Synopsis: While on a date Toph confesses she wishes she could see you. Based on this request.
Content/Warnings: sfw, kissing, picnic date, emotional toph, fluff, kinda suggestive towards the end, flirting.
You had a feeling when you woke up that morning and dressed for your date with Toph, that your life was about to change. At the time, though, you couldn’t have guessed in what way.
By evening, the world seemed to hold its breath around you two. A cool breeze wandered through the sweeping branches of the great willow trees, stirring their silver-green leaves into a hush of whispers overhead. The air around you was heavy with the rich perfume of blooming jasmine, its sweetness drifting through the secluded clearing like something soft and sacred.
You and Toph were nestled close atop a soft woolen blanket spread thick across the grass, an open wicker picnic basket resting between you like a small offering. Inside lay the remains of the quiet feast you had prepared with careful hands.
Spicy fire-flakes sat scattered at the bottom beside a platter of half eaten miniature sandwiches you brought from one of your favorite spots. To satisfy Toph's sweet tooth you packed some ripe moon-peaches which were rare and difficult to find, their fragrant skin still warm from being plucked fresh.
Tucked carefully beside them was a steaming thermos of tea, brewed for nearly an hour until it was crafted exactly the way Toph liked it. Every once in a while she would offer you her cup so you could heat the liquid with your bending because if it wasn't scalding hot she wouldn't drink it.
The two of you had been wrapped in the rare luxury of complete isolation, hidden away in a forgotten corner of the park. It was a tranquil refuge Toph had stumbled upon during one of her patrols, a place so far removed from the rest of the world that she insisted no wandering crowds would ever find you here.
Yet, as the sun slowly dips below the horizon and the quiet afternoon softened into dusk, you picked up on subtle change in the air.
Over the slow sips of her tea, you notice that Toph has grown uncharacteristically still. The easy, playful banter from earlier had faded into a gentle stillness that seemed to settle over her shoulders, grounding her in a deep, contemplative silence.
Toph frequently drifted into these silent spaces beside you, retreating into the depths of her mind as though navigating a world entirely of her own. It was never a sign of distance, she made it undeniably clear that every moment spent enveloped in your presence was something she deeply cherished.
But you could tell with the approach of your one year anniversary that a force was pulling at her. An unvoiced turbulence of thoughts and hidden vulnerabilities she wasn't quite ready to lay bare before you just yet.
“Toph?” You turned to look at her, your hand reaching out to cradle her jaw as you pressed your thumb into her cheek, soothing the tension forming there.
Toph leaned into your touch, her eyes closing as she let out a shaky breath. The usual rigidity in her posture began to ease beneath your hand, leaving her looking softer and more vulnerable than she ever allowed herself to be around the rest of the world.
“I can tell something is bothering you.” You say as your fingertip swept gently beneath her eye, brushing away a fallen lash that had caught there. “You're never this quiet.”
She hums thoughtfully, the sound rumbling in her throat. Without a word, she moves the picnic basket out of the way, closing what little distance remained between you. Toph then eases down onto your lap. Her muscular arms wrapping tightly around your waist as she buries her face against your stomach.
The sudden need for physical closeness catches you completely off guard, sending a spike of concern through your chest.
Something was really troubling her, and you had no way of reaching whatever storm had drawn her so deeply inward.
“Just thinking,” Her voice emerges after a long moment, softened where it was muffled against the fabric of your shirt.
“About what?” You wondered aloud, encouraging her to keep going as you thread your fingers through her hair, gently massaging her scalp to ease her mind.
She attempted a shrug, but the movement was awkward against your lap. So she simply pressed her face deeper into your stomach, as if trying to burrow away from the sudden intensity of her own vulnerability.
“You, us, everything,” Toph mumbles, the words bleeding into the fabric of your shirt.
Your fingers faltered in her hair, freezing entirely as a sharp spike of anxiety hit your chest. “Oh.”
“It’s nothing bad,” She added quickly. Sensing the sudden, erratic leap of your pulse beneath her cheek, she knew you were already starting to spiral.
Toph pulled away just enough to turn, rolling over onto her back so her head remained comfortably rested in your lap. She stared blankly up at the vast, darkening sky, her fingers loosely curling around the hem of your shirt to keep you close.
“I just love you a lot,” Toph proclaims, her voice dropping into a low, almost inaudible whisper. “And sometimes I just wish-”
She grits her teeth, stopping herself mid-sentence. You can already feel her slipping away, the familiar metal walls slamming back up as she tries to bury whatever she was about to reveal.
Refusing to let her retreat, you tighten your fingers gently but firmly in her hair. Your other hand moves swiftly to curl around her jaw, tilting her head so she has no choice but to face you, her clouded eyes staring into yours earnestly.
You don't need to say a word. Every measured, unwavering thump of your heart revealed everything she needed to know. Through that shared pulse, and the gentleness of your touch. You promised her that she was entirely safe here. No matter what confession she voices in this secluded clearing, it would never change how you feel about her. In fact, her honesty would only make you love her more.
“I wish I could see you,” She finally settles on, the admission tearing out of her as tears begin to gather in her eyes. “Your smile, your eyes, even that tiny dimple in your cheek that pops out every time I kiss you, the one you always claim you don't have.”
“Because I don't!” You manage a soft laugh, though your heart aches for her, Your thumb soothingly traces a reassuring pattern across her cheek in hopes of calming the racing of her heart.
“You do, baby, I can feel it every single time,” Toph insists, her voice cracking slightly under the gravity of the moment.
“Whatever you say, Chief.” You relent affectionately, yielding the point this one time.
“Anyways,” Toph’s voice trailed off, the sudden swell of emotion catching painfully in her throat. She lifted her hand slowly, her fingers trembling faintly as they traced along the line of your jaw with a reverence that made your chest ache.
“What I’m trying to say is,” Her thumb drew circles across your cheek. “There are parts of you the rest of the world just gets to have.”
“They get to see you walking down the street, hear your laugh, watch the sun land on your face.” Her voice roughened with quiet longing. “And they don’t even realize how lucky they are to witness that.”
Toph swallowed hard before leaning closer, her forehead nearly resting against yours.
“It makes me jealous sometimes,” She stated. “Because you’re mine.” Her fingers curled gently against your skin. “And there are days I wish I could keep every single part of you all to myself.”
You remained motionless at first, completely caught off guard by the raw honesty in her voice. The confession settled heavily in your chest, so intimate and raw that for a moment all you could do was stare at her in stunned silence.
Then, slowly, you lifted your hand from her jaw and let your fingers glide gently along her skin until they found her unsteady hand resting against your cheek. You carefully intertwined your fingers with hers, giving them a soft, reassuring squeeze before guiding her palm fully against the side of your face.
You leaned into her touch without hesitation as you closed your eyes for a brief moment, silently encouraging her to feel every piece of you she longed for.
“Then let me show you,” You intoned, the words wrapped in certainty as you pressed her palm more firmly against your cheek. “Don’t look at me with the world’s eyes, Toph.”
Your expression softened beneath her touch. “Look at me the way you always have. With your hands and your heart.”
You slowly guide her index finger up to the smooth skin at the outer corner of your eyelid.
“If you could see my eyes,” You whispered tenderly, allowing her to feel the delicate flutter of your lashes against her fingertips, “You’d see a deep, radiant gold.”
A soft breath left you as you leaned further into her touch.
“Not the kind of metal you bend beneath your hands every day. Nothing cold or rigid.” Your voice softened into something almost dreamlike. “More like the liquid light of a setting sun spilling across the horizon.”
You kept her hand there, letting her map every delicate detail through touch alone.
“Think of them as a serene kind of comfort that always settles whenever they find you.” Your thumb swept lovingly across her knuckles. “And mirrored at their very center would be a sanctuary of amber fire, a steady, devoted flame that was kindled in the dark just to guide you home, burning only ever for you.”
You guided her hand downward, letting her fingertips wander along the elegant slope of your cheekbone before tracing the clean line of your jaw. You could feel the careful way she memorized every contour beneath her touch, as though she were sculpting your face inside her mind.
“My features carry that distinct grace the Fire Nation is known for,” You explain, guiding her palm to rest fully against your skin. “There’s refinement in the shape of them, sharp, deliberate lines softened by warmth.”
“My face is smooth beneath your hands, but there’s still strength in it. The kind your fingers would recognize immediately.” A faint smile touched your lips. “The striking edges of my nation shaped into something softer by the fire living inside me.”
You leaned further into her touch, your voice lowering into something achingly sincere. “But I want you to understand that it only burns this calmly because it reflects you.”
“Because when I look at you, baby. I don't just see the fierce warrior everyone else admires. I see a beautiful, intricate landscape, someone whose hidden softness is a treasure that I am lucky enough to hold.”
Toph’s breath hitches sharply at your words, the sudden depth of your confession striking a chord deep within her. Her fingers faltered faintly against your jaw as emotion tightened painfully in her throat, forcing her to swallow hard around it.
You could feel the realization settling over her in quiet waves- that you truly saw beyond the loud, unbreakable image she showed the rest of the world. Beyond the stubborn bravado, the sharpened edges, and strength she wielded like armor.
A silent tear slipped from her sightless eyes, tracing a slow path down her flushed skin as she melted fully into your embrace.
Your own chest tightened painfully beneath the sheer weight of the moment, emotion swelling so intensely inside you it nearly stole the breath from your lungs. And still, you refused to stop, she needed to hear this.
You needed her to understand that while the rest of the world only ever saw fleeting pieces of you- passing glimpses, surface-level beauty, and fragments they would never fully comprehend. Toph was the only person who had ever reached beyond all of that. She was the only one who truly held the keys to your soul.
Carefully, you move her finger along the edge of your eyelid, where the smooth texture of your skin changes slightly.
“And right here, I wore something special for you tonight,” You shared sweetly, guiding her fingertip along the elegant sweep lining your eye. “A delicate stroke of Fire Nation ink tracing the curve of it, meant to make the gold of my eyes stand out more boldly.”
“And above it, there’s a dusting of shimmer across my eyelids,” You added, your voice lowering beneath the hush of the clearing. “So fine it feels almost weightless beneath your fingertips, like the softest silk.”
The willow branches swayed gently overhead while you leaned further into her palm, savoring the careful way she explored every detail.
“To everyone else, it only catches the light for a fleeting second before it disappears.” Your voice wavered under the weight of your affection. “But tonight, it was meant for you. A private canvas made entirely for your touch.”
Toph’s tears fell completely unchecked now, tracing a hot, relentless path down her cheeks as she clung to every word leaving your lips. Even though there was a quiet ache blooming inside your own chest, you kept going.
Slowly, you gathered a thick section of your long hair into your free hand before carefully guiding her unsteady fingers through the silken strands. The dark locks slipped smoothly between her fingertips, cool and weightless against her skin as you let her explore them at her own pace.
“You always tell me it feels like water running through your hands,” You said with a small smile. “Long, soft, almost impossible to hold onto for too long.”
You guided another thick curl through her fingers, watching the strands spill between them like flowing silk.
“And when the sunlight touches it,” You impart quietly, “It catches along the waves in streaks of warm amber and burnished gold, as though pieces of the evening sun became tangled inside it.”
Your gaze softened as you wove her fingers through the curls once more. “Tonight, it falls in deep waves all the way down my back. They twist and wind around each other like a midnight breeze caught in motion.”
A gentle hum settled in your voice as you spoke. “It’s beautifully wild, but it always settles back against my shoulders in the end, waiting for your hands to card through it again.”
You guided her hand lower, letting her fingertips trace the elegant curve of your collarbone before drawing them slowly downward. Her touch ghosted over the softness of your chest, then along the warm plane of your stomach, until finally you settled her palm against the sweeping curve of your waist and hip.
“My body is softer than yours,” You tell her openly, your voice carrying no shame now, only devotion. “Not weak, just different. Warm in places where yours is carved from stone and muscle.”
You pressed her palm more firmly against your hip, letting her feel the seamless transition of your shape beneath her hand.
“My body is an expanse of soft, generous curves because you know how much I love to eat,” You explained with a quiet, playful warmth. “It flows effortlessly from one curve into the next, holding a full, rounded weight that belongs entirely to you.”
Your thumb traces slowly across her knuckles as you guided her touch along the slope of your hips.
“Imagine it like this, baby,” Your voice lowered into something rich and intimate beneath the willow trees. “The curve of my hips is shaped like the gentle incline of a quiet valley at dusk. Soft beneath your hands, but resting firm and certain beside you.”
You held her there for another lingering moment before speaking again.
“Every line of me was shaped by fire,” You revealed quietly, “But not the kind meant to destroy.” Your expression warmed as you were overcome by emotion. “Something steadier than that. A flame that offers warmth instead of ruin. One that only burns brighter whenever you’re near it.”
Toph’s breath shudders completely at the touch, her palm flattening against your skin as if trying to memorize every line of the map you are giving her. Her fingers flexed against the softness of your hip with sudden intensity, grounding herself in the overwhelming realization that you, this breathtaking, living person wrapped in warmth and firelight, belonged entirely to her in this hidden corner of the world.
Her chest rose rapidly as another wave of tears slipped free. The emotional weight of it all had stripped her completely bare. Even now, her hands shook faintly against your body while she fought to steady herself, biting down against her lower lip as though it were the only thing anchoring her to the moment.
And still, she leaned closer.
Now completely defenseless in your embrace and undone by the safety of your body pressed against hers and the impossible depth of love woven through every word you spoke.
