Icarus

25, pre-everything transgirl. Will likely remain pre-everything because of fear and uncertainty.

[astraldemise]

[saturniidae-served-cold]

[squided]

is this song from some alternate reality

[lanthabe]

I'm not dead! I'm just super busy. But right now, in this moment, I feel fucking amazing. I'm filled with so much love and I want to give it all to everyone! I hope you're all doing fabulously and I love you. If you need me I'll be over here BOOGYING ON DOWN. Won't you come and dance with me? <3

I'll probably be back with some Gunpla soon!

[crossstitchworld]

10 months later.. I’m finally finished with Zelda - Link to the Past Light World map! by kayleigh-lane. (source)

[sturdy-nerdy-stitchery]

OH MY GOD IVE BEEN FOLLOWING THIS FOREVER! I LOVE IT OMG 😍😍😍

[lanthabe]

Messy drunk girls giggle on the floor. Accidental upskirts, singing Tenacious D, and dancing all night. That was the most fun I've had in forever.

[lanthabe]

I don't know what this is but I hate it. Too much time and not enough time. I need a friend but need to be left alone. I felt genuinely, deeply happy for the first time in forever yesterday and today... It's gone. Fuck this. Fuck. This.

[lanthabe]

MG Hyaku Shiki. Fun build but the gold bodywork doesn't take Gundam Markers very well, so it feels a little unfinished. Either way it's a really cool looking MS and Master Grades are rad.

[lanthabe]

Built my first Master Grade! Char's Gelgoog Commander Type, my first real attempt at panel lining and weathering on the same model. The camera doesn't really pick up the weathering well at all and kinda makes the lining look messy, but I promise it looks better irl. It was a lot of fun! My Zeon side of the shelf is looking pretty good right now. Next up, Hyaku Shiki MG, GM HG, then a Gouf MG when it arrives. I might have a go at painting the GM, with it being a relatively cheap kit.

Also, completely off topic but, I had a really weird dream where a close friend and I were in California and we ran into Laura Jane Grace, she was awesome, we hugged and she hung out with us. Then suddenly we were exploring a castle with her and my friend stepped on a trap and almost died. I barely ever remember my dreams at the best of times so this was a bit if an odd one...

[cloverchats]

If this isn’t a big enough clue that we want a Pokémon Cinematic Universe I don’t know what is.

[lanthabe]

Eh, not really. I'm glad they left this closed up as a clear one shot. It's a great movie but Pokemon suits being an anime better imo. Sometimes it's better to not spoil a movie's legacy by piling on sequels that can't quite recapture what made the original good.

[daebom]

Detective Pikachu ⚡

[lanthabe]

Excellent movie. Recommend!

[gunraveled]

im fucking crying holy shit

[lanthabe]

Waddup Tumblr it's ya girl Jessica back at it again with the Wish.com purchases. I got this really cute goth witch skirt and blouse and they both fit really nicely, and I feel cute as hell in them. I'm wearing a bra, please don't strike me down Tumblr bots plskthnx.

I also picked up my first Master Grade Gunpla, Char's Gelgoog, and I can't wait to get it built. It's one of the main mobile suits I've wanted so it seemed like a nice opportunity to start playing with MGs too!

[lanthabe]

IPL treatment fucking stings AHHHHHHH

[lanthabe]

I have a new favourite dress. I've also (somewhat belatedly) discovered Againt Me! and Laura Jane Grace almost instantly became a hero of mine. She's beautiful and inspiring and their music kicks ass too.

[lanthabe]

Ten years to the day we've known each other and this is how things are. Nothing has made me quite this profoundly sad before.

[lanthabe]

Oh boy what a waste of a potentially good day. Holy fucking christ I wish I was dead. Fuck you for making me feel like this and then trying to make me feel guilty about feeling like this. Just fucking kill me already.

[lanthabe]

New IG @Jessica_Silverwings

[lanthabe]

New year, same me. Ain't that a shame.