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𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 you probably already know me. Name's Helene. @vanillebirkin . 19 years old. this is my tarot account, I read tarot since like 3 years now and that's a blissful hobby of mine. You're free to share your part & correct me if the reading did not align with you. It's free. You can ask about :

★ your relationships , life advice , shifting/ spiritualité advice , people, etc. i accept every kinds of asks but DO READ the conditions before you hit up my asks.

The reads i do are free, and please read this before asking me anything, I'd appreciate that :) 💕🙏🏻

do not vent. ask me one certain question at a time. i do not accept a long paragraphs of life story/ lore/ ranting & multiple or ambiguous questions.

do NOT request me to delete a reading after I publish it. It will stay on my page & I won't delete it, don't try to start a drama afterwards. If it's "too private" be careful with what you share.

give me the needed lore only. i do not need to know the 10 years of history of your relationship with that someone. Or your past with a certain spiritual practice.

if your question is not tarot related, (if it's purely shifting, loa) go to my main page!

i'll use seven to thirteen cards, that's optional, do not try to dictate me the card number. i always go by instincts.

always begin your question with a kind manner.

you can give me feedback in the comments or in the asks again.

dni; if you're homophobic , racist , hateful , bitter , overly religious , discriminatory & other criteria i pointed out in my main list.

i do not claim that i am some "guru" or "master" tarot reader, it has been a hobby for me that ive been using frequently, and as a result of the requests, i opened this page. Welcome.

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Hey! I hope you're doing well ♡

I've never had a reading done before but i really wanted to try (no pressure to do it of course!)

Hmm maybe like a general relationship reading for me and my s/o in my idol dr? Basically it's a dr where I am in my own girl group and i am dating my groupmate. My name's Mariah and hers is Dan. (if I need to be more specific lemme know :)

I saw u liked doing relationship readings so I hope it's gonna be interesting hahaha

thanks in advance! much love ⭐️

Hey Soami! (Or Mariah by your DR name 💕) I'm doing well thanks. Hope you're alright too 🫶🏻😌🪷 also it's so honoring that's ur first tarot reading XD I have some answers for u darling. Nope nope you don't need to be more specific. Your energy already finds me.

So let's get started. The cards I picked: ace of pentacles, the tower, ace of wands, 6 wands, 10 pentacles, reversed 9 cups, 10 cups, queen of pentacles, 7 cups, 6 swords, knight of cups, the star, page of wands,

So Mariah & Dan in the group..

Ace of pentacles, ace of wands & 6 of wands. This is a real relationship. not like a secret fling. Cause ace of pentacles says that's a solid foundation. You two built trust before the feelings, instant spark. Chemistry you cant really hide even on stage. youre lowkey the "it couple" of the group. Fans would ship you harddd, & members notice. You two bring each other wins 🍻

& the group dynamic

10 pentacles,, 10 cups & queen of pentacles.. they're LOUD that this group indeed works cuz of you two. You're the emotional center. Stable,, nurturing, the ones holding everyone together. Mom of the group kind. Queen of pentacles is YOU, Mariah. Youre the mom friend, the grounding one. So naturally Dan leans on that. The group feels safe cause you two make them feel safe.

THE TENSION

The tower,, reversed 9 cups & 7 cups. They say to me that the secret wont stay secret forever. Or it already almost blew up... Reversed 9 cups give that one of you isnt fully satisfied. Wanting more openness, more outside validation, or just scared it’ll ruin the group... unfortunately. 7 cups means fantasy vs reality. Having options and knowing that, getting lost inside the other options. "What if fans turn on us ???" What if it ends and we lose the group ?" You’re overthinking every scenario.

And..how Dan feels ? ❤️‍🩹

Knight of cups & page of wands. she’s in love. Soft, romantic, wants to protect you. Page of wands says, this but also playful &impulsive. She wants to sneak moments, inside jokes, little touches when no one’s looking😏😛🤭She’s not hiding you and shes just terrified of the fallout. And the outcome of that, 6 of swords & the star. you two will move thru this. It wont be smooth but you'll get to calmer waters. The star tells that there's an after the storm& it’s healing. You come out stronger, realer.. & the group respects you more cause of how you handled it.

So my final verdict!! 📜

The tower isnst IF, it’s when. But it dosent have to end you. If ure honest with each other now you set the boundary before someone else forces it. Talk bout what happens if it goes public. Make the plan now so you don’t panic later!!! You're the quiet power couple. The way you look at each other on stage, wveryone sees it when y'all do it. And the fans who figure it out will love you harder cause youre real.

