[kymixsha]

I've been going through the Horrors and I need to be done with this damn exam first so I can get back to more Important things and by that I mean mizisua but first of all hoooolyy shit r1 was fucking. wow. w ow. phenomenal

Second of all, and this has been pissing me off since True Face came out, you people are genuinely so fucking Weird about women and sooo misogynistic while hiding it under a cover of 'omg lesbian girlboss🤭' and I'm honestly astounded at just how prevalent this attitude is like genuinely what the hell is wrong with you people

[kymixsha]

girl fuck you and your birthday and your inexhaustible spring of whimsy and your indomitable human spirit I don't even Care

[kymixsha]

so once upon a time, in the kingdom of Clownylvnia, there was a Clown that may or may not have Clownishly uttered the words "I am certain about the art of rebel and specifically 28!Till". It's Very important that we forget that this clown has ever existed

[byzantiumhollow]

happy pride to the doomed yuri!!

[kymixsha]

vivimeng you can leave Till be in his hashtag Healing Era and still explore him going through the Horrors pre-rescue these two aren't mutually exclusive don't do this to me💔💔💔

[kymixsha]

yes I Will be partaking in the zomst circus thingie as a Clown thank you for asking

[kymixsha]

It's almost 6am and I Am a greedy Till fan and I'm going crazy. There are soooo many things I'd want explored/touched on in his bday art and it's like,,,

I'm just rambling sorry buT LIKEEEE firstly I want one with Urak because surprisingly, considering how frequently Till is depicted with at least a bruise or a bandage and how Urak's abuse and violence seems to be jarring even in-universe, I feel like the fandom is kind of desensitized to it? I'm not saying Till's flawless or an angel or anything, or that people shouldn't point out his fuck-ups (and they definitely should as he does have quite a few!), but but but I feel like you can't in good faith act as if the abuse he went through was getting slapped on the back of his hand every once in a while instead of being under a clearly sadistic owner –with a grudge against humans because of his own complex AND a history of severely fucking up his pet humans' mental states– who beats the shit out of him in regular intervals, very obviously takes pleasure in tormenting and humiliating him even if it affects his chance at winning ALNST, and later on drugs Till and lets another segyein rape him seemingly at a very close date to r6. And well, Till also seems to have been put in solitary confinement in anakt garden a lot. But yeahhh I want a bit of that maybee? reference to sexual trauma would have been amazing considering how prevalent rape apologia is in alnst fandom but well, not holding out any hope for that happening ever to be honest (and even if it did and at least shut up the "vivinos said he wasn't 'sa'd' ☝️" crowd, the 'he leaned into the kiss!' and 'it's like he's pulling him closer closer!' is more uh. persistent)

Andd 28!Till being a single mom😭😭😭😭 I wanna see him interact with the kids in his own awkward but sweet way. I remember that one q&a where vivimeng were like, the kids are at an age where they need a lot of love, and Till is ready to give it to them or something? and that one bit about how the kids take care of him, too😭 but idk anything with rebel Till would be fun

Andd slight reference to Ivan like they did in Ivan's with Till and in Sua's with Mizi

I really need to sleep but I'm certain of art about rebel and specifically 28!Till, other than that...hmmm. For this year at least, I hope Till stops 'I'm nothing like y'all'-ing his way through life and there's at least one artwork related to Urak, even if he doesn't appear in it. But well

[kymixsha]

shutting up now I swear but crossing my fingers for an illustration related to the karaoke scene (or anything related to Urak, really, but yeah preferably that one) plus a bunch of stuff with rebel Till, preferably a few including the kids, andd slight reference to Ivan and Mizi

but that's obviously very similar to Ivan's birthday art so it's definitely not happening but yeah uh g'night ig

[kymixsha]

.

