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09/07/15

Dear diary,

ever since Sehun passed away, I’ve been so terribly lonely. For a long time, I tried to distract myself and lose myself in repetitive tasks. But it’s not working, I miss his arms around my hips and hips lips on mine. I am lonely, so terribly lonely. And I just wish I had someone to spend my time with, even if it’s just a friend. If I have to spend another day alone, with only a tv show and my sad thoughts to accompany me, I might go crazy...

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10/02/13

Dear diary,

I'm addicted to Sehun's lips. I can't stop kissing him. I can't really keep my hands off him either, I love him so damn much and I want him all the time. Today was a really nice day and I'm extremely happy. We stayed in bed most of the time, and cuddled and kissed and I told him about my past. I thought it'd be awkward and I'd look pathetic, but he was really sweet and caring and listened to me. I really love him, he's always there for me and accepts me the way I am. He's so special to me. I made pancakes for him and we're in the kitchen now...

god, I'm going crazy.

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09/30/13

Sex two days in a row? I've got to be the luckiest guy ever. It's not like it's the most important thing in life to me or as if I need it every day, but it's so special with Sehun that I can't help but to crave for his touches and kisses. He's simply amazing and I can't get enough of him, ever.

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09/22/13

You mean so much to me. Thank you for making this day better. I thought it would suck but you make everything better. Today was a good day, actually. All thanks to you.

[kwangminsdiary]

09/18/13

Sehunnie made me very very happy today. I love him so much and that will never change. I don't really know how to say it but... in my eyes he is perfect. Absolutely perfect.

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09/15/13

Don't you know everything's alright? Can't you see the future is so bright? Now you know that nothing in the world can come between you and me.