Hope this reading resonated with you Soami. Bye for now, you can give feedback always 😌😌👋🏻

hello!! hope you're doing well ml!! i saw that you were providing tarot readings and it couldnt have been at a better time omg?? i was literally thinking abt it lmaodhjs.. could i have one tarot reading please? >< (its alright if not btw!!)

i want to ask for a general relationship reading maybe? like what me and my s/o is like in my f1 wag dr (ﾉ´∀｀*) my name is yami and his name is george.. do u need any more info? jshdjs idk what to type.... tysm again tho!!!! mwahmwah!!!!! 🤍🤍

Hey Yami 👋🏻💌 I'm doing well thank u. I hope ur doing well too. I had to SCROLL DOWWNNN to find this 😭 I have now 25+ asks in my inbox and I'm prioritizing the older ones like yours (from yesterday) also I saw ur Desi on ur intro post, I really love u guys, Desi girls are incredibly sweet 💕

Your general relationship w George in your F1 wag dr... The cards I drew: queen of swords, nine of wands, the hierophant, three swords, 10 pentacles, 4 cups, king of wands, 5 swords, the high priestess, page of cups, page of pentacles, the devil, ace of pentacles, the sun, strength,

Queen of swords, king of wands & the sun.

This is it. Queen of swords, THAT'S you. Sharp & loyal, don’t play games, you see through bullshit. King of wands, that’s George. Charismatic, bold, takes charge, makes things happen... You name it. & The sun, when you two click, it’s warm, visible, & everybody knows y'all are each other's person. So there’s real love, not forced stuff, just real joy.

And you might ask, how you two's dynamic actually runs...

That's 3 swords, 5 swords & the devil. This is the shadow. 3 swords gives past hurt. Someone got cut deep before you two, maybe both of you. You're a little guarded cause of it. 5 swords says petty fights happen. Ego stuff. "im right, ur wrong" typa things. moments that don’t actually matter but also leave bruises. The devil means you two can get addicted to each other. But in a harmful way. In a toxic way cause devil is all about harming each other. Intense, all consuming, hard to walk away even when its toxic. So that's the danger.

So strength, ace of pentacles & 10 of pentacles says ur relationship is long term. Family, legacy, forever energy. 🪷😜Ace of pentacles gives a fresh start, solid foundation. So youre not just dating casually but more like yall building something real. Strength says you both have the patience to make it work. You dont give up easy, even when its difficult.

The quiet tension tho

4 of cups, high priestess (MY PERSONAL FAVVV) & 7 of cups. They say sometimes one of you emotionally shuts down. Bored, or like... detached, "is this it ?" Cause 7 cups gives fantasy vs reality. You idealize each other and then reality dosent match the dream and you feel let down. Also the high priestess says there’s stuff unsaid. Secrets, doubts you don’t voice cause you don’t want to ruin the vibe. & What keeps it alive is.. page of cups, page of pentacles & the hierophant.

These says there's these small sweet moments as well. Texts or inside jokes, being silly together, etc. Page of pentacles says me that you both show love through actions. Showing up & planning & taking care of details. Besides the hierophant says you have shared values. Same morals, same long term vision. These might be the "glue" of ur relationship.

My final verdict!!!

This is marriage material IF you both do the work. The devil & 3 swords means the past and ego can wreck it if you let it to. But strength & 10 pentacles do means youre both willing to fight for it, not against each other.

You're the couple everyone roots for. He's the reckless one with a good heart, & ure the one who keeps him grounded and calls him out. And he listens to u. Don’t overthink the 4 of cups moments. Thats jus normal ebb. Come back to the sun. That’s your truth.

Hi, I hope you’re well 🩷 May I ask for a tarot reading for overall spiritual/life advice please?

I have a difficult time trusting myself, dealing with intrusive thoughts and having doubts in my own beliefs even tho I’ve seen proof. I guess I’m scared of believing and possibly being let down.

Thank you for offering these readings and I appreciate your help. 🫶

Hey muffin 🧁🫶🏻😌 I'm well thanks. Hope ur good too. I set my intention and shuffled my deck for you. Waited until I feel alright again so.. yeah.

The cards I drew: 3 of swords, 10 of swords 4 of swords, 5 pentacles, queen of cups, the hierophant, temperance, 3 cups, king of pentacles, 7 pentacles, 7 of cups, 8 of pentacles, 9 of swords, the hanged man, ace of pentacles

It seems like ur mind has been on sum "survival mode" for some time now, the proof is there, you see it, but ur system still expects the rug to get pulled. but also know that that's trauma talking not the absolute truth.

So what's happening in your head ?

3 of swords, 10 of swords & 9 swords. Youve been mentally stabbed. Over & over. 3 of swords gives heartbreak or betrayal, something you trusted fell apart. 10 swords says that ure convinced it'll always end this way. 9 swords says you replay it at random times on loop. Like late night thoughts. The intrusive thoughts aren't random tho. Theyre still your brain trying to "prepare" you for pain that already happened.

& why you can’t trust yourself ?

