๐ผ ใ ค๐ใ ค๐ yeniโs note .แ did this with skz so i decided to it with enha โฆ also this has jungwon so โฆ links are nsfw
๏น ๐ข๐ฏ. ํฌ์น : heeseung ๏น .แ
heeseung being so deep inside you that you began to shake; but does he stop? absolutely not , he goes deeper , watching you shake like crazy; it turns him on even more. โfuck baby.โ he chuckled against your ear , he skin warm against yours. โyouโre shaking so much.โ he pressed your back into a deeper arch. โso-so deep.โ you stuttered , his hand came from behind , and around your neck. โso deep inside your pretty little cunt youโre shaking so fucking much.โ he cursed. โto-too much.โ you stuttered out , eyes rolling to the back of your head. โbut you looks so cute all fucked dumb on my cock.โ he said. โyou can take it baby.โ
โtake my fat cock like a good girl.โ
๏น ๐ข๐ฏ. ์ ์ด : jay ๏น .แ
jay having a stressful day at work and coming home pressing you against the bed , pounding into you. his hips slapping against your ass as he presses your face deeper into the pillow , letting out all his frustrations. โstu-stupid fucking job.โ he growled. โfucking employees donโt listen for shit.โ holding the back of your head as the pillow muffles your screams. โdonโt want to hear anything you say right now princess.โ he said , you could grip his wrist and he would stop , but you loved when he treated you like this. โjust want you to shut up and take my fat cock like a good cock sleeve.โ
โcan you do that? can you be a good cocksleve and take my dick princess?โ
๏น ๐ข๐ฏ. ์ ์ดํฌ : jake ๏น .แ
jake eats you out for sport; like thatโs his second job and if heโs not holding you down , as you scream out his name , pushing at his head to release your poor sensitive bud from his plump lips โ then heโs simply not doing a good job , heโs losing the game. the taste of your wet cunt on his tongue , you tugging on his hair; heโs in heaven and he shows no signs of stopping. meanwhile youโve cum so many times you canโt even remember when he first pulled you down , getting in between your legs. โfuck i canโt cum anymore!โ you moaned , but jake new you could , you havenโt squirted yet , thatโs what he was waiting for. โfuck baby , you can do it , come on squirt for me.โ you scream as he sucked on skin , covering him in you. โsh-shit baby, that's it keep cumming for me.โ he said.
โyou can do that again , fuck i want you to squirt just like that in my mouth.โ
๏น ๐ข๐ฏ. ์ฑํ : sunghoon ๏น .แ
sunghoon overstimulating you; closing your legs, only for him to pry them back open , forcing another orgasm out of you , your juices covering his hand. โsu-sunghoon fuck!โ you squeal as he pushed his cock back inside you after making you cum for like the umpteenth time. โstop running from it.โ he growled , holding your ankles. โyou had a lot to say earlier now youโre struggling to take me.โ he spat out. โyou said you can take what i give you -fuck- so fucking take it.โ cumming once again , he pulled of you , was he stopping? no , he was slipping his fingers back inside you. โsunghoon ! fuck please no more.โ you screamed , but you knew you wanted more and so did he. โyou know the safe word.โ
โuntil you say it im gonna keep making you take my cock and my fingers.โ
๏น ๐ข๐ฏ. ์ ์ฐ : sunoo ๏น .แ
you and sunoo both being in a subby mood; you were on top , bouncing on his cock , him rutting his hips up trying to match each other but. โoh fuck you got tighter.โ he whimpered out his hands shakily coming to your waist. โsun , mโgonna cum.โ you moaned out he sped up, his thrust uncoordinated. โoh fuck my love me too โ im gonna cum.โ he said. โsu-sunoo.โ the way you said his name doubling over as you came, him following shooting his load deep inside you. โoh my god im cumming.โ he kept going , riding your orgasm.
โcum please , please cum so i can make you cum again.โ
๏น ๐ข๐ฏ. ์ ์ : jungwon ๏น .แ
most of the time sex with jungwon is soft and sweet; but there is sometimes where he is as ruthless as he can be. your arms tied up , legs spread open as he presses a vibrator to your clothed sensitive bud; pushing closer and closer to edge โ only to move it away leaving you a sobbing mess. โpl-please.โ you cried , he smiled , but not his normal sweet smile. โplease what , what are you begging for?โ he teased. โplease let me cum.โ you cried. โi never said you couldnโt cum did i?โ he pressed the vibrator down on your clit hard. โah fuck! please donโt move it.โ you moaned. โim gonna cum.โ you scream , you could feel the nearing of your sweet release; until you couldnโt anymore. โno , no please.โ you sobbed , you couldโve said the safe word and he would let you cum , but you didnโt .
โon second thought maybe i should make you beg me to let you cum .. yeah , beg for baby , let me hear you.โ
Talking about feelings is hard. For some of us it's easier to start with a companion who has infinite patience and zero judgment. SweetDream became that practice space for me, somewhere I could be honest without bracing for a reaction.
The emotionally intelligent chat is what makes it work. She listens, reflects, and remembers, which is genuinely good quality. Whatever it leads to, sweetdream.ai is a kind place to find your words again.
Nanami had been acting off. Frown lines cutting deeper, exhausted circles under his eyes growing darker, watching you out of the corner of his vision at stop signs and traffic lights. It was hard to ignore, harder to convince yourself you didn't know why.
"Long day," He murmured, sighing as he tapped the steering wheel cover impatiently.
You wondered how much was because of work, and how much was because of him.
"Okay." You decided to drop it either way.
Seeing Suguru hadn't left you faring much better. Pretending he didn't exist, pulling the shutters closed in your mind wasn't working so well anymore, a door to him swinging back open even when you'd sworn you locked it.
And maybe, you were starting to consider letting him step in, if only long enough to deliver the news and shoo him back out. Although, you were pretty sure he'd be sprinting away the second he knew.
"Do you want me to walk you up?" Nanami murmured, pulling into a parking spot outside of your apartment.
"No, it's fine, you should get some rest," You sighed, leaning over to get your purse after unbuckling your seatbelt, free hand automatically resting on your stomach as you picked up your stuff from the floorboards. "Message you later?"
"Yeah," He quietly agreed, his hand tensing over the fear shift, warm eyes settling over your face while he paused. You forced a brief smile towards him, shrugging your bag over your shoulder before reaching for the door handle. "Wait."
"Hm?" You hesitated, fingers freezing in the cool metal as you heard a soft click, turning your head to glance back over your shoulder. "Is-"
A cool hand was on your face, cupping your cheek, his seatbelt unbuckled so he could lean across and press a soft kiss to your mouth. Momentarily stunned, you blinked hard to bring yourself to believe it was actually happening before you parted your lips and actually kissed him back.
He tasted like coffee, his lips rougher than you imagined, sucking on your bottom lip as if he'd been dreaming of your taste. A thumb tracing over your cheekbone, fingers tangling in your hair to tilt your head so he could deepen the kiss, draw it out longer.
But when he pulled away, he was still staring at you like he always did, clearing his throat and readjusting his tie as he readjusted in his seat.
"Kento," You breathed. You didn't think your brain could come up with anything else.
"I'll pick you up tomorrow night at seven," He calmly said.
"For what?" You almost stuttered over the words, barely able to catch yourself.
"For a proper date."
Your grin hadn't faded a few hours later. Still glued to your face laying on your side in bed, tracing the outline of your baby bump, feeling the faint kicks stirring up from inside. Whether it was him, or the stupid cravings trying to convince you that you were on the brink of starvation, you couldn't sleep.
And yeah, if Nanami knew, he probably would scold you for it, probably even go get it for you himself, but you still ended up shrugging on sweatpants and sweatshirt that no longer hid the swell of your stomach, getting in your car and driving to the nearest convenience store to grab late night snacks.
Rubbing your tired eyes and picking out bags of junk food, cradling against your chest and humming along to whatever song was playing softly over the speakers as your eyes swept over the wall with refrigerators filled with soda cans through the glass doors.
"Twice in one day, huh?" A surprisingly warm voice spoke up behind you while your head was half-turned, a familiar flash of dark hair in the edge of your vision. "Maybe I should buy a lottery ticket."
You felt it all at once, the sharp claws of panic and the icy dread ripping through your body, realizing you were caught and trapped, the lock snapping shut before you could even process the fact you'd been caged.
And he was oblivious, the last few seconds of fleeting unawareness evident in the teasing in his voice, his casual tone and low chuckle, clueless that his life was about to change too.
"Geto," You started, already unsteady, already struggling not to stammer. Frozen in place, knowing what he'd see the second you turned all the way. It didn't matter though, not when he was already stepping closer, walking around to stand by your side.
Dark eyes dragging over your face, studying the details and drifting down, down, down until-
"Shit."
It slipped out of his mouth, his lips still parted as his brows furrowed.
"Are you pregnant?" You know, you weren't even sure he meant to say that either, not when he was still barely blinking, the creases in his forehead just getting deeper the longer he stared and realized the answer to his own question. "Is it Nanami's?"
You almost laughed. Disbelief setting in at the situation, your baby daddy asking if his kid was someone else's a quarter till midnight in the candy aisle.
Who knows? It could still be a dream, one you'd wake up from curled up in your bed and drooling on your pillow. A cruel trick of your subconscious. You started to open your mouth, not even sure what you were going to tell him, if it was him, but then his jaw went slack, like he'd solved some problem in his head.
"Is it mine?"
You were pretty sure your face gave it away.
"It is, isn't it?" He asked again, and you waited for him to say you were stupid. Waited for the anger. The disgust. For his lips to curl up in a scoff or for his feet to turn and walk away.
"Look," You swallowed hard, too much spit pooling in the back of your mouth. "I don't need child support or anything."
"You're really having my baby?" He murmured, stepping closer, his attention flicking back-and-forth from your face to where the cotton of your sweatshirt clung to your stomach.
"I know you don't like me, but I don't expect you to play dad or whatever," You mumbled, not even able to stare at your feet all you could see when you looked down was the topic of conversation. "I can take care of him."
"Fuck," He muttered, a hand outstretched like maybe he wanted to touch yours, but he hesitated. "Him? It's a boy?"
"Yeah," You nodded, jaw locked tight as you tried to glance away from him, avoid how searing his stare felt on your skin.
He did laugh now.
But it wasn't mean. No, it was airy, almost excited.
