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[rubahlicik]

“Salah satu pengkerdilan terkejam dalam hidup adalah membiarkan pikiran yang cemerlang menjadi budak bagi tubuh yang malas, yang mendahulukan istirahat sebelum lelah”

— Buya Hamka (via hanamaulida)

[lebensmoode]

Tapi ya tolong agak sat set juga prepare nikahnya ya hei Pria di ujung sana, karena hamba masih pengen kabur dari rumah jalur "sah di KUA" 🙂

[lebensmoode]

Honestly, LDR itu jauh lebih "hemat" dibanding pacarku lima langkah.

Sejauh gw mengalami sendiri, hemat di sini bukan cuma soal expense saat ngedate, tapi juga soal energi dan setor muka(?). Dulu waktu jarak masih belasan rebu naik gojek, mikirnya kayak gampang aja ketemuan, ayok makan di sini nyobain cafe di sana, nonton ina inu, gas. Selain rasanya uang tu macem ketiup angin, pikiran dan energi abis ke orang itu aja. Ngobrol, berantem, drama, jauh lebih sering karena intensitas ketemuannya juga masih tinggi. Masalah setor muka tu maksudnya ya... bosen gak sih ketemuan mulu gitu 🙃

Trus, selama LDR yang jaraknya kurang lebih 6 jam naik minibus, gw tuh bener-bener merasa seperti Jiwoo di lagunya "Greed"

"So be free but be mine..."

One of the most beautiful lyrics I found in a song, and now I'm stuck in that situation?? I'll be happily religiously stuck then he he. Lagi-lagi, sebagai Sagitarian akut yang hobi melalak dan ga suka diatur, hubungan macam ini hampir sempurna. I can spend my time working, hanging out, having me-time, like a single human being, but I know I have someone that stays with me and can be reached anytime I need him. Ceila.

Tentunya ada syarat dan ketentuan yang berlaku ya, ini kapal karena udah lama banget berlayar, jangan harap kita bisa di titik ini kalo masih 1 tahun bareng. At this point, I'm no longer disturbed by late text, he falling asleep in the middle of the call, he playing games while we're on the phone. I totally can understand and tolerate those stuffs since he is also a type who prefers no conflict and drama (but I'll def create it sometimes if necessary 😀) and never demands me to do something I am not.

So be free but be mine. Yeah, kesannya kayak open relationship wkwkw

[lebensmoode]

Here comes a time when a student is "ghosting" her tutor.....

Ah, been there done that.

[lebensmoode]

Gw heran deh tim marketingnya kopi *kenangan itu sekolah marketing di mana dah. Tiap kali purchase di struk tertulis "selamat, anda dapat voucher 15% berlaku 3 hari", pas mau di klaim, rupanya ada minimal pembelian dulu 35k baru bisa dapet voucher tsb. Yang mana kaga ada tu ditulis di struk syarat klaim voucher nya begitu. Intinya apaa... yup, lu gabisa pake itu voucher dan kudu belanja 35k dulu baru voilaaa dapet deh dan next purchase baru tu voucher bisa dipake.

Ada lagi yang gw makin yakin ini plenger beneran timnya. Jelas-jelas tertulis "GRATIS 1 CUP" karena stamp gw udah memenuhi syarat itu. Pas di klaim, taraaa~~~ ternyataaa dan SECARA TIBA-TIBA maksudnya tu jadi diskon 50% alias ya gw tetep bayar setengah harga minumannya. Kek...

Ini gw yang silap ngebaca tulisan "GRATIS" segede gaban dan diulang-ulang loh ya bukan cuma sekali, ATAU MEREKANYA YG EMANG SENGAJA BIKIN KONSUMEN MERAGUKAN KEMAMPUAN DASAR CALISTUNG???

Scam jenis apa ini ck

Emang udah paling bener beli bubuk kopi trus nge-frother di rumah aja

[lebensmoode]

Nonton Dr. Stone dari yg sabar banget di ep awal-awal karena ada tarzan songong Tsukasa yang bikin greget, udah ditolongin malah mau nyingkirin orang yang nolong, lalu dibuat sabaaar terus sepanjang season 1, 2, 3 karena yaampun Senku bahasanya ilmiah sekaliii otak goldfish hamba kayak salah server nonton ini. Sampai lah akhirnya ada titik di mana hamba bisa teriak.....