You gave her a moment to breathe through it, your thumb brushing slowly across her knuckles while the jasmine of the willow branches wafted in the air. Then, with endless care, you guided her hand lower until her fingers settled around your wrist, where you pressed her thumb gently against a small patch of raised skin there.
“Right here on my wrist is a birthmark,” You stated, guiding her thumb along the delicate edge of the raised skin. “It’s small and uneven in shape, almost like a tiny island drifting alone on a map.”
A faint, nostalgic smile touched your lips. “My mother used to tell me it looked like hidden treasure waiting to be discovered whenever I asked about it as a child.”
You let her continue tracing it as you stared off into the distance, briefly losing yourself for a moment.
“It’s been there since the day I was born.” Your voice lowered slightly. “I usually hide it beneath makeup because I always thought it was ugly.”
The confession settled heavily in the air between you before you curled your fingers around hers.
“But I’m showing it to you now because I want you to know every part of me, baby.” There was this far off tone in your voice. “Even the pieces I still struggle to look at myself and the parts of me I’ve hidden away out of shame.”
Toph freezes at your words, her thumb lingering against the small patch of raised skin as though she could somehow feel every insecurity you had ever poured into it. A quiet breath caught painfully in her throat, the fragile confession settling deep within her chest.
Slowly, she lifted your wrist toward her lips.
Her movements were impossibly careful now, stripped of all her usual roughness, as though she were handling something sacred in her hands. The warmth of her breath fanned across your skin for a brief moment before she pressed the softest kiss directly against the birthmark.
You knew she wasnt doing this out of pity or kindness born from sympathy. Toph loved the way mountains endured storms, without hesitation or fear of the damage it might leave behind. She took this hidden piece of you, buried beneath years of shame and held it with the same reverence one might cradle a dying flame through winter. Beneath her touch, those wounded parts no longer felt ugly or burdensome.
It was as though she had pressed her hands into the deepest soil of your heart and found something living there still.
Toph hovered there for several long seconds, her lips resting against the hidden piece of you the world had never been allowed to touch. The moment felt ancient somehow, sacred in a way words could barely contain. Like the earth itself had shifted softly beneath you, recognizing the quiet miracle of being loved so wholly in the places you had once condemned.
When she finally pulled back, her forehead fell gently against your wrist, her shoulders shaking faintly beneath the gravity of what you were sharing.
“Don’t ever call this ugly again,” She said, her voice hardening with a protective edge. “You hear me? This is part of you. Which means it’s beautiful too.”
“And until you can see that for yourself,” Toph says, her voice faltering with fierce tenderness. “I'll love this part of you enough for the both of us.”
Your eyes slipped closed, an unsteady breath escaping your lips as the unfiltered truth of her words hit you with a force you weren't prepared for. Something that felt alot like sorrow climbed painfully into your throat, you felt the sting of tears threatening to spill over despite your efforts to keep them contained. But you forced it down, tonight was supposed to be entirely about her, about easing the burdens that she carries.
It was just, Toph has always possessed an uncanny ability to reverse the roles between you. No matter the circumstance, she somehow made sure that you felt seen, understood, and protected within the shelter of her love.
Even now, when all you wanted was to pour every ounce of your devotion into her, Toph had unconsciously turned the focus back toward you, prioritizing your heart with the same unyielding care she gave to everything she loved. You've never had a partner quite like her and the fact that she could reach the darkened places others couldn't made you feel deeply cherished, and incredibly whole.
Sucking in a labored breath to quell the fluttering in your chest, you finally lift her hand back up, letting her index finger follow the outline of your lips. You parted them just a fraction beneath her touch, letting her map their shape while you leaned into the heat of her palm.
“They’re soft,” Your lips grazed her fingers as you spoke. “Always a little warmer after kissing you. Tonight, I wore a glassy gloss over them that tastes like the sweet watermelon you always buy me from my favorite stand.”
You gently press her fingertip more firmly against your lower lip, letting her feel the slick texture there. “It almost feels liquid beneath your touch, doesn’t it? Like water reflecting moonlight.”
You smiled faintly at her as you gazed into her clouded eyes. “And I’m sure you can feel the way my lips are curved into a breathless smile. It's an expression meant only for you to feel in this space with me, baby.”
Toph's fingertip rested against the glossy curve of your mouth as though she were trying to memorize the feeling of your smile beneath her skin. The delicate hitch in your breathing did not escape her either. Through the constant pulse vibrating beneath your lips and fingertips, she could feel exactly how deeply her touch affected you too.
Her finger remained on your lower lip, languidly tracing the shape of your happiness as another tear slipped down her cheeks.
“I can feel it,” She voices, sniffling. “I can feel all of it. You’re gorgeous, baby. I love you so much, you have no idea how much this means to me. I would give anything to see your smile right now even if it was just for a moment.”
You gazed at her, your chest aching with an immense, all-encompassing warmth that makes your own eyes blur. Leaning forward, you brushed a kiss against her forehead before resting your brow against hers, allowing Toph to feel the soft rise and fall of your breath mingling with her own.
“You do see me, Toph,” You assure her, your voice unwavering and resolute. “In the only way that will ever matter to me.”
Toph's breath catches, her fingers tightening around your shirt as she pulls herself closer into your lap.
For several heartbeats, she remains entirely still, absorbing the distinct, soothing thump of your heart against her cheek. You watch as a small, watery chuckle breaks through her tears, and she burrows her face right back into your chest, clinging to you as if you were her sole sanctuary in the dark.
“Yeah,” She mutters, her voice thick but returning to that fiercely affectionate tone you love so much. “I guess I do.”
You leaned forward, closing the final distance between you before pressing your lips gently to hers. It was a kiss that held nothing back, a passionate exchange brimming with a love so deep it felt capable of rewriting the very essence of your soul. You poured every ounce of your adoration for Toph into the kiss, hoping that with each slow sweep of your tongue against hers, she could feel the unwavering constancy you knew you would carry for her always.
As the kiss deepened, Toph’s hands rose to the back of your neck, holding you there with quiet desperation. With her head still resting in your lap, the angle allowed you to kiss her more deeply, until the rest of the world seemed to disappear into the space between your breaths.
Her fingers threaded through your hair as she pulled you closer, pouring every fiercely protected fragment of her heart into your mouth. In your embrace, the hard edges she carried so carefully began to melt away, leaving behind the gaurded softness she trusted no one else to hold besides you.
As your lips continued to move with hers, the unwavering certainty of everything Toph had just shared settled deeply in your chest, soothing something profound and broken within you. A choked sob slipped from your throat, muffled softly by her lips as she kissed you more intensely, drinking in every ounce of your emotion without pause.
Toph knew.
She understood exactly what had unraveled inside you, and through the aching press of her lips and the grounded way she held you, she affirmed that she felt it too, that neither of you were alone in this, and somehow, in each others arms, you were going to be okay.
As the kiss gradually softened into something slower and more unhurried, your mouth finally curved into a wide smile. You were so hopelessly in love with this woman that it felt almost unreal. Your heart was unbearably full beneath the protective presence of her touch.
With her lips molded seamlessly to yours, you felt Toph’s mouth mirror your own, her smile soft and luminous in a way that made your heart thrum. She pulled away only a hair, barely sufficient to catch her air, her fingers still quivering faintly as they mapped along the curve of your face.
“See? Right there,” Toph mused, her thumb pressing affectionately into the small indentation beside your mouth. “You’re smiling right now, and your dimple’s there. I can feel it.”
You let out a boisterous laugh, tossing your head at her playful insistence. You tilt forward to press another kiss directly upon her cheek before resting your forehead once more to hers, a genuine solace settling over you.
“Fine, if you’re so sure it’s there, then it’s there.” You leaned into her touch, your teasing tone dropping to a quiet, fierce promise. “As long as you know that every single piece of me belongs to you, Toph.” Your hand rose to cover hers against your cheek. “Dimple and all.”
Toph let out a content sigh at your words. Still faintly glowing from the emotional day she'd had, she eased backward, sliding down until her back rested against the woolen blanket, pulling you down with her in the process.
You lay side by side in the quiet clearing, the echo of your heartfelt promise hanging in the air between you. Your shoulder pressed solidly against hers, your fingers laced securely together while your lips still tingled from the kiss you had just shared.
Toph rolls onto her side, pressing her cheek against your shoulder as she absorbs the cadenced pattern of your breathing.
“You know,” Toph spoke into the darkness, her voice lowering into something quiet and fiercely honest, heavy with years of unspoken longing. “I spent most of my life believing I was destined to be alone.”
A tightness seized her throat, forcing a brief pause before she could find her voice.
“I stood on the sidelines as every single one of my friends fell in love, got married, and built homes and families with the people they loved.” Her voice roughened faintly, cracking under the strain of a lifetime of quiet isolation. “After a while, I just assumed that kind of life belonged to everyone else, while I was meant to stay in the dark.”
Toph squeezes your hand with a sudden, desperate strength, her fingers wrapping around yours tight enough to bruise. She looked so vulnerable as she tried her best to anchor herself to the reality of your presence before the dread and that familiar solitude consumed her whole again.
“I wasn’t even sure what true love was supposed to feel like,” Toph admitted, the words wavering beneath the raw strain of finally exposing something she had buried for years. “Growing up locked away in that estate, hidden like some shameful secret, love always felt like a cage- suffocating, controlling, and completely isolating.”
Toph paused before continuing, and you drew her even closer, molding her frame against yours until she was completely enveloped by your protective embrace.
“It twisted the way I understood affection. Made me believe that being cared for required losing your freedom, and love meant being trapped somewhere dark and impossible to escape.” Toph sucked in a breath as she blinked away tears. “So when Katara used to talk of love- finding someone who makes the world feel lighter, safer, whole. I honestly thought it was just some impossible fairytale meant for other people.”
“I didn’t need my parents to tell me I was difficult to love,” Toph said, the words carrying the shadow of a truth she had known far too young. “I understood that from the second I was old enough to understand words.”
“Whenever I feel control slipping away from me, I build walls so high that nobody can get close enough to hurt me.” Her fingers flexed against yours. “After a while, I stopped believing anyone would care, or fight hard enough to break through all that stone just to reach me.”
“But then you came along,” Toph shifted closer, her voice trembling with an urgency that told you if she didn’t force these words out now, she would regret the silence for the rest of her life- and when it came to you, she refused to risk that.
“And you shattered every rule and expectation I thought the world had set for me.” A tremulous exhale left her. “You didn’t just look past the armor I built around myself. You made me want to tear it down with my own hands.”
“I never thought I’d find a partner like you, baby. Someone who makes me feel this adored and safe.” Emotion thickened her voice until each word sounded painfully sincere. “I love you so much it scares me sometimes, baby. I trust you with every single piece of me I have left that wasnt ruined by my life experiences or the world.”
“And one day, I’m going to marry you.” The words settled between you like an unspoken vow. “I know exactly how rare what we have is and I’m never letting you slip away from me.”
Your heart stops at her declaration, your entire body stilling as tears welled in your eyes now, completely ruining your makeup. Toph, who guards her independence like an absolute fortress, had just offered you her entire future with zero hesitation.
The realization that she is already choosing you for a lifetime causes your throat to tighten with a sudden, joyful ache as the sheer magnitude of her love completely rewires your world. You slide your arm beneath her, cradling her head closer against your chest so she can feel the deep, steady resonance of your voice when you spoke next.
“You were never destined to be alone, Toph,” You answered quietly, your voice filled with absolute conviction and a fierce protectiveness that wrapped itself around every word. “And you were never supposed to spend your life hidden behind walls or treated as something that needed to be tucked away.”
“It breaks my heart to know they ever made you feel difficult to love, because you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, baby.” Your heart thudded in your chest as your eyes burned with more tears. “The world just took its time bringing us together because like you said, a love like this, what we have right here is rare. Beautifully rare, and worth every lonely second it took to find.”
Toph buries her tear stained cheeks deep into the crook of your neck.
“You have me now, completely and entirely.” You promised her. “I’d marry you in a heartbeat, baby. I am yours for as long as you’ll have me.”
Her quiet sighs fanned over your bare skin as a tearful laugh escaped her. Her fingers gripped your shirt with a sudden intensity. Toph locked herself in your embrace as a glowing smile completely transformed her features.
You marveled at her in silence, overwhelmed by the breathtaking sight of her vulnerability. It was a beauty untouched by anything superficial, something visceral and enduring that eclipsed every shallow definition the world tried to force upon it.
Pride swelled painfully within your chest. You knew how much courage this had cost her, how terrifying it must have been to dismantle walls she had spent a lifetime building, and you would never take the gift of that trust for granted.
There was something truly sacred about watching her now with that unshielded expression softening her features beneath the sweeping canopy of willow branches. A few wild wisps of her midnight-dark hair caught the evening breeze, lifting like shadows against her skin. You realized right then that Toph Beifong was a masterpiece shaped equally by storm and stillness.
Toph was a woman powerful enough to shake the earth itself, and still she had chosen to soften within the safety of your arms. You made a silent vow to yourself in this darkened corner of the clearing to protect her fiercely and hold every vulnerable part of her soul for as long as she granted you a place by her side.
You tucked a strand of dark hair behind her ear as you took in the beautiful flush spreading across her cheeks beneath the dim glow of the evening sky. You would never tire of seeing her like this, softened by vulnerability and wrapped so openly in your love. It made your own heart thrum in your chest.