7 cups,, 8 swords & the hanged man, they say you have too many options, too many "what ifs" in ur head. You don't know which thought is yours anymore. 8 swords says that you think you're weak but in fact you're not. You're refusing to flip ur perspective. You keep looking for proof outside instead of trusting what you already felt. Inner work is essential again

The way through

Queen of cups & temperance & the hierophant. They tell me that your intuition is real. Like I said, you've seen proof. The problem isn’t belief here. It’s that you think belief has to be 100% confident, no it's not. It dosent. It can be a slight, or It can be quiet. It can linger. Temperance says that you ought to blend the logic & the feeling. Just don’t drown in one or the other. You also need structure. A belief isn’t built in one moment. Its built in small repeated acts of actively choosing it.

So show up daily. One small act of trust, you can start little by little. Not suddenly "i believe that everything will be fine." Just "i believe this moment is okay." Ace of pentacles says a new beginning is already here. But you have to plant it and tend it. No instant harvest alright....

5 pentacles & 3 of cups says you’re isolating cause you're scared of being let down again. Stop. Find a few safe people to talk. You don’t have to carry whatever in your mind alone.

So my final verdict.. 📜

Basically it seems like youre scared of believing because believing means you'll have something to lose. 🥀 But not believing is already costing you peace, right now.

So when an intrusive thought hits, say to urself "that’s my fear not my truth." Then you can ground yourself. Or u can pick one small belief to test this week. "im safe today." See how it feels & u can build from there.

Hope this resonated w you. You can give feedback if u want. 🙏🏻💌🤍🤍🤍

I genuinely LOVEEE reading about relationships 😭 it's just so much drama and feelings. I feel so involved so alive so "in the moment". Idk I just feel like I'm in that with y'all lol I just read one for myself and UGH THATS SO TRUE I love tarot I love spirituality I lovvveeee shifting 😫

hi hope you’re doing good! first time asking for a reading !!

i’ve been with my bf for 2 and a half years and since the moment i saw him i felt he was the one and our relationship is so good most of the times but now i kinda feel our energy shifted a bit && he wants to go study abroad for a year and im kinda scared

can the cards tell me if this situation will change the relationship in worse or if it’s all in my head

thank you !!!

Hey Nia..🙋🏻‍♀️💌 this is kind of a difficult situation I know I know. I intended and shuffled my deck for you.

Also a tiny announcement, Im not gonna put card pics cause it takes an unnecessary amount of time and I don't want to make people wait so much so yeah.. I'll be more focused on drawing more cards so... More clarity. 🫶🏻🪷

The cards that I drew: reversed hermit, 9 pentacles, the devil, 7 swords, the sun, 5 cups, queen of swords, the hanged man, the world, page of swords, 4 pentacles, 8 cups,

I don't wanna be the one who gives the "bad news" but.. no. it’s not all in your head. The energy HAS shifted. But it’s not breaking you,, more like its forcing a change.

What's happening now ??

Reversed hermit & 5 cups & 8 of cups. These are telling me that youre avoiding the real talk. Pretending everything's fine cause you’re scared of the answer. 5 cups says that you’re mourning a version of this relationship already,, even before he leaves. Part of you wants to walk away before you get hurt. & thats the fear talking.

And what he feels ?

The sun, page of swords & 7 swords says that he genuinely loves you. You’re his light, his good person in his life. He’s being clumsy with his words, maybe not reassuring you enough 🤷🏻‍♀️ 7 of swords tells me he’s hiding some doubt too. Not about you but kinda about him. Like "can i handle long distance? Will i ever change there ??" He won’t say it out loud to you tho.

Oh & the real shift.

The hanged man, fhe world & 4 of pentacles. It gives a perspective flip. He goes, you stay, & everythings viewed from a new angle. The world says that this year will close one chapter and open another. Dosent always mean "end", it means transformation here. 4 of pentacles says that he’s scared of losing you, so he might cling, get possessive, or shut down to protect himself. 9 of pentacles says that you'll become more independent. That’s good but it’ll change the dynamic with it. Queen of swords indicates that you’ll start seeing things clearly. Less fantasy & more truth. The devil indicates the risk here isn’t distance. But it might be TEMPTATION. Either his, yours, or just the temptation to give up cuz its difficult.

So Nia my final verdict... 📜

If you both stay honest and keep communicating, this dosent ruin it.. but there's a huge chance that it'll test your relationship HARSH. And tests make it stronger or expose cracks that were already there. If you pretend its fine and don’t talk about the fear the devil will win. Resentment, jealousy & coldness.

This wont be an end if you communicate and don't give into the temptations. Set real expectations & build your own life too while "waiting". You gotta be the queen of swords here.

The sun tells me that this isn't the end. It’s a turning point like I said. If you handle it right, you come back stronger, clearer,, and sure hes still the one. If you don’t, you’ll know too. And that’s okay.🤍

Trust the sun more than the fear.

Hope this resonated w you honey take care and you can give feedback if u want. 💗💗

i already asked one tarot reader about it but her asks are closed for now, so i hope it's not rude but i wanna ask you when will i get my dream body? get as in manifest, and by the way this acc was very much needed for me so iloveyou 💕

Hey sweet stassie. I think I know you from miyah, is she our mutual friend? XD no it's not rude at all, I love u too luvly pisces 🫶🏻💕🪷

The cards that decided to jump from my sacred deck: 7 of cups, 8 of cups, 9 cups, the wheel of fortune, the sun, 7 pentacles, queen of wands, the moon, the hierophant, king of pentacles, page of cups, the hanged man.

