365 Days Challenge: Day 15
Prompt: Letter to Santa Claus
Hi. It’s me. Again. I don’t know whether you remember me out of all the bazillion other people who have written you Christmas Cards, but I do know that I know you. You’re the one I write a letter to, every single Christmas, without fail. I have so many memories of you. Or more like, memories of myself trying to write a letter to you. I remember asking you for a pony. And a castle. And world peace. So far, you haven’t given me any of those. Honestly, I don’t know whether you’ve even given me anything I’ve ever asked for. However, I understand why, I am pretty selfish and spoiled.
I remember writing lists and lists of things that I wanted for Christmas.
Mr. Santy Claus, can I have a baby brother?
Mister Claus, I really want that new shiny bike.
Sir Santa Claus, can I also have my own prince charming?
Mister Saint Nick, can you make them stop being mean to me?
Father Christmas, can you help me stop feeling this way?
Sir Kris Kringle, how do you go about hating oneself?
This Christmas, though, I only have one request. Or really, it’s a question.
Does it ever get better? Sometimes I don’t know whether I’ll have the strength to wait it out. I don’t know how I’ll ever become a better person. Or how I’ll ever become a normal person. And… I don’t know. I just… I want to believe that things are going to get better. And that I am strong enough and brave enough to work towards a better future. But, it's difficult. And, I don't know whether I’ll be able to even get what I want. All I really want… is to be truly happy with myself and my life..
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