𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 ꩜ᯓ

[kryptid-offline]

august alt account // he/they / minor / arospec / fictkin / agnostic

for stuff i don't want people seeing

(tw shedblr: proceed at your own risk)

[kryptid-offline]

might actually vomit

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also hey nobody fucking cares. i doubt anyone would in this life either

[kryptid-offline]

im such a horrible fucking person and nobody should love me or care

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relapsed today.

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yknow i miss being a normal-passing person. i miss not being sad for socially-deemed invalid reasons. i am having panic attacks over my fictionkin source because my kin killed himself. and honestly it sent me into a shift that only left me thinking i should kill myself too. idk what to do anymore.

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well yeah but what i am i gonna do about it

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morning sickness? more like morning SADNESS

[kryptid-offline]

one of these days i could just Stop Resisting. haha and it would be funny. because i control the consequences of my actions. by Resisting. and if i stopped. i know what would happen. and it would hurt! and maybe i would deserve that a little

[m-a-k-k-u]

a bullet would really hit the spot right now

[kryptid-offline]

i wasn't insinuating anything actually i just kinda have that topic of conversation with a lot of people

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please let me leave!!!

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i’ve fucked everything up!!!

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my body doesn’t feel like my own

[kryptid-offline]

seven months

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i want to fucking die!!!!

[kryptid-offline]

i have never wanted to kill myself more