Before you could stop yourself, you leaned forward and scattered a flurry of kisses across every inch of her face, each one tender with affection. The quiet clearing soon filled with Toph’s breathless laughter as she squirmed beneath your attention, giggling while she playfully shoved at your shoulders in a half-hearted attempt to make you stop.
“Baby, you keep talking about my smile,” A quiet, lovestruck grin pulled at your mouth. “When honestly, you’re the most beautiful thing in this entire park.”
Toph was caught entirely off guard by the compliment. She shied away from your touch, pulling back just enough to break the direct contact as she tried to salvage what was left of her composure.
“You’re laying on the compliments kinda thick,” Toph cleared her throat, you could see how fast her heart was beating in her chest as she spoke. “If I didn't know any better, I would think you were trying to get into my pants.”
You let out a knowing chuckle, your lips ghosting the shell of her ear as your arms tightened around her waist. Your voice dropped into a smooth, seductive murmur that was warm enough to send heat crawling beneath her skin.
“Well,” You husked softly, punctuating each word with a playful nip against the sensitive spot beneath her ear, “We both know if I really wanted to get into your pants, I wouldn’t need to sweet talk you first.”
Your smile deepened against her skin. “You’d just spread those gorgeous legs for me, wouldn’t you, baby?”
Toph hid her burning face in the crook of your neck, her breaths breaking into shaky, uneven hitches against your skin. You felt her nod quickly against your collarbone. You had rendered her speechless now that your voice had dropped into that devastating tone she could never resist.
“Good girl,” You purred beside her ear, your voice low and delivery, sending a flush of heat directly to her core.
Her reaction did not disappoint, a quiet, helpless moan escaped her lips before she could hide it, the noise dissolving into the stillness of the night as she buried herself further into your neck.
“Baby,” Toph breathed, the word breaking apart into a helpless whimper as her fingers clawed tightly into your shirt, clinging to you with quiet desperation.
“I know.” You cooed as your hands slid lower, mapping the graceful curve of her hip before your fingertips traced slow, deliberate patterns against her skin, each touch drawing another labored breath from her.
“Let’s get you home, sweetheart,” You rasped into her ear. “I wanna take care of you properly.”
Toph didn’t need to be told twice. The charged energy between you shattered instantly as she shot upright so fast she nearly sent you sprawling backward onto the grass.
She immediately began scrambling to gather the abandoned picnic supplies, her movements rushed and completely lacking the usual composure she tried so hard to maintain. The urgency behind every motion revealed just how desperate she was to get you home.
You managed to stare at her for all of two seconds before completely losing it. Bright, helpless laughter burst from your chest, your head tipped back as the sound echoed freely through the secluded clearing.
Across from you, Toph was muttering a heated string of curses under her breath while aggressively trying and failing to force the picnic basket shut after stuffing everything inside with absolutely no organization whatsoever. Causing the basket to sprang back open, the contents nearly spilling out again.
“Spirits,” Toph snapped under her breath, shoving at the lid harder. “Why is this stupid thing fighting me right now?”
“Somewhere urgent you need to be, Chief?” You asked innocently as you rose to your feet beside her.
You reached down to help fold the blanket, your movements intentionally unhurried, giving yourself every excuse to admire the sight in front of you. Heat was practically radiating from Toph’s flushed skin in powerful waves, her cheeks now permanently stained a deep crimson while her hands fumbled helplessly with the basket for what had to be the fifth time
And spirits, she was breathtaking like this. So unraveled beneath your attention, all of her sharp composure and confidence completely stripped away before you had even truly touched her. You bit back another smile as her fingers slipped again, sending a pair of chopsticks clattering noisily back onto the grass.
“Baby,” Toph groaned under her breath, sounding one step away from combusting entirely under your heated gaze alone. “Stop looking at me like that.”
“I dont think I will,” Your voice sinks into a dark, alluring tone as you invaded her space, crowding her with the intensity of your presence.
Your hand slid across her waist before settling possessively over the curve of her hip, drawing her body flush against yours with enough intent to force her breath to hitch in her throat.
“You’re already unraveling for me,” Your lips caressed the skin beside her jaw, your smirk evident in the low vibration of your voice. “And I’ve barely even touched you yet.”
You pressed a slow, deliberate kiss beneath her jaw, savoring the way her intake of air faltered the instant your lips sealed against the sensitive skin there.
“If I slid my hand into your pants right now,” You husked directly to her throat, your voice melting into a sultry hum. “Would I find you already wet for me?”
Your fingers continued their possessive map of her frame, sliding down her sides and spreading across her back until they found the slope of her backside. You palmed the plush curve of her ass, feeling the fullness of it as Toph molded herself into you. Because she stood shorter than you, her head nestled naturally against your chest, which only seemed to amplify the charged energy now that she was locked in your embrace.
“I think I would,” You added, your tone dripping with a smug confidence. “You get so worked up from the smallest things, baby.”
A deep chuckle vibrated in your throat, sending an intentional shiver straight down Toph's spine. “All I have to do is talk to you like this, and you melt for me.”
Toph tenses instantly, her face flushing a deep crimson as your fingers locate the sliver of bare skin where her shirt has ridden up. The moment your fingertips trace that exposed line, her entire body erupts in goosebumps.
Toph bites down hard on her lower lip to smother a rising moan as her entire body burns with an aching need. She pushes back slightly against your chest. She still has a reputation to uphold, and she knows that the longer this continues, the harder it will be for either of you to stop.
“Shut up,” Toph gasps, her voice strained as she shakes her head, trying to find her footing. “Baby, we are out in public! Anyone could walk by and see this.”
Before the conversation can continue, she reaches out and snaps her hand around your wrist. Her grip is firm, leaving no room for argument, as she begins to march away from the clearing, pulling you along with her, you barelt had time to grab your things.
“Since when has that ever stopped you before, Chief?” You counter, allowing yourself to be dragged along just so you could deliberately slow your steps to keep the tension.
Toph swallows thickly, her throat tightening hard as she struggles to maintain her brisk, commanding pace against the sheer weight of her arousal.
“Stop calling me that,” She mutters, her voice dropping into a breathless register that completely betrays her.
“Why?” You grin, your thumb stroking the sensitive skin of her inner wrist. “Is it turning you on, Chief?”
Toph pulls you forward with an urgent, unyielding strength until you finally reach the car. Snapping open the passenger door with her bending, she pauses for a single, breathless second, casting a fierce, burning glare blindly into the darkness where she knew you stood smug.
“You’re impossible,” She huffs, her voice a tight, husky friction before she slides into the seat with a frantic sort of haste, completely silent as she tries to master her own unraveling senses.
As you pulled out of the parking lot and eased onto the quiet road, the low hum of the engine settled warmly through the cabin. Streetlights flickered past the windows in soft golden streaks while the lingering tension from the park still clung thickly to the air between you.
One of your hands remained loose on the steering wheel while the other drifted instinctively onto Toph’s thigh. Your palm sank against the firm muscle above her knee, fingers curling there with slow familiarity as though they belonged nowhere else.
Toph’s entire posture locked instantly, a sharp gasp catching in her throat as her back pressed flush against the passenger seat. She didn’t pull away, but her thighs drew tighter together beneath your hand, the tension in her body almost palpable in the confined space of the car.
While seated at a red light you glanced over. Toph's fingers twisted helplessly into the fabric of her pants while her breathing turned uneven, every slow pass of your palm along her thigh sending another visible shiver through her.
The sight alone nearly ruined your composure. Your thumb dragged lazily over the tense muscle beneath your hand, relishing the way Toph’s lips parted around another strained breath.
“Don't,” She chokes out, though the words lack any real conviction, her voice entirely broken and vibrating with the heat of the moment. “You're going to get us killed out here.”
You only hum, your thumb torturously stroking higher up her leg, feeling the furious, erratic thumping of her pulse vibrating through the seat.
“Just lean back and enjoy the ride, baby.” You instructed, your eyes fixed firmly on the road ahead as you press down on the gas. “We're almost home.”
Synopsis: While on a date Toph confesses she wishes she could see you. Based on this request.
Content/Warnings: sfw, kissing, picnic date, emotional toph, fluff, kinda suggestive towards the end, flirting.
You had a feeling when you woke up that morning and dressed for your date with Toph, that your life was about to change. At the time, though, you couldn’t have guessed in what way.
By evening, the world seemed to hold its breath around you two. A cool breeze wandered through the sweeping branches of the great willow trees, stirring their silver-green leaves into a hush of whispers overhead. The air around you was heavy with the rich perfume of blooming jasmine, its sweetness drifting through the secluded clearing like something soft and sacred.
You and Toph were nestled close atop a soft woolen blanket spread thick across the grass, an open wicker picnic basket resting between you like a small offering. Inside lay the remains of the quiet feast you had prepared with careful hands.
Spicy fire-flakes sat scattered at the bottom beside a platter of half eaten miniature sandwiches you brought from one of your favorite spots. To satisfy Toph's sweet tooth you packed some ripe moon-peaches which were rare and difficult to find, their fragrant skin still warm from being plucked fresh.
Tucked carefully beside them was a steaming thermos of tea, brewed for nearly an hour until it was crafted exactly the way Toph liked it. Every once in a while she would offer you her cup so you could heat the liquid with your bending because if it wasn't scalding hot she wouldn't drink it.
The two of you had been wrapped in the rare luxury of complete isolation, hidden away in a forgotten corner of the park. It was a tranquil refuge Toph had stumbled upon during one of her patrols, a place so far removed from the rest of the world that she insisted no wandering crowds would ever find you here.
Yet, as the sun slowly dips below the horizon and the quiet afternoon softened into dusk, you picked up on subtle change in the air.
Over the slow sips of her tea, you notice that Toph has grown uncharacteristically still. The easy, playful banter from earlier had faded into a gentle stillness that seemed to settle over her shoulders, grounding her in a deep, contemplative silence.
Toph frequently drifted into these silent spaces beside you, retreating into the depths of her mind as though navigating a world entirely of her own. It was never a sign of distance, she made it undeniably clear that every moment spent enveloped in your presence was something she deeply cherished.
But you could tell with the approach of your one year anniversary that a force was pulling at her. An unvoiced turbulence of thoughts and hidden vulnerabilities she wasn't quite ready to lay bare before you just yet.
“Toph?” You turned to look at her, your hand reaching out to cradle her jaw as you pressed your thumb into her cheek, soothing the tension forming there.
Toph leaned into your touch, her eyes closing as she let out a shaky breath. The usual rigidity in her posture began to ease beneath your hand, leaving her looking softer and more vulnerable than she ever allowed herself to be around the rest of the world.
“I can tell something is bothering you.” You say as your fingertip swept gently beneath her eye, brushing away a fallen lash that had caught there. “You're never this quiet.”
She hums thoughtfully, the sound rumbling in her throat. Without a word, she moves the picnic basket out of the way, closing what little distance remained between you. Toph then eases down onto your lap. Her muscular arms wrapping tightly around your waist as she buries her face against your stomach.
The sudden need for physical closeness catches you completely off guard, sending a spike of concern through your chest.
Something was really troubling her, and you had no way of reaching whatever storm had drawn her so deeply inward.
“Just thinking,” Her voice emerges after a long moment, softened where it was muffled against the fabric of your shirt.
“About what?” You wondered aloud, encouraging her to keep going as you thread your fingers through her hair, gently massaging her scalp to ease her mind.
She attempted a shrug, but the movement was awkward against your lap. So she simply pressed her face deeper into your stomach, as if trying to burrow away from the sudden intensity of her own vulnerability.
“You, us, everything,” Toph mumbles, the words bleeding into the fabric of your shirt.
Your fingers faltered in her hair, freezing entirely as a sharp spike of anxiety hit your chest. “Oh.”
“It’s nothing bad,” She added quickly. Sensing the sudden, erratic leap of your pulse beneath her cheek, she knew you were already starting to spiral.
Toph pulled away just enough to turn, rolling over onto her back so her head remained comfortably rested in your lap. She stared blankly up at the vast, darkening sky, her fingers loosely curling around the hem of your shirt to keep you close.
“I just love you a lot,” Toph proclaims, her voice dropping into a low, almost inaudible whisper. “And sometimes I just wish-”
She grits her teeth, stopping herself mid-sentence. You can already feel her slipping away, the familiar metal walls slamming back up as she tries to bury whatever she was about to reveal.
Refusing to let her retreat, you tighten your fingers gently but firmly in her hair. Your other hand moves swiftly to curl around her jaw, tilting her head so she has no choice but to face you, her clouded eyes staring into yours earnestly.
You don't need to say a word. Every measured, unwavering thump of your heart revealed everything she needed to know. Through that shared pulse, and the gentleness of your touch. You promised her that she was entirely safe here. No matter what confession she voices in this secluded clearing, it would never change how you feel about her. In fact, her honesty would only make you love her more.
“I wish I could see you,” She finally settles on, the admission tearing out of her as tears begin to gather in her eyes. “Your smile, your eyes, even that tiny dimple in your cheek that pops out every time I kiss you, the one you always claim you don't have.”
“Because I don't!” You manage a soft laugh, though your heart aches for her, Your thumb soothingly traces a reassuring pattern across her cheek in hopes of calming the racing of her heart.
“You do, baby, I can feel it every single time,” Toph insists, her voice cracking slightly under the gravity of the moment.
“Whatever you say, Chief.” You relent affectionately, yielding the point this one time.
“Anyways,” Toph’s voice trailed off, the sudden swell of emotion catching painfully in her throat. She lifted her hand slowly, her fingers trembling faintly as they traced along the line of your jaw with a reverence that made your chest ache.