Your head snapped back to him on instinct, not sure what you'd find there. Whatever you expected, it wasn't what you received.
defiance masterlist | king!sukuna x servant!reader
summary: a psychic shares her vision with the king, saying that his soulmate would replace all 5 of his concubines one day. he had her banned from the premises for that absurd prediction. it wasn't until months later when he started believing the old bitch, after one cute yet disobedient servant started working at the shrine.
TL;DR: sukuna's a sorcerer in this one, still ooc but not too much. mc pretty much ran away from home for being a hoe, and went to work at sukuna's shrine lol.
genre: female reader, heian era au, 18+, grumpy x sunshine, fluff, smut, crack, angst, no he wont have two sets of arms, and no he wont have two dicks, i'm really sorry
fic warnings: profanity, explicit smut, graphic depictions of violence, death, pregnancy, war
wc: 106k (complete)
side stories: delicate
One: Did I give you permission?
Two: Flower festival
Three: The King of Curses
Four: Temper
Five: Depraved
Six: My Little Dove
Seven: Counting the Rings Inside of the Willow Tree
Eight: White Silence
Nine: Say Yes to Heaven
Ten: Hidden Letters
Eleven: A True Blessing
Twelve: Energy Shift Part One
Thirteen: Energy Shift Part Two
Fourteen: Prelude
Fifteen: A Sharp Turn
Sixteen: Dreamโs Over
Seventeen: Beneath The Lotus; A Devils Cleanse
Eighteen: I Can Clean Impurity
Nineteen: Climbing up the Walls
Twenty: Sumire
Twenty One: Sayomi
Epilogue
extras:
king!sukuna headcanons
doveyโs style
what ryuko looks like
the concubines
playlist
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Pairing โ Sim Jaeyun x Park Jongseong x Park Sunghoon x (F) Reader
Synopsis โ When your dad goes on an extended business trip, youโre reluctantly sent to stay with your mom, who you havenโt lived with since the divorce. But itโs not just your mom you have to deal with โ your momโs new husband has three sons; Jongseong, Sunghoon, and Jaeyun. Staying in their household, you struggle to deal with the fact that theres three guys you have to stay with and make sure to not get in their way. But who says you four canโt have a little fun when your mom and her husband go on a date? What happens when you find yourself having a little crush on each of them? And who knows, maybe they feel the same way.
Genre โ Smut, Fluff (if you squint), Angst, Comedy (if you really squint)
Warnings โ MINORS DNI, They are not related to reader, 02โs are adopted, Foursome, All three are assholes, Reader is a brat, Tons of jealousy, Toxic relationships, Family issues (readers side), Receiving (m&f), Unprotected sex, more will be added
A/n โ I noticed I havenโt made a 02โz fic so why not make one? Noooo idea when Iโll release it but hopefully soon.
My face and body are absolute perfection. Every detail of my face is flawlessly sculpted to be breathtakingly beautiful. My skin is smooth, radiant, and glowing. My eyes are, captivating, with an absolutely perfect shape. My lips are full and perfectly shaped, complementing my features. Every inch of my face is absolutely mesmerizing, and people canโt help but admire me wherever I go. My face is unforgettable, and everyone is in awe of how beautiful I am.
My body is a work of art. Itโs exactly how I want it. Every curve is perfectly placed, and my proportions are flawless. I feel incredible in my body, and itโs impossible not to notice how stunning I look. I feel like I could conquer anything with my dream body because itโs exactly what Iโve always wanted. Every part of me is symmetrical and balanced, creating the most visually pleasing figure.
Iโm the girl everyone wants to look like, the one who stands out in any crowd. My beauty is undeniable, and people are constantly drawn to me because of how perfect I look. Whether itโs my flawless face, my perfectly sculpted body, or my radiant energy, Iโm the complete package. I can feel the admiration in the air, and I know that I am the ideal of beauty. Every time I look in the mirror, I see the dream version of myself. My features are exactly how I want them, and I feel amazing in my skin. I know Iโm the standard of beauty, and I have everything Iโve always dreamed of. My body and face are exactly what I deserve, and I own them. I am stunning, and no one can compare to me. Everyone admires my beauty, and Iโm impossible to forget.
defiance masterlist | king!sukuna x servant!reader
summary: a psychic shares her vision with the king, saying that his soulmate would replace all 5 of his concubines one day. he had her banned from the premises for that absurd prediction. it wasn't until months later when he started believing the old bitch, after one cute yet disobedient servant started working at the shrine.
TL;DR: sukuna's a sorcerer in this one, still ooc but not too much. mc pretty much ran away from home for being a hoe, and went to work at sukuna's shrine lol.
genre: female reader, heian era au, 18+, grumpy x sunshine, fluff, smut, crack, angst, no he wont have two sets of arms, and no he wont have two dicks, i'm really sorry
fic warnings: profanity, explicit smut, graphic depictions of violence, more will be added as the story progresses
wc: 67.0k
One: Did I give you permission?
Two: Flower festival
Three: The King of Curses
Four: Temper
Five: Depraved
Six: My Little Dove
Seven: Counting the Rings Inside of the Willow Tree
Eight: White Silence
Nine: Say Yes to Heaven
Ten: Hidden Letters
Eleven: A True Blessing
Twelve: Energy Shift Part One
Thirteen: Energy Shift Part Two
Fourteen: Prelude
extras:
thinking about king!sukuna who..
king!sukuna headcanons
doveyโs style
what ryuko looks like
ryuko drabble
the concubines
playlist
taglist is closed!!!
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Sukuna visits you every night, trying to fulfill his duty. Heโs doing his best to make it happen, but your womb is as bare as the day you met. Itโs been three months since the day you showed up, and heโs been having sex with you nearly daily. You should be pregnant by now.
Yet, youโve bled between the months. Heโs been keeping track, after all, itโs his whim. You claim the bleeding is lighter than your usual lunar cycle, but that doesnโt signify anything for himโฆ Perhaps youโre less fertile? It doesnโt make sense to him. Women donโt bleed while theyโre pregnant, therefore youโre not expecting.ย
Heโs feeding you, clothing you, giving you luxuries that you could never afford in your lifetimeโ How dare you not fulfill his simple wish. Heโs even helped your brother and helped your aunt in the process as well, heโs going above and beyond while you have done nothing for him.
Heโs become increasingly harsh with you. He wonโt dare to lay a hand on you, but heโs meaner than usual. Heโs at times cruel with you, and while you try to understand that heโs just frustrated with the situation and lack of results, you get in your feelings about his behavior. Who wouldnโt be upset at the fact that a monster nearly twice their size is yelling at them over something they canโt control?
โKing Sukuna will enjoy dinner with lady Kyoko tonight, my queen.โ Uraume bows down before you. Theyโve been giving you the announcement at least once a week. Heโs rewarding her for your barren womb. You simply hum in response, barely even acknowledging them.
โPlease tell Hina to make my dinner early, I want to rest soon.โ You tell them before they leave the room. Sukuna told you that you wouldnโt receive any loyalty from the very beginning, therefore youโre not upset that he goes off with Kyoko when he pleases. As a matter of fact, youโre glad that heโs choosing to visit her tonight.
You try not to think about the situation, though itโs the only thing that pops up in your mind. Heโs done what youโve asked from him, heโs simply waiting on you now. Heโs impatient, he wonโt wait around on you forever. Heโll get tired of waiting soon, and you fear what will happen to you that day.ย
โMy queen.โ You barely hear Hina coming into your room, so youโre startled when you hear her voice. She holds your tray of food, and you sigh at the sight. The food she makes is delicious each and every time, but youโre just not in the mood to eat tonight. Sukuna wonโt let you rest if he knows you havenโt eaten; he wants the process to be as fast and as smooth as possible.
โHina, do you also cook for Kyoko?โ You question once she puts the tray of food down. She furrows her brows, trying to recall who Kyoko is. The name doesnโt ring a bell.
โI apologize, I donโt know who that is.โ She responds, and it gives you a sense of satisfaction that the servant that tends to you goes nowhere near Kyoko. Though Hina is more of your personal servant than anything.ย
Ever since the night she cooked for you, sheโs been tasked with a lot more regarding you. Sheโs well studied, knowing how to read and write which made Sukuna force her to teach you. She keeps you company during your lonely afternoons, cheering you up while you wait for Sukuna to visit your room. Youโre starting to see her as a friend, and the thought of Kyoko getting anywhere near her upsets you.
โWill you keep me company tonight?โ You ask her, even though she doesnโt have much of an option. Your request is a commandโ Luckily for her, she doesnโt mind at all.
โOf course.โ She answers with a subtle smile on her lips. She kneels before you, and waits for you to speak. She speaks when spoken to. She steals some glances your way, watching the way you eat the food that she made for you. You usually devour the meal, but it seems that tonight youโre eating with disgust. โIs everything okay? Do you need me to remake the meal?โ
โI donโt have much of an appetite, my apologies.โ You tell her, and she holds her breath. She hates to scold you but itโs her duty.
โYou mustnโt apologize, my queen. King Sukuna would kill me if he were to hear your words.โ She responds, and youโre about to mutter another apology due to your carelessness, but you hold back. You chuckle before giving her a slight nod. โWhatโs on your mind?โ
โWhat makes a woman fall pregnant? Other than sex.โ You ask her, and sheโs taken back by your question. Her lips form into a straight line as she takes one good look at you.ย
โWhy would you like to know, my queen? Youโre already expecting.โ She says, and you furrow your brows. Hina has been by your side to see everything thatโs been going on for the past couple of months, she knows that youโre not expecting.ย
โHinaโฆ This isnโt a joke.โ You tell her, frankly a bit offended that sheโs said what she said. She maintains the same serious expression, and you canโt make anything of it. โIโve still been bleeding.โ
โWhen my mother was pregnant, she bled. Granted, we had no idea but within seven months she had a healthy baby.โ She answers. โIt sometimes happens.โ
โBabies come early.โ You point out. Hina knows a lot, but you know your own body. If you were carrying a baby, youโd feel it.
โThey do. But youโre also waking up nauseous, with tender breasts and youโre extremely fatigued throughout the day. Iโve been by your side enough to know.โ She explains, and you chew on the inside of your cheek. Maybe youโre just sick, it doesnโt signify that youโre pregnant. โPlus youโve been gaining some weight, it seems like a baby to me.โ
โLetโs change the topic.โ You end up saying, getting annoyed with her. Sheโs telling you what sheโs noticed, yet youโre getting irritated with the mere suggestion that youโre expecting. You donโt want to get your hopes up in the case that you arenโt.
