Writing this up since the AU stuff is nice but I want to expand to general TWST stuff too.
Here is the post for my University AU born from my Sims 4-related autism.
WITH HOW I WILL VERY OCCASIONALLY POST 18+ CONTENT, IF YOU WANT TO DELVE INTO THIS BLOG, BE EXTREMELY AWARE. I HAVE AMPLY MARKED ANYTHING NOT SUITABLE FOR MINORS, IF I SEE YOU INTERACT WITH THE NSFW POSTS AND DON'T HAVE AN AGE LISTED OR YOU ARE A MINOR YOU WILL BE SWIFTLY BLOCKED.
Asks are open, requests aren't. You can tell me if you have an idea, like a scenario you want to share, but don't expect me to like write it out.
So regarding my last post it turns out I have BPD and regarding my transfemme Idia headcanon it turns out I have Idia and Ortho in my System despite not being that attached to them at all in the time of their forming so
This game is making things get clocked and it's insane but also very VERY funny
Anyway Floyd Leech for the BPD gang and also Trey <3 Idia and Ortho too because look at them, my freaks /aff
Idia + Ortho are my autism-BPD duo I fear.
NGL Idk how this is gonna effect writing??? If at all??? I throw headcanons mostly anyway & neither Shroud seems to mind so We Shall See
Crawling back from the depths of hell anyway what do the girlies think about BPD Cater Diamond except any anger responses he heavily suppresses but they still happen in kneejerk impulses that he guiltily shoves down while spiralling about how he feels like shit for feeling those responses bc anger is The Big and Evil Emotion (this mfer would be undiagnosed)? Feels the irrational anger and overcompensates by dosing a bunch more of his charm and Cater-ness into his interactions, burning himself out and making it worse so that he lays there at night resenting that he does this but then wars with himself that no, his friends love him, he's just being a jerk by resenting them. And then wonders if any of his relationships are valid or real until he passes out at 4 AM and files it away under "Yeah I just stay up too late and get weird thoughts haha!" and NEVER talks about it with anyone ever
I'm js sayin'
Honestly I stopped posting so much on this blog bc the AU for it died, I didn't feel like writing a fic related to it and I can't draw so blugh
On top of that as if it weren't enough already, physical and mental disabilities have made IRL pretty hard for me. And now I have to worry about losing my house yaaaaaaay so. I'm trying to be ready to move out once it happens, and I've been writing on another blog trying to get something started, but I haven't seen any real movement from there. I'd go to X/Twitter but I don't want my work being grabbed and used for AI (plus it's a cesspool) and I'm not sure if there are any other sites that are better for writers. I use Ko-Fi and have commissions up, but aside from generous one-time donations from a friend putting my Ko-Fi in a Discord server, there hasn't been any movement on commissions themselves.
Idk man I'm just really exhausted, I'm trying to get my physical health taken care of so I'm not living every day in a constant state of pain and now I have to worry about moving out-of-state and trying to save up for that but disability benefits take forever to come in, and that's gonna take well over a year for review and they're gonna reject me because they always reject someone's first application (yay, American healthcare system). Not to mention I need all four of my wisdom teeth out (one of them actually broke through the gum), but that has to be put on hold so I don't get another exhausting stint of three doctor's visits in a month AND I don't want to be out of commission when I could be writing and trying to earn the money I need.
Maybe one day I'll somehow write a fic so good it makes people actually want to at least share my Ko-Fi, if not then actually donate. Maybe $3 is too much to ask for and I need to lower it, I don't know.
Sorry for the vent :(
I've read people talking about how moray eels change their sex based on the needs of the population, and so I offer:
The Intersex-Genderfluid flag ^
So chat does this cook orrrrr :3c
I see a lot of sites saying eels change their 'gender', but gender's a human construct. In reality they change their sex since that's the biological stuff! But I still think that could impact gender.
