MOVED TO FEIGNCOURAGE

tonight... we commencicate.... color war!

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reminder kurt is on @feigncourage now xoxo

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SHADYSIDER.

there  was  one  little  problem  -  the  reason  ziggy  left  the  outhouse  …  that  was  the  last  place  she  saw  tommy.  fuck.  “it’s  tommy,”  she  blurted  out,  and  it  pained  her  to  say  it  because  it  didn’t  feel  real.  “the  killer,  it’s  tommy  slater,”  she  explained  without  looking  at  him.  if  they  were  going  to  work  together  ( there  was  a  first  time  for  everything! )  they  needed  to  be  on  the  same  page.  he  needed  to  know  what  was  happening,  or  at  least,  he  needed  the  same  puzzle  pieces  she  was  working  with.  it  still  didn’t  make  sense.  none  of  it  did.  “he  has  an  ax,  so  we  should  probably  find  weapons.”  what  the  hell  was  she  even  saying?  she  finally  glanced  over  at  him,  never  slowing  her  pace.  “earth  to  counselor  ken,  are  you  even  listening  to  me?”

her  words  shatter  everything  he  thought  he  knew  about  the  world.  it’s  not  as  if  he  had  a  picturesque  view  of  the  world,  not  like  he  was  that  much  of  an  optimist,  but  hearing  her  say  tommy’s  name  crushes  any  hope  he  had.  tommy  slater  is  the  killer.  it  makes  him  slow,  though  he  doesn’t  stop,  a  newfound  fear  keeping  him  moving.  tommy  was  one  of  the  very  few  people  that  had  always  been  nice  to  him,  even  when  he  wasn’t  one  of  the  ‘cool  kids’.  “it’s  tommy.”  repeated,  not  exactly  a  question  but  not  a  sure  statement.  “tommy..  killed  joan..  and  everyone  else..”  it’s  terrifying,  near  impossible  to  even  process.  tommy  had  always  been  gentle,  the  thought  that  he  was  killing  people  didn’t  feel  real.

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LWRNCE.

  though topanga had a thing for being in control, she was never one to disrespect authority, and even if she and kurt were similar in age, the ‘head’ title had her taking him seriously. she was so used to being a camper each summer, but she wanted to do a good job as a counselor…which meant listening, and doing exactly what she was supposed to do. “i’m topanga,” she offered, as if that somehow answered the question. it didn’t, but she at least wanted to be polite. “and full disclosure? i’ve never done this before. got any pointers?”

“well, topanga, as cliché as it may sound: have fun. it is still camp after all, even if we are.. a little more responsible than the campers.” but not as responsible as they could be. despite his title, he’s certainly not as in charge as he likes to think. the idea of ruling over the camp is fun in theory, terrifying in practice, and non-existent in reality. no one’s giving kurt all the power, even if they imply they are. no, he’s so easily manipulated that power wouldn’t be his even if he was entirely in charge. “but really? try not to let the campers get to you. they can be mean when they don’t get what they want.”

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JUDYBLUMED.

                  “the same person who always decides i’m the one who deserves to get sent home.” words are harsh, bitter even. ziggy can’t help herself. it’s not fair. nothing about her life has been fair and she was stupid to think that camp would give her a break. eyes roll at his words, leaning back in the chair. “you know, that doesn’t mean shit. you say sorry but you know that next time something happens, you’ll side with her because that’s what you always do. so, you apologizing doesn’t matter if things aren’t going to change. which, we both know it’s not.”

                       she’s right and he knows it. things probably wont change, the boy far too easily swayed for that. even if he did try, when it came down to it would he put his own feelings above hers? if the campers turned on him, how quickly would he backtrack? the answer is something he avoids thinking about, which is really an answer in itself. “you know i can’t just fix everything for you overnight.” here come the excuses. “the moment i do anything they’re gonna come down on you harder, you know that. no amount of intervening is gonna stop that.”