“What I’m trying to say is,” Her thumb drew circles across your cheek. “There are parts of you the rest of the world just gets to have.”
“They get to see you walking down the street, hear your laugh, watch the sun land on your face.” Her voice roughened with quiet longing. “And they don’t even realize how lucky they are to witness that.”
Toph swallowed hard before leaning closer, her forehead nearly resting against yours.
“It makes me jealous sometimes,” She stated. “Because you’re mine.” Her fingers curled gently against your skin. “And there are days I wish I could keep every single part of you all to myself.”
You remained motionless at first, completely caught off guard by the raw honesty in her voice. The confession settled heavily in your chest, so intimate and raw that for a moment all you could do was stare at her in stunned silence.
Then, slowly, you lifted your hand from her jaw and let your fingers glide gently along her skin until they found her unsteady hand resting against your cheek. You carefully intertwined your fingers with hers, giving them a soft, reassuring squeeze before guiding her palm fully against the side of your face.
You leaned into her touch without hesitation as you closed your eyes for a brief moment, silently encouraging her to feel every piece of you she longed for.
“Then let me show you,” You intoned, the words wrapped in certainty as you pressed her palm more firmly against your cheek. “Don’t look at me with the world’s eyes, Toph.”
Your expression softened beneath her touch. “Look at me the way you always have. With your hands and your heart.”
You slowly guide her index finger up to the smooth skin at the outer corner of your eyelid.
“If you could see my eyes,” You whispered tenderly, allowing her to feel the delicate flutter of your lashes against her fingertips, “You’d see a deep, radiant gold.”
A soft breath left you as you leaned further into her touch.
“Not the kind of metal you bend beneath your hands every day. Nothing cold or rigid.” Your voice softened into something almost dreamlike. “More like the liquid light of a setting sun spilling across the horizon.”
You kept her hand there, letting her map every delicate detail through touch alone.
“Think of them as a serene kind of comfort that always settles whenever they find you.” Your thumb swept lovingly across her knuckles. “And mirrored at their very center would be a sanctuary of amber fire, a steady, devoted flame that was kindled in the dark just to guide you home, burning only ever for you.”
You guided her hand downward, letting her fingertips wander along the elegant slope of your cheekbone before tracing the clean line of your jaw. You could feel the careful way she memorized every contour beneath her touch, as though she were sculpting your face inside her mind.
“My features carry that distinct grace the Fire Nation is known for,” You explain, guiding her palm to rest fully against your skin. “There’s refinement in the shape of them, sharp, deliberate lines softened by warmth.”
“My face is smooth beneath your hands, but there’s still strength in it. The kind your fingers would recognize immediately.” A faint smile touched your lips. “The striking edges of my nation shaped into something softer by the fire living inside me.”
You leaned further into her touch, your voice lowering into something achingly sincere. “But I want you to understand that it only burns this calmly because it reflects you.”
“Because when I look at you, baby. I don't just see the fierce warrior everyone else admires. I see a beautiful, intricate landscape, someone whose hidden softness is a treasure that I am lucky enough to hold.”
Toph’s breath hitches sharply at your words, the sudden depth of your confession striking a chord deep within her. Her fingers faltered faintly against your jaw as emotion tightened painfully in her throat, forcing her to swallow hard around it.
You could feel the realization settling over her in quiet waves- that you truly saw beyond the loud, unbreakable image she showed the rest of the world. Beyond the stubborn bravado, the sharpened edges, and strength she wielded like armor.
A silent tear slipped from her sightless eyes, tracing a slow path down her flushed skin as she melted fully into your embrace.
Your own chest tightened painfully beneath the sheer weight of the moment, emotion swelling so intensely inside you it nearly stole the breath from your lungs. And still, you refused to stop, she needed to hear this.
You needed her to understand that while the rest of the world only ever saw fleeting pieces of you- passing glimpses, surface-level beauty, and fragments they would never fully comprehend. Toph was the only person who had ever reached beyond all of that. She was the only one who truly held the keys to your soul.
Carefully, you move her finger along the edge of your eyelid, where the smooth texture of your skin changes slightly.
“And right here, I wore something special for you tonight,” You shared sweetly, guiding her fingertip along the elegant sweep lining your eye. “A delicate stroke of Fire Nation ink tracing the curve of it, meant to make the gold of my eyes stand out more boldly.”
“And above it, there’s a dusting of shimmer across my eyelids,” You added, your voice lowering beneath the hush of the clearing. “So fine it feels almost weightless beneath your fingertips, like the softest silk.”
The willow branches swayed gently overhead while you leaned further into her palm, savoring the careful way she explored every detail.
“To everyone else, it only catches the light for a fleeting second before it disappears.” Your voice wavered under the weight of your affection. “But tonight, it was meant for you. A private canvas made entirely for your touch.”
Toph’s tears fell completely unchecked now, tracing a hot, relentless path down her cheeks as she clung to every word leaving your lips. Even though there was a quiet ache blooming inside your own chest, you kept going.
Slowly, you gathered a thick section of your long hair into your free hand before carefully guiding her unsteady fingers through the silken strands. The dark locks slipped smoothly between her fingertips, cool and weightless against her skin as you let her explore them at her own pace.
“You always tell me it feels like water running through your hands,” You said with a small smile. “Long, soft, almost impossible to hold onto for too long.”
You guided another thick curl through her fingers, watching the strands spill between them like flowing silk.
“And when the sunlight touches it,” You impart quietly, “It catches along the waves in streaks of warm amber and burnished gold, as though pieces of the evening sun became tangled inside it.”
Your gaze softened as you wove her fingers through the curls once more. “Tonight, it falls in deep waves all the way down my back. They twist and wind around each other like a midnight breeze caught in motion.”
A gentle hum settled in your voice as you spoke. “It’s beautifully wild, but it always settles back against my shoulders in the end, waiting for your hands to card through it again.”
You guided her hand lower, letting her fingertips trace the elegant curve of your collarbone before drawing them slowly downward. Her touch ghosted over the softness of your chest, then along the warm plane of your stomach, until finally you settled her palm against the sweeping curve of your waist and hip.
“My body is softer than yours,” You tell her openly, your voice carrying no shame now, only devotion. “Not weak, just different. Warm in places where yours is carved from stone and muscle.”
You pressed her palm more firmly against your hip, letting her feel the seamless transition of your shape beneath her hand.
“My body is an expanse of soft, generous curves because you know how much I love to eat,” You explained with a quiet, playful warmth. “It flows effortlessly from one curve into the next, holding a full, rounded weight that belongs entirely to you.”
Your thumb traces slowly across her knuckles as you guided her touch along the slope of your hips.
“Imagine it like this, baby,” Your voice lowered into something rich and intimate beneath the willow trees. “The curve of my hips is shaped like the gentle incline of a quiet valley at dusk. Soft beneath your hands, but resting firm and certain beside you.”
You held her there for another lingering moment before speaking again.
“Every line of me was shaped by fire,” You revealed quietly, “But not the kind meant to destroy.” Your expression warmed as you were overcome by emotion. “Something steadier than that. A flame that offers warmth instead of ruin. One that only burns brighter whenever you’re near it.”
Toph’s breath shudders completely at the touch, her palm flattening against your skin as if trying to memorize every line of the map you are giving her. Her fingers flexed against the softness of your hip with sudden intensity, grounding herself in the overwhelming realization that you, this breathtaking, living person wrapped in warmth and firelight, belonged entirely to her in this hidden corner of the world.
Her chest rose rapidly as another wave of tears slipped free. The emotional weight of it all had stripped her completely bare. Even now, her hands shook faintly against your body while she fought to steady herself, biting down against her lower lip as though it were the only thing anchoring her to the moment.
And still, she leaned closer.
Now completely defenseless in your embrace and undone by the safety of your body pressed against hers and the impossible depth of love woven through every word you spoke.
You gave her a moment to breathe through it, your thumb brushing slowly across her knuckles while the jasmine of the willow branches wafted in the air. Then, with endless care, you guided her hand lower until her fingers settled around your wrist, where you pressed her thumb gently against a small patch of raised skin there.
“Right here on my wrist is a birthmark,” You stated, guiding her thumb along the delicate edge of the raised skin. “It’s small and uneven in shape, almost like a tiny island drifting alone on a map.”
A faint, nostalgic smile touched your lips. “My mother used to tell me it looked like hidden treasure waiting to be discovered whenever I asked about it as a child.”
You let her continue tracing it as you stared off into the distance, briefly losing yourself for a moment.
“It’s been there since the day I was born.” Your voice lowered slightly. “I usually hide it beneath makeup because I always thought it was ugly.”
The confession settled heavily in the air between you before you curled your fingers around hers.
“But I’m showing it to you now because I want you to know every part of me, baby.” There was this far off tone in your voice. “Even the pieces I still struggle to look at myself and the parts of me I’ve hidden away out of shame.”
Toph freezes at your words, her thumb lingering against the small patch of raised skin as though she could somehow feel every insecurity you had ever poured into it. A quiet breath caught painfully in her throat, the fragile confession settling deep within her chest.
Slowly, she lifted your wrist toward her lips.
Her movements were impossibly careful now, stripped of all her usual roughness, as though she were handling something sacred in her hands. The warmth of her breath fanned across your skin for a brief moment before she pressed the softest kiss directly against the birthmark.
You knew she wasnt doing this out of pity or kindness born from sympathy. Toph loved the way mountains endured storms, without hesitation or fear of the damage it might leave behind. She took this hidden piece of you, buried beneath years of shame and held it with the same reverence one might cradle a dying flame through winter. Beneath her touch, those wounded parts no longer felt ugly or burdensome.
It was as though she had pressed her hands into the deepest soil of your heart and found something living there still.
Toph hovered there for several long seconds, her lips resting against the hidden piece of you the world had never been allowed to touch. The moment felt ancient somehow, sacred in a way words could barely contain. Like the earth itself had shifted softly beneath you, recognizing the quiet miracle of being loved so wholly in the places you had once condemned.
When she finally pulled back, her forehead fell gently against your wrist, her shoulders shaking faintly beneath the gravity of what you were sharing.
“Don’t ever call this ugly again,” She said, her voice hardening with a protective edge. “You hear me? This is part of you. Which means it’s beautiful too.”
“And until you can see that for yourself,” Toph says, her voice faltering with fierce tenderness. “I'll love this part of you enough for the both of us.”
Your eyes slipped closed, an unsteady breath escaping your lips as the unfiltered truth of her words hit you with a force you weren't prepared for. Something that felt alot like sorrow climbed painfully into your throat, you felt the sting of tears threatening to spill over despite your efforts to keep them contained. But you forced it down, tonight was supposed to be entirely about her, about easing the burdens that she carries.
It was just, Toph has always possessed an uncanny ability to reverse the roles between you. No matter the circumstance, she somehow made sure that you felt seen, understood, and protected within the shelter of her love.
Even now, when all you wanted was to pour every ounce of your devotion into her, Toph had unconsciously turned the focus back toward you, prioritizing your heart with the same unyielding care she gave to everything she loved. You've never had a partner quite like her and the fact that she could reach the darkened places others couldn't made you feel deeply cherished, and incredibly whole.
Sucking in a labored breath to quell the fluttering in your chest, you finally lift her hand back up, letting her index finger follow the outline of your lips. You parted them just a fraction beneath her touch, letting her map their shape while you leaned into the heat of her palm.
“They’re soft,” Your lips grazed her fingers as you spoke. “Always a little warmer after kissing you. Tonight, I wore a glassy gloss over them that tastes like the sweet watermelon you always buy me from my favorite stand.”
You gently press her fingertip more firmly against your lower lip, letting her feel the slick texture there. “It almost feels liquid beneath your touch, doesn’t it? Like water reflecting moonlight.”
You smiled faintly at her as you gazed into her clouded eyes. “And I’m sure you can feel the way my lips are curved into a breathless smile. It's an expression meant only for you to feel in this space with me, baby.”
Toph's fingertip rested against the glossy curve of your mouth as though she were trying to memorize the feeling of your smile beneath her skin. The delicate hitch in your breathing did not escape her either. Through the constant pulse vibrating beneath your lips and fingertips, she could feel exactly how deeply her touch affected you too.
Her finger remained on your lower lip, languidly tracing the shape of your happiness as another tear slipped down her cheeks.
“I can feel it,” She voices, sniffling. “I can feel all of it. You’re gorgeous, baby. I love you so much, you have no idea how much this means to me. I would give anything to see your smile right now even if it was just for a moment.”
You gazed at her, your chest aching with an immense, all-encompassing warmth that makes your own eyes blur. Leaning forward, you brushed a kiss against her forehead before resting your brow against hers, allowing Toph to feel the soft rise and fall of your breath mingling with her own.
“You do see me, Toph,” You assure her, your voice unwavering and resolute. “In the only way that will ever matter to me.”
Toph's breath catches, her fingers tightening around your shirt as she pulls herself closer into your lap.
For several heartbeats, she remains entirely still, absorbing the distinct, soothing thump of your heart against her cheek. You watch as a small, watery chuckle breaks through her tears, and she burrows her face right back into your chest, clinging to you as if you were her sole sanctuary in the dark.
“Yeah,” She mutters, her voice thick but returning to that fiercely affectionate tone you love so much. “I guess I do.”
