𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐤 ? @l4vesick - Tumblr Blog

it hurts. stop ignoring me I'm begging you.

YOU DONT LOVE ME.

all you want is a pillar who'll take care of you.

i won't let go of you love.

even if you died, i'd keep your corpse and fight the heavens to bring you back.

stop ignore me. i gave up everything for you. please just spare me a glance.

look at me talk to me look at me look at ME LOOK ATM E LOOKATMELOOK—

you said you'd always be my side. that you wouldn't let me fall.

where are you now, love? did you let me go? was i too much for you to handle?

why won't you look at me angel.

am i not useful to you anymore for you don't talk to me like you used to?

I've become so weak because of you angel.

i was capable of ripping into throats and souls yet now i have willingly chained myself just as you desire.

my best friend is an angel. i want to keep him tied to me forever, although i hold no attraction towards him.

he's not my beloved but he's still mine. i want him to be dependent on me, crying if i ever let go.

` be more possessive towards me ´ he says.

i simply smile into his neck as a response. " i wouldn't know where to stop if i started, angel. "

ARE YOU BORED OF ME NOW? WERE ALL MY EFFORTS TO BE GOOD FOR YOU IN VAIN?

HOW MUCH MORE DO I HAVE TO GIVE UP FOR JUST THE LITTLEST GENTLE TOUCH AGAIN?

please don't leave me hanging just tell me if you loathe my mere existence and i'll disappear for you. don't fade away angel.

i apologise if i'm holding you down angel.

my entire existence depends on you and i'm far too selfish to let you go.

but if you loathe me, just tell me so and i'll let you go. i'm selfish, but your words are the law to me.

do you enjoy it?

RIPPING OUT my heart, CRUSHING it under your feet with the pitiful expression that makes everybody look at you.

i hope you do, angel. you're lucky i wouldn't do worse to you.

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