A Lamp for Moths

30's. Death industry enthusiast, Yandere enthusiast, Horror enthusiast, gore, +18 only, minors DNI, please. AGE IN BIO PLEASE.

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Utter Crapulence

+18 only. Minors verboten.

Hey there.

My name is Val. It's not short for Valerie.

She/They

I'm in my 30's, and I have a penchant for degeneracy. I've recently purchased an Ipad and Apple pen so I'm making it everyone's problem by drawing cringe.

Honestly, at this point, I'm too fucking old to care about being cringey.

You should feel that way too.

Just have fun while you can.

Hispanic, fun-sized, and subsists on spaghetti-o's right out of the can.

Favorite Cigarettes: Marlboro Reds.

Favorite Alcohol: Red wine, or vodka.

Favorite Foods: Mapo Tofu, Jiao Zi, Sushi, and Menudo.

Favorite Movies: The Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, The Hobbit, LOTR, Noroi, Ichi the Killer, Hellraiser, Manos: Hands of Fate, Blood sport, Audition, Imprint, Last Unicorn, Millennium Actress, Voices of a Distant Star

Likes: Horror, yandere characters, pastels y pasteles, art, most music.

Dislikes: Bootlickers, pick-me people, pell beppers.

Current Obsessions: dark fantasy, high fantasy, Forgotten Realms, MTG, DND, horror, Astarion (Spawn and Ascended) Warhammer 40k, grim dark, Anomalous activity, Mothman

I like most if not all indie Yandere/murder sim games. Hit me up if you wanna chichat.

This shouldn't have to be said, but absolutely under no circumstances do I discuss any of these entertainment topics with individuals under 18.

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A sketch in progress. Or rather, a few of them.

My dnd character <3 I have it colored, but I am too lazy to downsize it to post it proper.

An earlier rendition of my dnd character and my rogue trader portrait in process.

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I've never done one of these info sheets before, so this was kinda fun :)

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Clown ladey

I feel like my style is coming through mabs

only took like, 20 yearss..

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*moth noises*

I like it :)

Open for max moth effect pls

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Decided to jump on Atlyss, had a pretty great time. Fishie imp. 💖

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And now time for something completely different.

Here is my one OC, Slashly Ashley, an demon serial killer summoned from an old ritual heard in an urban legend. Very tropey, very much a parody on the slasher genre.

Facts about Ashley :

* 5'10"

*looks to be about mid twenties, 24/25

* smells like love spell from Victoria secret

* pussy tastes like bubblegum but there is a distinct metallic flavor if you kiss her.

* all of her fashion takes are from 90's and y2k popculture

* is a lesbian, who favors eating women's souls but not their flesh.

* loves eating the flesh of men, but desecrates their soul straight into hell.

* is an excellent dancer

* eats constantly and is a messy eater, loves BBQ chips and famous Amos cookies.

* can be distracted by singing classic eurodance. I.e. All around the world, Barbie girl

* was given a plur bracelet once by a pretty rave girl and that pretty rave girl went on to be very successful in life

* has a soft spot for nuns

I was spired by Pamela Anderson, the actresses from White Chick's, and my own interest in pretty girls and rave culture.

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Someone said more Texan Jacktor and I had a moment.

Ignore the absolute SHIT job on the buckle.

pls

Also I don't know if the 'sun rays' make sense but oh well.

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While I will not share deets on the demo, I feel the vibe shift for 'Jacktor'. I made him a devious creature here. Also, I got lazy with the tats lmao. The crown is my own touch for my own art.

POV: Once in a while, there are moments when the tone shift in Jack's voice drips with something more venomous and bitter than anything you could ever imagine.

Recently, the offers of safety and protection in his strong arms feel more like threats.

You can't pull away anymore. He's made sure of that.

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My take on 90's Jack! I'm not super pleased with his lack of bulk, but I adore his hair and face💖 also featured is various sunshine writings.

I will never stop drawing him in crop tops I fear.

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I really love your art style! I saw it on Pinterest once but was never able to find it again till now. Anyway, I saw your post with Jean, and his hairstyle kind of reminded me of 90s Ryo Asuka (not trying to insult in any way, I think it looks cool). Did you take inspiration from it?

OMG I feel so terrible I've never answered this!! And you don't insult me at all, Devilman is once of my favorite series. I didn't pull inspo from that, but I am flattered to be associated <3 SO sorry for not seeing this :[ Thank you for liking my art!!

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Feeling very inspired by JambeeBot's diligence and wonderful creativity, so I decided to jump headfirst back into the SDJ fandom <3 It's been a minute since I drew our resident ray of hope, and I'd like to think I've improved since then! He is featured here with a lil bed head.

I gotta say, I missed him. :']

POV: The haunted photo had somehow led to your (already cramped) bed being taken over by a hulking ray of sunshine. You promised him that he'd eventually get shirts that weren't cut at the waist. You were lying and he knew that but he loved your antics all the same. <3

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I fell into bg3 and I fell HARD

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lmao did a doodle of the boys talking about the new gaffer.

My headcannon is that they hate each other but still talk to each other because they don't know that they hate each other if that makes sense...?

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Okay! I reworked this sketch and left it uncolored because I was unhappy with it.

Anyways, here's Tate again. Fais dodo 'sha.

It was nice knowing you bebé.

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POV: You're a gaffer on the set on the set of The Sunny Time Crew Show.

You've had your eyes on the actor that plays Jack, but much to your misfortune the actor that plays Rory has had his eyes on you.

After sending you on various runs throughout the day Jean had demanded you deliver his new pack of cigarettes to his dressing room. Alone.

Good luck Sugar.

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I drew a cursed nasty boi based on @threadsun stories!

Honestly I was super stuck on the hair. I know Rory has the longer hair, but I wondered if it could be a wig? Then I saw an old Jambee image with short hair so I stuck with that and kina combined both?

Also...This was my first time doing lighting like this...I don't know if I love it...I imagine Jean would bully me over it. Perchance.

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Zelophilia! If you would be so kind, I would like to request the jealousy kink with Jack. Like we know he gets stabby, but what if our dear sunshine got off on the idea of making Jack jealous to reap the benefits of delicious jealous make up sex? Drool.

Content: zelophilia, rough sex, degradation, biting blood, implication of murder

For the ask game

There's nothing quite like his bloodstained gloves gripping your hips tight enough to bruise. The way his teeth and lips mark up your neck, shoulders, chest. The pace at which he fucks you, like he's trying to punish you for daring to make him jealous.

"Couldn't help being slutty, could you Sunshine?" His voice is a low growl as he fucks you into the mattress. "I couldn't let him have you. No one else can have you."

"Jack~" Your legs lock around his waist, nails digging into his shoulders as he pounds into you.

"See what you made me do, Sunshine? I didn't want to, but you forced my hand. Flirting with him like a shameless whore. What else could I do?"

With how tight he holds your hips, you know you'll wind up with finger-shaped bruises. And plenty of blood to wash off too. Some of it your own, spilling around his teeth as he bites hard into your shoulder. All you can do is cling to him and moan, aching for more. For him to punish you more.

"You're mine. And I won't let you forget it."

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Screammmmm absolutely TRANSCENDENT 💖💖💖💖💖💖