You leaned forward, closing the final distance between you before pressing your lips gently to hers. It was a kiss that held nothing back, a passionate exchange brimming with a love so deep it felt capable of rewriting the very essence of your soul. You poured every ounce of your adoration for Toph into the kiss, hoping that with each slow sweep of your tongue against hers, she could feel the unwavering constancy you knew you would carry for her always.
As the kiss deepened, Toph’s hands rose to the back of your neck, holding you there with quiet desperation. With her head still resting in your lap, the angle allowed you to kiss her more deeply, until the rest of the world seemed to disappear into the space between your breaths.
Her fingers threaded through your hair as she pulled you closer, pouring every fiercely protected fragment of her heart into your mouth. In your embrace, the hard edges she carried so carefully began to melt away, leaving behind the gaurded softness she trusted no one else to hold besides you.
As your lips continued to move with hers, the unwavering certainty of everything Toph had just shared settled deeply in your chest, soothing something profound and broken within you. A choked sob slipped from your throat, muffled softly by her lips as she kissed you more intensely, drinking in every ounce of your emotion without pause.
Toph knew.
She understood exactly what had unraveled inside you, and through the aching press of her lips and the grounded way she held you, she affirmed that she felt it too, that neither of you were alone in this, and somehow, in each others arms, you were going to be okay.
As the kiss gradually softened into something slower and more unhurried, your mouth finally curved into a wide smile. You were so hopelessly in love with this woman that it felt almost unreal. Your heart was unbearably full beneath the protective presence of her touch.
With her lips molded seamlessly to yours, you felt Toph’s mouth mirror your own, her smile soft and luminous in a way that made your heart thrum. She pulled away only a hair, barely sufficient to catch her air, her fingers still quivering faintly as they mapped along the curve of your face.
“See? Right there,” Toph mused, her thumb pressing affectionately into the small indentation beside your mouth. “You’re smiling right now, and your dimple’s there. I can feel it.”
You let out a boisterous laugh, tossing your head at her playful insistence. You tilt forward to press another kiss directly upon her cheek before resting your forehead once more to hers, a genuine solace settling over you.
“Fine, if you’re so sure it’s there, then it’s there.” You leaned into her touch, your teasing tone dropping to a quiet, fierce promise. “As long as you know that every single piece of me belongs to you, Toph.” Your hand rose to cover hers against your cheek. “Dimple and all.”
Toph let out a content sigh at your words. Still faintly glowing from the emotional day she'd had, she eased backward, sliding down until her back rested against the woolen blanket, pulling you down with her in the process.
You lay side by side in the quiet clearing, the echo of your heartfelt promise hanging in the air between you. Your shoulder pressed solidly against hers, your fingers laced securely together while your lips still tingled from the kiss you had just shared.
Toph rolls onto her side, pressing her cheek against your shoulder as she absorbs the cadenced pattern of your breathing.
“You know,” Toph spoke into the darkness, her voice lowering into something quiet and fiercely honest, heavy with years of unspoken longing. “I spent most of my life believing I was destined to be alone.”
A tightness seized her throat, forcing a brief pause before she could find her voice.
“I stood on the sidelines as every single one of my friends fell in love, got married, and built homes and families with the people they loved.” Her voice roughened faintly, cracking under the strain of a lifetime of quiet isolation. “After a while, I just assumed that kind of life belonged to everyone else, while I was meant to stay in the dark.”
Toph squeezes your hand with a sudden, desperate strength, her fingers wrapping around yours tight enough to bruise. She looked so vulnerable as she tried her best to anchor herself to the reality of your presence before the dread and that familiar solitude consumed her whole again.
“I wasn’t even sure what true love was supposed to feel like,” Toph admitted, the words wavering beneath the raw strain of finally exposing something she had buried for years. “Growing up locked away in that estate, hidden like some shameful secret, love always felt like a cage- suffocating, controlling, and completely isolating.”
Toph paused before continuing, and you drew her even closer, molding her frame against yours until she was completely enveloped by your protective embrace.
“It twisted the way I understood affection. Made me believe that being cared for required losing your freedom, and love meant being trapped somewhere dark and impossible to escape.” Toph sucked in a breath as she blinked away tears. “So when Katara used to talk of love- finding someone who makes the world feel lighter, safer, whole. I honestly thought it was just some impossible fairytale meant for other people.”
“I didn’t need my parents to tell me I was difficult to love,” Toph said, the words carrying the shadow of a truth she had known far too young. “I understood that from the second I was old enough to understand words.”
“Whenever I feel control slipping away from me, I build walls so high that nobody can get close enough to hurt me.” Her fingers flexed against yours. “After a while, I stopped believing anyone would care, or fight hard enough to break through all that stone just to reach me.”
“But then you came along,” Toph shifted closer, her voice trembling with an urgency that told you if she didn’t force these words out now, she would regret the silence for the rest of her life- and when it came to you, she refused to risk that.
“And you shattered every rule and expectation I thought the world had set for me.” A tremulous exhale left her. “You didn’t just look past the armor I built around myself. You made me want to tear it down with my own hands.”
“I never thought I’d find a partner like you, baby. Someone who makes me feel this adored and safe.” Emotion thickened her voice until each word sounded painfully sincere. “I love you so much it scares me sometimes, baby. I trust you with every single piece of me I have left that wasnt ruined by my life experiences or the world.”
“And one day, I’m going to marry you.” The words settled between you like an unspoken vow. “I know exactly how rare what we have is and I’m never letting you slip away from me.”
Your heart stops at her declaration, your entire body stilling as tears welled in your eyes now, completely ruining your makeup. Toph, who guards her independence like an absolute fortress, had just offered you her entire future with zero hesitation.
The realization that she is already choosing you for a lifetime causes your throat to tighten with a sudden, joyful ache as the sheer magnitude of her love completely rewires your world. You slide your arm beneath her, cradling her head closer against your chest so she can feel the deep, steady resonance of your voice when you spoke next.
“You were never destined to be alone, Toph,” You answered quietly, your voice filled with absolute conviction and a fierce protectiveness that wrapped itself around every word. “And you were never supposed to spend your life hidden behind walls or treated as something that needed to be tucked away.”
“It breaks my heart to know they ever made you feel difficult to love, because you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, baby.” Your heart thudded in your chest as your eyes burned with more tears. “The world just took its time bringing us together because like you said, a love like this, what we have right here is rare. Beautifully rare, and worth every lonely second it took to find.”
Toph buries her tear stained cheeks deep into the crook of your neck.
“You have me now, completely and entirely.” You promised her. “I’d marry you in a heartbeat, baby. I am yours for as long as you’ll have me.”
Her quiet sighs fanned over your bare skin as a tearful laugh escaped her. Her fingers gripped your shirt with a sudden intensity. Toph locked herself in your embrace as a glowing smile completely transformed her features.
You marveled at her in silence, overwhelmed by the breathtaking sight of her vulnerability. It was a beauty untouched by anything superficial, something visceral and enduring that eclipsed every shallow definition the world tried to force upon it.
Pride swelled painfully within your chest. You knew how much courage this had cost her, how terrifying it must have been to dismantle walls she had spent a lifetime building, and you would never take the gift of that trust for granted.
There was something truly sacred about watching her now with that unshielded expression softening her features beneath the sweeping canopy of willow branches. A few wild wisps of her midnight-dark hair caught the evening breeze, lifting like shadows against her skin. You realized right then that Toph Beifong was a masterpiece shaped equally by storm and stillness.
Toph was a woman powerful enough to shake the earth itself, and still she had chosen to soften within the safety of your arms. You made a silent vow to yourself in this darkened corner of the clearing to protect her fiercely and hold every vulnerable part of her soul for as long as she granted you a place by her side.
You tucked a strand of dark hair behind her ear as you took in the beautiful flush spreading across her cheeks beneath the dim glow of the evening sky. You would never tire of seeing her like this, softened by vulnerability and wrapped so openly in your love. It made your own heart thrum in your chest.
Before you could stop yourself, you leaned forward and scattered a flurry of kisses across every inch of her face, each one tender with affection. The quiet clearing soon filled with Toph’s breathless laughter as she squirmed beneath your attention, giggling while she playfully shoved at your shoulders in a half-hearted attempt to make you stop.
“Baby, you keep talking about my smile,” A quiet, lovestruck grin pulled at your mouth. “When honestly, you’re the most beautiful thing in this entire park.”
Toph was caught entirely off guard by the compliment. She shied away from your touch, pulling back just enough to break the direct contact as she tried to salvage what was left of her composure.
“You’re laying on the compliments kinda thick,” Toph cleared her throat, you could see how fast her heart was beating in her chest as she spoke. “If I didn't know any better, I would think you were trying to get into my pants.”
You let out a knowing chuckle, your lips ghosting the shell of her ear as your arms tightened around her waist. Your voice dropped into a smooth, seductive murmur that was warm enough to send heat crawling beneath her skin.
“Well,” You husked softly, punctuating each word with a playful nip against the sensitive spot beneath her ear, “We both know if I really wanted to get into your pants, I wouldn’t need to sweet talk you first.”
Your smile deepened against her skin. “You’d just spread those gorgeous legs for me, wouldn’t you, baby?”
Toph hid her burning face in the crook of your neck, her breaths breaking into shaky, uneven hitches against your skin. You felt her nod quickly against your collarbone. You had rendered her speechless now that your voice had dropped into that devastating tone she could never resist.
“Good girl,” You purred beside her ear, your voice low and delivery, sending a flush of heat directly to her core.
Her reaction did not disappoint, a quiet, helpless moan escaped her lips before she could hide it, the noise dissolving into the stillness of the night as she buried herself further into your neck.
“Baby,” Toph breathed, the word breaking apart into a helpless whimper as her fingers clawed tightly into your shirt, clinging to you with quiet desperation.
“I know.” You cooed as your hands slid lower, mapping the graceful curve of her hip before your fingertips traced slow, deliberate patterns against her skin, each touch drawing another labored breath from her.
“Let’s get you home, sweetheart,” You rasped into her ear. “I wanna take care of you properly.”
Toph didn’t need to be told twice. The charged energy between you shattered instantly as she shot upright so fast she nearly sent you sprawling backward onto the grass.
She immediately began scrambling to gather the abandoned picnic supplies, her movements rushed and completely lacking the usual composure she tried so hard to maintain. The urgency behind every motion revealed just how desperate she was to get you home.
You managed to stare at her for all of two seconds before completely losing it. Bright, helpless laughter burst from your chest, your head tipped back as the sound echoed freely through the secluded clearing.
Across from you, Toph was muttering a heated string of curses under her breath while aggressively trying and failing to force the picnic basket shut after stuffing everything inside with absolutely no organization whatsoever. Causing the basket to sprang back open, the contents nearly spilling out again.
“Spirits,” Toph snapped under her breath, shoving at the lid harder. “Why is this stupid thing fighting me right now?”
“Somewhere urgent you need to be, Chief?” You asked innocently as you rose to your feet beside her.
You reached down to help fold the blanket, your movements intentionally unhurried, giving yourself every excuse to admire the sight in front of you. Heat was practically radiating from Toph’s flushed skin in powerful waves, her cheeks now permanently stained a deep crimson while her hands fumbled helplessly with the basket for what had to be the fifth time
And spirits, she was breathtaking like this. So unraveled beneath your attention, all of her sharp composure and confidence completely stripped away before you had even truly touched her. You bit back another smile as her fingers slipped again, sending a pair of chopsticks clattering noisily back onto the grass.
“Baby,” Toph groaned under her breath, sounding one step away from combusting entirely under your heated gaze alone. “Stop looking at me like that.”
“I dont think I will,” Your voice sinks into a dark, alluring tone as you invaded her space, crowding her with the intensity of your presence.
Your hand slid across her waist before settling possessively over the curve of her hip, drawing her body flush against yours with enough intent to force her breath to hitch in her throat.
“You’re already unraveling for me,” Your lips caressed the skin beside her jaw, your smirk evident in the low vibration of your voice. “And I’ve barely even touched you yet.”
You pressed a slow, deliberate kiss beneath her jaw, savoring the way her intake of air faltered the instant your lips sealed against the sensitive skin there.
“If I slid my hand into your pants right now,” You husked directly to her throat, your voice melting into a sultry hum. “Would I find you already wet for me?”
Your fingers continued their possessive map of her frame, sliding down her sides and spreading across her back until they found the slope of her backside. You palmed the plush curve of her ass, feeling the fullness of it as Toph molded herself into you. Because she stood shorter than you, her head nestled naturally against your chest, which only seemed to amplify the charged energy now that she was locked in your embrace.
“I think I would,” You added, your tone dripping with a smug confidence. “You get so worked up from the smallest things, baby.”
A deep chuckle vibrated in your throat, sending an intentional shiver straight down Toph's spine. “All I have to do is talk to you like this, and you melt for me.”
Toph tenses instantly, her face flushing a deep crimson as your fingers locate the sliver of bare skin where her shirt has ridden up. The moment your fingertips trace that exposed line, her entire body erupts in goosebumps.
Toph bites down hard on her lower lip to smother a rising moan as her entire body burns with an aching need. She pushes back slightly against your chest. She still has a reputation to uphold, and she knows that the longer this continues, the harder it will be for either of you to stop.
“Shut up,” Toph gasps, her voice strained as she shakes her head, trying to find her footing. “Baby, we are out in public! Anyone could walk by and see this.”
Before the conversation can continue, she reaches out and snaps her hand around your wrist. Her grip is firm, leaving no room for argument, as she begins to march away from the clearing, pulling you along with her, you barelt had time to grab your things.