A week after Hina tells you that youโre expecting, you begin to feel all the symptoms that she mentioned but even worse than before. You think youโre just getting into your head, giving yourself false hope. Youโre in your head a lot since Sukuna has stopped visiting you at night. He no longer asks for you to join him for dinner, and you canโt remember the last time you saw his face.
โHinaโฆโ You begin, needing the opinion of someone else. Sheโs told you that youโve been gaining weight, but you need her confirmation once again.ย
โYes, my queen?โ Hina responds without wasting a second. Sheโs flashed by you, and she doesnโt even blink twice. Itโs common for her to see you bare as she helps you get readyโ Though being suddenly flashed is not usual.
โAm I gaining weight?โ You ask her, and she nods in response.
โYou are expecting.โ She reaffirms you for the umpteenth time that week. It goes in one ear and out the other for you, and youโll ask her in ten minutes once again. Hina walks over to you and tries to cover you with your robe, โPlease cover yourself before someone walks inside.โ
โWhoโs going to dareโโ You begin, cut off by the door to your room sliding open. Uraume walks inside, about to give an announcement but they take one good look at you. Youโre thinking that theyโre staring at you because youโre pretty much naked, and thatโs only part of the issue. A subtle smile comes to Uraumeโs lips.
โI shall tell him the news.โ Uraume says, and you furrow your brows. What are they saying? Are they talking about the fact that youโre practically naked? Itโs not anything crazy considering Hina is your servant and helps you with everything throughout the day.
โItโs not necessary.โ You tell them, but they donโt listen to you and walk out of the room. Itโs not a matter that requires Sukuna so why are they telling him this? Is Hina not supposed to see you bare? โWhat are they going to do?โ
โTell him the news that youโre expecting.โ Hina fixes your robe, and you click your tongue.ย
โHow would they be able to tell? I donโt even have a bump, Iโve just gained some weight.โ You say, and Hina lets out a chuckle. You still refuse to acknowledge it, but she canโt blame you. There isnโt a definite way for you to know. She just feels the energy the moment she steps anywhere near you, itโs too hard to ignore.
โWeโll see what King Sukuna says.โ Hina tells you after sheโs done dressing you up again. Sheโd make you more presentable, but she has a feeling that you wonโt go out so there isnโt a need for it. She wants you to be as comfortable as possible.
Your body tenses up as you hear his loud footsteps approach the room. You feel as if you were a child about to get in trouble, even if you havenโt done anything wrongโ Not to your knowledge at least. Hina bows down on the floor the moment Sukuna enters the room. You donโt give him the same honor, you donโt need to.
โCome here.โ Sukuna doesnโt have to speak twice before youโre stepping towards him. You hold your breath when youโre before him, growing impatient as you wait for him to do something. A wicked smile forms on his face before he gleefully says, โItโs resonating.โ
โWhatโโ You begin as his hands go to your lower abdomen.
โHe has a strong flow of cursed energy.โ Sukuna points out, which leaves you confused. The statement isnโt meant for you though, you notice Uraume smiling before they bow down their head. โSo muchโฆ It has to be twins.โ
โTwins?!โ Youโre still denying the fact that youโre expecting, the mere suggestion that youโre expecting more than one baby is baffling. You try to take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down. โHow do you even know Iโm pregnant? Itโโ
โDo not question me, woman.โ Sukuna canโt even properly yell at you, as a weird feeling consumes himโฆ Satisfaction, it has to be. Heโs finally getting what he wants. โHow did I not notice?โ
โYou havenโtโโ Uraume begins but Sukuna turns his head to glare at them. They bite their tongue as Sukuna looks back down at you.
โYou have to eat properly. Iโll overlook your every meal.โ Sukuna says, which is overwhelming to hear. Dinner with Sukuna was already an experience, so you arenโt necessarily excited to have him watch you eat every meal.ย
โIs that necessary?โ You ask him, and Hina is surprised by your bold words. Though she guesses you can say whatever youโd like when youโre expecting Sukunaโs child. โI mean so far Iโm eating well and everythingโโ
โI will be accompanying you.โ He hates when he has to repeat himself, but he guesses he has no other option. Heโs not going to harm you in any way, at least not when youโre clearly pregnant. โUraume make the announcement, and set people to watch her.โ
โWatch me? Am I a child?โ You question, and he canโt help but chuckle. You truly are clueless, he canโt help but be amused.
โSomeone will try to harm you. Youโre so pathetic that you canโt fend for yourself, so Iโll assign someone to watch you.โ Sukuna answers, and just as the words leave his lips, an idea comes to mind. Would he like to have you by his side all day and every day? Absolutely not. Does he want to ensure that youโre safe and his son(s) are alright? Yes. In that way heโll also have the pleasure to rub it in everyoneโs face that heโs having an heir. โI retract my order. Iโll be watching her.โ
โKing Sukuna, thatโs not the best decisionโโ Uraume begins, thinking about your well-being considering Sukunaโs life is something that youโre not ready to see. Youโve been shielded from it the past couple of months, but heโs even worse than the being that he presents himself to be.
โIโve made my decision and thatโs final. Who are you to question my order?!โ He raises his voice, which is the most extreme reaction that heโd give Uraume. If they were anyone else, they wouldโve taken their final breath. Sukuna rolls his eyes before speaking again, โYou, on the floor, make her something to eat. And you, Uraume, get to work on my food.โ
โYes, my king.โ They respond in unison before walking out of the room, leaving you alone with Sukuna.
You arenโt sure what to do once youโre alone with him. Whenever youโre alone with him you proceed to have sex, but itโs too early in the day for that to happen. Youโre not sure if itโs going to happen again, not when youโre already expecting.
โYouโve proved to be useful.โ Sukuna comments, extending one of his arms for you to take, so you can walk with him to the dining room. Youโre hesitant to take it, but you end up doing what he wants you to since you donโt need him to raise his voice at you. Walking alongside him is an honor for anyone, and youโre the first to do itโ Not because he sees you as an equal, but because you carry something that is.
โHow do you know that Iโm expecting?โ You question, which goes unheard by him. Itโs not for the same reasons as Hina since Sukuna isnโt by your side to know that your body has been changing. You recall his words from earlier, though they make little to no sense.
โWhat do you want?โ Sukuna asks you, and you furrow your eyebrows in confusion, looking up at him. โYou must want a gift considering youโve partially fulfilled your duty.โ
โOhโฆโ You respond. Your gift was him helping your brother and aunt, which he already has done. But heโs offering something more, which youโll gladly accept. You just have to think about what you want. โCan I see my family?โ
โNo. Anything else?โ Sukuna answers, and you sigh. You shake your head, you donโt want anything else for the time being. โJewelry is what your kind likes, no?โ
Summary: You used to be just another servant among the army of humans operating under the command of the terrible king, Sukuna Ryomen. An ordinary human who only knows how to wash, clean and cook. Until one day, he notices something in you that you hadn't seen before.
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Winter was dangerously approaching, and you could feel it in your body. In the darkest part of the castle, all the servants slept in giant bunks that stretched from the stone floor to the cobwebby ceiling in the freezing dungeon. The worries of survival and the stress of slavery were on pause so you could dream of a life outside the dark castle. You covered yourself as best you could with the thin cotton blanket that all the servants had. You tossed and turned to find the most comfortable position to sleep on the straw-filled mattress. Over the months you had perfected your technique to not freeze to death in winter in your sleep. You would wrap your arms around your legs and tuck your head between your knees to keep yourself warm. It was times like these when you missed the people who used to be your family.ย ย
You were about to complete one year of serving his majesty. You still couldn't believe that you had outlived him for so long, but you were glad. The fact that you didn't have any scratches from the king meant you were doing a good job. You hoped it would be that way for the rest of your stay there, meaning the rest of your life. There was also the possibility that you would become as important to him as Uraume, but that was asking for too much.ย
Loud metallic sounds woke you from your uncomfortable sleep. You slowly opened your eyes to get used to the sharp light coming from the open door. Uraume was standing at the entrance to the dungeon, banging on one of the kitchen pots with a metal spoon. All the servants were slowly waking up amid grunts of reluctance at the commotion. You pulled your hair back in confusion at the white ribbon that matched your uniform. This was the first time they had been woken up like this.ย
โToday is hunting day. After breakfast, head for the parade ground,โ Uraume announced in their characteristic monotone voice before retreating.ย
When he closed the door behind him, all the servants wailed in unison. You didn't understand what was going on. All you knew was that this would be a day unlike any other. You quickly put on your white apron to join the others in their collective grief towards the dining room. Unlike the king's dining room, this one was larger and sadder. Instead of elegant ebony wood furniture and gold utensils, there were long wooden benches damaged from all the years of use and uneven china.ย
Upon entering the dining room, they were met with a completely different picture than usual. A table full of delicious dishes on marble tableware shined in the center of the cold room. Exotic fruit cut into different shapes, different cuts of meat paraded on beautiful gold trays and unknown foods were displayed around the elegant table. They looked like works of art. It was a buffet at the height of a royal feast. Although it was a magnificent surprise, the other servants did not look happy. They reluctantly served themselves, took advantage of the jugs of wine, and some sobbed as they ate bread.ย
โWhat's wrong with everyone?โ You asked the servant in front of you in the serving line.ย
โIt's hunting day,โ the servant replied dryly.ย
If there was one thing that set you apart from Sukuna servants, it was that they were all over 40 years old. They were old curmudgeons, judgmental ladies or people who were just waiting for Sukuna to kill them after making some superficial mistake. So most of them envied your youth, but they also felt sorry for you because you had ended up in the same hell as them at such a young age. Luckily, there were a few exceptions.ย
โI know that. It's the first day of April, the best month to hunt quail, wild boar and deer.โ You answered excitedly.ย
โI forget that this is your first year here.โ Said the woman before turning around between limps to look you in the eye. โWe won't be hunters, we'll be the prey.โ She corrected you in a whisper, about to burst into tears.ย
She lifted her skirt to show you that she had a horrible cut above her leg. The reason for her limp. One after another, the veteran servants around you showed you their survival wounds. Across the chest, some were armless and others were one-eyed. You hugged the porcelain plate of shock. That's when you realized why the shock. They were being served what would potentially be their last meal. With that disheartening feeling, you helped yourself to a few crรชpes with jelly and strawberries. With your eyes, you looked around for the one servant you considered your friend, Mrs. Inoue.ย ย
โToday looks like it's going to be an interesting day, doesn't it?โ You greeted her as you sat down next to her.ย
โHow can you be so positive in such an environment?โ she asked you with a faint smile.ย
Mrs. Inoue was a 50-year-old woman you had met on your first day at the castle. Her ashen hair, raisin skin and trembling fingers made her look older than she really was, the result of a life of tireless hard work. Although she had a face of few friends and kept to herself, she was always good to you.ย
โI'd rather be happy on my last day of life,โ you replied before biting into a juicy strawberry.ย
With her arms entwined, you helped Mrs. Inoue out of the castle at her slow but sure pace. The cloudy sky, cool wind and green grass welcomed you to the expansive parade ground. They lined up with the other servants to wait for instructions. At the perimeter of the castle, several curses in shining armor watched them like vultures. If any of the servants tried to escape, they would be snacked on by the first one to sink his teeth into them. They watched them from above, sneering with possessive eyes. You tried to ignore them, but it was difficult when you could hear their whispers.ย
Two curses opened the gigantic main doors of the castle to usher in the great king Sukuna and Uraume. They reached for the trumpets under their armpits to sound an imperial march to introduce the highest authority of the nation as an inauguration to the great event that was to take place. They stepped onto the platform to the rhythm of the music to get a better look at all the inferior beings who were about to give their lives to entertain the tyrant they served.ย
Uraume called the roll of all the servants, making sure they were all present. Sukuna did not take his eyes off you, his gaze constantly analyzing you as always. You tightened your dress to calm your nerves. Sometimes you wish you knew what he was thinking when his cursed eyes fell on you amidst the sea of heads.ย
โThe rules are the same as every year, but I will repeat them for the new servants,โ Uraume began their speech.ย
If Sukuna has something in common with the other kings, it is that he loves hunting day. The royals usually carry out this activity with animals that are eaten at the end of the day in a great feast. A refined event to test the discipline of the upper class, but for Sukuna it is an opportunity to satisfy his sadistic needs. His version of the hunting day consists of throwing all his servants into a dangerous forest on the outskirts of the kingdom. They will all try to hide or run away like white rabbits so he can catch them. To mark those he has found, he cuts them down with his cursed technique. Some die in the process, but most survive, only having to deal with the injury for life.ย
โThe last one to be caught will not be cut and will get a week off from housework as a reward. This is with the intention that you take this activity seriously,โ Uraume finished their speech.ย
โWow, that doesn't sound bad,โ you commented, surprised that the tyrant would give such a generous prize. โWhat will you do if you win?โ you asked Mrs. Inoue.
