Kris Wu The Dragon

Totally head over heels for 吴亦凡 (Wu Yifan) Kris. I do fan art/portraits, rants, poems etc And yes- My signature line is- DAMN IT, WU FAN.

[kriswuthedragon]

So this zodiac year, is the year of the wood horse.

A great year for you especially, Fan Fan.

After all, you are a metal horse. Horse years are best for you to achieve a lot of family related things.

Moving from the city to the country (or vice versa), changing career field-

[kriswuthedragon]

Hi everyone!

As I've mentioned before, in a post at the start of the new year, I somewhat foretold or made assumptions about what this year would bring to Kris based on Chinese zodiac.

I don't know how many of you believe in this kind of stuff, to be honest I didn't used to.

But reflecting back on the things I mentioned, it's all there!

Read back over it for yourselves but to somewhat summarise:

- I said Kris would undergo a career change of some sort and do something he enjoys which he has now he's doing acting

- I also said that Kris would be free of some entanglement i.e. his contract with SM

- I said he might feel overwhelmed or discouraged but he'll get through it

- I mentioned Yifan possibly getting unwell this year and we've all heard of his supposed cardiac problems :(

There are a few other things but I don't know about you guys, it all adds up.

This post was made nearly a year ago.

I couldn't possibly have known.

I'm really surprised at my own accuracy here...

let me know what you guys think!

[kriswuthedragon]

Time heals all.

Yet again, I've let time slip through my helpless fingers.

I haven't written here for a long time.

A very long time.

But not as long as Kris hasn't updated his Instagram* account...

Humour aside, it really has been ages.

I've just been so busy with college and other extra curricular activities. 

It doesn't mean I haven't had time for Yifan.

I always have time for him.

Not a day nor an hour passes without him crossing my mind albeit a second or an hour. 

I'm sure you all understand.

Since Yifan's sort of...left the radar, it's much harder or shall I say less frequent getting updates about him.

I am truly anticipating the release of SWOWK. 

He's still the cutest, show-biz-est, funniest, awkwardest, little babe ever.

Yes, indeed I am in love with his song.

I've loved his voice as far back as I remember him.

I always knew he was capable of so much more.

A beautiful soul, shining through his new found success.

I love Yifan even more so now, but if I am honest, I no longer am 'obsessed' with Exo.

Which is understandable as Kris was my idol.

In fact, I've slowly drifted from Kpop itself too.

But that doesn't mean I don't still love Korea's music and culture.

Like wise, Exo are still a huge part of my life.

Just as Yifan will always be. 

I think now, I've learned to control my heart.

I've stopped channeling my adoration for Yifan through childish behaviour.

I've come to realise, it's not all glitz and glamour. 

I need to get on with my life and continue to love my Yifan in all other ways possible.

Some day I will meet him.

But for now, I am building my own success.

In hopes that he can maybe admire it.

Who am I kidding? But am I not allowed to dream a little?

This post seems to have made an emotional pivot somewhere.

All I wanted to say is that I'm continuing to update here, be a bit more active than before and I apologise for my lack of activity.

Yifan's still our cute galaxy koala bear right?

Yes, of course!

He's always driving me mad...

Damn it, Wu Fan.

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*Instagram - Yeah...Kris' insta was hacked, made private, followed and unfollowed a bunch of accounts and then regained access to. Thanks to Kev, we were all informed of what was happening. An apology was later posted on Kris account.

[kriswuthedragon]

Crop him out of photos but he'll always be in our hearts.

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24/7 Model, anywhere he steps turns into a million dollar catwalk runway. 🚶🚶

[kriswuthedragon]

Officer, arrest this man for killing me slowly and driving me out of my mind 😍

[kriswuthedragon]

Loving Yifan

i just wanted to say…I really really love Yifan. I Know. I’m stupid. Ignore me. But I just find myself always thinking about him. He really makes me smile. Haha. He’s too cute. An when I think about how how funny he is. (Cringey moments and all) And how kind he is. And how tall he is. And how silly he is. Just so amazing in everyway, the list goes on. I just wanted to say - I love Wu Yifan. That’s all.