“Since when has that ever stopped you before, Chief?” You counter, allowing yourself to be dragged along just so you could deliberately slow your steps to keep the tension.
Toph swallows thickly, her throat tightening hard as she struggles to maintain her brisk, commanding pace against the sheer weight of her arousal.
“Stop calling me that,” She mutters, her voice dropping into a breathless register that completely betrays her.
“Why?” You grin, your thumb stroking the sensitive skin of her inner wrist. “Is it turning you on, Chief?”
Toph pulls you forward with an urgent, unyielding strength until you finally reach the car. Snapping open the passenger door with her bending, she pauses for a single, breathless second, casting a fierce, burning glare blindly into the darkness where she knew you stood smug.
“You’re impossible,” She huffs, her voice a tight, husky friction before she slides into the seat with a frantic sort of haste, completely silent as she tries to master her own unraveling senses.
As you pulled out of the parking lot and eased onto the quiet road, the low hum of the engine settled warmly through the cabin. Streetlights flickered past the windows in soft golden streaks while the lingering tension from the park still clung thickly to the air between you.
One of your hands remained loose on the steering wheel while the other drifted instinctively onto Toph’s thigh. Your palm sank against the firm muscle above her knee, fingers curling there with slow familiarity as though they belonged nowhere else.
Toph’s entire posture locked instantly, a sharp gasp catching in her throat as her back pressed flush against the passenger seat. She didn’t pull away, but her thighs drew tighter together beneath your hand, the tension in her body almost palpable in the confined space of the car.
While seated at a red light you glanced over. Toph's fingers twisted helplessly into the fabric of her pants while her breathing turned uneven, every slow pass of your palm along her thigh sending another visible shiver through her.
The sight alone nearly ruined your composure. Your thumb dragged lazily over the tense muscle beneath your hand, relishing the way Toph’s lips parted around another strained breath.
“Don't,” She chokes out, though the words lack any real conviction, her voice entirely broken and vibrating with the heat of the moment. “You're going to get us killed out here.”
You only hum, your thumb torturously stroking higher up her leg, feeling the furious, erratic thumping of her pulse vibrating through the seat.
“Just lean back and enjoy the ride, baby.” You instructed, your eyes fixed firmly on the road ahead as you press down on the gas. “We're almost home.”
Working on Adult Toph Modern AU wip. ( I NEED YALL INSIGHTS) Should I remove the cane or no?
Thoughts on giving toph a white cane? I was thinking of doing a modern au Toph but I wanted to represent people with visual impairment too but I don’t really see people portray her with a white cane. I read about how white cane helps blind people navigate independently which suits tophs desire to be free spirited. Despite that I think she would be an athlete, atleast a Paralympic one which suits the background of her character that her parents held her back due to being blind despite being well skilled in her talents and sports. Visual impairment also comes in a spectrum, some have 10% vision still intact some have like 40% so theres a chance she could slightly use sight in sports too.
A friend of mine argued that she is too cool to use a white cane but honestly daredevil also uses a white cane despite having heightened senses too (I mean its used more to signal hes blind he doesn’t really need it) . I was thinking more on accurate representation in a real life scenario while also retaining the essence and strength of Tophs character.
Since atla is heavily inspired on martial arts I thought wrestling (the grappling type) would suit Toph since it heavily relied on close physical proximity. I watched a short documentary on a blind Paralympic that did wrestling and that was their perspective on doing wrestling since it relied more on physical senses which is perfect for Toph ( mimicking the seismic sense in a modern realistic time). Toph gives me pitfighter vibes and it suits her first arc where aang met her in an earth bending tournament HAHAHAH.
I’d appreciate some insights and ideas regarding this since I do want to be open to the other variables I might miss with people with disabilities.
And also ideas on modern au gaang >0< give me headcanons
Or yk what Ill just give her a damn service dog since its badass
pls feed us a toph x reader angst hurt/no comfort 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
CAN’T CATCH ME NOW
Masterlist
Word count: 2k
Pairing: Toph Beifong x gn!Reader
Synopsis: Toph being fiercely independent is like a force of nature, unstoppable and instinctive. But when she fails to simply tell you when she’s going off to fight, the following argument spirals into something much deeper.
A/N: You have come to the right person because I LOVE writing angst >:) (Not joking I wrote this in two hours straight yesterday lolll) The last sentence might be a bit evil but I find myself really funny so I’m not gonna change it.
Toph’s childhood was a meticulously painted image from the very beginning.
To the few who knew of her existence, she was a pristine child. She had perfect manners, she wore immaculate clothes and she had her hair tied up without a single strand loose–a detail that her mother used to flaunt often. She was simply the sheltered, blind daughter of the Beifong family, so helpless and so dependent on her caring parents.
It’s the most admirable image that you could present, her father had told her, this is what’s safe for you.
But Toph hated it.
It’s why she ran away to the badgermoles, it’s why she learnt earth-bending behind her parents’ backs, it’s why she fought and defeated grown men without breaking a sweat, just to prove herself as something otherwise. It’s why she’s so fiercely independent… it’s also why you’re both arguing right now.
“You promised!” You yell, pointing an accusing finger at her. “You said you wouldn’t leave me for any sort of adventure or quest without telling me first!”
“It was an emergency!” Her hands run wild as she paces the length of your kitchen. If she were stressed about anything else, you might say it was cute. But right now, it gets on your nerves more than anything. “I couldn’t wait!”
“But you should’ve told me!” You reiterate angrily, your eyes following her.
“How?!” She exclaims, turning to you with a frustrated frown plastered on her face. “How was I supposed to do that?! Teleport back here, leave the whole mission behind, just to tell you?”
“You only needed to leave a note! That’s all I needed!”
“I literally can’t do that.”
Your face falls with a groan as you meet her blank eyes, instantly realising your mistake. “Well, you still could’ve gotten someone else to do it!” You argue desperately. “Or even have asked one of the neighbours to tell me the message: ‘Hey, Toph’s off to fight some people! She might get injured, she might die! But she just wanted to say, see you later’!”
“That’s ridiculous and you know it.”
“Not really!”
She sharply turns away from you, resting her elbows on the counter to bury her face in her hands with a muffled groan. “It’s just… it’s not that easy.”
The blatant excuse digs a sharper sting into your chest than you’d expected.
Toph has had statues erected in her image, she’s globally revered as the most powerful Earthbender of our times, she forcefully outgrew everything that her childhood tried to box her into. She’s proved herself again and again and again, yet it’s not enough.
It’s as if she feels this instinctive need to do everything on her own. She doesn’t want your permission, she doesn’t want your anxieties, she wants to return home and tell you she did that herself without having you there for anything in-between. Perhaps it’s a pride thing? Maybe it’s a desire for as much control as she can get? You don’t know, you don’t understand it… and it certainly doesn’t help that the Gaang don’t see it.
So now you’re here: arguing in your kitchen in the middle of the night, dark circles around both of your eyes and an anger deep beneath your bones.
“It stings. It really stings.” You start up once more with a less furious tone to your voice, replaced with a more upset wobble. “That you don’t seem to care about me enough to tell me these things.”
“Of course, I care about you. I care about you more than anything!” Toph scoffs and straightens up, facing you once more. “This just doesn’t involve you.”
“It does though.” You reject it immediately. “I come home waiting to relax and eat with you, only for you to not turn up at all. You know what happens after that?”
She remains silent at the accusing tone growing in your voice, so you continue. “You don’t show up. I stay up all night, wondering if you’ve simply gotten caught up in the precinct and just can’t get home. But then, the next day, I see one of your co-workers and find out that you’ve gone off to do something dangerous. Again.”
“I always come back from it though!” Toph exclaims, her fists clenching and unclenching as if she’s desperate to prove herself here too. “I always win! That’s why I’m asked to go.”
“That’s not the point!”
“Then what is?” She takes a step closer to you, her voice growing more sharp with every word. “What’s the point? Because all I’m hearing is that you want some control here and you’re upset that you can’t get any.”
The words stab you hard in the chest and you can’t avoid the hurt in your voice when you respond. “Don’t twist my words like that.” You whisper, instantly seeing how Toph’s face falls with the realisation of what she said. “My point is that I want to seem like I matter to you! That– that I’m worth telling these things to because you don’t want me to be scared.”
By now, you can feel the tears stinging the back of your eyes and, judging by the way Toph angles her face to the ground, you can tell she must feel the same way.
The issue is that Toph’s past is integral to who she is now. There is no blind bandit without the princess-like facade she wore at the same time. It still bothers her.
She still gets anxious sometimes, worrying about whether anyone is judging her disability or not. When the higher-ups in the police station try to impose anything, it riles her up to lose any sort of freedom. Sometimes, she even gets agitated when you dress her too ‘prissy’ for special events. Of course, she always regrets it and apologises but it remains very clear that her parents belittling her at such a young age has left a lasting impact.
Even when she grows from it, the roots of her story still linger.
You could only hope that after so long, she wouldn’t let it bubble up like this anymore.
“I didn’t mean to imply you were some sort of control-freak.” She murmurs regretfully and tentatively reaches out to place a hand on your shoulder, a physical link between you both even as tears begin to drip down your face. “You are worth so much to me.”
Your eyes scan over her expression, watching her hesitate for a moment. “But?”
“But I’m trying to fight for something bigger.”
“At the expense of us?”
“No, no…” She trails off and her lips purse as if she’s trying to push out some further argument against the implications of your words. But nothing comes.
“It is though.” You respond firmly, bringing a hand to roughly wipe the tears from your face. “You say that I matter the most to you but you don’t even think to tell me these things.”
A tear now drips down the curve of her cheek with a small sniffle.
You continue anyways. “You say you’re fighting for something bigger than us. But what is bigger to you? Fighting for other people? Or me?”
A frown cements itself on her face. “That’s unfair to ask.” When she hears the rustle of you shaking your head, she continues. “You’re asking me to compare two, vastly different things.”
“Babe,” You shake your head sadly, stepping back from her until her hand falls back to her side. “You have a massive statue in your honour, you’ve saved so many people and you have trained so many police officers to be capable in bending. I don’t see how this is a strong debate when you don’t even need to go on missions anymore.”
“It’s– it’s difficult to explain.” She stammers out.
“Then explain it.”
She remains silent, her hair falling in front of her weary face as she hears your offended tone.
“How am I supposed to trust that this relationship,” You point between the two of you, your movements more jerky as the hurt accumulates deeper. “Means anything to you when you don’t want me involved with dangerous things like that?”
“I’m not choosing anything over you–”
“You are though!” You shout, dragging a hand tightly through your hair. “You promised me you’d, at least, tell me when something was going on. But you either forgot or purposefully ignored it and I don’t know what’s worse.”
Toph mumbles something under her breath that you don’t catch. “What was that?”
“Maybe it’s because I’m just better off on my own.”
Your expression instantly falls. “You– you think that?” You whisper.
“Well, clearly I can’t do this right.” Tears are now properly falling down her face and sliding off her jaw, her hands trembling by her sides. “I can’t balance my love for you with who I’m expected to be, who I am. You don’t deserve that.”
“What are you trying to say, Toph?” You whisper with a shaking voice.
She mournfully shakes her head, a small sob falling from her lips that makes you instantly want to pull her into your arms and hold her as tight as you can. But you don’t. It’d only remove the weight of the whole argument.
“Maybe you should just leave.” She murmurs. “I’m not considering you enough and I don’t even realise it until you point it out. I’m not worthy of you.” Her face finally lifts until she’s facing you. “You should leave… at least for now.”
The look on her face is devastatingly tragic. The tears that pour endlessly from her eyes look unnatural on her usually-energetic face, the sobs that hiccup her frame make her look so fragile, the frown stuck on her lips wobbles. It’s a look so unlike what she usually tries to present to the rest of the world. It breaks your heart.
But you don’t have the energy to fight her anymore. “Is that what you really want?”
She brushes back her hair from her face and straightens up slightly, nodding with more resolve. “Please find somewhere safe.”
Sniffling, you shakily nod, backing away from her even more before turning to collect your keys and shoes through watery eyes.
It’s impossible to decipher the heavy feeling in your chest. Resignation? Anticipation for something worse? Or is it grief already setting in? You decide to not question yourself when it’s easier to just give in to her.
Sometimes space is what’s needed for fondness to grow… Right?
As you approach the door, you only hope so. Because looking over your shoulder at her devastated form makes you want to run back to her… but, with how the first promise failed, you don’t trust that going to her is the best thing right now.
“Just…” You pause, your hand grasping lightly onto the doorknob as you let out a shuddery breath. “Just know that, no matter what happens after this Toph, I do love you. So much.”
Despite the trembling still radiating through her frame, a small smile manages to creep onto her face. “I love you more.”
Clearly, neither of you want to leave this moment on any other note, so when you push open the door, a silence follows behind you.
Through tears, you look back at her as if some part of you is praying for her to change her mind and sort out the issue then and there. But she only gives you a small nod, a silent: “It’s okay” without any words being said.
A sob slips from you as you shut the door, your hand shaking when it drops to your side.
Will she put in the effort for you? Will she be more open? Or will she move on? Will you be told one day of a tragedy without any prior warning?
The truth is that you don’t know, you can only be hopeful and trust her…
But, hey, at least you warned her before you left, right?
Title’s song: Can’t Catch Me Now by Olivia Rodrigo
cw: bisexual!toph, childhood crush, ANGST with a happy ending, mutual yearning, muscular mother Toph, Lin & Su mentioned, pet names, swearing, kissing, not proofread.