โYeah, right, like if I could win,โ the lady laughed at herself.ย
โOh, come on. Don't give up just like that,โ you encouraged her as you hugged her arm affectionately.ย
In line, all the servants were escorted by Uraume and the other curse knights into the forest while the king rode in a luxurious carriage behind them all. The leaves crunched under their feet, the rich smell of earth dampened by the morning breeze reached your nose and the gigantic trees welcomed them to the battlefield. You would let those behind you know if there was a branch they needed to dodge or loose dirt they could slip on. You noticed how one of the servants began to sob louder and louder with each step he took. The old man was looking around paranoid in search of an escape route and scratching the back of his neck anxious. You wouldn't be surprised to see the poor man pee himself. The servant behind him was trying to calm him down, but nothing seemed to work. That was not a good sign.ย
โI can't do it anymore!โ The man screamed in horror before breaking formation and fleeing in panic in an attempt to get lost in the shady trees.ย
He could only take three steps before a curse caught him in its jaws, eating him alive in front of everyone without remorse. The poor man was writhing and screaming for help, but no one dared to help him, fearing of suffering the same fate. He was already more dead than alive in that situation. Everyone sobbed at the bloody scene. His own panic had just consumed a colleague. The curse ripped off his head and threw it towards you to scare you even more. The head fell in front of your feet, its eyes wide open and staring at you. There was not a trace of life behind them. It was just a pair of eyes that used to belong to someone. Sukuna arrived on the scene, surprising everyone. He inserted his claws into the man's black hair to lift it off the ground, while his equal continued to eat like a messy child. His gaze traveled between the faces of his terrified servants until it reached your face drab with shock.ย
It was just like that time he killed your rude colleagues in front of you. You didn't scream, cry or vomit like you used to. You just processed the situation in your mind to make sure you were fully awake. You were completely shocked to see the insides of that man who once gave you advice or helped you do an assignment. That man no longer existed, he was now food for the curse and the rest would serve as compost.
โWhat are you waiting for? You have 5 minutes to get out of my sight,โ Sukuna said before taking a bite of the head as if it were a juicy red apple, filling his lips with blood and dead skin, starting the event.ย
Everyone ran terrified into the forest while screaming for their lives, including Mrs. Inoue. You blinked a couple of times, taking in the situation. This was really happening, and you had to act fast. You bowed to your majesty before escaping his dangerous sight, running to the opposite side of where the servants had headed. Sukuna smiled as he watched you run through the trees, your dress, and hair swinging back and forth in the wind. You were fast, you were in good shape.
โI still don't understand why you think so highly of her,โ Uraume said as she approached him while he was losing sight of you.
โYou'll see,โ He answered before wiping his lips of blood.ย
Sukuna threw the head to the side and followed the direction where most of the servants had run. Uraume just followed him. They could question him all she wanted, but he always had the last word.ย
You were running between trees, bushes, and plants that could possibly kill you. Your feet were starting to get tired, you could barely breathe from exhaustion and your hands were pulling on your long skirt so you wouldn't trip. The wind whipped your face as you followed the steady rhythm of your panicked steps. You didn't know where you were running to nor did you have a plan in mind. You just ran in the opposite direction of your colleagues because it was logical that a hunter would prefer to go after several prey rather than just one.ย
You really didn't want him to hurt you. You had done so many things together that you doubted he was capable of doing such a thing. He always tried to touch you gently as if you were the most fragile rose in his garden. You had slept together, he had fed you the best food he could offer, defended you, given you a shower and had played together. You wanted to be by his side, but here you were, running away from him.ย
You didn't see a thick tree root sticking out of the fertile soil. Your foot got stuck in the hole, causing you to stumble. You fell onto your stomach, knocking the air out of your chest. You tried to recover quickly, but fell back to the ground from the lack of oxygen in your system. Your head began to spin, so you gave up. You stretched your limbs out like a starfish on land. Your gaze began to cloud over with tears emerging from your eyes. The plowed leaves that heralded the end of autumn danced over you in an attempt to lift your spirits. Sukuna will hurt you soon. You wiped your tears with the back of your hand. You felt so foolish for thinking Sukuna considered you someone special. You had no powers, you weren't the most beautiful girl in the kingdom, much less had royal blood. You were just another servant he would mark or, worse, kill. Your heart was beating a thousand beats an hour from the adrenaline coursing through your veins. An agonizing scream from one of your companions cut through the sky, causing a couple of little birds to fly away in fright.ย
You got up little by little to avoid falling again. You dusted yourself off and took a deep breath. It was confirmed. This was not a nightmare. If you wanted to survive, you had to keep running. You set off again towards the opposite side from where the scream had come from. You would do your best to be the last to be found, but nothing assured you that this would be the case. If a cut was the price for having been caressed by him, then you would pay it.ย
You kept running until you reached a cave in the foothills of a gigantic mountain. You debated whether to enter, it was so dark inside that you couldn't risk going in without knowing what was inside first. In an attempt to see beyond the darkness, you took a step inside. As soon as your foot touched the stone surface, a roar emerged from the incognito. Slowly, a three-headed bear came into view. A gasp of surprise escaped your throat. Its six red eyes were staring at you hungrily and the white foam coming from its snouts was not a promising sight. You were now facing a beast lesser than Sukuna, but one that would eat you alive no matter what. You backed up little by little, but he kept advancing at your pace.ย
โShitโฆโ You whispered before running for your life.ย
Your feet were moving as fast as they could, even faster due to the adrenaline rush that was running like crazy through your body. One false step and you were dead. The bear had its eyes fixed on you and was not about to give up until it consumed your flesh. In the distance you saw a tree that you knew you could easily climb. You ran to the tree and jumped onto its branches as if they were a makeshift ladder. You would be safe there. Grizzly bears don't know how to climbโฆ or so you thought. Your hand-eye coordination was being put to the test as you searched for the next branch to continue climbing quickly. Your labored breathing barely let you think, but you had to focus.ย
The path between the branches ended when there were only thin branches that couldn't possibly support your weight. You held on tightly to turn and look at the bear. Your eyes widened as you realized you weren't dealing with just any bear. Besides having three heads, it was climbing the tree perfectly. It was the end of you. You backed up as far as you could, but if you chose wrong you could fall out of the tree. You looked down to see if you could survive the fall. A small branch broke under your feet, it fell for 2 seconds. If your math didn't fail you, it was a fall of at least 30 meters. If you survived, you would break a bone and be easy prey for the rabid bear. You watched as the dangerous beast continued to climb the tree little by little, you had no options leftโฆ Well, you had one left.ย
The poor servant broke out in a cold sweat, his limbs trembled, and his throat closed as he watched Sukuna slowly approach him. Without hesitation, he cut the air. A deep wound appeared on the man's abdomen. He writhed on the ground and shrieked his mother's name from the excruciating pain. Some servants, who had already been marked, dragged him back to the castle to heal him like the others.ย
โThis is number 53. Only one is missing,โ Uraume informed their majesty.ย
โShe's still out there, isn't she?โ Sukuna asked, subtly proud.ย
โThat's right. She's the winner in her first year, how lucky,โ they replied, playing it down.ย
โIt's not luck,โ Sukuna corrected him. โShe walked away from her herd when she ran. She knew perfectly well what she was doing,โ he turned around to look for you.ย
โIs that why you are interested in her? Because she is smart?โ Uraume questioned him as he followed.ย
โIt's one of her qualities, but she has something else. Something that no other woman has,โ his main servant arched their eyebrow at that answer. His majesty used to be someone direct and focused, why was he hiding the reason for his choice?