[anthraxnerd01]

“And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light”

[kymixsha]

I don't go here but happy transfem Jax confirmation to all those who celebrate lol

[arinavah]

I love you, single mom Till

[kymixsha]

It's almost 6am and I Am a greedy Till fan and I'm going crazy. There are soooo many things I'd want explored/touched on in his bday art and it's like,,,

I'm just rambling sorry buT LIKEEEE firstly I want one with Urak because surprisingly, considering how frequently Till is depicted with at least a bruise or a bandage and how Urak's abuse and violence seems to be jarring even in-universe, I feel like the fandom is kind of desensitized to it? I'm not saying Till's flawless or an angel or anything, or that people shouldn't point out his fuck-ups (and they definitely should as he does have quite a few!), but but but I feel like you can't in good faith act as if the abuse he went through was getting slapped on the back of his hand every once in a while instead of being under a clearly sadistic owner –with a grudge against humans because of his own complex AND a history of severely fucking up his pet humans' mental states– who beats the shit out of him in regular intervals, very obviously takes pleasure in tormenting and humiliating him even if it affects his chance at winning ALNST, and later on drugs Till and lets another segyein rape him seemingly at a very close date to r6. And well, Till also seems to have been put in solitary confinement in anakt garden a lot. But yeahhh I want a bit of that maybee? reference to sexual trauma would have been amazing considering how prevalent rape apologia is in alnst fandom but well, not holding out any hope for that happening ever to be honest (and even if it did and at least shut up the "vivinos said he wasn't 'sa'd' ☝️" crowd, the 'he leaned into the kiss!' and 'it's like he's pulling him closer closer!' is more uh. persistent)

Andd 28!Till being a single mom😭😭😭😭 I wanna see him interact with the kids in his own awkward but sweet way. I remember that one q&a where vivimeng were like, the kids are at an age where they need a lot of love, and Till is ready to give it to them or something? and that one bit about how the kids take care of him, too😭 but idk anything with rebel Till would be fun

Andd slight reference to Ivan like they did in Ivan's with Till and in Sua's with Mizi

I really need to sleep but I'm certain of art about rebel and specifically 28!Till, other than that...hmmm. For this year at least, I hope Till stops 'I'm nothing like y'all'-ing his way through life and there's at least one artwork related to Urak, even if he doesn't appear in it. But well

[kymixsha]

shutting up now I swear but crossing my fingers for an illustration related to the karaoke scene (or anything related to Urak, really, but yeah preferably that one) plus a bunch of stuff with rebel Till, preferably a few including the kids, andd slight reference to Ivan and Mizi

but that's obviously very similar to Ivan's birthday art so it's definitely not happening but yeah uh g'night ig

[kymixsha]

I am one "X isn't your feminine uke bottom sensible omega" awa y from buying a gun I really am

[fiish44]

Do we approve of Hockey Ivan.

Planning a Jockemo fic rn but I dont like american football and refuse to research it so HES PLAYING HOCKEY AND IM MAKING IT CANADIAN.

[kymixsha]

It's almost 6am and I Am a greedy Till fan and I'm going crazy. There are soooo many things I'd want explored/touched on in his bday art and it's like,,,

I'm just rambling sorry buT LIKEEEE firstly I want one with Urak because surprisingly, considering how frequently Till is depicted with at least a bruise or a bandage and how Urak's abuse and violence seems to be jarring even in-universe, I feel like the fandom is kind of desensitized to it? I'm not saying Till's flawless or an angel or anything, or that people shouldn't point out his fuck-ups (and they definitely should as he does have quite a few!), but but but I feel like you can't in good faith act as if the abuse he went through was getting slapped on the back of his hand every once in a while instead of being under a clearly sadistic owner –with a grudge against humans because of his own complex AND a history of severely fucking up his pet humans' mental states– who beats the shit out of him in regular intervals, very obviously takes pleasure in tormenting and humiliating him even if it affects his chance at winning ALNST, and later on drugs Till and lets another segyein rape him seemingly at a very close date to r6. And well, Till also seems to have been put in solitary confinement in anakt garden a lot. But yeahhh I want a bit of that maybee? reference to sexual trauma would have been amazing considering how prevalent rape apologia is in alnst fandom but well, not holding out any hope for that happening ever to be honest (and even if it did and at least shut up the "vivinos said he wasn't 'sa'd' ☝️" crowd, the 'he leaned into the kiss!' and 'it's like he's pulling him closer closer!' is more uh. persistent)