ⓘ Featuring Toph & you have always been oblivious to each other's feelings.
"I'm sorry." Those were the first words out of Toph's lips when you opened your door to find her wringing rainwater from her long black hair, letting it drip into the dirt beneath her feet. "It's been far too long."
"Toph? Did you walk... all this way?" You stuck your head out the door, looking for proof she'd gotten a ride, but no. Just muddy footprints from the road to your door. "Let me get you a towel."
Your home was on the small side, but it'd always been perfect for you, just off the edge of town, half a mile to the nearest neighbors—it gave you time to breathe, to think, and just to relax.
"You don't need to do that, sunshine." Toph huffed, shuffling through your door behind you, a long exhale at the warmth it instantly brought. "I'll be fine."
"You're getting a towel. At least wipe your feet. I'm not in the mood to mop," you hissed, grabbing a towel from a small closet in the hallway. "Besides. You could get sick."
"You're always worrying." Toph sighed, sniffing the air softly—it smelled of vanilla & chocolate. "Did you just make dessert?"
"You're always getting hurt, or sick, or both, or—" You paused, taking a deep breath & rushed back over to Toph, guiding her to your couch. "I just took a shower; it's just some soap I bought in town."
"You know, you should show me the shop sometime; I think the girls would like that soap." Toph hummed, taking a seat & taking the towel from your hands, wiping her feet off quickly. "They've always loved sweets."
"You walked from the city to my place. Why?" You changed the subject, taking the towel from her hands and dropping it in the clothing bin next to your door.
She could hear the tension in your footsteps & could feel how awkward your voice was, a frown etching her lips as she turned her head, following the sound of your voice.
"I didn't walk the whole way. Just from maybe five minutes up the road." She reasoned, leaning against your couch and wiping damp strands from her face. "Just thought it'd be nice to have a moment to myself."
"In the rain... really? Toph, come on. You could have gotten a cold." You murmured, tugging a blanket off the couch & quickly draping it over her.
"Sunshine. Calm down; you're overreacting. There's no need to worry this much." She huffed, playing it off, though she still wrapped the blanket around herself tightly.
"Toph, I've told you to stop calling me that for years—and no, I'm not overreacting; sometimes I can't believe how immature you are." You hissed, taking a seat beside her & attempted to wipe her face dry. "I don't know why you'd risk getting sick."
Toph's body tensed as you touched her; a quiet scoff escaped her lips, & she subtly moved away from you, creating a distance.
"I miss the rain; I miss you," Toph whispered, bluntly. A stark difference from the way she typically held herself. She kept the distance as her fingers tugged on the blanket. "Katara asked to watch the girls for the day, & I wanted to see you... We've barely seen each other lately."
You froze up. Her words rang true; you'd seen each other maybe five times tops in the last two years. "Toph... You have responsibilities now; you're a mom, and you're the head of police, so you're busy. I'm not mad at you for it. I understand." You pressed your palm to her shoulder.
"Well, I don't," she admitted, subtly leaning into your touch, a pitiful laugh escaping her lips. "You have a life too, and you were always there for me. When I got pregnant with Lin, you were still around; after she was born, you stayed around. Same with Su. But lately, I barely even feel you anymore. I hate that. It feels like I lost you."
The silence that followed her admission was almost deafening, and it hurt just how true it was—a few years prior, the suggestion alone that you'd go one week without talking would have been laughable, let alone going months without talking.
"I didn't know it was upsetting you that much," you croaked, giving her shoulder a soft squeeze, before sliding your hand to rub her bicep in soothing circles. "It's okay. We're okay; we're still friends. Life just... got away from us."
Toph froze, taking a deep breath before placing her hand firmly over yours, tugging it off & cradling it in her palm. "You should be mad, sunshine. I never visit. I never bring the girls around; I never do anything but worry you." Her voice broke, and her fingers clamped around yours.
Your fingers instinctively intertwined with hers, a hushing noise escaping as you tangled your free hand in her hair. "Toph. Don't say that—don't think that. I get worried because I care. It doesn't make me less proud of you; I am so proud of you, are you kidding?"
"I'm still sorry." She whispered, free hand landing on your thigh, an attempt at tugging the blanket over your lap, hand remaining still as she groaned. "I've been such a bad friend to you these past few years; I don't get how you're not more upset. You've barely seen me—"
"Toph Beifong," you hissed, tugging lightly on her hair to shut her up. "I am a big girl. I can handle not seeing you as often as we used to."
She gasped softly, twitching away from your touch before lightly slapping your thigh. "No pulling." She grunted, tucking the blanket so it would comfortably rest on your laps.
"Sorry," you cooed, gently rubbing her scalp to soothe the sore spot. "You're impeccable. Republic City would be nothing without your hard work. You're not a bad friend. You're perfect; it's okay. You need to stop demeaning yourself like that."
Seeing Toph so distraught was... bizarre to say the least. It was hard to believe such a strong woman was actively tearing up on your couch over something so fixable, feeling so miserable.
"You've always been there for me, taking care of me, helping me at my lowest. Kanto didn't help nearly as much as you did after Lin, and what did I do in return? I just stopped showing up for you. How are you so okay with this?" Toph murmured, tears brimming her eyes.
She had depended on you after Lin was born; you'd watch the baby as she bathed, help her walk, try to keep her happy, and took care of her overall.
"Toph." You rasped, dropping her hand to cradle her face, slipping from her hair to her jaw & gently stroking her cheek with your thumb. "Listen to me." She nodded, slowly exhaling. "I'm not mad at you. I get that you feel angry at yourself, but I'm not mad. You're a mom. You're the head of the police. And, you're my best friend. You'll always be my best friend."
The tears spilled down her cheeks, pooling down the sides of your thumbs. Tophs shaky hands found your waist & pulled you closer, close enough she could rest her forehead on your shoulder.
One of your hands found purchase in her hair again, softly scratching at her scalp, & the other pressed firmly between her shoulder blades, pressing her closer.
"Life didn't give me much, but it gave me you. I'll always have you." You whispered softly, trying to calm her down, eyes fluttering as Toph's hands rubbed your hips. "You'll always have me."
"I missed you," Toph admitted, voice slightly muffled by your chest. "I missed you, couldn't just get my shit together, and I really missed you." She slid her hands up, flat against your lower back & crushed you against herself.
"I missed you, too, Toph." You squeaked, startled by the new position—she was almost pressing you flat against the couch cushions, though it felt oddly comforting.
Reminiscent of the nights spent in your teenage years, cuddled up for warmth on Appa's back & forgetting the rest of the world existed.
"The girls miss you; they thought we had some big blowout or something." Toph laughed, pressing her face into your shoulder, though it sounded closer to a sob. "It's just been hard to be around you."
You paused, fingers freezing in place on her scalp, blinking twice as her words registered. "What do you mean... hard to be around me?" Your voice broke off at the end, & Toph stiffened in your hold.
It took a moment, like Toph was trying to figure out what to say, her fingers trembling on your lower back. "I can always be honest with you... right?" She exhaled slowly, pulling back from you to wipe one of her cheeks.
"Of course, speak your mind," you assured, slipping your hands to rest on her biceps, giving her room to breathe.
"I got mad at you; it's so stupid, but every time we were together, I was furious at you, and you didn't even do anything wrong. Toph hissed, dragging one of her hands down her face before shifting away from you.
That was the first time you'd ever even thought she'd been angry with you—shocking to say the least.
"Okay... Why were you so angry?" You whispered, taking a gentle tone, fingers tensing on her arms just enough to show this was dangerous territory.
"I tried hard to make it work with Lin's dad. You saw it; everything fell apart. I tried harder with Su's father, which ended worse... and you were there for me; you were there during both." She said each word as if it were painful to admit.
Toph groaned, guiding your hands from her body, curling one of her knees to her chest, & rested her chin on it. Her fingers lingered on your skin before pulling back and continuing.
"Neither of them felt right. I thought if I tried harder, or just ignored the growing pit in my stomach, that I could learn to love them—I could learn to accept them in my life, but... it never worked. They weren't you." She admitted, retracting into herself on the final word, tucking the blanket closer.
She looked almost pitiful; your best friend looked like just a shell of the strong, smart & independant woman she'd always been. The one you'd always cherished.
"Toph." You whispered, reaching out, hand hovering over hers for just a moment, before grasping it, giving it a soft squeeze, trying to calm her down. "What are you saying?"
"No matter how hard I tried, no man was ever able to replace you, sunshine." Her voice wavered, fingers tangling themselves between yours as her body slowly relaxed. "I could never love a man, at least not how I love you."
Those words left you both silent. Toph looked relieved, like she'd finally let a thousand-pound weight off her shoulders. You, on the other hand had pure shock etched across your face.
Overthinking every moment spent with her, every affectionate touch, every quiet giggle as you'd teased each other, every time you'd slept in the others' beds, & each time you'd wished Toph would want you, instead of the men that'd beg for her attention.
All of those sad, quiet moments you'd spent years learning to bury and ignore, just to be told she'd felt the same way—hit you like a truck.
Then, you laughed. Not a joyous laugh, one that sounded much sadder than Toph anticipated, one that sent a tingle down her spine while she waiting for your response.
"You love me?" You croaked, giving her hand a tight squeeze, thumb brushing the back of it slowly. "You're in love with me?"
"Hey! Don't make me regret telling you." Toph hissed, shifting her legs uncomfortably. "Do you have anything else to say? At all?"
"You full-on sobbed on my couch because liking girls made you mad." You teased, wiping under her eye carefully as she scoffed.
"Liking girls didn't piss me off. Liking you pissed me off." She groaned, but leaned into your touch, adjusting her fingers between yours. "Does it make you uncomfortable?"
"What? No!? Not at all, it's okay." You assured, fingers lingering on her cheek before slipping to cradle her jaw. "I'm not entirely upset by what you told me, don't worry."
"You're upset?" She rasped, body tensing beneath your touch, before pulling away slightly.
"Don't you dare." You hissed, pulling her closer. "I'm upset it took you this long to tell me Toph." You slowly let go of her hand, bringing yours to brush through her hair slowly.
"Sunshine, you can't scare me like that." She mumbled, leaning closer. "It's really rude." Her fingers found your waist, holding you steady as a flush dusted her cheeks.
"That wasn't rude, taking fifteen years to try to kiss someone you love is rude." You whispered, tilting her chin up just slightly, bringing her lips closer to yours.
"I didn't—" Toph began, but instantly shut up once she felt your lips against her, a soft gasp escaping her lips before she melted into you, kissing back quickly.
"I did. Do you accept my apology?" You cooed in her ear after pulling back, tensing as Toph crushed you against her chest. "Toph?"
"Do it again, I dare you, sunshine."
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 : the nickname 'sunshine' came from I'll Believe in Anything by Wolf Parade!
cw: bisexual!toph, childhood crush, ANGST with a happy ending, mutual yearning, muscular mother Toph, Lin & Su mentioned, pet names, swearing, kissing, not proofread.
ⓘ Featuring Toph & you have always been oblivious to each other's feelings.
"I'm sorry." Those were the first words out of Toph's lips when you opened your door to find her wringing rainwater from her long black hair, letting it drip into the dirt beneath her feet. "It's been far too long."
"Toph? Did you walk... all this way?" You stuck your head out the door, looking for proof she'd gotten a ride, but no. Just muddy footprints from the road to your door. "Let me get you a towel."
Your home was on the small side, but it'd always been perfect for you, just off the edge of town, half a mile to the nearest neighbors—it gave you time to breathe, to think, and just to relax.
"You don't need to do that, sunshine." Toph huffed, shuffling through your door behind you, a long exhale at the warmth it instantly brought. "I'll be fine."
"You're getting a towel. At least wipe your feet. I'm not in the mood to mop," you hissed, grabbing a towel from a small closet in the hallway. "Besides. You could get sick."
"You're always worrying." Toph sighed, sniffing the air softly—it smelled of vanilla & chocolate. "Did you just make dessert?"
"You're always getting hurt, or sick, or both, or—" You paused, taking a deep breath & rushed back over to Toph, guiding her to your couch. "I just took a shower; it's just some soap I bought in town."
"You know, you should show me the shop sometime; I think the girls would like that soap." Toph hummed, taking a seat & taking the towel from your hands, wiping her feet off quickly. "They've always loved sweets."
"You walked from the city to my place. Why?" You changed the subject, taking the towel from her hands and dropping it in the clothing bin next to your door.
She could hear the tension in your footsteps & could feel how awkward your voice was, a frown etching her lips as she turned her head, following the sound of your voice.
"I didn't walk the whole way. Just from maybe five minutes up the road." She reasoned, leaning against your couch and wiping damp strands from her face. "Just thought it'd be nice to have a moment to myself."
"In the rain... really? Toph, come on. You could have gotten a cold." You murmured, tugging a blanket off the couch & quickly draping it over her.
"Sunshine. Calm down; you're overreacting. There's no need to worry this much." She huffed, playing it off, though she still wrapped the blanket around herself tightly.
"Toph, I've told you to stop calling me that for years—and no, I'm not overreacting; sometimes I can't believe how immature you are." You hissed, taking a seat beside her & attempted to wipe her face dry. "I don't know why you'd risk getting sick."
Toph's body tensed as you touched her; a quiet scoff escaped her lips, & she subtly moved away from you, creating a distance.