You will, but not on the timeline you’re trying to force it.

Where you are now?

7 cups & 8 of cups & the moon. you’re stuck in "what if" fantasy. 100 diets 100 routines, 100 affs, none consistent 8 of cups says you’ve already walked away from something that wasn’t working, but you keep looking back. The moon says there's confusion. You don’t actually know what "dream body" looks like for you, just what you’ve seen online. That’s perhaps why it feels foggy.

Mental clarity rather than forcing is needed in this case..

Why it’s not here yet?

7 of pentacles & the hanged man. you want results before the work (manifestation) has grown. You check every week like "ugh is it there yet ??" The hanged man tells me you need to shift ur perspective. Stop asking when. & start asking "how do I feel while I do it?" Right now your energy is begging. not exactly receiving.

What’s coming ??

Wheel of fortune & the sun. Wheel says a sudden turn. Also this isn’t a 2 year slow grind. Once it clicks itll moves fast. The sun says that when it happens, you’ll feel visible, confident, like yourself again. Not just look different, feel different too.

& you might ask, what is "the key" ?:

Queen of wands& king of pentacles & 9 cups & page of cups. act like you already have it. MANIFEST IT!! Energy, posture, how you talk about yourself. Not forceful confidence. real ownership. King of pentacles says me that u need discipline, but the grounded kind of. Simple, repeatable, boring maybe.. 9 cups says your desire is valid. This isn’t vain. You deserve to feel good in your skin. Page of cups says start small and playful. One new healthy habit that feels cute & not like a punishment.

The Hierophant says you need structure. Not strict rules tho, but a container like. A trainer perhaps a plan, a coach, a routine you don’t have to invent daily. Wheel of fortune means 3-6 months once you commit to consistency. Don't expect immediate perfection before consistency.

& my final verdict.. 📜

You’re manifesting from lack. You say "oh I’ll be happy when I have the body." JUST FLIP IT

"i feel good now, so the body follows.". 9 of cups & the sun is wish fulfillment, but only when you stop making it the only thing that will make you happy.

Pick 1 habit. Just one. Stop body checking in mirrors 10 timez a day. That’s the moon feeding ur doubt. Visualize how you move in that dream body when it's yours. Like now it's yours, feel it first.

Youre closer than you think. But you haveee to stop chasing and start being the person who already lives that way.

Hi! hope you're doing great, I've been having bad time lately also I'll be moving to another city next week for my higher studies this is my first time moving out alone so I wanted to know how my education and social life be there and will I work towards my dream, my initial is SR thank you so much.

Hey snow. I'm good thanks. I intended & shuffled my deck for you. 🙋🏻‍♀️🫶🏻 And as a fellow college student & about to leave the city, I can relate.

The cards I picked: the devil, ace of pentacles, 2 cups, knight of pentacles, queen of swords, the magician, nine pentacles, the hanged man, three cups, 5 cups, five swords, 6 swords,

By the way, I normally pick more cards/ prime numbers too irl but cause of Tumblr settings I usually pick 12.

Moving alone seems scary as hell. But these cards? Yourre gonna be fine dw. Perhaps better than fine.

About education:

Ace of pentacles & knight of pentacles & the magician says all. These says that a new opportunity lands right in your lap. Scholarship internship, the right professors, etc, something solid. Knight of pentacles means you’ll work slow and steady, not flashy but also consistent. The magician says you’ve got the skills. You won’t just study there too,, youll build things. Use every resource, talk to professors, join labs/ clubs. That’s where the door seems to opens.

& about social life:

Three cups & two of cups & queen of swords. Three cups says that you'll find your people fast. Not hundreds ofc but 3-4 real ones who click w u. Two of cups says one friendship especially will feel like instant chemistry, maybe even a partner. Queen of swords says you'll keep your boundaries. You won’t fake it to fit in. That’s good. The right ones will respect it!! 😄

Will you work toward your dream?

Nine of pentacles & the hanged man & six swords. Yea, but not how you pictured. Nine of pentacles gives independence. Youll learn to do it yourself,, no hand holding. Six of swords says this move is the turning point. You’re literally leaving the old version of yourself behind. & The hanged man says you might need to pause, see things from a different angle.... Your dream might shift a bit once you’re there and that’s good. It’ll get more real!

& "the block":

The devil& five cups & five of swords.

First off th devil is ur own habits. Scrolling too much, staying in your room, or saying "ugh ok ill start next week" loop. Five of cups says you’ll miss home. Hard. First month youll mourn what you left. Cuz that's literally leaving ur comfort zone. Five of swords says don’t pick fights or gossip to feel connected. It’ll backfire and isolate you.

So my (and tarot's) final verdict for u.

