゜𓈒𓏼ഒ。mercer．აུ꒱。

꒰ঌ༢𓐇۪。vampyric poet , ゛୭

[lamentsoflonging]

ໃ ͝ 𓏼　 ݄ ᨡ𓈒 cჩapel 𝓯or ყear͟ne𝓇s　♫͜ ຽ ̣̣̥︵‿

ㅤㅤㅤ◟ ͜. ̥̈ ༙༙⠀ .༢ㅤ ݂۫ 𝄞 𓂃◞ྀ

𝜗℘ྀི ꮽི𝄞 mercer or dread ꞌꞋ 𓈒 ̣̣ ۟ ིྀ ͝ 𓏼

◜ ˚𝜗℘ ꒱ ׁ . 8teen ( 08 ) , july 5th .

he ͡ །† they ͡ །† she ㅤ ׁ 𓈒 ྐ✚

𐔌◟ ͜◞ omnisexual , demisexual / romantic , ambia ິ 𓈒ֺּׅ‿◞ ྀི

𐔌◟ ͜◞ genderfluid , nonbinary ິ 𓈒ֺּׅ‿◞ ྀི

ㅤㅤㅤ 𐔌◟ ͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ◟ ͜ ͜ །ིྀ˚̣̣̣། ᪔

　 ✉️　˚̣̣̣ ྀ⠀ i། ྀ༢ 𓊆ྀི۫ ̣̣̥ ყᨡnde𝓇e types ༷𓊇ྀི

⑅ ̣̣ ‿ ◜ ͡ ͡ ֯𓂂 vampyric , cannibalistic , monopolising , possessive , obsessive , manipulative , isolation , delusion , worship , doting , devotion . 𓈒ㅤׂ ׅ ۫ ׁ⑅꒱ ͜ ֦⠀

ㅤㅤㅤ◟ ͜. ̥̈ ༙༙⠀ .༢ㅤ ݂۫ 𝄞 𓂃◞ྀ

　 🖋️　˚̣̣̣ ྀ⠀𓏼ׅ ۟ 𓊆𓏴ྀི ྀ ݂ tᨡgs list　ུᩧ †༏ིྀ.

͝ ͝ ˚̣̣̣ ◟♡ ᩧ fated intervia . — yan thoughts.

drinking your desire . *ྀིཀ𓈒 ࣪♬𓏼 ྀི — mutuals.

·ֵ⃜ ݁ 𓊆 † + forgotten hymns . — venting (?).

bloodied letters . ♪ ︭𓈒ֵ۫ ͏ྀི ۪۪་། ͜ ིྀ — asks / answers.

ᬉ ͜ ུ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞⠀desolate winds . — ramblings.

woes of the cryptic . 𓏽ִ﹒♡ִ̩͙ ˚ .͜͝ ݃◌ ݁݁ ̣̣̥ — reblogs.

ㅤㅤㅤ◟ ͜. ̥̈ ༙༙⠀ .༢ㅤ ݂۫ 𝄞 𓂃◞ྀ

　 🎥　˚̣̣̣ ྀ⠀ i། ྀ༢ 𓊆ྀི۫ ̣̣̥ anon list ༷𓊇ྀི

[ 🪶 , 🔘 , ☕️🖤 ]

— anons will be removed if inactive for a week or so !

— i thought this would be nice to add, for frequent anons and whatnot.

ㅤㅤㅤ 𐔌◟ ͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ◟ ͜ ͜ །ིྀ˚̣̣̣། ᪔

🔪 　 ͜͝𝜗˚̣̣̣℘ྀི| ͜͝𓏼⁽⁽࿔ྀི　dni / byf　˖̣̣̣ ͜ ᛪ༙

byf . . .

— i am yan4yan , so please do not think that any of my thoughts or desires reflect that of a yan4darling. it is not.

— beware that some of my content will be nsfw, as i am soon to be an adult (turning 8teen on the 5th of july). if you’re not comfortable with that, do not follow.

— posts of mine will be morbid and full of twisted affection. as a matter of fact, my blog will be entirely of it.

— if you are a darling or a darling-leaning switch, please do not interact with romantic intentions. i will accept friendships, not romantic relationships.

— do not romantically pursue if you are under 17+. again, i am a young(?) adult and feel uncomfortable with the thought of being pursued by someone two or more years younger. it is weird.

— i do believe i am a vampyre, thus, most of my posts will be centred around vampyric tendencies. thank you.

— cannibalism will be used as a love metaphor.

dni . . .

— basic dni criteria. i block freely and quite easily. if i do not like you, i’ll just block you. i do not like causing issues if unwarranted.

fatedintervia's strawpage

my strawpage, if you’d like to contact me elsewhere.

[l0v3ly-h4r3]

Remember the peak of jirai/yanblr in march-september 2025… damnnn…

[lamentsoflonging]

dying together would be dreadfully romantic, slowly bleeding out beside my beloved and my last sight being you.