"I miss the rain; I miss you," Toph whispered, bluntly. A stark difference from the way she typically held herself. She kept the distance as her fingers tugged on the blanket. "Katara asked to watch the girls for the day, & I wanted to see you... We've barely seen each other lately."
You froze up. Her words rang true; you'd seen each other maybe five times tops in the last two years. "Toph... You have responsibilities now; you're a mom, and you're the head of police, so you're busy. I'm not mad at you for it. I understand." You pressed your palm to her shoulder.
"Well, I don't," she admitted, subtly leaning into your touch, a pitiful laugh escaping her lips. "You have a life too, and you were always there for me. When I got pregnant with Lin, you were still around; after she was born, you stayed around. Same with Su. But lately, I barely even feel you anymore. I hate that. It feels like I lost you."
The silence that followed her admission was almost deafening, and it hurt just how true it was—a few years prior, the suggestion alone that you'd go one week without talking would have been laughable, let alone going months without talking.
"I didn't know it was upsetting you that much," you croaked, giving her shoulder a soft squeeze, before sliding your hand to rub her bicep in soothing circles. "It's okay. We're okay; we're still friends. Life just... got away from us."
Toph froze, taking a deep breath before placing her hand firmly over yours, tugging it off & cradling it in her palm. "You should be mad, sunshine. I never visit. I never bring the girls around; I never do anything but worry you." Her voice broke, and her fingers clamped around yours.
Your fingers instinctively intertwined with hers, a hushing noise escaping as you tangled your free hand in her hair. "Toph. Don't say that—don't think that. I get worried because I care. It doesn't make me less proud of you; I am so proud of you, are you kidding?"
"I'm still sorry." She whispered, free hand landing on your thigh, an attempt at tugging the blanket over your lap, hand remaining still as she groaned. "I've been such a bad friend to you these past few years; I don't get how you're not more upset. You've barely seen me—"
"Toph Beifong," you hissed, tugging lightly on her hair to shut her up. "I am a big girl. I can handle not seeing you as often as we used to."
She gasped softly, twitching away from your touch before lightly slapping your thigh. "No pulling." She grunted, tucking the blanket so it would comfortably rest on your laps.
"Sorry," you cooed, gently rubbing her scalp to soothe the sore spot. "You're impeccable. Republic City would be nothing without your hard work. You're not a bad friend. You're perfect; it's okay. You need to stop demeaning yourself like that."
Seeing Toph so distraught was... bizarre to say the least. It was hard to believe such a strong woman was actively tearing up on your couch over something so fixable, feeling so miserable.
"You've always been there for me, taking care of me, helping me at my lowest. Kanto didn't help nearly as much as you did after Lin, and what did I do in return? I just stopped showing up for you. How are you so okay with this?" Toph murmured, tears brimming her eyes.
She had depended on you after Lin was born; you'd watch the baby as she bathed, help her walk, try to keep her happy, and took care of her overall.
"Toph." You rasped, dropping her hand to cradle her face, slipping from her hair to her jaw & gently stroking her cheek with your thumb. "Listen to me." She nodded, slowly exhaling. "I'm not mad at you. I get that you feel angry at yourself, but I'm not mad. You're a mom. You're the head of the police. And, you're my best friend. You'll always be my best friend."
The tears spilled down her cheeks, pooling down the sides of your thumbs. Tophs shaky hands found your waist & pulled you closer, close enough she could rest her forehead on your shoulder.
One of your hands found purchase in her hair again, softly scratching at her scalp, & the other pressed firmly between her shoulder blades, pressing her closer.
"Life didn't give me much, but it gave me you. I'll always have you." You whispered softly, trying to calm her down, eyes fluttering as Toph's hands rubbed your hips. "You'll always have me."
"I missed you," Toph admitted, voice slightly muffled by your chest. "I missed you, couldn't just get my shit together, and I really missed you." She slid her hands up, flat against your lower back & crushed you against herself.
"I missed you, too, Toph." You squeaked, startled by the new position—she was almost pressing you flat against the couch cushions, though it felt oddly comforting.
Reminiscent of the nights spent in your teenage years, cuddled up for warmth on Appa's back & forgetting the rest of the world existed.
"The girls miss you; they thought we had some big blowout or something." Toph laughed, pressing her face into your shoulder, though it sounded closer to a sob. "It's just been hard to be around you."
You paused, fingers freezing in place on her scalp, blinking twice as her words registered. "What do you mean... hard to be around me?" Your voice broke off at the end, & Toph stiffened in your hold.
It took a moment, like Toph was trying to figure out what to say, her fingers trembling on your lower back. "I can always be honest with you... right?" She exhaled slowly, pulling back from you to wipe one of her cheeks.
"Of course, speak your mind," you assured, slipping your hands to rest on her biceps, giving her room to breathe.
"I got mad at you; it's so stupid, but every time we were together, I was furious at you, and you didn't even do anything wrong. Toph hissed, dragging one of her hands down her face before shifting away from you.
That was the first time you'd ever even thought she'd been angry with you—shocking to say the least.
"Okay... Why were you so angry?" You whispered, taking a gentle tone, fingers tensing on her arms just enough to show this was dangerous territory.
"I tried hard to make it work with Lin's dad. You saw it; everything fell apart. I tried harder with Su's father, which ended worse... and you were there for me; you were there during both." She said each word as if it were painful to admit.
Toph groaned, guiding your hands from her body, curling one of her knees to her chest, & rested her chin on it. Her fingers lingered on your skin before pulling back and continuing.
"Neither of them felt right. I thought if I tried harder, or just ignored the growing pit in my stomach, that I could learn to love them—I could learn to accept them in my life, but... it never worked. They weren't you." She admitted, retracting into herself on the final word, tucking the blanket closer.
She looked almost pitiful; your best friend looked like just a shell of the strong, smart & independant woman she'd always been. The one you'd always cherished.
"Toph." You whispered, reaching out, hand hovering over hers for just a moment, before grasping it, giving it a soft squeeze, trying to calm her down. "What are you saying?"
"No matter how hard I tried, no man was ever able to replace you, sunshine." Her voice wavered, fingers tangling themselves between yours as her body slowly relaxed. "I could never love a man, at least not how I love you."
Those words left you both silent. Toph looked relieved, like she'd finally let a thousand-pound weight off her shoulders. You, on the other hand had pure shock etched across your face.
Overthinking every moment spent with her, every affectionate touch, every quiet giggle as you'd teased each other, every time you'd slept in the others' beds, & each time you'd wished Toph would want you, instead of the men that'd beg for her attention.
All of those sad, quiet moments you'd spent years learning to bury and ignore, just to be told she'd felt the same way—hit you like a truck.
Then, you laughed. Not a joyous laugh, one that sounded much sadder than Toph anticipated, one that sent a tingle down her spine while she waiting for your response.
"You love me?" You croaked, giving her hand a tight squeeze, thumb brushing the back of it slowly. "You're in love with me?"
"Hey! Don't make me regret telling you." Toph hissed, shifting her legs uncomfortably. "Do you have anything else to say? At all?"
"You full-on sobbed on my couch because liking girls made you mad." You teased, wiping under her eye carefully as she scoffed.
"Liking girls didn't piss me off. Liking you pissed me off." She groaned, but leaned into your touch, adjusting her fingers between yours. "Does it make you uncomfortable?"
"What? No!? Not at all, it's okay." You assured, fingers lingering on her cheek before slipping to cradle her jaw. "I'm not entirely upset by what you told me, don't worry."
"You're upset?" She rasped, body tensing beneath your touch, before pulling away slightly.
"Don't you dare." You hissed, pulling her closer. "I'm upset it took you this long to tell me Toph." You slowly let go of her hand, bringing yours to brush through her hair slowly.
"Sunshine, you can't scare me like that." She mumbled, leaning closer. "It's really rude." Her fingers found your waist, holding you steady as a flush dusted her cheeks.
"That wasn't rude, taking fifteen years to try to kiss someone you love is rude." You whispered, tilting her chin up just slightly, bringing her lips closer to yours.
"I didn't—" Toph began, but instantly shut up once she felt your lips against her, a soft gasp escaping her lips before she melted into you, kissing back quickly.
"I did. Do you accept my apology?" You cooed in her ear after pulling back, tensing as Toph crushed you against her chest. "Toph?"
"Do it again, I dare you, sunshine."
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 : the nickname 'sunshine' came from I'll Believe in Anything by Wolf Parade!
adult toph beifong x f!reader
warnings: established relationships, arguments, very light angst
summary: you're a teashop owner that's too busy to give your girlfriend toph any attention. so naturally, she gets upset. based on this request.
toph wouldn’t call herself a needy girl.
but there are moments where she feels a massive craving to be touched by you. whether it’s a small hug, the brush of your hands, or a peck on the cheek. despite her feelings, she was never one to show pda.
and she was never one to interrupt you when you’re busy doing other things—being a burden was the last thing she wanted to be, especially if it was for something as trivial as wanting attention.
you were scrambling all day, being everywhere and doing everything all at once. the hands she wanted to grab were busy with paperwork, and the lips she wanted to kiss were always busy talking to someone else. just by tracking your movements, she could tell how swamped you were with your business. you were a tea shop owner, so you were dealing with several people at once about the building bills, supplies, and stock.
“i told you, we needed fifty of these bags by tomorrow morning!”
“this isn’t nearly enough. we need to order another box.”
“what do you mean? i paid the bill just two days ago!”
you were busy, and she knew it, and the busier you got, the more restless she became. her foot kept tapping the ground impatiently, arms folded tight across her chest. you were having a bad day, sure, but she was having a bad day, too!
all she wanted was just five, maybe ten minutes of your time. just your attention for a quick moment — a kiss and a hug here and there—but you were too busy.
too busy for her.
you were sitting at an empty table, hair a mess as you sorted through your paperwork. through her senses, toph knew there was no one else near you.
so, she took it upon herself to wrap her arms tight around you from behind, pulling you into a hug so deep it nearly threw you off the back of the bench.
“what—? toph—!”
“finally,” she hummed, nuzzling her nose into the back of your hair, breathing you in. “been waiting for this all damn day.”
“toph,” you sighed, pulling away from her as you started sorting through your papers again. “now’s not the time.”
“what do you mean?” she frowned at the loss of your warmth. “you’re not doing anything right now—”
“i’m doing plenty!” you argued back, your voice rising higher than you anticipated. you ran a hand down your face. “i’m sorry, tophie. i’m just really busy right now—”
your voice was interrupted by a harsh scoff from your stubborn girlfriend, her arms folding across her chest defensively.
“yeah—i fucking know that. you’ve been busy all damn day.”
you turned to raise a brow at her. “don’t give me that attitude, honey—”
“and don’t call me honey when you haven’t even acted like a good partner at all today!” she yelled even louder, her body shaking from all the frustration that had built up.
that’s when you got up, giving her your full attention — but not in the way she wanted.
“excuse me? what did you just say to me?”
“you heard me alright,” she spat back. “i’ve been wanting something—anything from you all day. a kiss... or... or maybe even a hug! but i was respecting you and your business and didn’t want to make you look unprofessional. now that you finally have a second, you’re still giving me none of it!”
her words made you recoil.
“not acting like a good partner?” you repeated, your voice dropping from a yell to a broken quiet. “toph, i am running myself into the ground trying to keep this place afloat. i’m doing this for us. for our future. so excuse me if i’m a little distracted when the supplier tries to screw us over on shipping costs!”
toph didn’t back down. what did you expect? she never did.
she stepped closer, jabbing a finger to your chest as her eyes drifted a little past your shoulder. “i don’t care about the supplier right now! i care about the fact that i’ve been sitting in the corner like a piece of furniture all day. i don’t need a whole grand gesture. i needed two seconds of you acknowledging i exist!”
“i know you exist!” you snapped, rubbing your temples as a headache began to pulse behind your eyes. “but i can’t just drop everything the second you want a hug! i have responsibilities!”
“oh, so wanting to touch my girlfriend makes me a distraction? a chore on your checklist?” her voice cracked, a rare, vulnerable break in her tough rock of a shell. “fine. message received. go back to your precious papers.”
she turned on her heel with every intention to stomp back all the way home. but through her feet, she felt the way your heart raced in a panic.
before she could go out of reach, your hand shot out, grabbing her wrist.
“toph, wait. please.”
her back was still turned to you, stiff.
“i’m sorry,” you whispered. “i’m so tired. i’m failing at the shop, and now i’m failing you, and i just... i don’t have anything left in the tank today. i shouldn’t have yelled.”
there was a long, painful pause, and you weren’t entirely sure how toph was going to react.
toph’s shoulders slumped, her anger replaced by that same craving of just… wanting your attention. except now she felt ten times guiltier.
she hated when you got like this. she hated that she couldn’t see your face to know exactly how bad it was, but the way your breath shook told her enough.
slowly, she turned to you.
she didn’t say anything as she stepped into your space, crowding your body with hers as she slumped her head against your shoulder. she sighed softly, her strong arms wrapping you in a tight hug that you returned easily.
atlast. she finally got to hold you.
“you’re not failing the shop,” she grumbled softly, keeping her eyes shut as she soaked in your warmth and smell. “and you’re not failing me. you’re just.. bein’ an idiot who doesn’t know when to take a break.”
you let out a tired laugh, your hand rubbing her back up and down. you knew how much she liked it. “yeah. you’re probably right.”
“i’m always right,” she murmured, voice growing softer in ways that made your heart ache.
“now shut up and just hold me for five minutes. the paperwork can wait.”
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