[kriswuthedragon]

Yifan: Shaolin Soccer

Yifan: Shaolin Soccer Watching Shaolin Soccer 
(Yes, yes, that old time classic)
I realised one of the famous characters ‘golden leg’, says 
“Fighting isn’t my style”
We all know Yifan’s watched Shaolin Soccer, he even knows the song haha
*so do I but thats not the point*
Anyway I wouldn’t be surprised if thats where he got his famous
“Chicken isn’t my style”
Awww Kris is too cute

[kriswuthedragon]

Yifan in Prague: SOWK

Its taken me a while to come and speak about this even though I've literally been stalking every update about the movie. I'm SO so so so happy he's finally getting to act! And I can't wait to go see the movie on Valentines day (with Yifan? Or is that asking too much?...) anyway I just know he will do absolutely amazingly. "Somewhere only we know" is just such a beautiful title. It's so...wow. I have to say though, at the start of this year, I spoke it being a horse year and about what that means for Yifan since he was born in the year of the horse. I'm not particularly built on fortune telling and star signs etc but this is odd: I said this year would bring a big change for Yifan, a career change which he sort of HAS done. I said its risky, there will be problems his career may become embroiled with. (The whole SM issue) And also that its a year he should care for himself and his health closely. I'm going to make a post on this separately but I felt the need to mention it. Anyhow, I felt at ease knowing Yifan was closer than usual, in Prague. And the crew seem all very nice. It's evident that he is a lead character and will most likely have some kind of lover in the movie so don't freak out! I just know that I won't be able to watch the movie seriously. Like seeing Yifan act is going to be so awkward- I know he's such a cutie normally, its like watching someone you know act. (Even though I don't) either way I know he'll be an AMAZING actor. But how will my heart put up with around an hour and a halfs worth of Yifans majestic face and presence on screen T_T I'm so excited. Damn it, Wu Fan.

[kriswuthedragon]

where does his mom stay? im confused before he was a trainee he auditioned in canada, some say he goes back to guangzhou to see his mom and the fact that he has canadian citezenship makes me more dizzy about the "FACTS" i just want to straighten things if where does he really considers his hometown if you have any udea

Hi! Sorry for the late response :(

I’m 99% sure of these since no one knows fully but from all the millions of bits of information about Yifan that I’ve Collected heres what I know:

He was born in Guanghzhou, China and studied there for a while (probably elementary school). Around the age of 9, he went to Canada with his mom where he gained Canadian citizenship. Reasons for this round-the-world move are unknown to most but the majority speculate it has something to do with family issues and that Yifan’s father is separate from him and his mother, however, it’s not my place to post such information about him, sorry.

Since then he has returned to Guangzhou a few times such as at the age of around 13-15 where he was captain of the basketball team in China.

Following that, he returned to Vancouver, giving up his role of the team leader which led to the disbandment of his basketball team back in Guangzhou. From then he attended Sir Winston Churchill High School, Vancouver. Aged 17, he auditioned at SM’s global auditions in Canada and so began his trainee life. As of now, his mom stays in Guangzhou as well as Canda; he visits both depending on his mothers place of stay. I guess she’d prefer staying at Guangzhou since its closer to Korea.

I hope this helped you! Feel free to ask anything else. I’m thinking maybe I should post this kind of stuff because usually I don’t put up facts about Yifan just my own little speeches and stuff. Anyway, let me know if this is ok! Thanks for contacting me! ^^

[kriswuthedragon]

Quick confession

Can I just say something?

Wu Yifan

He-

I-

We-

Yifan just -

WU YIFAN REALLY TURNS ME ON OKAY

Damn it, Wu Fan.

...he's so cute and kind and lovable..

