Life must go on, people said. And here I am. Its already 7 months I underwent this kind of “work”, and remains 5 months to be resolved. This “shitty-f*ck**g -irittating-but-true” question come up as time goes by: “WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO AFTER ALL THIS “THINGS” DONE? WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO WORK? WILL YOU CONTINUE YOUR STUDY?” and some other irritating question that follow behind.
easily to ask, yet hard to answer, yes?
So, here are my answer : ............................. (oh God, i have no words for this question)
Oh God! They got me speechless and i dont know how to answer, made me wanna cry. Several scenarios running in my head, lets begin to make some probability what im gonna do next (better than stress about my future hahahahaha)
1. Registering as PNS. This is gonna be my main goal, could be happier if i can achieve it, but you should be realistic too which made me sad that in recent years my government hasnt opened PNS recruitment. God is good as always, hope this year, there will be again PNS recruitment and im one of the chosen.
2. Continue my study! Applying Master Degree? or specialistic? dont know yet. but maybe continue to master degree with scholarship will be my best choice so far (hope that i could be accepted as one of awardee in LPDP scholarship). Being a “PPDS” seems too far beyond and non-realistic for now; besides its “fantastic” cost you should pay, there is also “X” factor you should have to pass the “PPDS” elimination.
3. Being a job “doctor” seeker from one hospital to another, working by shift. Meet patients problem and treat disease as much as I can. Should prepare it by now some course such as ACLS, ATLS, EKG, and etc. Oh my Dear God gimme some money to make the course happen amen! Hope that i could be accepted in my wishlist hospital i want to join amin
4. Married and follow wherever your husband is. Yeah, i want it so much yet have to be realistic since until now i havent met the Mr Right, so maybe this would be the last (but truly want this much) choice i have to choose haha LOL
Okay, it think its enough to make some probabilities and make those dreams come true. Let Mother Mary and Jesus Christ bless my dreams
