f i g h t e r .

[seavoiced]

                                                                   h o m e ,    r u l e s ,    a b o u t

[seavoiced]

[ hi, my name is emma & i would like to apologise for & explain my absence from my blogs these past few????  weeks.  months.  idk.  i feel like i owe it to my friends & the lovely people who i write with.

basically, i’m not a very social person.  sometimes the very thought of logging into a blog that interacts w/ so many people exhausts me beyond anything i can cope.  i tend to isolate myself a lot until things don’t seem so overwhelming anymore.  i’ve also had a few setbacks concerning my mental health that i need to work around.

ultimately, i circle back to a fragile place once in a pretty frequent while, & end up feeling like a bad friend for it.  that feeling is the core of this post.  i love you all so much.  please don’t take my offline skype status or my absence of conversation as absence of thought or care.  i think about you all daily.

until i can find my way again, please forgive my spotty activity.  it’s all i can really manage. ]

[xcrownless]

                                                                      ђ๏๓є เร ๒єђเภ๔                                                                      tђє ฬ๏гl๔ คђєค๔

                                                                      rules  &  verses                                                                               ABOUT

[wordsnquotes]

I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.

Gaiman, Neil. The Sandman.  (via tech013)

[aseaofquotes]

[grishildr-deactivated20161024]

Before anything, I would just like to say that it’s been an incredible six months on this blog. I’ve been here for a while, off and on, and I think this is the longest I’ve stayed in the roleplaying community to date. Even if it hasn’t, it’s been one heck of an experience. And because of this, I decided it was high time to make a little post in dedication to the people who’ve stuck by me, whether at the beginning or along the way—that the few hours I spend each week on this site has meaning in my life. . 

This one’s for you.

O F  T H E  S A C R E D  R E A L M

For those whom I’ve known either for years or for months, you’re the ones I speak to on a regular basis, whom I write with on a regular basis and just have been there for me, both throughout the good and the bad.

vingthor svedauth brxvura ablackwing majestiies pxntmercy bloodybusiness walkingxabovexperdition anthexa calisvol vigoare accxser nxymria samaiin saberedge winkchain regaliis fiberwoven parasiitic rusaalke kisxragi kissofmistletoe arielshepard mammaterasu maimedlion queenxcersei soeuratous shiieldmaiden knightwithoutbanner oathsayer illripyourthroat herroyaldarkness nostalgis purplelieswithgarneteyes justasimplesoldier xeightyhg veruminumbra aquasdestiny spookyxnatura tordenvaer deadliiest nihiliist sigrunnr rapusodosu kenosiis

O F  H Y R U L E

For those whom I’ve met along the way; you’ve stayed by my side and allowed me a chance to speak with you, befriend you and, whether we talk a lot or not, it’s been a pleasure and a blessing to know you.

shelomit-cohn jor-mun-gandr coblynav youmakemenauxious unrestrained-chaos erstreben agentclntbrtn spookshot bloodthirstygod offireandrebellion queenlly delacourre malifiicus otwilightprincess laceraalas kempybowe kiraahachi iimpius siitka soldatzimy wasthatnotprocedure colxspooky constantquibbling gyllenhvete missamcrica felinitae rymors ryuuazure spookydovah theimpvler valixnce valiane ofthemark eomeer bowtied eidolistic galdrshapt teygja rozhdestvo cuarrto roiours sigyn-goddess-of-constancy littlewinterdove mandyisms kovotojas overactiveimaginings hulksdontdoweak immortalcorrupter eternallyxfaithful phxraoh archetypa withinvigil theduskmonarch thespookyarchitect hedonistique exnatura edrord illwriteatragedy castifico engourdirs mortiuum gildedspark spiritedsands svikinnar elusiverose xdemonking

And, I would love to give a special shout-out to scaeriefountain for being an amazing person and creating some of the most inspiring artwork of Zelda I have ever seen.

[purplebuddhaproject]

“You make yourself strong because it’s expected of you. You become confident because someone beside you is unsure. You turn into the person others need you to be.

Jodi Picoult (via purplebuddhaproject)

[amusicas]

I wake up and the anger has been waiting for me, has been bleeding into my mouth, caustic and vile, rotting my teeth to points.

Emily Palermo (via asperitasrex)

[livrogne-r]

so this has been a long time coming, as i don’t think i’ve done one i’m just so wary of leaving someone off and you’re all so fantastic i hate to be picky. but here we are. know that i love you all and if you’re not here it’s probably just because i’ve forgotten. i adore you.

—- the amis —-

centralcourf anarchiic thebrightest ternpestuous ofspringreborn pxntmercy antinousortu kovotojas combxferre thespookyarchitect floraelis xcynique libertexenrouge maestrx miserspoopy exnatura militusx mxntparnasse cami, ell, also wherever you are.

—- people who should come and talk to me because you’re fab —-

ambrosiapsyche aniiimo asceticvalor anchoredxinhope archaeologiist beastiisms bittertasteofashes centricism caritasly cruushed dixbolical delacourre elpisi excitus ferociter gavrxche granspoopy  ghostlybossuet  herroyaldarkness ironmxde killianns koscchei kitpitt legxon mortiux magnxto memiens nymehros offtuned ofpoise ofdyiing oathsayer punziiie praesaga rxsesinmisery saggessespoir sciientiist scientiist slxnderman shatteredhaunter theyoungsir tediiium terriiify unbeatxn unrestrained-chaos venaliis viewtokill wottcher winteirs 

[czeppeli]

Baptised in dirty water 

[k-twizzle]

[kovotojas]

maytheswanbewithyou:

   ” No it’s for the homeless      dude on the corner. Of course       it’s for you —-. “                { really you’d think the world                  ended because she did one                   nice thing — sheesh. } 

                     "I didn't realise my kicked pup impression worked so                      well," he notes.  There is a twinkle to his eye.  "Chee-                      rs."

                                 And hey, it looks fucking delicious.

[sherryzizi]

[kovotojas]

[ theme change!  holla.~ ]

[tellthewolvesimhomex]

"I need you."

 three words. three words and allison stops in her tracks,    freezes like a  d e e r  . comically probably looks like one,    too; eyes wide, fingers at lips, mouth parted. she doesn’t        know what to do with herself, it’s been so long since,    since she’s felt anything for anyone. liking, loving, feeling;    it was all just static noise to her. she didn’t have the time.       yet here she was. with a few steps she can be out the       door, or back by his side. part of her wants to run, pack      up, and move. what happens if this doesn’t work? she’ll      be left with bruises on her heart, the kind that don’t heal.                             she likes him, she really likes him.      feather-light feet carry her back to him, mouth shy, eyes       even worse. allison curls her feet back under her, tucks         into his side on the couch, mouth even with his neck.     she breathes, staying quiet, fingers skating over his palm.

                                  ❝ okay. i’ll stay. ❞

[waefreftdrtg-deactivated2014121]

[kovotojas]

i follow u for ur sweet, sweet booty. /anon

tell me why u follow me on anon

[ my booty is peppermint-flavoured, tbh. ]