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Fucking siren begging me for cuddles when they're half asleep but then complains about back pain in the morning asking me not to but then gets sad when I actually don't like make up your mind my love

#m #the shits i say #vent #i love them they're so cute

Sometimes I feel like maybe I'm better suited for the single cat lady in a small apartment kinda lifestyle because of how low my energy is

Like I'd have to clean MUCH less because I'm pretty organized and my experience living with roommates has taught me how to min max the space and decor to be cleaned easier and effectively. I don't have to fight about decor choices with stubborn roommates who leave all their stuff strewn around the house in SHARED spaces. Which contributes to my stress. Like man I just wanna come home, relax, have dinner and clean up. I don't want to have to add another clean up in the list. I don't want to have to search the entire house for something that doesn't have its own place. Or hasn't been put back in its collectively decided storage space in a millenia. I just want to have quiet relaxing and lazy weekend mornings without feeling guilty'. I don't really care if I'm single or childfree anyway. They're just good additions when I'm ready but not a must have.

It just feels like it'd be so nice to not feel like I wanna pull my hair out because they love ragebaiting me. Or have a ton of hypocrisy and audacity. Is this even worth it. I'm not even in the mood to sugarcoat or write in poems anymore. Lost my touch really.

If you're seeing this I love you so so much (see my tags pls) you're amazing but goddammit stop with the ragebaiting. I smell and hate bs so I don't even fall for shit so it's just so fucking exhausting and aggravating. Feels like I'm dealing with a fucking child I can't talk sense to. You're literally better than that and smarter with a lot of sense but fucking please.

'or being guilt tripped into productivity by someone who is a fucking hypocrite.

#m #tw vent #the shits i say #this will actually pass #and I'll be grateful for the amazing and loving company who adds colors to my greyscale world #as ironic as it sounds since we both like black #but just in the moment I'm fucking tired of your bs babes #this is literally why I recommend not rushing into relationships for ppl who's never been in one #it's not sunshine and rainbows and happy endings #it's learning how to live with and love another person with different opinions and live experiences from you

Suddenly I'm 13 again realizing that there's no talking to my parents because they are never going to listen. And that it's easier to just not talk to them.

Except this time it's not them anymore.

#m #new beginnings #come to an end

Why are budgie playlists on spotify so good like forget budgies I'm adding this for myself 😭😭😭

#m #budgie playlists #spotify #budgies #the shits i say

kyungtae-nim

The world feels so surreal right now:

a full moon in the dark night sky,

howling the prose of a longing soul,

luminescent street lights glimmer

as they softly trace the edges of nature;

the clouds hide behind the tree shadows,

whispering the calls of a nightly lullaby,

while I fall soundly in your arms,

a contented moment of peace under the cover;

In the facade of peace and endless rest,

I wish the world would end this way,

without warning,

and at once,

silent.

M

kyungtae-nim

I love going through my old writings because this vividly brings me back to that night and all the fluffy feelings that came with it. I love him so much.

#m #reminiscing #memories #loml #throwback

I want to disappear

#m

Why is the opera gx ad kinda freaky...

#m #opera gx #ad #opera gx ad

doggosource

chantenhalf

"Because I said so" straight up isn't as good an answer as you think it is.

callizinc

I do not "render." I do not "shade." I do not "paint," I do not "detail" and i do not draw "Backgrounds." I draw BLAND CHARACTERS standing in WHITE VOIDS And if it doesn't look good i GIVE UP.