You’ll feel alone. & that’s the test. If you push through week 2 -3 without calling home every night, you’ll break through. Say yes to every invite, even if you’re tired. Three cups dosent come if you hide.Keep one routine that’s just yours. So give nine pentacles energy. Morning coffee, gym, whatever suitable. If you feel stuck, switch ur perspective. New city means new rules. Old you dosent apply. You’ll build the version of you that makes the dream happen.

Hope this was helpful & resonated w you. Ciaooo !! 🙏🏻🙏🏻💕

Hiii, good day/night to you.

First, I really want to express my gratitude for your kind soul to help others who are lost. You're such an angel sweetieee (and a badass queen 💅🏼).

So I'm actually not in a good mental state right now (not gonna trauma-dump it on anyone, it's still manageable), I need a little clarity and guidance. For years, I've been trying to shift realities but only little to no success (to be fair, I mini-shifted once but couldn't achieve that after).

I hereby request for a tarot reading about my shifting journey, where I am at right now, what actually make me feel 'stuck', how can I change my mindset, and what is the key for me to fully shift to my DRs.

Again I fully appreciate for the help, and I understand tarot reading can take time. No rush, I will be waiting patiently. ❤️❤️

Hey Diana 🥺 how are you doing love? Your name is so pretty that's my DR name as well XD 🫂💕 thank u sooo so much for ur kind words I appreciate all of them. That's a valid question. Let me intend for u and let's see what cards will tell us. Your patience is well appreciated.

And a tiny little reminder, please don't ask multiple questions at once. I really need to understand & focus on one certain question at a time. It's kinda confusing and then I'll have to pull more cards 😅 you asked 4 at once but that's okay for now. Thanks for your understanding! 💗

Now the cards I picked: 5 of cups, death, justice, ace of wands, 7 swords, 7 pentacles, 8 swords, knight of wands, queen of pentacles, 3 of pentacles, the empress, the sun.

Where you are right now?

8 swords & 5 of Cups & Death. You feel trapped but the cage is in your head. 8 of swords means you think you can’t move, but nothing’s actually blocking you except your own focus. 5 of cuups tells me that you’re mourning the mini shift & replaying “ughhhh why can’t I do it again ?” Death says that version of you who couldn’t shift has to die. It’s over. You can’t re enter the same way and expect a different result.

What’s actually making you stuck ?

7 of swords & justice & 7 of pentacles. 7 swords says that you’re sneaking around your own subconscious. Lying to yourself with “yeah im trying” while still very much doubting it’ll work. Justice days you’re waiting for it to be "fair". Like if you do everything right,, you should get it. Shifting dosent work on fairness. 7 pentacles says me you’ve been waiting so long you’re impatient and tired. You keep checking “ugh is it growing yet ? 🫪” instead of just watering it.

& How to change your mindset ?

Ace of wands & knight of wands & the sun. Stop treating it like a chore. Ace wands gives that this needs to feel alive, exciting, impulsive again. Knight of wands says stop overthinking, just GO. No script, nor method, no 2hour routine. Lay down and decide that youre already there. with the same energy youd have if you were jumping into a game you love. The sun says shift comes when it feels light, not heavy. When you expect it, not beg for it!!!!

The "key" to fully shift.... 🧸

We have queen of pentacles & 3 of pentacles & the empress.

Queen of pents says you should ground yourself in this reality first. You cant leave a place you dont feel safe in. Eat, sleep & take care of your body, etc. The empress says nurture yourself like youre already in your DR. Spoil yourself,, rest, stop punishing yourself for not shifting. 3 of pentacles says me you need to collaborate with yourself. Mind & body & belief, all three have to work together. Right now ur mind is screaming, body is exhausted, belief is barely hanging on.

Of course one can shift while not doing any of these. But in YOUR personal journey Diana, you have to do these or you'll keep feeling stuck.

You’re mini shifting cause part of you still doesn’t believe you deserve your DR. Or you’re scared that if you fully shift, this reality/ your pain will win.

& what to do starting now?

For a few days don't attempt to shift. Maybe until u feel like it again. Just live. Treat yourself like you already made it. Cause this queen& empress energy gives it. When you try, 5 minutes max. Knight of wands. No pressure, no "if I don’t do it I failed" talk again 🙏🏻. Also, PLEASE drop the guilt. Death & the sun says you get to start over without the weight. Yourre NOT far. Youre right at the edge. The only thing between you and it is the pressure you’re putting on yourself to make it happen now.

