whatever

the hatred i own for myself will never lose towards others.

[thememedaddy]

[i-post-hilarious-shit]

[kuralbi]

fr waking up is becoming impossible

[kuralbi]

bored. want to go home but i have to work. i saw them outside they be bitches cuz I’m sure they saw me too. one of em saw me in the kitchen later and said hi in a bitchy way

[kuralbi]

going out for lunch by myself as always. even though i don’t like my groupmates anymore, i sometimes hope i run into them and we go to lunch together.

i wish they realized how stupid they were

[kuralbi]

almond milk sucks

[whitager]

it's genuinely bullshit that you should be required to own a mobile phone for participation in literally any aspect of life

[kuralbi]

i finished watching The Good Place recently. Wow

[anxietyproblem]

What’s something that gives your anxiety?

[stephanielovess]

Making Phone calls

[missmamakitty]

people

socializing

going into a public place

talking to someone i don’t know

going to a party for my parents’ friend

STANDING IN THE CHECKOUT LINE AT TARGET WHILE MY MOTHER IS GRABBING THE MILK

[directlyat-thesun-moved]

walking to the bus stop after leaving a little later than usual and worrying i’m gonna miss the bus

[lunarxeclipsee]

something unplanned being added into my schedule

[mossolantern]

having to order first when i’m in a group (even if i already know what i want)

[immax-maybe]

[theamazingshitpostqueen]

everything makes me scared… idk why.

[stark-raving-hazelnut]

“Can I speak with you for a moment?” “I need to talk to you.”

My stomach just drops when I hear those words.

[i-do-it-for-the-horde]

if you give me time to over think, then i can easily get anxious over ✨a n y t h i n g✨

[gryffinslitheravenpuff]

Felling tired as hell but then when going to bed I start to fear I’ll have nightmares and suddenly can’t fall asleep, nbd 👍🏼🤷‍♀️

[podfic-chicklet]

My favourite: “I need to talk to you. How about Friday next week?”

Suuuure, let me suffer for over a week, catastrophize, and overthinking everything I’ve ever done in the last five years😒

[hoereoreo]

getting notifications

attitude or mood shifts

falling asleep when I’m alone (sometimes, I’m paranoid about ghosts these days I know I’m sorry 😭)

using Ubers and all

giving presentations

confrontation/serious conversations

[moonlitcandie]

Arguments fights someone yelling at me, raising voice

[romanticfaeriecheck]

going to the doctor’s office and sitting in the waiting room.

[zephersspace]

Waking up in the middle of the night.

Receiving messages, notifications, calls….

Outings.

Shopping.

People.

Silence.

Noise.

✨ e x i s t e n c e ✨

[thecellinmybrain]

This list is too long, and every item is relevant.

[extraterrestrialenby]

yeeeeep

[thememedaddy]

[anxietyproblem]

[kuralbi]

It's been a couple days since my so called best friend made it so fucking clear that I make them uncomfortable when I hang around her and her friends. She was trying to talk about something else but she did text that sentence.

Other than that I have been literally regretting what I said in december 2022 for the last few weeks.

But that is the fucked up thing about regret in real life. There is no "undo". I cannot do anything about it because I'm so freaking confused about how I feel and cannot possibly try some shit out and hurt the person.

I guess I am just sorry.

I can't even tell that to their face. Imagine how weak I am.

How scared I am of what would happen.

[thememeismighty]

[meme-lord-santa]

[kuralbi]

you were right. but i just didn't like your tone.

[imnot-gustavvv]

[thememedaddy]

[anxietyproblem]