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lavendervalar

365 Days Project: January Photos from the most popular posts collected & revisited

D-158 / D-161 / D-165 / D-169 / D-172 / D-174 / D-175 / D-181 / D-182 /My original, full posts on the links/

occasionally i still just sit and reflect on the fact that 2B and 9S are in love

[image is a painting of 2B holding 9S as if dipping him for a dance, one hand cradling the back of his head while their fingers are intertwined. Behind her, three pairs of massive black wings flutter, and a golden halo is visible behind her head, casting rays of light over the rest of the image. They are gazing at each other as if in wonder.]

#nier #okiqurmi the hero

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mothgirl < MOTHMA’AM

the problem with talking about abuse

is that it isn’t all bad.

there are soooo many good parts, when the abuser isn’t hurtful, when they’re nice, when we can even love them.

and so it makes it even more confusing when it happens, and even more uncomfortable to talk about it because you feel like you’re exaggerating.

i love my father, and he has said that he loves me. do i believe him? maybe.

but there are other times when i don’t think so,

and it’s so hard to mesh them together into one narrative.

#abuse #mood #okiqurmi the hero

bbbutterfingers

i wanted to train with you, master

頂上決戦　そこに山があるから

when my shiny dreepy hatches its game over

#okiqurmi the hero

bloodofelves

FEZ → scenery

#okiqurmi the hero

lvnnsi

08/21/19 // gentle reminder // ig

#okiqurmi the hero

butterflyinthewell

Growing up with emotional abuse makes you want to avoid people when you feel bad instead of seeking someone out.

Because your abuser always told you you weren’t really upset.

Or that what you’re upset about is trivial.

Or that you’re overreacting again.

Or that your being upset is ruining everyone else’s mood.

Or that you’re being a baby.

Or that you need a thicker skin.

Or you’re told to go away until you can be a decent person again.

You believe your feelings don’t matter unless you express the “right” ones the “right” way at the “right” time, and you can never do it “right.”

You believe everybody has it worse, so there’s no point in talking about it when you feel bad.

It’s easier to isolate yourself when you’re sad, angry or hurt because it feels easier than “inflicting” yourself on somebody else.

Even when there are beautiful people in your life who say you can always come to them, you still don’t because you’re scared.

That is what sits at the center of who I am. It’s like an abscess that won’t pop or drain. And when it hurts, it hurts.

#abuse #okiqurmi the hero

pathologising

i dedicate this bad boy to my shitass parents

#abuse #h a mood #okiqurmi the hero

jemmayoung

The fancomic I created for Brandon Sanderson’s “Words of Radiance” called Bridging Chasms. Tumblr wouldn’t let me upload all the pages in one post - so here’s the first 9 pages. You can download the completed comic on my Gumroad page for free! I hope you like it!

https://gumroad.com/jemmamyoung

#tsa #okiqurmi the hero