it/its, he/him, or whatever dog neopronouns you want. adult.
mostly a kink and aesthetic blog for a guy into hard bdsm, so get outta here if you're under 21.
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🩸late 20s. it/its, he/him. you can call me 🩸or whatever the hell you want, really, derogatory or otherwise.
mostly a k!nk and aesthetic blog for a trans, multiple, polyamorous freak ghoul so get outta here if you're under 21. folks of all genders and orientations are welcome here.
harder kinks are present here; it's all fantasy, baby. if you need somethin' tagged, i'll try to tag it for you. just let me know what tag i should use. my text posts and other content are tagged #thinkin' thoughts.
header image (c) butchkelev
dash icon (c) saccharine-mutt
also found at derogatorymutt / chiffonhush / veindesire / salivacore / redbites
more personal shit under the cut.
part of a DID system - i'm not the host, i'm just a guy who comes and goes. most of the time these days it’s probably someone else talking lol but it doesn’t matter. i've got two tags for system members i'm in relationships with: #rebel yell (chiffonhush) and #the core of us (salivacore). it might not always be me around on this blog, and we also might not realise it's someone else. we're very likely polyfragmented and shit gets weird.
very into degradation, forced pleasure/cnc, forced penetration, and sadomasochism. even the shit i don't like, i'll take it if it gets you off. piss on me, spit in my mouth, i don't care. you shouldn't either. my whole thing is that i'm touch-averse and hate people gettin' handsy with me (and that's, again, exactly why you should do just that).
i'm not comfortable playin' caretaker and i'd appreciate it if you didn't try to make me. i'm Not Nice and most of my kinks are centered around being violent, or having violence done to me. that said, I'm not a Dom and i'm not interested in being one; i don't know that i fit neatly into any particular box, even if a lot of my posts will come off that way.
i can use or be used, you feel me, it just depends on the day. some days i might not be interested in anything at all; we're collectively aroace and very often sex-repulsed, so yknow.
i talk a big talk about being rough'n'tumble don't-give-a-shit on here, but remember all of this shit is just fantasy play. boundaries and communication are important, and if i cross a line with you, i wanna know about it so i don't do it again. if you cross a line with me, i'll do the same. we're all here to have kinky fun and play around a little, let's not be actual dicks to each other.
like in theory giving someone control over it is really cool BUT. that means i have to tell them what feels good and what doesn’t. and i have to do it OVER TEXT???? while doing nothing in return for them?!?!?!
i let someone take control of it and it felt great for about 30 seconds but unfortunately there’s no faster way to kill my boner than to make me involve another person in the equation. I got really in my head about it n had no idea how to talk to the guy lol. but it was fun for that 30 seconds
many of my sexual fantasies and kinks boil down to ‘someone being really attracted to me and me not having to ask for affection, just be given it.” which could mean nothing.
I'm so tired of reading horny text posts about fictitious trans men with all the masculinity of a peeled grape. I know it's simply a statistical bias born from the average hornyposter on tumblr dot com being a mid 20's white usamerican who prefers to imagine a cute whimpering hairless tboy but it's so dull to me I'm so over it. when do we get to talk about his fictitious hairy chest and ass, his stubble, the fact that he works out or likes muscle cars or god I would even take sports television at this point. why does he never have grey hairs, why does he never take responsible care of his lover, he can still have a beautiful pussy and whimper when you fuck him if you want him to but why is he always a "tboy" and not a "trans man" ffs
no I dont want a daddy I want an ethically grey scientist who's developing an unprofessionally and inappropriately close bond with the subject (me) despite their better judgement and the warnings of their colleagues