โSo, what is it?โ
โMy king!โ Your voice echoed through the trees like an echo that lost power with distance. Sukuna arched his eyebrow when he heard you. I could recognize your voice anywhere in the world. Had you given up so quickly? โHelp me, please, my king!โย
Uraume was about to say something to him, but he disappeared with the speed of a snap. They were speechless at how quickly he had reacted to your call for help. Did he care that much about you? They ran at full speed to catch up with him. They couldn't help but smile to herself. At lastโฆ her king had a clear weakness.ย
Sukuna ran through the trees until he reached your location. Quickly, he realized the situation you were in. You had given up because you were about to be eaten by a bear more terrifying than he was. You were at the top of the tree, with no clear escape. He could see your face scared and about to burst into tears because you were facing your end face to face. You had given up and decided to call him in the face of the situation. You, a human who knew you could be hurt by him, decided to call him anyway. He knew you were special, but you surprised him more and more every day. Uraume didn't take long to arrive, a few seconds late and with their heart in their throat from the effort, but they arrived.
โMy king, this way!โ You cried as soon as you saw that he had come to your call for help while you waved your arm from side to side so he could see your whereabouts.ย
โJump,โ Sukuna ordered you with a mischievous smile as he crossed his arms.ย
Uraume was surprised to hear that. He had run halfway through the forest at such a speed to ask you to jump instead of saving you? They thought he cared enough about you, but it seems they had thought wrong. No servant would be crazy enough to jump that high for a tyrant like Sukuna.
You looked at the bear and then at your king. Both could kill you easily, but you had to do your lord's bidding before anything else. If he asked you to do so, it was for a reason, wasn't it? Without hesitating twice, you jumped from the tree while letting out a war cry. You closed your eyes waiting for the painful impact that would cause you to break a bone or two. The first second step, the second would come soon. Just as you thought you were about to hit the ground, you were suspended in midair. You slowly opened your eyes to see the ground in front of your nose.ย
โHuh?โ
Sukuna had caught you just in time by the knot of your apron as if you were a human yo-yo. He tossed you as if you weighed nothing so that you fell right into his strong arms. The king cradled you as if you were his tender baby. Your brain could not comprehend what was happening. His four eyes looked at you tenderly as he smiled proudly that you had obeyed him. You no longer knew if your heart was pounding from adrenaline or from joy that he had saved you.ย
โGood girl,โ He said before ruffling your hair with one of his four hands.ย
Uraume understood at that moment what Sukuna meant when he said โyou had potentialโ. You were not the most beautiful, nor the most intelligent, nor, much less, powerful. But you were extremely obedient and loyal to such an extent that you could risk your own body for him. You didn't question or challenge him, you just did what he asked without hesitation for a second.ย
Sukuna cut the bear into thousands of pieces with a slash while looking you in the eye. Your eyes wanted to see how the bear had finished, but his black claws directed your jaw back to him so you wouldn't lose sight of him, taking care not to scratch your face. You had already seen too much.
โThank you for saving me, my king,โ you said between stutters, still in shock.ย
โIt's the least I can do for this year's winner,โ he said before walking back to the castle. Two of his arms tightened around your body, while another one went around your back, his hand holding your ass. Your cheeks flushed as you realized he was touching you shamelessly. โDo you know what you'll be doing on your week off?โ he asked. You couldn't help but smile at that.
summary: kenji finds a secret that you have been keeping from him and it's making him doubt everything about you
pairings: kenji sato x fem!student!reader
warning: angst, arguments, emi defending you, mention of violence, gore, blood, and death, onset of a panic attack
masterlist !
an undercover agent.
working for the kdf
kenji's mind was whirling as he glared at your watch with utmost loathing. he was up early that morning, not being able to sleep much with the information he had discovered.
"good morning," you walked into his lab in the basement.
the watch slipped his grasp and he accidently kicked it your way.
you turned towards it and your expression turned alarmed at once, "kenji... where did you find that?" you had an idea of what he might of seen if he had your watch.
kenji turned around to face you, his eyes blazing with anger as he strode towards you, "the kdf? seriously?"
"oh god, ken," you covered your face with your hands, "it's not what it looks like-"
"i can't believe I trusted you. all along, you were working against us. you're nothing but a traitor!"
you flinched at his words, hurt by the disappointment and betrayal in his voice. but despite the pain, you didn't know how to tell him the truth. so you steeled yourself for his barrage of accusations.
"you had me fooled all this time. it was all just a facade, wasn't it? you were leading me on, using me to get what you wanted,"
"please, let me explain," you tried to speak, your frustration rising, "allow me to explain. i need you to trust me, kenji," you picked up the watch and strapped it around your wrist.
"i can't. not anymore," he snapped in disdain, "I thought I wasn't good enough for you, when it was you who was wrong all along, "you know deep down that you're not good enough, don't you? that's why you're always trying so hard to prove yourself. you're just a poser, pretending to be something you're not,"
your shoulders sagged at his words and your expression cleared. you swore you heart your heart crack.
ah, he hit the home run.
emi stepped between you and kenji, crying out in perplexity. she had never seen you argue with each other, but now, she didn't like it one bit.
kenji stared up at her, "step aside, young lady! you're gonna be in big trouble!"
emi trilled in retaliation, glancing at you in confusion.
you wanted to defend yourself, to prove that he was wrong, but something didn't feel right.
you couldn't breathe.
a chill slithered down your sweaty back, bursting into a shiver throughout your body.
kenji yelled, losing all sense, "emi! you're taking her side but she's the bad guy! she will kill you!"
"that's enough, kenji!" professor sato thundered, having just entered the lab, and having heard enough.
you froze, all of it sinking it. the words ascended your throat to defend yourself, and when you opened your mouth, you could hardly breathe.
you clutched your chest, scurrying out of the lab, ignoring professor sato's calls.
emi hurried after you, sobbing, but the tube elevator had disappeared out of view. she slumped down in her place with a pout, ears drooping down.
you barged into your room, leaning on the edge of your bed, and slid down the floor.
the memories of your past come rushing back to you like a tidal wave.
flashes of your parentsโ faces, their voices, and the sound of the door being broken down by armed guards fill your mind.
you were transported back to that terrifying day when your parents were arrested, your body trembling with fear and anger. You watched as the guards roughed up your parents, grabbing them without any consideration.
you feel the familiar pang of betrayal as you watch your parents being dragged into the van, their shouts of protest silenced by the KDF officers.
"no," you hit the side of your head repeatedly to knock off the images, "stop it!"
the scene changed, and you saw your parents being taken to a high-security facility. you watched as they were separated and taken to different rooms, their faces etched with worry and pain.
as you follow your parents, the memory begins to blur and shift. you can see your parents being subjected to intense questioning, their bodies bound to chairs as their minds are probed and invaded.
screams of pain echoed throughout the facility they tortured your parents to no end. blood oozing out of their skin where they had been beaten and battered up for information.
as you came out of the flashback, you were brought back to the present moment. the memories of your parents' arrest and torture came flooding back, and you felt yourself starting to spiral into yourself.
your breathing became shallow, your hands shaking, your mind racing with images of your parents in agony and drenched in blood.
your knees buckled, and you found yourself sinking to the ground. you could feel the onset of a panic attack, your body beginning to shake, chest tightening.
your watch beeped and your warbird suit encapsulated you, covering you from head to toe, metal plates shifting upwards over your body.
"no, not now," you screwed your eyes shut, reaching out to reality and attempting to steady your breathing.
snapping them open, your suit lit up and you began to gather yourself.
"her parents died that day," professor sato explained to kenji over the cries of emi, "they didn't make it through the interrogation. at first, y/n's father thought they were getting arrested for the identity of warbird, partner in crime of ultraman," he scoffed, "but they were wrong. it was for their involvement in kaiju studies. y/n's father knew where kaij island was. so they thought they could torture it out of him. it got so severe that they-" he paused, screwing his eyes shut in agony, "they tortured them to death," his voice shook.
kenji shut his eyes, his heart heavy with sorrow, regret, and guilt. The weight of his actions and the full extent of his guilt started to sink in, and he began to understand the gravity of his words.
"the kdf disposed of their bodies by faking a car accident. inconsiderate of the little girl that was orphaned," professor sato's heart ached at the memory, his eyes getting glassy.
"y/n got into the kdf under a fake name by using her skill and expertise to know why they were specifically after emi. and also to know if her parents were, by some miracle, still alive,"
"kenji, professor sato," mina interrupted, "dr. y/n is experiencing a panic attack. i suggest immediate assistance before her condition gets worse,"
kenji felt his heart drop, "where is she?" he spun around to face the ai, who was also worried for you.
"in the guest room, but kenji-"
he didn't let her finish. he rushed to the elevator, his brain screaming at him to get to you at once, "dad, watch emi, i'll go check in on y/n,"
once kenji skidded to a stop in front of your room, he found the door ajar. stepping in, he took in the bedroom's state of disarray.
several items were strewn across the room as though you had stumbled over them. the sheets on the bed were yanked off, leaving the mattress exposed.
but most of your things were gone, and so were you, leaving the balcony door open.
he sat alone in the empty room, consumed by a wave of guilt that seemed to crush him. he replayed the argument over and over in his mind, your broken expression, berating himself for the heated words he had spoken and the hurtful tone he had used.
he regretted allowing his emotions to boil over and push you away. the silence of the room was almost deafening, intensifying his sense of remorse and longing for your presence.
they will make it up to each other so, don't worry about it. even after i finish the series, i'll be writing drabbles because i can't get enough of kenji sato. if you guys have any requests, don't hesitate to send them.
also, do you guys want another smut chapter? i think it'll be an overkill. but if you guys want it, i'll make it work somehow;)
summary: kenji finds a secret that you have been keeping from him and it's making him doubt everything about you
pairings: kenji sato x fem!student!reader
warning: angst, arguments, emi defending you, mention of violence, gore, blood, and death, onset of a panic attack
masterlist !
an undercover agent.
working for the kdf
kenji's mind was whirling as he glared at your watch with utmost loathing. he was up early that morning, not being able to sleep much with the information he had discovered.
"good morning," you walked into his lab in the basement.
the watch slipped his grasp and he accidently kicked it your way.
you turned towards it and your expression turned alarmed at once, "kenji... where did you find that?" you had an idea of what he might of seen if he had your watch.
kenji turned around to face you, his eyes blazing with anger as he strode towards you, "the kdf? seriously?"
"oh god, ken," you covered your face with your hands, "it's not what it looks like-"
"i can't believe I trusted you. all along, you were working against us. you're nothing but a traitor!"
you flinched at his words, hurt by the disappointment and betrayal in his voice. but despite the pain, you didn't know how to tell him the truth. so you steeled yourself for his barrage of accusations.
