Alex

He/him 27

[kushie0]

My new blog @tawadagdo

[meangirlnurse]

that’s one of the things about defining “sexual attraction” as “looking at someone and thinking that you want to fuck them”

i think lesbians in particular often have a difficult time even recognizing that what they’re experiencing is attraction?

i rarely look at a woman and think to myself “dang i want to fuck her.” it’s always more just a strong feeling, like a sense of being really drawn to her or being interested by her or enjoying her a lot, that just feels different than finding someone intriguing or cool in a platonic way. 

i’ve known i liked women since i was thirteen years old and i still have a hard time recognizing when i feel attracted to a woman! on more than one occasion i have misinterpreted those feelings as intense dislike or outright HATRED. sometimes i’ll walk by a woman and think to myself “i wonder why i found her so interesting to look at,” before remembering that i’m a big fucking lesbian 

it’s just a very internal and subjective personal experience that won’t be the same for everyone and attempting to concretely define it or dissect it into discrete parts is always going to be a fool’s errand 

[afroui]

Malcolm T. Liepke

[pussylipgloss]

thinking about getting kissed on the neck instead of paying attention while walking across the street is gonna be the way I die

[hiiilife20]

Please pray for the black students at The University of Missouri.

[honeystrum-deactivated20170904]

who is traitor joe

[offbeatmel]

self-portrait

february, 2015.

[babyanimalgifs]

[kushie0]

Ahhhhhh Ahhhhhhhhhh AhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHH

[weirdbuzzfeed]

[mawile]

[chadwys]

Still Life by Odilon Redon (French, 1840-1916)

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[firawrfreak]

#trashlord goes to school.

No colors or all clashing colors has been my looks lately.

(porn blogs why r u liking this I ain’t naked)

[kushie0]

Is "shower" me with attention a pun Cuz bathroom

L O L

K

[sleepythug]

[kushie0]

I'm still having a rough time Idk what is good/ethical/correct or what I should i think is good for me to desire I am thinking _very hard_ about why I want to date people the way that I do I don't think I am able to be in love so I want open serial monogamy? Or something? But persistent cuddle buddies/best friends/connections? Is consumption of relationships through honeymooning BAD? It's been squeezing my fucking guts out So I feel like Either 1) I'm an asshole because of what I want to do and how I'm presenting myself/my intentions or 2) I care way too much about this and should just do whatever I want , like I think most people do But most people are assholes I'm probably an asshole

[kushie0]

Slowly less depressed, cool Slowly more secure reaching into the stupid pits of not being monogamous Scared that means I'm callous or an asshole Inward FOMO I should shut the fuck up and take care of these parking tickets