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HIPPIEFEEL.

❝   i’m   flying.   shit’s   good.❞       fingers   tap   the   morphine   bag   where   it   dangles   beside   her.   legs   shift   to   give   him   space   to   sit   -   should   he   want   it.   palm   supports   chin   while   watching   the   expressions   change   on   his   face.   she   can’t   imagine   how   she   looked   the   last   seconds   he’d   seen   her   -   slashes   and   blood   all   over   her.❝   sit.   you   get   this   wrinkly   stink   face   when   you   worry. ❞       it’s   cute                but   unnecessary.

this   doesn’t   feel   real.   he   remembers   how   bad   she   looked,   how   gone.   that   image   plays   in   his   mind   often,   everything   from   that   night   does.   he   hesitates   slightly   before   sitting,   still   taking   in   the   reality   of   the   situation.   ❝   can   you   blame   me?   last   time   i   saw   you..   ❞   but   he   doesn’t   need   to   say   it,   they   both   know.

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CURSEDSVDE.

                     she seems confident. as if she knows what she’s doing, as if she knows what to say. she doesn’t. she’s never done this before. elena knows how to deal with guys flirting with her. she deals with it all the time. but, flirting back isn’t something she has practice with. the way he looks at her cause her heartbeat to pick up, a pit forming in her gut. something close to butterflies. “well,” she starts, the corners of her lips twitching upwards into a grin. “pretty girls get kissed, don’t you think so?”

                          he’s so not prepared for things to go this well. since when did things go well for him? but he can’t act as if he’s not happy, this is probably the one thing he’s wanted longer than anything else. they’d danced around it for years, neither ever saying anything but the tension was always there. of course it was. “they do.” he’ll take a step closer, closing the distance between them. he’s still nervous, but god he wants this. hand slowly raises to cup her face, hesitation lingering only a moment before he slowly starts to lean in.

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EDITHMASLOW.

          green eyes regard the annoyed blond coolly, a small smirk crossing her lips. “ oh, no, i reckon not. nah, i bet i know exactly how it’ll pan out. ” feet uncross, & she pushes herself off the building, arms still crossed as her voice gets quieter, more accusatory. “ no, you’ll marry some hairspray-huffin’ chick from sunnyvale & maybe pop out a few kids, but you’re never gonna let that poor girl go. aw, no, of course not. no, you’ll keep’er strung along, tellin’ her all th’time that yeah, you’ll leave yer wife for her. but y’won’t. ‘cause you get th’best of both worlds. picket fence, forbidden mistress. but y’know what, horton? ” eyebrows raise. at this moment she is more viper than girl, striking deliberately. “ it’s never gonna be enough. not for any of you. & that’s real sad. bless your heart, you’ll ruin yer whole life just ‘cause you wanna have yer cake & eat it, too. ” edith backs off, leaning back against the building. “ so enjoy callin’ her a girlfriend while y’can. ”

            camp was supposed to be his freedom from the vitriol of others, and yet here she is attacking him as if he’s the worst person on earth. he’s quiet throughout her accusations, perhaps a little too accustomed to accusatory tones and slow, calculated attacks. he remains uncharacteristically silent throughout, doesn’t fight back. when it comes down to it he’ll always back down where he has the chance, will always back off before the inevitable worst. but his feelings are still written across his face, huff escaping as she finishes her rant. “ sounds like someone’s been burned before. ” quiet, near mumbled. it’d be his attempt at defending himself if not for the way some part of him desperately hopes she hadn’t heard him. he clears his throat, paces a bit, works himself up towards his retort. “ you know what? mind your own business. ”

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CURSEDSVDE.

           elena gets it. she knows first hand on how scary it can be to experience violence from a parent, from someone who’s supposed to handle you with care. she’s experienced it plenty from her own father. but, she won’t bring it up. not now, maybe not ever. this was about comforting him, not thinking about her own problems. she hears him sniffle and it breaks her heart, “please don’t cry. because then i’ll start crying and then it’s going to be a complete mess.” she teases, wanting to earn a laugh or a smile. anything. 

