she told, breathing in for four seconds and then breathing out for the same amount of time. His panic was slowly ebbing away, and he closed his eyes in a desperate attempt to remind himself that everything was fine.

[kostakrum]

catrionabrown:

Letting out an annoyed huff, she bit on her bottom lip. Trying to stop the horrible things she wanted to shout at him from slipping from her mouth; he’d been so cold and cruel when they’d broken up she couldn’t help but hate him. But seeing him like this, so vulnerable and scare all she wanted to do was help him. ‘’I wasn’t fucking offering. I was telling!’’ she hissed right back at him, pushing him towards the door. ‘’Do what your told, for once!’’

Kosta could have fought harder with her, telling her something particularly nasty that he knew would get her to leave him alone. He knew exactly how to get to her after all. But instead she was grabbing him once more and pushing him towards the door. He couldn’t argue. He was too focused on keeping himself under control. This wasn’t about him-- and yet he was making it about himself. He was wheezing now, his hands fists at his side.

[kostakrum]

catrionabrown”

Cat couldn’t believe her eyes at the scene presented in front of her, what was the world coming to that this was the shit they all had to put up with. This place was supposed to be safe, a place where they could go and not be hurt, but someone had gotten in and put them all in danger. Cat looked around the room, not really sure what she was looking for, when she saw the look of terror on her ex-boyfriends face. Cat bit her lip, unsure of what to do. Yes, she technically hated him, yes, he broke her heart, but he’d been through a lot and this can’t be easy for him, it’s not easy for anyone. After a moment, she walked up to him. ‘’Kosta…’’ she said tentatively, putting her hand on his arm. ‘’You’re okay… come on, let’s get some air.’’ She said softly, pulling on his arm, attempting to get him to follow her outside.

Cat wasn’t the person he wanted to see right now. He wanted his father, his mother-- someone else. Not the person he had hurt several months ago. Not the person he had pushed away in a way that was ensured her utter hatred for him. It was like staring at his mistakes. He found himself snapping his utter panic. His breath was coming out in a way that showed his panic attack was only getting worse. “I don’t need your help!” He hissed out at her.

[kostakrum]

School was supposed to be a safe place. The place he could go where the terrors of the world wouldn’t touch him. His home had once been that, but now he felt as if he’d lost both his childhood home and his school as a safe place. The world was fucking messed up. It hadn’t even been him that had been attacked, it had happened to someone he barely knew. But it felt like everything was happening all over again and there was the sudden tightness in his chest. Where he’d ended up, he didn’t know. It was a dark corner somewhere-- but all he could do was desperately try to focus on his breathing. He was fine, everyone else in his family was fine.

God-- he hated feeling so helpless.

[kostakrum]

Introduction -- Kosta Krum

Name: Kosta Krum Age: 17 House: Ravenclaw Sexuality: Pansexual (but dislikes labels. He likes who he likes) Hobbies: Charms, Wizarding and Muggle History Qudditich Position: Seeker Astrology Sign: Taurus  Dominant Hand: Left Languages Spoke: Bulgarian (First language), English, A little bit Turkish Moral Alignment: Lawful Neutral Core Values: Duty, Commitment, Respect, Challenge

About Kosta:

Kosta is the oldest child of three and has always acted like a responsible big brother from a very young age.

Of his three siblings, he is the most different, even from his parents. He has always taken more pride in his school work and believes the best way to succeed in life is by always doing your best. Because of this, Kosta will beat himself up mentally if he’s not doing as well as he thinks he should be.

[TW] Up until this year, his best friend was his little brother Dragan. Last year his brother committed suicide while they were home on vacation. Kosta blames himself because he feels like he saw warning signs and simply shrugged them off. He’s withdrawn slightly as a result of this and has a hard time connecting.

Before his brother’s death, he had very little to no interest in playing quidditch. Dragan had been the quidditch star in his family, and after he passed he pushed himself physically and mentally so that he could make the Ravenclaw team when he returned to school. He feels as if it’s his duty to become the quidditch star his brother had once been, hoping it fills some of the obvious hole in his family’s life. He has very little love for the sport, but is often practicing more often than anyone else as he does not have the natural talent his brother had.

Before the incident, Kosta was considering a career either in Wizarding Law or Politics.

[TW] Ever since his brothers death he has gotten more withdrawn and slightly angry at the world. He often feels that people are judging him as the brother of the kid who took his own life and is quick to react if he feels like someone is judging him based on this.

Some connections I’d like:

A former best friend who he pushed away after his brother’s passing. Someone who keeps looking out for Kosta and wants to reconnect. They would eventually reconnect.

An ex-girlfriend or ex-boyfriend.

A little sister (a new character but something I’d eventually like to explore, she’d be a fifth year)

 The Mun:

Hi it’s Jo! again, but I’m happy to bring a different character to the table as well!

[earachne]

Raven claw aesthetic

•my edit not my pictures•

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