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 😍😍😍

Maap kalo spoiler. Emang gabisa boong kalo tante berharap banget anime ini tu ada romance barang sikiiiittt aja iya sikit kek gini gapapa kali loh iya 😍 though I perfectly know that that crazy scientist guy will never look at a woman as a "woman" but...

Aku padamu, Kohaku-chan.

[lebensmoode]

Alhamdulillah ketemu dr gigi yang baek bangeeett. Cerewet pula, kusuka kusuka. Jauh lebih baik daripada yg diem diem aja atau yg suka nakut-nakutin or the worst, judging.

Lanjutin ya tante, this is your era of oral treatment. Duitnya ada in aja biar Allah yg kasih 🥹

[lebensmoode]

Sebenernya receh banget drama ini tu, tapi sesuatu yang melanggar privasi atau hak atas ruangan sendiri tu krusial buat gw. Even if it's my parents who are involved, I still can't "let it go" like it's nothing.

Aaaaaakkkk everyone please give your (future) kids privacy and teach them well about it. Pleeeeaaaseeee

[lebensmoode]

Not anymore. NOT FCKG ANYMORE I spend my money to buy coffee in this shop. Like... how can you give me no coffee in my coffee? Do you get it? There's no coffee, in my coffee! I just purchased a cup of irony!

And it's been 3 times HAHA, so... ya...

[lebensmoode]

Not only human changes, your judgement also does.

It's a scary yet interesting fact we are facing and realizing. You can't merely say they have changed. Something they did must not allign with what you hold or believe. Some words they said must not be proceeded well and left you in a state of disbelief.

Projection, from what I have learned, is more than just accusing someone of being incapable of doing things you yourself are incapable of doing. It's to urge someone to make the same decision you have made since it's the same issue you have experienced.

Yet what we lived through was different. So was the way we chose to learn from it.

For the thousandth time, these words may sound familiar, but I'd love to say it all over again: The only thing we should worry about is ourselves.

It feels so dem powerless to control what we can't control, right? Spend your energy on yourself, since you have enough to carry without carrying everyone else.

[lebensmoode]

"Kau pun kurus kali. Gemuk lah sikit."

"Jangan asik kopi aja."

Well, long time no hear this old song. Coming from the one and only mom. I don't know how I should feel hearing this again. My energy is too low to get triggered, even to do exactly what she don't want me to.

Suga is right. I wish I could be a rock.

[lebensmoode]

Do you believe that I spent no more than 50k for having meals at pepper lunch + grabbing a venti caramel macchiato?

Also, today was the day when ALL the green traffic lights at ALL junctions I passed by welcomed me on my way going out from home?

Also, today I finally found my dream hoodie with a price yg sebenernya gak ngotak yaallah but I surprisingly could afford?

Baik bener ya Allaah, tumpeh tumpeh rezeki hamba ya Roobb (dan warga Tumblr 👍🏻) 😭

[lebensmoode]

Curhat ke Gemini sama Chatgpt tu kayak beda tongkrongan 😂 Seru seru. Gemini agak lantam juga mulutnya

[lebensmoode]

Di rumah tuh suhunya adem karena angin masuk lewat pintu laundry area trus ke bukaan pintu depan. Jadi kalo di luaran itu panasanya nyampe 34 derajat, di dalem rumah tu 28-30 kali ya + angin tipis tipis.

Tapi coba deh lu masuk kamar gw yg gak dialirin angin sama sekali. Berasa cosplay kucing dalam karung. Dan tiap hari berjam-jam gw harus di dalam sana buat ngajar dan cuma bermodalkan kipas angin dgn pintu kamar ketutup.

Mungkin warga sini ada yg tau berapaan biaya pasang exhaust? Demi apapun hamba sudah tida shanggup.

[lebensmoode]

When lulusan ponpes memanggil temen cewe sekelasnya dengan honey bunny sweety and the fact that they often chat and talk on the phone until night, and when I asked whether they are dating he said "what do you mean?" like helloo, isn't it a very clear question? And he replied "no, we're just friends" and after some minutes talking he admitted that he has a gf but not that classmate girl.....

Tipe yang begini nih yg monmaap mencoret nama baik lakik. Ya Allaaah I know he's my student and just a student but... pen gw tampol

[lebensmoode]

Nguap sih tapi salah siapa minum kopi magrib magrib ah 🙂

[lebensmoode]

Aslinya pengen tumpahin alkisah hari ini tapi kok ya energi sudah sangat low besti tinggal dibawa pejam aja udah auto masuk gerbang alam fatamorgana