Hope this resonated with you, you can give feedback if u want! Have a nice day 🙏🏻🙏🏻

Hi! I hope you’re having a lovely day 🤍 I recently went through a breakup, and I was wondering if you could tell me whether this person might come back into my life and what their feelings toward me are at the moment. I completely understand if you’re unable to answer, and I’m very grateful for your time and kindness. Thank you so much! 🫶🏻✨

I’m sorry if my English isn’t very good, it’s not my first language 😅😗

Hey darling... Sending you a huge warm hug 🫂 💕 I know.. breakups are so super emotionally draining. however im really glad you reached out. (I'm not English native either dw 😭) I intended for u and shuffled my deck. It's so late night but I wanted to read this something in me couldn't wait XD

And guys please don't feel ignored or anything lol just today, the day I established this blog, I received 25+ asks and like I said reading tarot takes energy & time. I want to give my full energy to it and be genuine. I don't wanna rush things & give you half assed answers. Thanks for ur patience it's a delight for me to do this 🫶🏻😽

The 13 cards I pulled: 6 of wands, the world, 2 of swords, king of swords, 5 swords, 4 of swords, 9 of swords, 5 pentacles, the fool, three of wands, the empress, 7 swords, ace of cups.

I'll be completely honest with you honey, is he coming back? No. Not the way you want.

You might ask why ? Cause the world, three wands & the fool says that a cycle actually closed. And it was meant to. Three wands means he’s looking ahead, not back. Whatever he might actually feel, he looks & plans ahead. The fool is a clean break, a new chapter starting for him. The world means ending, not pause.

& His current feelings

King of swords,, 2 swords & 5 of swords. He shut it down mentally. King of swords is him in this shuffles, and he's someone who's logical, detached, “this is the right decision” typa energy. 2 swords says he won’t talk about it, won’t reach out. 5 of swords says there was a fight, hurt, and he left feeling like he had to win or get out clean. He’s proud of that choice right now.

Soooo what’s under the surface? 9 of swords, 5 of lentacles & 7 of swords. He’s not sleeping great either 😭 9 swords IS regret, what ifs, 3am thoughts etc. he's mentally in a bad place. 5 pentacles says that he feels the loss, feels a bit empty without you. & 7 of swords says he’s hiding that from himself and you. Won’t admit he misses you cause itd mean he was wrong.

Ace of cups & the empress is YOU!

This was my reaction when I pulled empress. That's you. There’s still love. Ace of cups gives fresh feeling for you didn’t die. The empress says he remembers you as warm, nurturing & beautiful. But its just memory, not action. He’s holding it like a quiet ache. He probably won't act on it. 4 of swords seals it. he’s in timeout. Reflecting & resting not moving.

So my final verdict for you darling...... 📜

He won’t come back on his own. If he does, it’ll be months later, and only if he’s hit rock bottom and realized he messed up. Right now he’s choosing ego over emotion. You deserve someone who picks you while youre still here. not someone who only realizes after you’re gone. Don’t wait on 4 of swords 😭

Hope this reading resonated with you.. I wish you absolutely the best 💕💕💕 you can give me feedback & your thoughts on comments.

Hello! I really hope you had a lovely week!

I’d like to thank you for willing use your time and energy to do readings for other people on here. It’s really kind of you 🫶🏾💗

I’d really love to have a reading from you, if you don’t mind?

Will I wake up in the void state and manifest my dream life by next year? I’ve been using the law of assumption/affirming that I am someone who wakes up in the void state every single night for over a year in the 3D. Am I doing something wrong or I should keep persisting?

Thank you so much! 🫶🏾💗

What tarot really is?

Awwwee thank you so much.. I really appreciate your sweet words darling 😽🫂💓

Your question is honestly valid. But I must make a few points about what tarot is and what it isn't clear, for you and for the others reading this :) 💗💗

Tarot isn't a "destiny writer" or a series of unchangeable predictions/ oracles, its rather a mirror that captures the energy and mental map of the present moment. (Or the close future) The psychiatrist Carl Jung pointed out that seemingly coincidental events are actually connected by a semantic link. & when you focus on a question in your mind and choose a card (or if someone on behalf of u does that) a "semantic synchronicity" gets established between the card you choose and the energy in your mind/ space.

The cards bring to the surface through symbols,, emotions & possibilities that you already know in your inner world but haven't brought to consciousness, that you've suppressed or ignored.

There is a "tendency" (aka momentum) created by the current situation feelings & environmental factors. The cards show the most likely outcome of this. I noticed that so many people coming in my inbox dosent know what tarot really is. That's okay, but I had to clear these out 🤗

You might ask, why does it gives the close future ?

The directions that usually appear in spreads cover a short time frame (that its approximately 1 to 6 month). This is precisely cause of what I just said. Energy & momentum.

For example, imagine youre walking on a road rn, & considering your current speed; direction & stride, its possible to predict where you will be in 100 meters (near future). However,, its impossible to know where you will be in 10 kilometers cause you might stop, deviate, or turn back.

& in tarot, there's no a "determined future," only a "potential future" exist.

The cards tell you, "girl if u continue with this mindset/ energy, this will be the result 🫤" But the moment you change your decisions, perspective,, or actions, you completely alter that potential future. And cause it's not just your will, theres also the will and momentary decisions of the other people involved, the number of variables increases exponentially as time progresses.