[lamentsoflonging]

the hands reaching out to you belong to my soul and they call for your devotion, your blood, your everything.

[your-imaginary-guardian-angel]

new tag game cause im boreedd, what are some of yalls recent vocal stims? mine are ‘yes bro!!’ (Cinnamunch/smokeebee), ‘oh that me? pure aura.’ (we all know) and ‘ohhh shittings’ (that one audio)

tags: @host-objectified-irl @annamanguchi @riddleribbonkat @sleepytinyangycutiebean @dumblilyaoinerd @thedeceasedsoldier @kriszekeda @leeleeeeeee @secretary-of-death @r3tten-ange1 @v3-ntr3-m @funfettica @jaeden-here @d1vinedecay @explodingebi @sraphm @angel-pd @miruthebakerr @mistyped-birds @g0reybonez @fungusing-myself @hpdamechan @sea-leaf @rottingcannibaby @spellcastinghearts lmk if you wanna be added or removed blelelehh

[iefunfetti]

Some that I've had for a long time already is "Oumkie" and "Koinkydink", most recent is "Poopfart".....

— @parrotwingz, @qtie-attack, @asmoticonn, @vinntriloquism, @lambswinery, @your-imaginary-guardian-angel, @x-kangelkawaiii-x, @confessions0farottensena, @w0rst-k1tty-ever, @bittersweet--jirai, @nombunn ++ open to all ♡

[lambswinery]

baa and meowing are stims ive had for awhile... also that ine verity song "hey its me, it's verity" and that ine backrooms song as well...

@your-heretic @4everh4vnted @jirai-qifrey @lamentsoflonging @silentdvotion @obsxssed--waiter

[lamentsoflonging]

thank you for the tag, clair. 🖤

hm. i’d say my vocal stims would be, “whaaaat” — raquelle from barbie, “so cute!” from this reference my irl sent me, and . . . that is it.

tagging moots : @daggerdeceit @vnmpirebite @amoreivine @yandere-chan2006 @bloody-birds @yesteryearsins @bpdgraham + any others !

[lamentsoflonging]

thank you for the spam dear mutual

thank you, as well, for the spam. it is always a delight to hear from you and it is lovely to see you are back online. i hope all is well for you. 🖤

[lamentsoflonging]

KIRARI - what's your "joy of life"/reason to go on?

LUCIO - what's your ultimate goal in life if you have one?

SUICIDOGMA - what do you view suicide as? eg salvation, freedom, punishment, etc

SEASIDE CAFE - what would be your preferred way of dying?

S.

KIRARI — what’s your “joy of life”/reason to go on?

it would be my mother dearest, and a select few of my irls / online friends. i hold them close to my heart.

LUCIO — what is your ultimate goal in life if you have one?

my ultimate goal is to move out, go to university for a double degree, and pursue a career in forensic science / psychology.

SUICIDOGMA — what do you view suicide as?

personally, i view it as freedom and salvation in a way. by suicide, you are free from all the suffering and all the hurt you’ve endured during your life — that you no longer have to go through. salvation, as the answer to how you should continue. but that’s my personal opinion.

SEASIDE CAFE — what is your preferred way of dying?

i would say bleeding out or otherwise. to me, it feels like the most befitting way for me to die and i would not want anything else. i enjoy what my last thoughts could potentially be like as i bleed out, perhaps under a fully starlit night sky with the wind brushing over me.

thank you for the questions, dear sol. it is always a pleasure seeing your asks whenever i reblog ask games. 🖤

[lamentsoflonging]

do i haunt you in your dreams? what about your nightmares?

[lamentsoflonging]

Thanks for the spam like, it means a lot to me, can we be mooties?

of course ! i welcome new moots. 🖤

[chocolapilled]

♡⸝⸝ last edited August 3rd, 2026

꒰ ᨰꫀᥣᥴ᥆ꩇꫀ ! (๑> ω <๑)ﾉ

follower count: 549 ! (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)

‪ଘ( ੭⁰̷̴͈ ᵕ ˘͈)੭* intro post ! strawpage in progress

basic info! ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦄་༘࿐

name ୭˚. im áine ummi think its irishim not sure

age ୭˚. im fourteen!!! my bday is july 22nd !!!

