I still remember

When I die

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This is strictly a vent account no trigger warnings will be listed in posts after this one continue with caution

Triggers are listed bellow the cut

Mentioned frequently, mentioned rarely, mentioned regularly, mentioned almost never

This blog contains:

Mentions of self harm/cvtting/suicid@l thoughts

Scar pictures

Gender dysphoria/transgender vents

Eating disorder behavior, not an ED

ADHD vents

Sleep deprivation/insomnia

Depression

Crude art

Abandonment issues

Parental issues

⚠️ Continue at you're own risk I am not responsible for anything you see beyond this point ⚠️

Vent blog for @thatonequeerk1d

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You make me feel bad

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I really don't want to see you right now

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Y'all what if I just killed myself

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You know, it takes so long to grow close but grew apart so fast

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Man in just trying cvm and all I can find is AI trash

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That makes my non existent dick hard

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I feel...

Invisible

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every text is a risky text when nobody wants to hear from you

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Ready?

You SH? I did

When was your last relapse? Over a year

Well I did it yesterday. Others have it worse. I know

Space

You're depressed? Yes

In what ways? I bed rot and phone addiction

You're happy all the time, others have it worse. I know

Space

You're transgender? Ftm

You must be really dysphoric. I'm comfortable enough

Some commit over this, others have it worse. I know

Space

So you're happy? Most of the time

And you're not in pain? I don't think so

Then stop complaining, you're just faking.

I know

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I hate that feeling when I want to watch other people vent to feel relatable and not so alone but I just ended feeling like I should get over myself.

Because they have it worse

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At least the swelling should go down in a few hours

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So um we won't be doing that again

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Urghhh I feel like shit

But It feels like I'm not allowed to be happy or feel good

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I guess he still kinda remembers me

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When you're always the last one to send a message

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I just want to cry