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𝑂𝑓𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑒𝑟𝑎 🩷

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Me after explaining the entire range of emotions I felt in a day to my man unprovoked 🥲 purely because he just simply has to know if I breathed different

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It's easier to fall for words especially as women. But unfulfilled promises are nothing more than empty sentences.

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You're worthy of Humanity.

Nobody has to earn the right to recieve basic humanity like kindness and respect. If anyone ever made you think that you have to earn the right to basic kindness and consideration, know that they're not right for you. You deserve someone who genuinely listens to you, someone who takes your stand even in your absence, someone who considers your feelings, someone who cares about your comfort and safety, someone who checks on your mental health regularly. It doesn't have to a single person doing it all but a community that does these for each other. It's a shame that people don't realise it's the bare minimum people can do to make their friends/ family or s/o feel loved.

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long hair>>>>

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“If they can bear the sight of you in tears, they can absolutely make you cry”

I don't know what came over me when I thought of it but, to me if you truly love someone the sight of them in tears is too gruesome. If someone can look at you crying, sobbing, wailing Because of them and still not change. You have to question whether or not they love you as much as you love them. Cuz baby change may be difficult but nothing is more difficult than seeing my love cry.

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“A place close to home” an old love's heart

That is the first thing most people do in order to continue after a heartbreak is probably avoiding looking at things their person used to like, avoiding places they liked going to, avoiding songs they loved, prohibiting words or sentences that might be a reminder of them. Why is that? I find myself thinking. The only possible explanation I could find is, maybe it hits too close to home. Listening to the song they had on repeat would give you a glimpse of who they are when they're happy. If you remember how good they can be maybe you'll forget the times they weren't so good. It's a necessary solidary confinement. It's like saying

“Your heart is made of all that you love, so if I revisit what you love I am revisiting your heart. A place that was so close to home. Was”

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“𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑆𝑡𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑” Best escape from Accountability.

It doesn't really occur to us how powerful words can be in our day to day lives especially while using this particular sentence “I am just stupid” or “ I'm dumb ” usually after doing something that was not pleasing to someone else. For example when you accidentally say something your friend didn't like you'd wave it off by saying " oh you know I'm dumb!! Forgive me ". What it does is giving you a easy way out of being accountable for your actions because if you acknowledge the fact that you have a reasonable ability to think and evaluate your guilt would be much much deeper. So in order to feel less bad you down play your capabilities, much like "selective incompetence" where people pretend to be bad at something so they don't have to do it.

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Having a crush is so difficult especially if you don't know anything about them. Like I don't know whether it's his cousins or random females but third time's the charm STOP touching him. No hair, no arm, no back. Don't touch him nowhere 🤧🤧 whoever you are to him idc not my mans alr.

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I owe a lot to this lady. She has single-handedly solved any possible pettiness I might've had

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Healed so much now my anger is not angering , patience on another level and most likely would rather just do and say what's on my mind rather than worrying about it. No one else's opinion is prioritised over mine, nobody's success triggers my growth because frankly they're on their own journey. 😌🩷🎀🌸

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This is what I envisioned when Javed Ali sang

“Naino ke ghaat leja, Naino ki naiyyan

Patwaar tu hai meri, Tu khawaiyya

Jaana hai paar tere Tu hi bhanwar hai

Pohchegi paar kaise Naazuk si naiyya”

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Women to Women malice

There's an article that states, when stressed women tend to seek company of other women because of their estrogen levels and usually other women can sense when a woman of their community is stressed. That got me thinking how important it is for women to have healthy female friendships especially in today's world where people are more prone to stress then ever. Yet we see multiple examples of competition between women in daily lives.

It doesn't even have to be a stranger women compete with their close relatives too like sisters, cousins, etc. If it's a really patriarchal household the competition can be severe like between a mother and daughter, Mother in law and daughter in law etc. In cinema's too it's widely normalised to have a toxic relationship between a woman and her mother in law, if you really think about it there's absolutely no reason for it! All for male validation because that's what they've grown up around. That's what their fathers told them that they have to appeal to the male gaze.

Do we really need to be fighting? Is it really so necessary for us to compete? I believe in this day and time we have enough for everyone so the subconscious desire to compete should be dealt with correctly. Do we really need to look down upon a sister to feel good about ourselves? Has the patriarchal society numbed our nurturing tendencies so much? I don't know all the answers but I find myself thinking about it all.

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My chemistry with myself is indeed immaculate 😌🌸🤧

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Half my bad choices are because of Lana Del Rey's Songs

Because she stirred something in me with the :

“you're not good for me

Baby, you're not good for me.

But baby I want you I want you”

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Being emotionally intelligent at a young age is not a Flex.

Do people not realise what it takes to be emotionally intelligent? In order to understand other's emotions at a deep level you have to be hyper aware of your surroundings that happens in an unstable environment where the child has HAD to adjust according to their parent/ guardian's moods or emotional state from time to time. Very honestly, I'd rather have children be children, happy, curious, open to new experiences rather than having a pre - teen acting like they lived thrice.

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Didn't feel like working out today so I texted my girl bestfriend and she hit me with the "remember when you felt like giving that dustie a second chance" Definitely worked out after that.

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If you are still missing them after all they did, just remember...

“Haasil ki beqadri aur laa - haasil ki khwahish insaan ko maut tak le jaati hai”