            her teasing earns somewhat of a laugh, though it’s laced with the sound of a choked back sob. he’s never felt this weak before, never felt so pathetic. he knows what happened is a big deal, that the pain of bruises mixed with the aching of betrayal would make this an impossible experience to handle with grace, but still he feels as though he’s being too much. he can hear his parents in his head, the endless critique of everything, the disdain for his show of emotion. this whole thing is a mess. “i’m sorry.”

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with all due respect moving kurt is gonna be a BITCH

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———  BASICS!

NAME! -     sunny PRONOUNS! -     i use any and all pronouns but lately ive been viking to they/them a lot and testing he/him, but i’m also v used to people using she/her ZODIAC SIGN! -      pisces sun, sagittarius moon, virgo rising TAKEN OR SINGLE! -     single af

———  THREE  FACTS!

1! -     i've been rping on tumblr pretty much nonstop since 2014 2! -     red (unsolvedcase) and i have been streaming on twitch lately even if we suck at most games so feel free to hit up my twitch @ distortedrebel (we’re ab to go live again now) 3! -     my current hyperfixation is da.ys go.ne ive played it once and watched it a bunch and now i’m working on my survival ii new game+ playthrough 

———  EXPERIENCE!

PLATFORMS USED! -     tumblr and twitter mostly, plus like wire and kik 

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE!

FEMALE, MALE OR NONBINARY! -     ive been leaning towards males for the most part, i used to prefer females and most of the fcs i wanna use are females but these days males/non binary/anything in between is more my vibe MULTI OR SINGLE! -     i prefer solos because its easy to feel like youre not part of the fandom on a multi, but multis have always been easier with how many muses i wanna have at any given time FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! -     i love some good angst its what i feel most comfortable with and best at, but i also really enjoy writing smut tbh. i like fluff but i find it very hard to write most of the time PLOT / MEMES! -     i’m always a meme fan. i love to plot but how well it goes depends on the day/the person/the muse/etc.

tagged by: @unsolvedcase tagging: you!

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i .     alias, name.     sunny

ii .     birthday.     march 19th

iii .     zodiac sign.    pisces sun, sagittarius moon, virgo rising

iv .     height.   5′4ish

v .     hobbies.     writing, drawing, playing video games, making psds, obsessing ab my muses

vi .   favourite colour.     i’m a yellow kinda bitch

vii .     favourite book(s).     the truth about keeping secrets by savannah brown is my #1 tbh, i also quite liked catcher in the rye dont @ me

viii .     last song.     i know you wanna run away to hollywood, jenny by gilanares

ix .     last film / show.     last film i watched was slaxx and i 100% recommend its the stupidest funniest little shitshow of a horror ive seen in a long time, last show was santa clarita diet

x .     recent reads.     i haven’t read a book in a hot minute lmao, i may read talented mr ripley in the next week tho bc i have an essay on it due on the 30th

xi .     inspiration.       most kurt inspo comes from my own life tbh, a lot of gilanares songs, bratz songs dont @ me, just seeing replies tends to give me inspo as well tbh

xii .     story behind url.      it he name

xiii .     fun fact about me.    i have been to like. 3? lectures since this semester started about a month ago

tagged by: @taerots tagging: all of you

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okay yes at some point kurt and clay are gonna move to sideblogs and all the sideblogs are gonna have a hub blog that follow backs and asks come from

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kinda like the idea of making Every Blog a sideblog to a hub blog tbh

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adding obrien to my multi,,,,, perhaps,,,,

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come watch me and @unsolvedcase play some dbd,,, its a whole Vibe,,, their stream or my stream

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Im too bored and understimulated to sleep but im also too overstimulated to talk to people or do anything :/

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I just think a wel.come to n.ightv.ale oc