[kriswuthedragon]

Thank you for all your love and support! This little blog of mine was merely a way for me to express my feelings for the wonderful Mr. Wu. But because of you all, it grew. And I want to tell you how much I'm happy for this. I truly appreciate this. To me it's not just you supporting my blog, it's you supporting Yifan. I don't know but I hope this blog continues to grow. I know...it's not even that big or great but to me it is. I was never really expecting much from my blog. But I really thank you guys and I promise to bring you more great Kris! I'll love him unconditionally for the rest of my life and I hope you'll join me. Once again, thank you. And of course, a big thank you to Yifan.

[kriswuthedragon]

Wu Yifan

Thank you, Wu Yifan. Thank you. How generous, kind, loving, strong and courageous you really are. Thank you for being you. Please don't ever change.

[kriswuthedragon]

Kris: Success in China

Things are starting to look up.

However, the clouds have not yet fully flown away.

The sun WILL shine again.

But until then, I'm willing to wait.

5 whole weeks and counting.

Kris has been mostly silent, but that's good.

He should be cautious, of course.

And perhaps he is busy.

I just feel as though every day is so empty. 

I know Yifan is there but I still miss him.

So Yifan is said to be working on a film project. My only worry is that a lot of Chinese fans are saying that the author of the series/project Tiny Times 3, Guo Jing Ming, is not the best of people to be working with.

Now, I don't know the guy personally but apparently he is very sly and only money eyed. He could just use Yifan for project and leave him hurt. Or treated unfairly.

I hope Yifan is careful. Seriously. 

But who knows. This guy could be the nicest guy on Earth. We'll just have to see.

Deep down we all wish Yifan would stay in EXO but right now I honestly can't predict anything.

Maybe he'll return.

Maybe that's the end of Yifan in EXO.

I really don't know.

But either way, I'm glad he is getting some attention in China.

He deserves it, plus, some people are saying:

'He's just useless where ever he goes'

'The only way he'd be famous is in EXO'

'Kris won't make in China, he's already struggling'

There was also some one else who said something regarding the several meetings but Kris still not being hired.

I'll choose not to go in to that.

But I don't think it's up to people to make assumptions or share information without permission.

Speculations aren't always right and just cause trouble.

We all need to wait it out and hope for Yifan.

I beleive in him

I trust him.

And I promise you, right here, right now, he'll have his name in lights someday. All. over. the. world. 

Come on FanFan! You agree right? So stay strong.

Like I said:

Sometimes the sky is dark but the stars are always there!

Just like this, the Sun will also shine again.

So stay positive.

ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

IF you try your hardest.

So go get what you deserve, Yifan!

I'll just wait...

While you make me fall deeper in love with you.

How kind, strong, determined, brave, handsome, manly, perfect etc. 

you are...

 Damn it, Wu Fan.

[kriswuthedragon]

Worth a read, Kris stans, Exo stans, kpop stans. Please.

I…haven’t really written for a while.

And that…’issue’, I haven’t spoken about it yet.

Well that’s because I am utterly broken right now.

I’m not even devastated…it’s something else.

It took me a lot to even come and talk about this

…

[shinjujinjoo]

This is beautiful (TT^TT)~♥ It takes one thing to be a fan, but it takes meaning on a whole new level if you remove the fame, the popularity, the stereotype, and the selfish greed of wanting only their talents~~~to see an idol/celebrity for whom she or he really is—a person.

When a fan does this…it’s wonderful. That being has matured and has such high respect for a person even if one doesn’t not know their idol well enough to call them a friend. 

Omo~~fans similar with feelz need a hug and need the encouragement too. Therefore I reblog this so others alike can spread the KPOP love/family feelz~~~♥ *ugly fangirl sob*

[kriswuthedragon]

shinjujinjoo You brought a smile to my face. Thank you. I think more fans need to realise that the world of fame isn’t all glitz and glamour. Behind those seemingly perfect stars are usually even more broken hearted humans. In fact they need even more love than we think. What they really need is to be treated like real people. I’m thankful that you understand what I mean. Most people fail to see what I’m saying. To be honest, even on stage when I see ‘Kris’, I laugh because I see the silly dork Yifan. It’s more seeing him as who he is than what we’re supposed to see. Maybe most people will think I’m silly.. Anyway, I want to hug you and ugly sob too~ kkk

[kriswuthedragon]

My deepest fears unfold: Yifan

Worth a read, Kris stans, Exo stans, kpop stans. Please.

