I’m sure my tumblr mutuals don’t remember me but thats okay!!!!!! i’ve grown extremely fond of blog based social media accounts and i think coming back here would be nice.. IF I HAPPEN 2 ACTUALLY ENJOY IT.. i haven’t used this site in 3 years lol
here are some life updates in case someone actually sees this ! some good, some bad
lets do the worst one first, just 2 get it out of the way
last year maybe like a week after my last post on here, my father passed away
i played a bunch of old super mario games after he passed and it kind of turned into a special interest and a coping mechanism
its been real tough..! i didn’t have the best relationship with him growing up n the few months before he passed, he really tried his best to make up 4 it. unfortunately my ego was too inflated, and i barely spoke to him. its brought my family closer together, and i love him with alllll my being. i want to live a happy life and be good just for him, and i’m slowly working on that
i started adhd medication and medication for depression + social anxiety !!
ive struggled with depression since about the age of 11, so its helped me a bit. i still have to go to therapy and whatnot, but im slowly building my way up !!!
i transferred to the best arts high school in my city!
very fun and welcoming place. i do tons of fashion work, music, drawing, all sortsa stuff o(^_^)o i get to talk to likeminded people and dress however i want and im so grateful to be part of that space
uuuuunfortunately i wasnt being treated 4 depression when i started high school, so i have to take another year, but thats ok! i love that school, and i just have 2 do art courses :3 i wanna graduate !!!
music !!!!!!!!1!1!!1
i love making music and im gonna be going to college to pursue music production! i also wanna help children in some way mentally or creatively, whichll obv require college. not sure what job that would be, but ill figure it out
- j-fashion!
i love love love harajuku/j-fashion, i mean.. i was on this site when i did but you know :3 im mostly into decora, jirai kei, and yami kawaii o(^_^)o ive met a lot of cool people in my city and school because of it
- luigi!!!!!!
good lord i love luigi. hes my main special interest character and i love him so so so so very much. i draw him all the time
overall—i’m doing a lot better than i have been in my previous years! i’m very proud of myself for remaining optimistic
but yeah..!!!!!!! idk if ill use this site consistently.. i literally only use insta and tiktok o(^_^)o my discord is menheraluigi, but i’m only comfortable speaking in servers with people i know
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