Jade likes how his name can be femme and masc, and while he enjoys being masculine more than feminine he won't miss a chance to dress up in those gorgeous femme-fatale lounge dresses with long silken gloves. Should he choose to have longer hair he will curl it and let it fall in voluminous waves down his shoulders, lips painted a deep purple.
Floyd is the icon of "Gender? Shrimpy if I feel like having boobs I'm gonna have boobs. That's kinda it."
He's probably the reason, along with Vil, that some poor random NRC students got blasted with the realization that gender is literally fake and Does Not Matter in the way society wants you to think it does. You can be a tall, muscled-up dude and still have B cups if you want. If you're a girl you can have massive muscles, a masculine jawline, facial/armpit/arm/leg body hair, all of it.
Owing to how he doesn't really care beyond how he feels on a given day, Floyd doesn't bother with an alternate name when he's feeling femme. "Eh? My name doesn't sound feminine? How do names sound like anything? What, you want me to name myself after windchimes on a spring night cuz that's somehow more 'girly'?"
Neither Tweel cares about pronouns, they're Any pronouns users (including it/its and neopronouns!!)
It is 3 AM and I'm a lil delirious so ignore formatting issues/incoherence/repetition. Yeets this at the TWST fandom and leaves.
Tags: NSFW, BDSM, Corruption, Positions of Power (Student Council President and Student)
If you click Keep Reading you confirm that you are 18+ and consent to reading the material contained therein that you have been forewarned of. Don't come to my asks/DMs bitching when you were amply warned.
The most fitting punishment is one strike with a paddle per page of filth you've read. The punishment is carried out after class hours, a room with just you and Rollo. Even from the first little session, the flame began to spark throughout his body, consuming him as he heard your sounds of pain.
He began actively seeking you out, catching you no matter where you tried to hide, sentencing you to more hours bent over a desk as he struggles to keep his composure.
Rollo was lost the moment you caught on and began leaning into his sinful wants, breaking rules outside of reading smut: breaking dress-code with higher robe ends, leaving your collar unbuttoned, even sass-talking Rollo when he tried to assert his authority.
It just made those after-class sessions all the better.
The first time you let a more sultry sound slip from your lips, fire shot through his veins. You were doing this on purpose, you little succubus/incubus/concubus. He would not let this blatant disrespect stand. He is President of the Student Council, he would not be bested by an impudent delinquent.
Rollo is well-aware you enjoy riling him up, enjoy teasing him in public. He hates how light-headed he gets when you lean in, eyes half-lidded, smug and certain he wouldn't dare do anything with other students watching. It takes all of his willpower not to drag you then and there to the Student Council Room.
Things will eventually move to him switching up his punishment methods. If you won't learn from the traditional paddle, then perhaps he should use that disgusting material you love so much to get the lesson through your head. Sealed packages kept under his bed, tools that would bring you to salvation from your wickedness.
Me rambling abt Confessions of a Rotten Girl with Rollo. If u click Keep Reading you are confirming you are 18+ and consent to reading the smuttery. You've been warned, don't come bitching if you click and are shocked by what you were warned about.
I literally have not read Rollo's story but I swear that if the TWST fandom has not drowned him in Confessions of a Rotten Girl by SAWTOWNE they're missing out
Cuz I'm abt to do it >:)
Lowkey could be used for a very funny Reader/OC-Canon dynamic of the OC/Reader sneaking suggestive material and Rollo's trying to catch them at it (I know he's President of Noble Bell's Student Council so it fits)
Points if you/your OC gets their material confiscated, leading to Rollo trying to see what powerful temptation would drive a person to such lengths.
And in one manga he's right there with the reader, kneeling at the alter for forgiveness while the itch begins. He becomes stricter, confiscating any illicit material so that he can secret it to his room, reading it in during the midnight hours, face burning as he condemnds everyone who would read such things, for the models in the magazines, artists who would draw such filth...
And the heat goes straight to his chest, the inferno of addiction growing stronger with each turn of the page. He needs more.
He despises you. You are the cause of his addiction, the gateway that threw him down this spiral of sin, and for that you will be forced to repent by his hand.