Energy is not static. it's fluid. Even the moment you experience inner awareness, your frequency & therefore your field of attraction changes. Hence tarot doesn't dictate the future to you; it presents you with a map of your current trajectory. Its always your own will that is at the helm and will change the course.

Final verdict, I, nor tarot can't tell you what will happen next year or until next year. Energies shift constantly, your own free will, decisions, etc.

You clearly have questions about shifting and LOA, you can check my main blog @vanillebirkin I have allll the info you need. If you have another question you want to consult to tarot, I'm here. Thanks for your question again and I hope I cleared these :)💓

Hiiii hello helloooo I saw that you were offering readings so I wanted to know if I could get one please ?

If yes , can I get a reading on my shifting journey please ? Like where am I rn and what’s waiting for me next ? I feel like I’m close to respawning / permashifting but I also feel like there’s something that I’m doing wrong it’s like the 3d is lagging or something I don’t know how to explain it pwjdjdowjeheejejeb

So yeah can I get a reading on this please , just to clarify my situation :)

Thanks in regards 🫶🏻

Hey darling yes you can get a reading of course :) 🐇🍥

So I intended, & shuffled my deck. The cards are: 3 of wands, 8 of swords, the devil, 5 of pentacles, ace of pentacles, the chariot. The hermit, the star, king of swords, 6 of cups, 5 of cups, 3 of pentacles.

Youre not wrong. The 3D is lagging but not cause you "failed" anything.. you’re one foot in, one foot out.

Alright where youre in your shifting journey right now, 8 of swords & the devil & 5 of pentacles. Youre stuck in your own head, literally. 8 swords means you think uoure trapped, but the cage is completely mental. The devil is just you keep replaying the same loop of “what if im doing it wrong ??? what if it never works?” and THATs the lock. 5 pentacles says you feel abandoned, like everyone else is shifting except you. Cold, isolated, outside looking in. This is just a feeling.

Also that’s why the 3D feels laggy. Youre so hyperfocused on “ughhh did it happen yet” that your awareness is split. Half here checking & half trying to leave.

Aaand what you’re doing wrong? 3 of wands & the hermit says that you’re watching the horizon instead of moving. 3 wands is you keep checking and waiting and expecting a sign. The hermit says you need to go inward, stop looking outward.

Inner work is CRUCIAL.

Shifting isn’t “out there”. It’s in your space. It's within. Youre checking the door every 5 secs instead of actually walking through.

Now what’s waiting next, ace of pentacles & the chariot & the star. This is the close one. Ace of pentacles gives a "new reality is literally available." Solid, real, you can touch it. The chariot says you break through with sheer will. No ritual nor method, it's just "im doing. now." & The star gives,, after you respawn, it’s peaceful & clear.

There's an emotional block. 6 cups & 5 cups & 3 of pentacles.

It seems like ure grieving this reality before you even leave it. 6 cups gives nostalgia for what you have here. 5 cups gives mourning the version of you that stays behind. 3 of pentacles gives you’re trying to shift but still building something here, still invested. Your subconscious is like "waittt we’re not done yet!!"

My final verdict;

You’re close like u said. Like, days close. But you won’t respawn until you stop negotiating with the 3D aka physical reality. King of swords says CUT THE DAMN ROPE. No more “but what if”.

Alright, and what to do now?? Tonight no affirmations no scripts just don't stress it anymore. Just try it. Just lay down and decide that "im already there." The Hermit energy. You don't need evidence. Stop checking for signs in 3d. That’s the lag, youre causing it. The more you check, the more it buffers and that's looping. When you feel that grief (or whatever not being able to let go means for you) for 3d, let it. 5 cups says acknowledge it, then turn around. Something better is behind you!

Hope this resonated with you. You can give feedbacks & tell me your part about it 🫶🏻 and don't forget, whatever feels true for you is the truth. You know that better than me. So take it. 🧸💓

hello! i hope you are doing well.

this is my first time requesting a tarot reading; i apologize if my question is improper or too vague or anything.

i’m feeling lost in both my life and my shifting journey. so, i want to ask: what steps i must take to move forward?

thank you for your time and for offering to do tarot readings!

Heyyyy luv 💓 I'm doing well thank you. No it's quite proper and good thanks for ur question. I'm happy u decided to ask for a reading and I'm happy to be ur first time 😚😏

Its pretty normal to feel lost. The cards say that the problem with both paths is the same →→ you cant let go of control.

First, the cards for the steps for your shifting journey. Reversed emperor, 2 of swords, reversed 9 of cups, knight of wands, 6 of wands, 9 of wands.

It seems like u're stuck cause of the "right method, right time, perfect scenario" you've built in your head. That's so very common.. Let go of the control. 2 of swords give you're avoiding making decisions. Instead of waiting to see if it will work this time, TRY.

Knight of wands & 6 of wands & 9 of wands give going in fast, impulsive, fearless. Knight of wands says don't think, just do. It's the obsession of control. Do what you know. 6 of wands gives even a "small" success will boost your motivation. 9 of wands, you're already tired, but make one last move. 10 minutes a day, one scenario, maybe meditation.. etc.