I...haven't really written for a while.

And that...'issue', I haven't spoken about it yet.

Well that's because I am utterly broken right now.

I'm not even devastated...it's something else.

It took me a lot to even come and talk about this

My darkest fears have crept out from the depths of the constantly wrenching heart in my chest.

My world has come crashing down and my mind is orbiting this chaotic scene over and over again.

Forget about the rumour of Kris terminating his contract.

What about Yifan?

He's hurt! 

He is sick.

Yifan has been so mistreated.

Not only denied opportunities but denied basic human rights.

I'm scared for him. I'm afraid.

Of the consequences for this innocent person.

He does not deserve this.

You all know me. You know how I am.

I'm constantly worrying for Yifan and his health.

So to hear, even unconfirmed, that he's been regularly visiting the hospital at damned hours of the night.

To hear he's been sick, straining his heart and just carrying on.

Without a word.

Silence.

And he's just like that isn't he?

I know I do it all the time, but he just keeps silent.

Never talking about himself, never worrying others. 

His heart is so pure I cannot put it in words.

Now, I can't say this is true or not but it's been said on various accounts that Yifan has been diagnosed with high levels of Creatine kinase and isozyme. Do you know what that means? 

He is potentially exposed to being diagnosed with myocarditis. 

That is just...heart breaking.

I've felt the pains of heart and chest pain, it's horrible.

Myocarditis is so much worse. It can cause pain, light headedness, sudden loss of consciousness, leg swelling, shortness of breath, discomfort in sleep and much more.  

Myocarditis can be life threatening, even after treatment, the risk of recurrence remains. 

If this is the case, I feel like a whole half of me has been torn away and burnt. 

He has been putting up with all this?

Any wonder why he has filed any sort of case against SM. 

Even if it is not myocarditis...He is still letting himself become extremely sick and still work hard.

On top of this, the he didn't let it show at all he was suffering.

I'm so worried.

I wish I could be there and just hold on to him and whisper to all the sweet things to keep him going.

It's like the rest of the world is silent.

I've become immune.

All I hear is the tune of Yifan's song of sorrow.

He still updates the fans, staying positive.

"吴亦凡一直都在"

Wu Yi Fan is still here.

Of course, you're always in my heart.

You're always there for everyone.

But where?

Everywhere I look I see darkness.

Put away your mask Yifan. 

Let it all out. 

You are human. 

You are the same as me.

The same as us all.

It's been said a million times and I'll say it again.  Stay Strong.

Baby, please.

You'll always be my baby. 

Nothing will change that.

No amount of warmth and love can dry the tears I've shed today.

I can't quite explain why I'm feeling like this.

Destroyed.

Stressed.

To be quite honest, I feel as though I'm mourning.

I'm feeling sick, I've hardly eaten since yesterday and I just can't think.

What I'm feeling is probably nothing compared to Yifan.

It's hurting like nothing I've ever felt before.

Knowing he could be feeling so isolated.

In pain physically and emotionally.

Left to fight this battle.

He is so fragile.

So delicate.

So rare.

Him.

I know what you're all thinking.

Just another fan.

Just another fan ranting.

Being pathetic.

'She means nothing'

'Who is she anyway?'

Sure...I guess you can call me a fan.

Call me whatever.

I don't care.

It's near 11PM here, it's nearly 6AM in China.

Worlds apart but what is time worth when everything, once so perfect has been destroyed. 

What is time?

I haven't given up. 

I just  feel helpless.

As usual.

I want to comfort the fragile porcelain of him.

So damaged yet still so strong. 

Don't crack just yet.

Hold on. 

Please.

Damn it, Wu Fan.

[kriswuthedragon]

So...I started a quick practice drawing/painting of my babe <3

Usually, I do it by hand on paper but it takes a lot more time, effort and concentration on a laptop T_T

But I don't mind.

I get to look at his beautiful face for hours on end.