Andd 28!Till being a single mom😭😭😭😭 I wanna see him interact with the kids in his own awkward but sweet way. I remember that one q&a where vivimeng were like, the kids are at an age where they need a lot of love, and Till is ready to give it to them or something? and that one bit about how the kids take care of him, too😭 but idk anything with rebel Till would be fun

Andd slight reference to Ivan like they did in Ivan's with Till and in Sua's with Mizi

I really need to sleep but I'm certain of art about rebel and specifically 28!Till, other than that...hmmm. For this year at least, I hope Till stops 'I'm nothing like y'all'-ing his way through life and there's at least one artwork related to Urak, even if he doesn't appear in it. But well

[kymixsha]

shutting up now I swear but crossing my fingers for an illustration related to the karaoke scene (or anything related to Urak, really, but yeah preferably that one) plus a bunch of stuff with rebel Till, preferably a few including the kids, andd slight reference to Ivan and Mizi

but that's obviously very similar to Ivan's birthday art so it's definitely not happening but yeah uh g'night ig

[kymixsha]

It's almost 6am and I Am a greedy Till fan and I'm going crazy. There are soooo many things I'd want explored/touched on in his bday art and it's like,,,

I'm just rambling sorry buT LIKEEEE firstly I want one with Urak because surprisingly, considering how frequently Till is depicted with at least a bruise or a bandage and how Urak's abuse and violence seems to be jarring even in-universe, I feel like the fandom is kind of desensitized to it? I'm not saying Till's flawless or an angel or anything, or that people shouldn't point out his fuck-ups (and they definitely should as he does have quite a few!), but but but I feel like you can't in good faith act as if the abuse he went through was getting slapped on the back of his hand every once in a while instead of being under a clearly sadistic owner –with a grudge against humans because of his own complex AND a history of severely fucking up his pet humans' mental states– who beats the shit out of him in regular intervals, very obviously takes pleasure in tormenting and humiliating him even if it affects his chance at winning ALNST, and later on drugs Till and lets another segyein rape him seemingly at a very close date to r6. And well, Till also seems to have been put in solitary confinement in anakt garden a lot. But yeahhh I want a bit of that maybee? reference to sexual trauma would have been amazing considering how prevalent rape apologia is in alnst fandom but well, not holding out any hope for that happening ever to be honest (and even if it did and at least shut up the "vivinos said he wasn't 'sa'd' ☝️" crowd, the 'he leaned into the kiss!' and 'it's like he's pulling him closer closer!' is more uh. persistent)

Andd 28!Till being a single mom😭😭😭😭 I wanna see him interact with the kids in his own awkward but sweet way. I remember that one q&a where vivimeng were like, the kids are at an age where they need a lot of love, and Till is ready to give it to them or something? and that one bit about how the kids take care of him, too😭 but idk anything with rebel Till would be fun

Andd slight reference to Ivan like they did in Ivan's with Till and in Sua's with Mizi

I really need to sleep but I'm certain of art about rebel and specifically 28!Till, other than that...hmmm. For this year at least, I hope Till stops 'I'm nothing like y'all'-ing his way through life and there's at least one artwork related to Urak, even if he doesn't appear in it. But well

[kymixsha]

how does one look at teenage Ivan who's described as charming and prince-like more than once and whom everyone in Anakt Garden and their mom have a crush on, and come to the conclusion that yeah no actually he has no idea how to act around people :( he's just trying to establish a connection in the only way he knows why are Sua and Till being so MEAN and pushing him away when he deliberately taunts them and anticipates that very reaction:(((

[kymixsha]

There’s just something about ignoring that Ivan’s attempts to connect with the two people he loves most frequently take the form of projection or behavior that pushes their boundaries, all while withholding any real vulnerability himself, and then reducing it to him merely trying to 'fit in' while casting Sua and Till as needlessly cruel for, naturally, reacting to that provocation