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Should have written this while it was fresh.

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Punctuating each jab with an LOL like the laughter eases the blow,

But it cuts twice as deep knowing you think you have me fooled.

mutualize

Don't kill yourself, please.

mutualize

If you’re suffering from depression and are looking for a sign to not go through with ending your life, this is it. This is the sign. We care.

If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life.

artistic-rising-demon-deactivat

You just saved mine.

homunculus-argument

"Your love language is what you were deprived of as a child" actually no you're allowed to want, prefer and like things without everything tracing back to some dormant unprocessed trauma. You can just say you want to bounce on it without having to explain how as a child you always wanted - but never got - a trampoline.

marzipanandminutiae

scars in fiction: I got this trying to save my lover from an assassin- but tragically, I was too late. now I carry the mark of my failure with me always, and I can never forget~

scars in real life: so I was trying to open macaroni sauce with a paring knife

tied-up-teacup

Tell me how you got your scars in the tags

litttleprincess-deactivated2017

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

crashxintome

The original post only has US helplines. I’ve added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Romania: 0800-801-200

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

I'm so used to being isolated that I self-isolate,

And I don't realize it until I see the people I admire already moving forward without me.

I refuse to put up a fuss or bring it up, though,

The last thing I ever want is for someone to be around me out of pity,

And unless I can learn to break free from this lonely habit,

I will not hold anyone else back with my own weakness.

syn4k

i like the phrases "it's not for me," "it's not my thing," and "i'm not the target audience" because they're the most concise way to express "this thing that you enjoy has merits but idgaf about it" without being aggressive

peachfromcmbyn

They should invent a method of asking for reassurance that nobody secretly hates you that doesn't make people secretly hate you.

god-monsterr

this reply deserves to be here.

Life has given me good lessons and bad, and this one is the worst:

I can never give my trust to someone without at least some level of restraint. Anytime I do, they wait until my guard is down to cut me with their betrayal in whatever form it may be, and each time, it takes longer for me to recover and rebuild.

I must always protect myself, if not for me, then for my children. We can allow others in, and we can share our lives with them, but I will never trust someone with something that I am not prepared to handle on my own. That way, if they reject me, hurt me, leave me behind to blow in the wind, I have the strength to carry on without them and not put my kids at risk. In the end, the only one I can truly count on to see things through is me and me alone. So if you have my trust, let it be known, the more I share with you, the more safe I feel with you, because a part of me will always be waiting cynically to be abandoned, the weight on the world ready to try and crush me, and as long as my children need me, I refuse to allow it to succeed.

Raise your hand if your mind races while simultaneously finding itself incapable of doing anything at all.

Just me? Okay.

When did we stop being partners and turn into rivals?

When did we stop listening to each other before speaking up?

When did we stop giving each other a safe place to feel and express ourselves?

When did understanding turn into mocking?

When did we change from who we were in the beginning and come to the place we are now?

Will we ever find those people again, or did they die slowly with time?

I miss the way we used to compliment each other, in wonderful sync.

I could trust you, you could rely on me.

Now our timing is off, our words forgotten, and all that remains is the ashes of a foundation we once laid, being held together by the hope that we might someday find the strength to rebuild together,

And a false notion that all is still well.

justathoughtpoet

Untended

The wound reminds me of its presence with that dull pain that slowly builds whilst minding my own business.

Itching around it only seems to make me flinch and prevents me from examining the wound any further.

Has it started to heal? Has it gotten worse, begun to fester?

When the time is right, I'll inspect it. But for now, I’ll let it be, for I have other distractions.

And opening the bandage again isn’t something I want to do right now, even if to apply the much needed medicine.

crtter

Sometimes I hyperfocus so hard on something, I forget I’m a person until someone interacts with me. I feel like some wild animal seeing a human being for the first time. I’m like “oh yeah I’m supposed to speak and stuff”

crtter

Me: *doing something for hours on end without stopping*

Someone: Hey, are you there? I was just wondering if you’d like to-

Me: