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The cashier rang the vodka up for free 🖤

I’m so tired today 😴💤🛏️🥱

My tummy hurts

When I’m dehydrated and get water retention in my fillers, I look like John Cena

I really can’t believe I moved out of my parent’s house at 17 years old. Across the United States. Dealing with work permits, health insurance, and heavy discrimination by myself. Living off canned fish and instant coffee until I turned 18 and could work full time and afford proper food.

I had no clue how young I was. And that’s where a lot of my friendships fell apart, because they were still enjoying being kids and we couldn’t relate anymore. They didn’t understand why I had to move. But I’m glad I did.

I’m really proud the kid who got me here 🫂

House Bunny 🐰

If I get one more looksmaxxing group recommendation on this app omg

Gruesome

🩸❤️‍🔥🩸

rubysapphrald

i feel so defensive and protective of people with ARFID like if i had a disorder that made my brain register 90% of food as poison for no reason and i had a bazillion people on the internet constantly calling me a manchild who needs to just grow up and stop being a picky eater i would start killing people

rubysapphrald

people with ARFID and people with very few autism safe foods and people with contamination OCD and people in ED recovery and everyone else with a complicated relationship with food that no one takes seriously GET BEHIND ME!!!!!!!

Feeling so much better than this morning oh my god!

Lesson learned:

I don’t need as much energy as I think to do stuff.

Annnd adderall isnt worth it

And baby steps

And speak your mind as much and as gracefully as you can

I need sleep so bad. My brain is being top tier evil rn

I finally finished the dishes omfg

Crash out is complete.

Just need some r and r today and take it wicked slow. Mentally, emotionally, physically, slowwwwwwwww.

Talked it out with him with the parts that have to do with him.

We’re fine now.

I’m just fucking tired. But it’s fine. I’ll be fine. All is fine.

I still want to die, but also want to be reborn after, so that’s good news.

Just gotta finish my three days in the tomb I think.

They’re warning me to lay low tho.

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