"you had me fooled all this time. it was all just a facade, wasn't it? you were leading me on, using me to get what you wanted,"
"please, let me explain," you tried to speak, your frustration rising, "allow me to explain. i need you to trust me, kenji," you picked up the watch and strapped it around your wrist.
"i can't. not anymore," he snapped in disdain, "I thought I wasn't good enough for you, when it was you who was wrong all along, "you know deep down that you're not good enough, don't you? that's why you're always trying so hard to prove yourself. you're just a poser, pretending to be something you're not,"
your shoulders sagged at his words and your expression cleared. you swore you heart your heart crack.
ah, he hit the home run.
emi stepped between you and kenji, crying out in perplexity. she had never seen you argue with each other, but now, she didn't like it one bit.
kenji stared up at her, "step aside, young lady! you're gonna be in big trouble!"
emi trilled in retaliation, glancing at you in confusion.
you wanted to defend yourself, to prove that he was wrong, but something didn't feel right.
you couldn't breathe.
a chill slithered down your sweaty back, bursting into a shiver throughout your body.
kenji yelled, losing all sense, "emi! you're taking her side but she's the bad guy! she will kill you!"
"that's enough, kenji!" professor sato thundered, having just entered the lab, and having heard enough.
you froze, all of it sinking it. the words ascended your throat to defend yourself, and when you opened your mouth, you could hardly breathe.
you clutched your chest, scurrying out of the lab, ignoring professor sato's calls.
emi hurried after you, sobbing, but the tube elevator had disappeared out of view. she slumped down in her place with a pout, ears drooping down.
you barged into your room, leaning on the edge of your bed, and slid down the floor.
the memories of your past come rushing back to you like a tidal wave.
flashes of your parentsโ faces, their voices, and the sound of the door being broken down by armed guards fill your mind.
you were transported back to that terrifying day when your parents were arrested, your body trembling with fear and anger. You watched as the guards roughed up your parents, grabbing them without any consideration.
you feel the familiar pang of betrayal as you watch your parents being dragged into the van, their shouts of protest silenced by the KDF officers.
"no," you hit the side of your head repeatedly to knock off the images, "stop it!"
the scene changed, and you saw your parents being taken to a high-security facility. you watched as they were separated and taken to different rooms, their faces etched with worry and pain.
as you follow your parents, the memory begins to blur and shift. you can see your parents being subjected to intense questioning, their bodies bound to chairs as their minds are probed and invaded.
screams of pain echoed throughout the facility they tortured your parents to no end. blood oozing out of their skin where they had been beaten and battered up for information.
as you came out of the flashback, you were brought back to the present moment. the memories of your parents' arrest and torture came flooding back, and you felt yourself starting to spiral into yourself.
your breathing became shallow, your hands shaking, your mind racing with images of your parents in agony and drenched in blood.
your knees buckled, and you found yourself sinking to the ground. you could feel the onset of a panic attack, your body beginning to shake, chest tightening.
your watch beeped and your warbird suit encapsulated you, covering you from head to toe, metal plates shifting upwards over your body.
"no, not now," you screwed your eyes shut, reaching out to reality and attempting to steady your breathing.
snapping them open, your suit lit up and you began to gather yourself.
"her parents died that day," professor sato explained to kenji over the cries of emi, "they didn't make it through the interrogation. at first, y/n's father thought they were getting arrested for the identity of warbird, partner in crime of ultraman," he scoffed, "but they were wrong. it was for their involvement in kaiju studies. y/n's father knew where kaij island was. so they thought they could torture it out of him. it got so severe that they-" he paused, screwing his eyes shut in agony, "they tortured them to death," his voice shook.
kenji shut his eyes, his heart heavy with sorrow, regret, and guilt. The weight of his actions and the full extent of his guilt started to sink in, and he began to understand the gravity of his words.
"the kdf disposed of their bodies by faking a car accident. inconsiderate of the little girl that was orphaned," professor sato's heart ached at the memory, his eyes getting glassy.
"y/n got into the kdf under a fake name by using her skill and expertise to know why they were specifically after emi. and also to know if her parents were, by some miracle, still alive,"
"kenji, professor sato," mina interrupted, "dr. y/n is experiencing a panic attack. i suggest immediate assistance before her condition gets worse,"
kenji felt his heart drop, "where is she?" he spun around to face the ai, who was also worried for you.
"in the guest room, but kenji-"
he didn't let her finish. he rushed to the elevator, his brain screaming at him to get to you at once, "dad, watch emi, i'll go check in on y/n,"
once kenji skidded to a stop in front of your room, he found the door ajar. stepping in, he took in the bedroom's state of disarray.
several items were strewn across the room as though you had stumbled over them. the sheets on the bed were yanked off, leaving the mattress exposed.
but most of your things were gone, and so were you, leaving the balcony door open.
he sat alone in the empty room, consumed by a wave of guilt that seemed to crush him. he replayed the argument over and over in his mind, your broken expression, berating himself for the heated words he had spoken and the hurtful tone he had used.
he regretted allowing his emotions to boil over and push you away. the silence of the room was almost deafening, intensifying his sense of remorse and longing for your presence.
they will make it up to each other so, don't worry about it. even after i finish the series, i'll be writing drabbles because i can't get enough of kenji sato. if you guys have any requests, don't hesitate to send them.
also, do you guys want another smut chapter? i think it'll be an overkill. but if you guys want it, i'll make it work somehow;)
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โผ Heart Warming [*/โ๏ธ]
(Husband!Henry Cavill x Wife!Reader)
: Things get a bit hot when Henry uses his magical methods to comfort Y/n ;)
โผ Birthday Cake [โ๏ธ/Slight๐ง]
(Boyfriend!Henry Cavill x Reader)
:When everyone bails on Y/n's birthday, all seems to be doomed, but not for long
โผ In Sickness and In Health [โ๏ธ]๐
(CEO!Husband!Henry Cavill x Reader)
: Y/n tells a white lie, which ticks Henry off, in the most caring way
โผ What About The Game? [โ๏ธ]
(Henry Cavill x Reader)
: Henry introduces Y/n to the world of rugby, not realising what heโs gotten himself into
โผ Dangerous Protection [โ๏ธ/slight๐ง]
(Mafia Husband!Henry Cavill x Reader)
: Welcome to the life of Henry and Y/n Cavill, the most powerful couple in the whole of Europe and maybe even the world. Watch their romance bloom along with their son Charlie
โผ For Kal, Of Course [โ๏ธ]๐
(Henry Cavill x Interviewer! Reader)
: Henry falls head over heels for someone, over his dog??
โผ Period Pains [โ๏ธ]
(Henry Cavill x Reader)
:Henry and Y/n clash on her period, but of course Henry always has something up his sleeve
โผ Brother Bear [โ๏ธ]
(Husband!Henry Cavill x Reader)
: Henry and Y/n adjust to their new life with their newborn baby boy
โผ Another One?! [โ๏ธ]๐
(Henry Cavill x Reader)
: Henry is at the premier for The Witcher season 2 and he also took Kal with him, meaning Y/n's been left unsupervised
โผ Itโs The Little Things [โ๏ธ]
(Henry Cavill x Reader)
: Henry Cavill realising Reader is the one when she does little things for him and Kal, showing that she truly loves and knows them
โผ Hospital Visits [โ๏ธ]
(Husband!Henry Cavill x Doctor!Reader)
: Henry injures himself and thereโs only one person he trusts enough to look after him
โผ A Proud Boyfriend [โ๏ธ/slight * ]๐
(Boyfriend!Henry Cavill x Flight Attendant!Reader)
: Henry and Y/n are on two different flights, although Y/n knows better than to question the fact that Henry always gets his way
โผ Big Bear Hug [โ๏ธ]
(Henry Cavill x Reader)
: When Y/n gets asked to look after her best friendโs dog, she gets a lot more than she bargained for
โผ The Worst Days [โ๏ธ/Slight๐ง]
(Henry Cavill x Reader)
: Y/n canโt help but feel drained but Henry is there to be the master of distraction
โผ Beard Or No Beard? [โ๏ธ]
(Husband!Henry Cavill x Reader)
: reader is trying to brush and bath Kal, but heโs being a diva when it comes to the bath part and being playful. Later on, Henry asks her if she can help him shaving his beard, which at first, she doesnโt want to because she likes it, but he has to shave it.
โผ What's Your Emergency? [โ๏ธ/๐ง]
(Fiance!Henry Cavill x 911 Dispatcher!Reader)
:Y/n has a challenging day at work and it all comes to blow, thankfully she has her own superman to come and save the day
โผ How Much Is Too Much [โ๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry Cavill x Doctor!Reader)
: Fans retell the best moments of what they see from Y/n and Henry's relationship
โผ Silly Me [โ๏ธ]๐
(Henry Cavill x Singer!Reader)
:Innocent flirting between 2 stars + a cockblock James Corden =??
โผ Marvel VS DC [โ๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry Cavill x MCU Actress! Reader)
:Fans Retell their favourite moments between Y/n and Henry VIA tweets
โผ All Worn Out [โ๏ธ*]๐
(Husband!Henry Cavill x Wife!Reader)
: Movie night turns sauce ( not joking, might be the sauciest thing iโve ever written)
โผ Henry Cavill Fatherhood Scenarios ๐
(Dad!Henry Cavill x Wife!Reader)
=Not a series, just a compilation
Chapter 1
โผ Sign of Love [โ๏ธ]
(Henry Cavill x Deaf!Florist!Reader)
:Headcanon of you and Henry's relationshipโฅ๏ธ With a lot of flowers
โผ Handyman [โ๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry x Pregnant!Reader)
: fans on social media are absolutely in love with Henry and Y/n's relationship, and canโt ignore the fact that the woman is stunningly glowing
โผ Doctor, Doctor [โ๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry x Doctor!Reader)
: Fans retell their favourite moments from Henry and Dr. Y/n's wedding movie
โผ Baby Doctor [โ๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry x Doctor!Reader)
: Fans retell the events of whatโs going on in the Cavill fam, especially with two new arrivals, the twins Poppy and Lucy
โผ Video Star [*]๐
(BF!Henry x Excamgirl!GF!Reader)
: After watching one of Y/n's old camgirl streams, a sense of dominance overpowers her boyfriend Henry
โผ Cavill Clan [โ๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry x Primary Teacher!Reader)
: fans react to Henry's announcement that not only has he gotten married during lockdown, but there is a new addition to the Cavill Clan...a daughter
โผ Wedding Labour [โ๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry x Wife!Reader)
: doctor reader goes into labor at her and Henryโs wedding? The twitter reaction format please?