I think the "rule" for shifting is expectation anxiety = blockage. Reverse emperor also says this...

Now the steps for your life. Ten of cups, 10 of wands, 9 of pentacles, eight of swords, the magician, the tower.

So the 10 of cups & 9 of pentacles give, the life you want dosent come from loneliness it more like comes from standing on your own feet. 9 of pentacles is all about earning ur own money, creatjng your own life. Don't be dependent on anyone. And 10 of wands & reversed 8 of swords give the burdens you carry that aren't yours. Family expectations,, the pressure to "be successful." Reversed 8 swords also says that you're actually free, but you've locked yourself in. Let go of one thing, excessive responsibility, guilt, the pressure to "make everyone happy.

The magician & the tower says, use your skills to dismantle the existing structure. Magician is: you have the resources. Tower is: a new order cannot be established without the collapse of the current one. Scary, but pretty necessary.

Nooowww my final verdict.

For shifting: just try. Meditate, create your own "method". You don't have to make it perfect or the way everybody else does. Just try to relax it a bit and don't let anxiety take over.

And for life: Let go of that one burden for yourself. Whichever weighs heavier. The bill, the expectation, the guilt, you know the rest.

Also, doing both will cause the tower to explode. It will feel bad, but then 9 of pentacles & 10 of cups will come.

You're not lost hun ure just moving from your old structure to a new one as your old one collapses. Like I said in the previous reading, you can give me updates & feedback. Lots of luv 🫶🏻💓💓💓

Hi, hope you're fine. I'm interested in your free readings. I always knew who was my soulmate and that I'll marry her, but recentely I fell in love deeply with a girl I met in my course and now I'm feeling very confuse if my future wife is her (the girl from the course, who I have chemistry with) or still the same person as before. Some infos about me are: NM, she/her, taurus sun, 24

Thanks in advance 😊

Hey darling. That's a good question. I intended & shuffled my desk for you.

Also a disclaimer; tarot readings take time. I put effort and my soul in it genuinely, I don't want to rush any of your questions, so it takes some time. Please be patient and don't think I'm ignoring you 😭

Okay girl imma be quite honest, the girl from the course IS NOT your soulmate. But the girl you have chemistry with isn't either.. that's kinda surprising lol. But hold on. But one of them seems like to enter your life, and give you a lesson (probably a karmic lesson. And karmic soulmates...they're kinda difficult)

Girl from the course has: the devil, 7 of wands, knight of pentacles, 10 of wands, 5 of cups, & ace of cups.

I dont think you two have any chemistry. thats sheer obsession. The devil gives obsession, addiction, the feeling of ''but i cannot let go''. Ten of wands gives someone who takes your energy and dosent give any back. so thats imbalanced to begin with, someone who tires you out in a harmful way, a relationship only YOU carry. Five of cups gives loss & regret. Yeah there is also ace of cups in the end BUT, it probably indicates ''intoxication of the first love'' you know what i mean? ace of cups is a new relationship, its exciting, maybe dear, but that dosent mean its nurturing. 7 of wands + knight of pentacles gives like YOU are giving your effort, youre persisting, youre strying to make this relationship work. And thats toxic af if you ask me. You'll only get more & more exhausted and you WON'T get what you deserve from her.

And now the girl you have a chemistry with: 6 of wands, wheel of fortune, queen of pentacles, the star, (reversed) the hanged man, page of wands. Also again a disclaimer, some readers do not acept reversed cards but i do. i dont want to ignore them when they literally BOUNCE off my deck lmao.

Okay thats kind of a ''spark''. Page of wands is a new attraction, excitement, chemistry, flirt, these typa energy. Wheel of fortune gives a ''coincidence'' that changes the route of ur life. 6 of wands gives winning, a feeling of proud, like ''this girl chose me''. & Queen of pentacles gives the reality. Someone who's a realist, a grounded person. And lastly, reversed hanged man gives youre no longer obsessing, its time to move!!!

And the soulmate matter.

The person you'd say "oh i always knew" is your soulmate. But soulmate dosent equal the person you'll marry. A soulmate is someone who nurtures you,, teaches you lessons. Like the girl in the course. This is kinda a complicated situation 😭😭 I know.

She'll teach you about commitment, jealousy, and the fear of loss. Then she'll leave.

The girl you have chemistry with… has real relationship potential. If you move forward with her you'll be happy &you'll receive support. your life will improve. Again, the star AND queen of pentacles means healing + trust.

Okay and the final verdict.

You won't marry your soulmate. Your soulmate is preparing you for the girl you have chemistry with. If you get stuck on the girl from the course you'll lose probably 2-3 years. If you choose the girl you have chemistry with, your life will be on track within around 6 months. (these are my instincts. and theyre usually right but of course, its yours to take action & decide babe).

You can always give me feedback if it aligned with you or not. With lots of love to you my fellow taurus 🫶🏻💋

do not persist on the wrong person.

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