Living Stress Free

This is about my journey trying to live and stay stress free and tension free

[vrezra]

Some Asshole: You can’t be! Truly yourself! If you’re on medication! It’s changing the Real You™!

Me: if the real me is going to lie on the floor for 3 weeks and try to drown herself in the river I don’t want to know her, Barbara

[sheppardmckay]

For every anti-meds, anti-psychiatrist/therapist fool I’ve ever met, and there’ve been a LOT. Suck it, Barabara.

[krissystressfree]

The truth in this ❤️

I'm ready for my insurance to kick in so I can start therapy. Hopefully I'll find a good one 🙌

But I have been asked why therapy. Because therapy is a judge free zone with opinions from sometime who gets to know you and diagnose you. That's why.

[krissystressfree]

Personally...

I was doing great for a while living stress free. Took all the sites down. Took tumblr down. Barely used facebook (still barely use facebook) then i had a freak out and ended up at dermatology.

Dermatology took care of the problem i visited for but then started treating me for acne. This has prob been the longest ive let someone treat me for acne. Not the first time...prob not the last.

Ended up on a medicine called accutane. It worked great for a month and a half. Then we put on two pills..and i started having pain. Went back to one stopped for a week and went back to just as bad. A medicine i was supposed to be on for 6 months only lasted 2 ish. The pain was two great. I am talking i go to get off the couch and cant move or fall back down (that great).

So i go off it....completely. notify the doctor...wanted to never go back...but someone has to sign off of the program called the accutane. So that is set for the end of the month.

So a weeek after i was off the medicine (that if the medicine caused the pain...it should have been gone)...the pains not gone. So my pcp runs test. I have sculliosis and an autoimmune disease. Granted i knew at 18 i was tested for way too many...knew i carried the gene but not sure if i would develop something. Well now i have it. So now its do i go to a chiropractor or go to the specialist. Is the pain caused by the auto immune or the sculliosis? Which is more important to treat. Because deductibles are not easy to pay for.

According to research the specific autoimmune disease i have can be sparked by the accutane...go figure right? So did we literally just spark 2 things by being on accutane for 2ish months? Great (thats me being sarcastic)

So that is where i stand at the moment. STRESS.

Update to come whenever i fig out which dr to go to...or if the specialist calls.

[krissystressfree]

I'm out of touch with my tarot cards slightly. I did this spread on my current relationship. Haven't touched my tarot cards in 2 years. One things for sure I've got to ground myself and figure out what u want to do about my current relationship...

[krissystressfree]

Family Vacation 2015

I'm on vacation this week with my family for a whole week. And honestly it's like when I go to take a break from life my body doesn't want to. It starts freaking out. I've had the worst tension of my life today and saturday (so far my only days ive been off work) and its literally like since I'm not doing something routine my body decides its going to get super tense. I joined the gym about a month ago to try and solve situations like these. So that by the time I took an actual break my body wouldn't stress out. Its like a headache is rising from within due to the tension and just won't disappear. Headache medicine isn't helping either. Basically I've created this blog to give me somewhere to vent (hoping venting might help) or if there's someone or there who has some method and can help then they can share. Also I guess to express my feelings towards situations that cause me stress.