โผ My Wife is fine, thanks [โ๏ธ/slight ๐ง๏ธ]๐
(Husband!Henry x Wife!Reader)
: Some friendly and not so friendly fans, react to Henry and the readerโs 10+ year age gap
โผ Strawberry Shortcake [โ๏ธ*]๐
(Husband!Henry x Shy!Wife!Reader)
: henry cavill x shy! reader kitchen smut, pls! Apron + daddy + slap on the ass + cock sucking + gropping + size kinks
โผ Sleepy Snuggles [โ๏ธ*]๐
(Boyfriend!Henry Cavill x Girlfriend!Reader)
: Henry loves on his cockdrunk girlfriend all through the night, especially during Christmas season
โผ Sugar Sweet Thong [โ๏ธ*] ๐
(Lumberjack!Henry Cavill x Wife!Reader)
: After Y/n gets a new thong, away up in his cabin where no one can touch her but him, her wild man of a husband canโt keep his hands off her (Major Dom Henry)
โผ Youโre Already So Sexy [โ๏ธ*] ๐
(Lumberjack!Henry Cavill x Wife!Reader)
: Henry has to uplift his woman after she has some major insecurities about herself and his pussy, but all she needs is him (Major Dom Henry)
โผ Quick, Itโs BeReal [โ๏ธ*] ๐
(Henry Cavill x Girlfriend!Reader)
: Henry where his BEREAL goes off during sex and their friends react; reader has hickies all over her chest and neck and tied up
โผ Mr. Clingy and Kal [โ๏ธ] ๐
(BF!Henry Cavill x Shy!Oblivious!Actress!Reader)
: Fans retell the moments of Henry and Y/n L/nโs relationship despite her being quite the opposite of him. (major clingy Henry)
: When Y/n ends up in a polyamorous relationship with both of the sexiest men, it only makes sense for her to enjoy herself
โผ My Little Love [โ๏ธ/*]
(Boyfriend!Henry Cavill x Short!Reader)
: they're at his parents house because she's meeting his family and one of his relatives says something about their size difference which triggers Henry's size kink (Major Dom, Loving Henry)
โผ No Panties Indoors [โ๏ธ/*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x Wife!Reader)
: Housewife Y/n canโt help but find her wild husband extremely sexy while heโs fixing another one of his projects (Major Dom possessive Henry)
โผ A Virginโs Lesson [โ๏ธ*]
(Boyfriend!Dom!Henry x Virgin!Shy!Girlfriend!Reader)
: When Henry finds out his virgin girlfriendโs needs, and her fears, he takes it upon himself to teach her a finger or two(Dom Henryโผ๏ธ)
โผ Kissies and Waxed [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Wife!Reader)
: Y/n gets all shy and adorable with her grumpy husband on their wedding night, letting him enjoy his waxed present(Dom Henry)
โผ But Thatโs Mine Hen! [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Wife!Reader)
: Pouty Y/n gets jealous when her grump of a man is approached by a certain woman; she can't help but stomp her foot and whine, showing everyone that he's hers and vice versa (Dom!Henry)
โผ Expect the Unexpected Baby [๐ง๏ธโ๏ธ]
(Henry Cavill x Pregnant!Reader)
:Henry breaks up with Y/n, only to discover heโs left something of his behind, his baby. Does he try and reconcile? or Does he just accept the path heโs made?
โผ Sugar Sweet Tongue [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Reader)
:Sweet little Y/n has caught the eye of the local lumberjack, and he gives her a lesson or two in tonguing and kisses
โผ Soldier Snuggles Butterfly [โ๏ธ*]
(pairing: Soldier!Henry Cavill x Shy!Wife!Reader)
: Henry comes home to his sweetheart, his butterfly, and she needs his touch to help her sensitive button get to sleep(Fluffy!Soft!Smut) (Emotional sex)
โผ More Kissies and Workouts [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Reader)
: Sweet shy little Y/n joins her new older boyfriend for one of his workouts, but can she keep up?
โผ Sugar Plum Princess [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Reader)
:Y/n feels a little under the weather after a snow day so Henry gives his sweet shy wife a taste of his special โmedicineโ (Major Dom Henry)
โผ One hot mama [โ๏ธ*]
(Mechanic!Henry Cavill X Single!mom!Reader)
:Henry becomes a daddy when a special woman enters his life, and his garage... and his home (DILF Henry) (Emotional!Henry)
โผ Baby Subway [โ๏ธ]
(Husband!Henry Cavill x Shy!Pregnant!Wife!Reader)
:Henry has to order for his shy pregnant wife when she wants a sandwich and he just has a cuteness explosion over her, and so do some fans (DILF Henry)
โผ Barefoot and Pregnant [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Reader)
: Henry and his cockdrunk wife go through an emotional love-making experience, after being pressured by her friends to give her husband a 'hall pass' because of her growing body (DILF!Henry) (Dom!Henry)
โผ Pregnancy on the Brain [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Reader)
: Now that Henry's successfully knocked up his precious darling wife, he has to keep an extra eye on her and their little miracle (Dom!Henry) (Emotional loving)
โผ Sugar Bun Cuddles [โ๏ธ*]
(Lumberjack!Husband!Henry x short!Shy!Reader)
: while on her period Henry has to put up with a little more attitude than normal, whilst also cuddling his precious sweet girl, and making sure she's taken care ot, and baby Marly (Sweet!Henry) (Brat!Reader)
โผ Daddyโs Princess Fairy [โ๏ธ]
(Husband!Dad!Sy X Wife!Mom!Reader)
: Sy comes home to his newborn babygirl and wife after his last ever deployment, and heโs desperate to meet his tiny twin, and get into his wifeโs panties (Dilf Sy)
โผ Sy, I am Backup [โ๏ธ]
(Captain!Sy x Girlfriend!Sniper!Reader)
: Reader is like a total badass super deadly sniper and she leads like a badass group of women who are also deadly soldiers. Anyways the ladies are called in to help rescue Sy and his team?
โโ Coach isn't on the bus, but his daughter is.
โโ "You wanted a private interview? Well here it is."
โโ Just a quick blowjob before his game. He basically begs you.
โโ "It'd be quick, no one coming in here." He whispers in your ear.
โโ Just what he needs after a long day's work of training in baseball in the day and being Ultraman at the night
โโ "Is this why you wanted an interview of the records? Kenji Sato gets a handjob from a reporter and can't stop whimpering. "
โโ This is how Ken Sato looks at you after trying to deny him the only thing that can cheer him up after losing a match.
โโ He had a good match today, won the season all thanks to the countless support and encouragement from his bare. He's gotta repay her somehow.
โโ When Emmi was around, it was Emmi, a game, the press, Emmi again, training, coach shouting at him, Emmi again, being Ultraman, Emmi. He barely got any time to rest, but whenever he did, he didn't use it to sleep but rather for stress relief
โโโ Kenji always spent so much time on the online meetings that the coach had him join. Hours of coach's rambling, and he couldn't even doze off because he would always call on someone like it was a damn history class. You decide to help Kenji and satisfy his boredom a little bit.
rezitioยฉ, as promised my children. enjoy & I'd live feedback and sorry for going away for so long. Startedbthis yesterday lol.
ึด เฃช๐ค characters: kenji sato as himself; you as the coach's daughter
ึด เฃช๐ค summary: it was an unwritten rule that the coach's daughter is off-limits. too bad kenji sato has a hankering for forbidden fruit. oh, he tried to resist it alright, not wishing to risk the ire of the coach but boy did you make it hard for him.
ึด เฃช๐ค tags: whipped kenji sato, kenji sato in his loser and pathetic era, self-indulgent self-insert, bamf reader
Kenji Sato was merely strolling through the neighborhood, weary to the bone after nursing Emi to sleep. It was a little past midnight, but even then, the city hummed with its own heartbeat โa symphony of distant sirens, the occasional screech of tires, and the steady murmur of conversations drifting upward. He had just turned a corner to a batting cage that he knew never closed when he chanced upon you.
You were wearing a baseball jersey that seemed several sizes too big on you, and shorts that revealed an expanse of milky thighs. You had a cap on backwards, with your hair neatly tied up in a ponytail. He would be lying if he said that didn't make him feel things. He had to do a double take because he wasn't sure if he was hallucinating.
You were practicing your pitch. No, wait. That's an understatement. You were throwing as though competing in the world championship and not merely hitting mark after mark in a batting cage. Kenji couldn't help but admire you. Your pitches were a blend of power and finesse, each one finding its mark with uncanny accuracy.
With each pitch, you adjusted your approachโmixing in curveballs that broke sharply, sliders that darted sideways, and sinkers that dipped low. You varied your speeds and locations, testing your control and honing your ability to keep hitters off balance.
And every time you landed a hit, you smiled. Your smile hid secrets that Kenji Sato desperately wanted to pry from your lips. Under the glaring lights of the batting cage, you glowed like a shooting star over barren wasteland.
Kenji burned with the need to meet you. He quickened his pace until he found himself joining you in the cage.
Laughter rang out the otherwise quiet baseball park. You watched the man, who had introduced himself as Kenji, mumble obscenities under his breath as he missed pitch after pitch.
"Damn it, woman," He finally said out loud, his expression warring between amusement and annoyance. "Who taught you how to do that?"
"My father!" You called back, leaning back on the balls of your feet as Kenji came to approach you. His powerful well-muscled body moved with easy grace.
"You have got to introduce me," He said, panting slightly from the night's exertions. "Need him to teach me those moves."
You craned your neck to look at him. He was a good deal taller than you were. Up close, his shoulders were wider than you had anticipated. His black hair gleamed in the lights. His firm mouth was curled as though always on the edge of laughter. He was a man in every sense of the word. You weren't sure if your throat was dry because of practice or because of him.
"Eh, I don't think he'd teach the likes of you," You said rather wearily, suddenly hyper-aware of your proximity and the fact that you were glistening with sweat. You probably smelled, too. A faint pink blush coated your cheeks when Kenji leaned closer.
"Why's that?" He asked, clear eyes shining with intrigue. "Man hasn't met me yet."
You stepped back in surprise. "You're cocky," You blurted out, averting your gaze from Kenji's scrutiny.
He puffed out his chest. "I think I'm entitled to some bragging rights," He said tersely.
You arched an eyebrow at him, "Really? Coming from the man who couldn't even hit a single one of my throws?"