And I'm willing to try hard for him.

Anyway, this is my first shot so I know it's terrible but...I'm still working on it AND I started this just as a general try-out

What do you guys think of it so far? 

Should I do more?

I'm so tired right now..*yawn*

Damn it, Wu Fan.

[kriswuthedragon]

EXO and Instagram

A little something which always frustrates me. In the nicest possible way, I want to say this. Fans, Exo fans in particular, please calm down. I understand you are all excited to have Exo joining one by one on Instagram. But don't let our idols get lost amidst this buzz of excitement. 

Exo are people. Like me. Like you. They live, breathe, eat - they have FEELINGS. They get hurt. They are not immune to hurtful comments. They, like you, want happiness. And we can all help them achieve it.

 I respect you fans who are not spamming the people who Exo are following. Those who are, tell me, do you think you are going to get recognition for it? I know you want to get closer to your idols but understand that sometimes you can't force things to happen. You are more likely to be noticed if you be yourself and shine a unique light. 

You say you want to 'support' Exo but do you truly know the meaning behind that one word? It means not only to love unconditionally, to care for, but to want what is in their best interest. So tell me, why did you all go and harass poor Daeun? Is it her fault Sehun and her are close? Even if it was, is it in your hands to critisice? No. It's simple. If you cared for Sehun, you would let him be. Let him befriend whom he wants. Let him follow who he wants. Let him be who wants. 

Think. If you were an idol, would you want you beloved fans to jeopardise your friendships and normal life? Please think of poor Exo. And for Chanyeol. Why? Why would you criticise his English. It could be an inside joke for all we know. But even if he did mispronounce 'never' why would you be so nasty as to take him up on it? Leave him alone. He tried. Yeol is uploading to please you fans yet some of us are being so ungrateful.

 Thank you, Exo. For enduring such hardship. Usually we criticise people for making it hard for our idols but then tell me? What do you call this sort of behaviour when it comes from their own fans? It's not better. It's worse.

Without realising it, we are deteriorating Exo and their happiness. We, as a fandom, could be so much better. And before you go and try to stop Sasaengs (who I am equally ashamed of), sort yourselves out first. 

And as for Luhan, he commented on Yifan's post. So? Sure, it was cute, but don't imitate him. Some of you are even going onto the pages who Exo are following and commenting those things. It can be a little intimidating.

Now Kris. He recently put up a pretty sweet photo for mothers day. And what did people do? Start making comments about his mother. Whether it's intentionally mean or not, it's uncomfortable. Again- intimidating. Even saying something like 'His mother should know how lucky she is'. What are you implying? I'm sure his mother is proud and loves him as much as she needs, fans do not need to interfere.

I have been wanting Kris to join Instagram for a long long time. So please. Don't let him, or the other members feel even for a second they should leave. 

And there are so many more terribly situations going on on Instgram too. Even people posting crazy OTP and the likes on here. Let me tell you now, it's pretty uncomfortable seeing a really crazy OTP of you and someone you know. Pairings like brotherly ones are ok but remember the limits. 

Please don't think I am telling you off. I am also another girl and I am not saying in anyway that I am better than any of you. But take this as advice. I don't want Exo to get hurt and I'm sure you don't too, right? So let's change while we can before we destroy Exo completely.

Being an idol isn't easy. Maybe it's horrible. Maybe its amazing. Many of you don't really know. So if you're a fan. Show it. Like Exo's photos. Comment supportive little comments. But always rememer they deserve their privacy. Don't push too far. Be nice. 

Treat others as you wish to be treated. And you will be duly rewarded. I assure you. This fandom could blossom amazingly, but for beautiful flowers to truly grow, you need the right amount of love (water) and support (sun). Of course, what is a rose without it's thorns? But we can endure the hardships thrown at Exo and our fandom, right? We're strong. 

Exo have made me so proud. So so proud. And I never want to feel hurt, intimidated, unloved or disliked by fans. Don't let the boys who have come so far fall now. Let's bring them to grow. 

We can do it.

For them. 

We are one.