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[landmine-angel]

...you've stumbled upon my "secret" sideblog! this is a new one since I think the other one is glitching out..

name's ky. any pronouns. this is gonna be for things that I can't post on my other blogs like ranting, venting & sometimes stuff like my mild interest in topics such as obsessiveness (note that I said mild, I don't actually enjoy the idea of a lot of obslove stuff happening in real life, unless it's heavily discussed and no actual boundaries are being broken.)

I'll also probably rb things that again, I just feel weird or self conscious about reblogging to my other blogs, which could be for a plethora of reasons. unfiltered ky!! how cool.

congrats if you found this! you will never know my personal or main. don't be a weirdo, I can & will block freely! :3

[de-rune]

i love being a narcissist (my mind is building itself up only to tear itself down over and over again)

[landmine-angel]

not my fault I'm perfect and funny and smart and cute and interesting and intelligent and hot and kind and beautiful and the best fucking person on the entire fucking internet and that people just can't handle that shit because they're fucking idiots and I'm better than all of them

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[borderlineangel222]

it’s unfair how i have the responsibility to heal myself when i didn’t cause my wound in the first place

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[sevaria]

a dog called "Grief"

[mxxnlightsblog]

It's crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love.

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is please please please please please please please please please please please please please please. please. im begging you please. please. please. i need you. come closer. closer. i need to smell you as close as i can. i need to feel your skin. i need you so close to me our skin fuses into one. i need you so violently. i need your hands wrapped around my heart i need you to feel that it beats for you and only you and you are my everything. you are my everything. you are the sun and the moon, the rise and fall of my chest, the build-up and crashing of a wave. i am yours and forever yours. i am always yours even after death, even after they put me in the ground or turn me into ashes or whatever happens to me. i am yours. your eyes are so pretty. you are so pretty. i love you. you don't have to love me. let me admire you. i want to admire you forever. you can hate me, i don't care. you can scorn me and beat me and hurt me, though you'd never do that. you're too nice to ever think of such things. everything about you is perfect. i wish you would run your delicate fingers along my arms and grasp my hands. i wish i could hear you laugh just one more time, and then a thousand times more after that. i close my eyes and i see you. i open my eyes, and i think of you in everything i see. i hope you are well. i hope you know i miss you. i can't wait to see your smile again. i hope you know i love you.

i got carried away. im so normal i swear

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[landmine-angel]

I think having someone obsessed with me would fix my self esteem issues

[landmine-angel]

Do you still love me? It's okay if you don't. It's been so long. You don't talk to me anymore. You only talk to them. Only them. You only talk to me if you want something from me, right? That isn't love. You don't love me anymore. Just say the word so I can leave you like I've left everyone else who stopped loving me.

[landmine-angel]

i'll never NOT be amazed at how fucking self-centered some people are. sure, say whatever the hell you want, vaguepost and insult others. tell others to kill themselves when you know damn well you'd be wailing crying if anyone spoke to you the way you speak about others.

i can be self-centered too, but at least i have enough braincells to logically realize the world doesn't revolve around a single person and that words do, in fact, have effects on other people!! who knew!!!

[landmine-angel]

need an obsessive cutie who'll drop everything when I get sick just to make sure their darling is okay..

cuddling me even with the risk of getting sick too (because that obviously doesn't matter as long as they're close to their beloved!), making me warm food (so I can help regain my strength n get alll better!), telling me they'll make sure nothing bad happens to me and that I'll recover quickly (because with them by me, they won't let anything bad happen and make sure I'm resting!)... <3

[landmine-angel]

craving mutual obsession again.. someone who'll never see me as anything but their #1 priority, and someone I'll place above every other person I know because they're just so goddamn cute and they deserve that and so much more.. <33

[the-jackpot-sadboy]

I loooove imagining someone's constantly peeking through my windows.. watching over me, looking at how cute I am... sighs dreamily. it's so cute of them honestly <333

[the-jackpot-sadboy]

I need someone to love me, to adore me. And I'd adore them too, because isn't it so endearing when someone is just so in love with you? I'd treat them kindly and we could be together forever and ever, and place nobody else above eachother, never.. <3