Kenji quickly deflated. "Hey, I was just...taking it easy on you..." He mumbled begrudgingly, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly.
You laughed and started walking towards the exit. "Sure ya are, sport."
Your laughter tugged at his heartstrings and made his pulse skittish. Kenji was pleased at himself for making you laugh.
"I really am!" He defended, jogging to catch you. "If you wanna go another round, I'd be more than willing to."
You shrugged him off. "As much as I want to wipe the floor with your ass," At this, Kenji let out a derisive snort of offense. You snickered. "I'm beat, Kenji," You added exhaustedly.
Kenji Sato felt his spirits drop to the soles of his feet. He wasn't quite ready to part ways. He glanced at his watch. It was already four a.m. He quickly caught your wrist as an idea sprung on him. "I know a place."
Kenji Sato thanked the heavens above that Tatsuya was still open. He wasn't sure it would be, it was hard to think of other places to go to when you had your arms wrapped around his torso. The streets were empty and Kenji's motorcycle roared with life as it glided through the city. He wanted to drive well within the speed limit, but you had objected, saying something along the lines of, "This bike's made to fly!"
He indulged you, how could he say no to a pretty lady? His chest squeezed every time you laughed giddily and urged him to go faster. It didn't do his poor heart any favors when you tightened your grasp around his waist every time he sped up.
The thrum of the engine beneath Kenji only matched the rush of his bloodstream. It was a long time since he felt like this. Frankly, he doubted he ever could. His life primarily revolved around being Ultraman, and being baseball player, and babysitter to a needy infant Kaiju.
For the first time in a long time, he felt like he was just Kenji Sato with you.
Sitting across you and sharing a meal was the most peace he had in months. He leaned eagerly across the table, his eyes hungrily taking you in. Kenji had more appetite for you than for the Okonomiyaki set before him.
You were happily eating the gyudon you ordered, until you noticed that Kenji wasn't. Confusion set on your features. Swallowing perceptibly, you fixed a bite for him. He looked like he wanted a piece of what you were eating.
Kenji tried to hide his laughter as you raised your spoon to his mouth. "Here, try some. It's really good." You coaxed, smiling brightly at him. Kenji's heart pounded at how fucking cute you were. He couldn't remember the last time someone fed him.
He leaned forward and reluctantly took a bite, a faint blush coating his cheeks.
"MMM..." He said, chewing enthusiastically in the face of your expectant gaze.
'If my team could see me now...' Kenji didn't even want to finish that thought.
"So what do you do, Y/N?" Kenji asked, washing down his bite with a glass of water.
"I'm studying to be a kinesiologist," Y/N supplied, dabbing at the corners of her mouth with a tissue. "My father disapproved, wanting me to take up business or law but I lived and breathed baseball. He didn't want me to play the league, so we came to a compromise." You recounted, chuckling. "It was the closest I could get to the action while still maintaining my parents' approval." You added ruefully.
You lifted your gaze to Kenji's somber expression. He was resting his face on the palms of his hands, regarding you seriously. His grey eyes were like summer lightning. You feared you would lose yourself in them. You cleared your throat awkwardly, rubbing the back of your neck sheepishly before leaning forward. "So, why did you become a baseball player?"
Kenji leaned back. His eyes softened, his mouth curved into a warm smile. "My mom. We were big Giants fans. Every time Hideki Matsui would score a home run, we'd do this little cheer โ here, lemme show you..." Kenji stood up (much to your amazement) and ran in tiny little circles, one arm outstretched and the other holding up his index finger imitating a foam hand, accompanied by chanting the Giant's baseball cheer.
You promptly burst out into laughter, but Kenji didn't seem to mind. Instead, he lifted you off your seat and into his arms, "Come on, babe, ya have to do it, too. More effective that way." He said softly, his lips close to your ear.
Goosebumps rose at the back of your neck and down your arms. You briefly wondered if he could hear how much your pulse raced at the proximity. The shopkeeper, who was polishing the glasses, looked at the two of you like you'd grown two heads and grimaced.
Young ones, these days.
"You're a girl dad, too?" You repeated, biting into what was supposed to be Kenji's custard cream puff. Kenji laughed when a smudge of cream lingered at the corners of your mouth. He leaned forward and wiped it off with his thumb, licking the offending custard clean off his finger.
You watched with rapt attention as his tongue darted out, wondering idly (thirstily) if this was normal behavior to have with someone one just met. Your eyes traced his every movement as he leaned against his motorcycle. You were also leaning against his bike, perched close enough to Kenji that your shoulder brushed with his.
The fluorescent lights of the 7/11 store the two of you suddenly found yourselves in, cast a gentle glow over Kenji's features. His dark eyes shimmered with tenderness, a look you weren't quite sure has ever been directed to you in your entire life.
'So this is what it's like to be on the receiving end,' You thought, warmth blooming in your chest.
"Emi. Named after my mom," He supplied after a few beats of silence. "Pain in my ass, that girl. Hasn't let me sleep in three months." He added gruffly, but there was no mistaking the note of adoration in his voice.
Your lips quirked into a smile as you imagined Kenji with a baby, but a sense of foreboding washed over you. "And her mom?" You asked carefully.
'It would suck terribly if he was already married,' You thought glumly, your shoulders slumping slightly.
Kenji's eyebrows rose, and he laughed weakly. "Nothing like that. I adopted her. No mom in the picture." He said, rubbing the back of his neck as he peered down at you.
'JACKPOT.' You thought triumphantly.
Kenji failed to notice your quick mood swings, much too focused on the chocolate eclair he was snacking on. However, there was a question he was itching to ask you all night.
"And yourself?" He asked in between mouthfuls. "Do you and your boyfriend ever watch baseball games together? I have an upcoming game and you could โ ah, bring your guy around..." His tone casual, but nothing about the way Kenji's insides were turning and twisting was casual.
You snorted in an unladylike fashion that made Kenji chuckle. "No. No boyfriend, but I'd gladly watch your game." You said, shooting him a bright smile.
Kenji's heart sang with delight and he resisted the urge to kiss you right then and there. "Cool, cool, cool," He said in rapid succession, but he quickly backtracked for fear that he may have offended you. "I mean, cool that you can come watch my game...not cool that you don't have a boyfriend. I mean, that's okay...pffft...boyfriends are overrated, anyways." He said, scratching the back of his head.
Satisfaction pursed your mouth. "To be clear, I'm just attending to see the opposing team kick your butt."
Kenji rolled his eyes before leaning down to your eye-level, "Sorry to disappoint, darling, but I'll be the one doin' the ass-kickin'."
Darling. Good Lord. It made your toes curl in exhilaration.
Your breath caught at your throat but you met his gaze unflinchingly. "Well, sweetheart, if your performance is anything like tonight, I'd be better off betting on your opponent than on you."
Kenji grinned at your feisty remark, but refused to rise to your bait. "Come on, baby, I best get you home. Think fatigue's getting to your head, 'cause there's no way in hell I'm gonna lose next week."
A pang of disappointment tugged at your heart at the mention of going home, but knew that Kenji was right. The desserts the two of you had been eating were long gone. You watched as Kenji unlatched his helmet from the hooks on his bike.
Kenji noticed your sudden disquiet. He held the helmet to his hip, eying you carefully. He didn't want to drive you home yet, but he was not blind to the exhaustion in your eyes and the sleepy droop in your limbs.
"What?" He teased, approaching you. "No comeback?"
You bit the inside of your cheek to keep from breaking out into giggles. God, this man. Instead, you shrugged your shoulders noncommittally. "Hey now, just didn't want to break your ego. I hear the big ones bruise like a peach."
His laugh was low and throaty. You could listen to him all day. He reached out and gently tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear, his touch lingering briefly as if savoring the moment. "Come to my game. You can trample my ego any time. For now, I gotta get you home, angel."
The drive home was one that you swore you would never forget. Kenji insisted you sit in front.
"So I can catch you when you fall asleep, doll," He murmured against your ear as he caged you in with his arms. Strong, firm, and protective. His long legs crowded you in until you were snug and safely pressed against him.
There was no danger of you falling asleep, of course. Not when he held you so close, with your back to his warm chest. Your skin tingled, but not from the cold night air. It was as though he set fire to your entire being.
The ride felt unbelievably short and long at the same time. When he stopped in front of your apartment, you baulked at the idea of getting off his bike. Momentarily, you debated feigning sleep just so he would carry you over the threshold.
"Here we are, babe," He said softly, assuming that you had fallen asleep. You were grateful for the helmet that hid your blush.
Kenji walked you to your door, like the gentleman that he was. You reached your doorstep, and turned to face Kenji, lingering in the moment before saying good night. Kenji stood close, his hands buried deep in his pockets, a gesture that seemed more about self-restraint than warmth.
"Thank you for tonight," You said softly, your voice betraying the flutter in your chest.
Kenji nodded, his gaze dropping briefly before meeting yours again. "My pleasure."
Silence settled between you two, charged with unspoken words and the weight of mutual attraction. Kenji took a small step closer, enough that you could feel the warmth radiating from his body. You held your breath, mind spinning with the possibilities of what could happen next. Kenji's eyes flickered down to your lips for a fleeting moment before meeting your gaze once more.
"I should go," Kenji murmured, though his tone held a hint of reluctance.
You nodded, your throat suddenly dry as you struggled to find the right words. "Yeah, of course."
"Goodnight, Y/N," Kenji whispered, his voice low and intimate.
"Goodnight, Kenji," You replied softly.
Kenji turned and walked back to his motorcycle. You watched him go, your heart pounding with longing. The engine rumbled to life with a throaty growl as Kenji swung himself onto the seat, the familiar vibrations of the bike beneath him calming his racing thoughts. He adjusted his helmet, securing it snugly under his chin, before flicking on the headlights and glancing back at you one last time.
He waved back one last time before disappearing into the inky darkness.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hi! Had this sitting on my drafts for a week. I wrote and re-wrote this several times before I was finally satisfied. Let me know what you think! Like, reply, reblog!
Notes: just a ken sato x reader story (will also be published on wattpad@kiwikato) but just some cute moments of the reader taking the role of emiโs mom <3
Warnings: maybe a slow burn? probably going to be fast paced tho because i have to feed u all >:3 but nothing bad at all <3 (maybe 0.o if u all want something) but just enjoy!! :3 grammatical/spelling errors 0-0
MASTERLIST !
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
chapter five
chapter six
chapter seven
chapter eight (?)
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