pronouns ୭˚. i use any pronouns!!! ypu could call me anything i dont care at all ever ummmm glup

extra stuff ୭˚. okok umm i live in englamd ummmmm i do loads of stuff ummm i play drums and i play on my trampoline n i leik cosplay anddddnndnddn i love music !!! im also colourblind (tritanopia) !!!!! heres a website on tritanopia n leik how i see colours cuz people always ask about it.... idm questions at all about it, i can answer most of them

my interests! ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦄་༘࿐

topics ୭˚. history, paranormal, psychology, medicine

music ୭˚. PANCHIKO. gorillaz, mitski, the offspring, pavement, the smiths, weezer, arctic monkeys, tv girl, mac demarco, rammstein, the beatles, descendants (band not the movie although it is kinda peak), sublime, car seat headrest, the white stripes, MF DOOM, tyler the creator, alex g, misfits, the cranberries, pomp, the TLARK, green day, joan jett & the blackhearts, radiohead, ramones, nirvana, lesley gore, adrianne lenker, jack off jill, solya, roar, gwen stefani, bikini kill, hole, blink-182, linkin park, metallica, pantera, mayhem, megadeth, foo fighters, the front bottoms, type o negative, deftones, destructo disk, clairo, babymetal, strawberry switchblade, carpathian forest, nattefrost, gorgoroth, këkht aräkh, windir, evilfeast, bethlehem, lifelover, leviathan, craft, dissection, nocturnal depression, taake, deadspace, cathartic wound, immortal, ghost bath, candye syrup, maximun the hormone, good charlotte, kyururin te shitemite, kmfdm, nerf herder, illit. definitely more um idk basically everything hehe

games ୭˚. sally face, nso, fran bow, umamusume, pjsk, csgo, fnaf, little misfortune, silent hill, cod, rdr/rdr2, ddlc, sudoku💗💗💗💗

movies, shows, etc ୭˚. scott pilgrim, bojack horseman, the eltingville club, salad fingers, ohshc, mlp, south park, chiikawa, pmmm, jojo rabbit, all quiet on the western front, the inbetweeners

DNI! ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦄་༘࿐

um i kinda just block freely but overall ill be okey with most people interacting !! idm adults interacting aslong as they arent creepy (goes for anyone actually,,,) please just be nice ok love you byeee

[lamentsoflonging]

patiently waits for the anon to dm me.

[lamentsoflonging]

chokes. dies. withers. dissolves. evaporates.

[kiraririi]

˗ˏˋ 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 THEMED ASK GAME ˎˊ˗ kirari's 200 followers special woohoo !!

꒰ა QUESTIONS ! ໒꒱

PHOBIA - what's your biggest fear?

KIRARI - what's your "joy of life"/reason to go on?

SORU - who is someone/are some people you are grateful to have?

LUCIO - what's your ultimate goal in life if you have one?

MANTEN - do you worry about how you look/present yourself often?

AKANE - do you think you've found "your person" ( /r or /p )

MELAN - how easy is it for you to trust people?

TEAM DESPAIR - how easy is it for you to fall into despair?

LUNA - do you live in the past, present, or future?* *as in: do you often find yourself lingering on past events, worrying about the future, or going with the flow?

꒰ა STATEMENTS ! ໒꒱

STAR - you brighten my days

BUTTERFLY - you're my idol

CROSS - i'd die with / for you (asker specifies)

BIRD - i'm gonna peck your eyes out (/pos or /neg)

FOREST - let's go somewhere far, far away together

TRAIN - you got this!

THORN - your death will be beautiful

DEMON - i love you (/r or /p)

ANGEL - i hate you

꒰ა PERSONAL QUESTIONS ! ໒꒱ TW !!! ( parantheses are optional add-ons )

ENYA - have you ever lost anyone? ( to suicide? )

MEGALOPHOBIA - have you ever attempted? ( how? )

PERISH - if you could erase one person from existence who would you? ( why? )

OBSESSION - what's the worst/weirdest thing you've done for love?

PANIC - have you had a panic attack before? ( how many? )

THE HEART - when do you think was your "rock bottom"?

SUICIDOGMA - what do you view suicide as? eg salvation, freedom, punishment, etc

SEASIDE CAFE - what would be your preferred way of dying?

MEMENTOMORI - how much of an active suicide risk are you out of 10?* *10 = could do it now, 5 = passive risk, 0 = no risk, etc

thank you all so so much for 200 !! i hope the questions are fun to ask and answer (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) and surpriiiiise !!!!! i got new dividers hehe >_< old ones edited by yours truly !!!!

[godly-x-girlfailure]

Crashout paused for an 80 follower bingo tag game! Have fun!

@piendia @alchemy-and-royalty @hpdrui @lori-intestine @deusyagami @applausemachine @rottingcannibaby @m1kumew @wirelessradi0 @bittersweet--jirai @landmine-luna @vanillabean5645 @lamentsoflonging @hpdamechan @miu-tastic @cogitocomplex @your-imaginary-guardian-angel + Open Tags !!

(sorry if I did/didn't tag you, this was just my list of mutuals that I could remember off the top of my head.)

[lamentsoflonging]

thank you for tagging me, dear moot ! this was how much i got.

any moots can join in. 🖤

[lamentsoflonging]

for my next trick, i shall vanish for the next few days and then reappear with an entrance of spam-posting.

[lambswinery]

yes, im a loser e dater. yes, im gonna find my soulmate online bitch idgaf.

[lamentsoflonging]

this is so real, mooties.

[lamentsoflonging]

could we maybe dm you about yan4yan?

of course ! feel free to. ^^