...excuse me while I scamper off to make a 2nd post expanding on this
Today I am bringing you a reminder that in and outside of the TWST fandom it is okay to give characters obvious physical disabilities if that's the headcanon you want to have.
Ik the anime medium is like. Utter garbo when it comes to being normal about women, LGBTQ+ people, Black people, and disabled people.........
But if u want to, for example, headcanon that Idia gets arthritic pains so bad he has to be in a wheelchair for anything longer than 10-15 minute walks, you can do that.
Cater Diamond being a dark-skinned Black man with locs in his hair with diamond-based loc jewelry? YOU CAN DO THAT !!!!!!!!!
(SPOILERS FOR BOOK 6 BEGINS)
AUs where Ortho survived but his android counterpart serves as both friend and medical aide because he's severely disabled after intensive injuries and struggles with envying his android counterpart because he yearns for how his body used to be but also is growing to learn to accept how he lives now and is getting more comfortable with the aides Idia's constantly cooking up?
YOU!! CAN!! DO!! THAT!!
(SPOILERS FOR BOOK 6 ENDS)
Adding on: Lilia from what I know is/was a war general. Obvious scarring? Chronic pain from old wounds? Maybe a cane to help with a knee that was extremely busted up and never healed back properly?
LET'S SEE IT! WE CAN DO IT!!! PEOPLE WHO HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT ARE ABLEIST/HOMOPHOBIC/RACIST!!!!!
This is the end of my yaps. Go forth, TWST fandom, be whimsical. Let no man's desire to impose their facist ideologies stop you from being able to give visibility and representation to what you want.
(As a disclaimer: Anyone who wants to take this as 'I can make x character a pedophile/make these characters incestuous/this character agree with my TERF ideologies because 'it's just fiction/WE deserve rep'! can KINDLY go fuck right off <3333)
Today I am bringing you a reminder that in and outside of the TWST fandom it is okay to give characters obvious physical disabilities if that's the headcanon you want to have.
Ik the anime medium is like. Utter garbo when it comes to being normal about women, LGBTQ+ people, Black people, and disabled people.........
But if u want to, for example, headcanon that Idia gets arthritic pains so bad he has to be in a wheelchair for anything longer than 10-15 minute walks, you can do that.
Cater Diamond being a dark-skinned Black man with locs in his hair with diamond-based loc jewelry? YOU CAN DO THAT !!!!!!!!!
(SPOILERS FOR BOOK 6 BEGINS)
AUs where Ortho survived but his android counterpart serves as both friend and medical aide because he's severely disabled after intensive injuries and struggles with envying his android counterpart because he yearns for how his body used to be but also is growing to learn to accept how he lives now and is getting more comfortable with the aides Idia's constantly cooking up?
YOU!! CAN!! DO!! THAT!!
(SPOILERS FOR BOOK 6 ENDS)
Adding on: Lilia from what I know is/was a war general. Obvious scarring? Chronic pain from old wounds? Maybe a cane to help with a knee that was extremely busted up and never healed back properly?
LET'S SEE IT! WE CAN DO IT!!! PEOPLE WHO HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT ARE ABLEIST/HOMOPHOBIC/RACIST!!!!!
This is the end of my yaps. Go forth, TWST fandom, be whimsical. Let no man's desire to impose their facist ideologies stop you from being able to give visibility and representation to what you want.
(As a disclaimer: Anyone who wants to take this as 'I can make x character a pedophile/make these characters incestuous/this character agree with my TERF ideologies because 'it's just fiction/WE deserve rep'! can KINDLY go fuck right off <3333)
I'm a lil silly and decided to incorporate S and SS in the college grading scale. D is still barely passing, E and F are the "high fail" and "low fail" grades. S and SS are both the top-notch scores that students like Vil, Riddle, and Malleus get. SS incorporates if extra points are given for bonus assignments and/or if such extra attention to detail is given in an essay bonus points are assigned.
