Lendarrys Art Studio

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My first tfold yey! It worth every struggle. It was very much inspired by #mgsvtpp , but I could not resist my urge to make my #art as vague as possible. Also there is #canonxoc situation here. But, again it is how it is, and overall I love it. From vague idea to almost monochromatic color and sad vibes. First piece that I am proud of in a long time. #art #dark #hand #oc #tragedy #snake #venomsnake https://www.instagram.com/p/CDDNPBAquoN/?igshid=1cb26mzrx2iu

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Knight of  the Rose garden. Universe ended, so now I’m kind of got caught up in nostalgia. This is my favorite Pearl’s form. She gives so much of  Utena vibe!  The swords are also for this effect... Also, it kind of homage to Pearl’s swords in Garnet’s flashback))) Sea is part of inspired by the Sun tarot card. This card symbolizes liberation, love and happiness. I wanted for her to have a Lucky card, and it seems, she got one... Hot they will get down to be... Ouch! It is family-friendly blog after all!

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Formal warrior. If I and my alter ego could fuse it would be it. Thinking of it kind of inspires me

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Angel of Fun! Oh, It was such a good day - and even writing about it now makes me so warm inside))

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Sometimes things are just not how it seems - something, that looks innocent, turns out dangerous.

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Eh...That the strange one... I intended to mix some Dishonored vibes and anime..I think I fu~~ Sorry, where were I? Oh, yeah. Well, the idea was good. realisation - suck. I’ll try some other time.

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So, Arabic cyclop... I so wanted to pain some tan girl - so why not? I do like how it turned out))

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”Not to be together - to be not apart” Ahem...I'm like soo embarrassed to show it >.< I know how sensitive community is to canon/OC pairings but I kind of can't help myself)) I'm a sucker for strong and devoted to their ideas people. So I quickly got a soft spot for Mace Windu, who is my favorite character on the whole franchise)) You can tell I have some pretty strange tastes for 90's kid, but we all have this childhood crush. Ahem. So about this art. If someone here is Star Wars fan they could tell that Windu has a strong devotion to Order, and to Force in the way he understands it. He is by the book Jedi, and having an affair with somebody is something he is not really interested in.  And she is half-blood red sith. She does not choose who to be born - and she can't be perfect Jedi. She has to bend herself. But, devoted to the Light, she strives. All her live she strives and works, and learns, and hits rock bottom and srarts over. She is out of time, place, and identity. That has given her a look on balance. And responsibility. Love? Don’t be ridiculous.  They feel responsible for Republic - each from their own stances, but strongly. They both are pretty much locked up and uneasy to trust. But, perhaps, seeing her smile made his day long ago. And, maybe he, who has tamed his own beast inspires her to fight her own internal struggles with grace. They both know. But what is passion? Nothing. The devotion matters. They can’t be devoted to each other - but they devoted to the same things - and as long, as it stays this way, it is okay. They can’t be together - but there is nothing to tear them apart So what can be wrong about a small gesture of support? Unless Forse has a different plan...

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Happy Late Haloween

Ugh, finally! Makin this little photo shoot was a REAL pain. But persistent me, I managed! Model is me. Tried as best as I can)) There were around 50 photos, and this three I like the most. (It is really hard to do a nice shoot when the 5-year-old kid is running around and almost sits on your head, so photographer did her best) And Android... LOL, why not? Better than “cereal killer”, I guess)) Actually, the costume was hand-made by me, and this was the best I could do. Will know better next time))

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Inctober results!

This is lat of it. After this happened all the fuu~ that violently pushed me into the abyss of depression for days. (Also, I’m going to friendly fire every person who would say that I’m just braging on my “sadness”. I heard this a lot lately, I’m pissed of about it, so I’m kindly asking you to live that type of comment to yourself. )

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Inktober results! Exhausted. Then I got feeling that I’m wrong. I had to do at least one more “by the book” And hurray! The theme was perfect. But I was not. This is feeling, when depression and tiredness slowly crawling on your back ( #Undetale reference detected), covering all around you in pitch black color, with no light, and the only way you have is tea, moon, and your imagination That is the only few things that left to hold on to, or you will fade in the dark

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Inktober results! So, here can maybe even a series here... I was sooo inspired by the doll character that I painted her again)) She is cutie!

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Inktober results! At this moment I stated: “F**k the prompts, just do it!” As time will tell that didn’t work out)) I was clearly fallin’ out of pace at the time, but I believed I could still manage this. #silly About the characters and subject. This is a little dream fulfillment. Also, I left pencil lines intentionally. I do so when I want to tell myself: “THIS SHOULD BE COLORED, DONT YOU DEAR FORGET IT!” 

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Inktober results! Spell. Water goddess, like Uinen from Silmarillion, powerful, but calm as well.

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Inktober results! “Drooling”. This is my feelings at the moment. And the moment was... not the best.  About character. Her name is Clover, and she is the representation of broken illusions - as well as she is broken herself 

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Ictober results! I do not remember prompt for this, but strongly guess this is “Roasted’ - like after bad joke, but gettin’ up, takin flame in your own hands!

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Apology (And a little extra)

So, um, Hi. And I have to apologize.  I left Inktober. This happened at one point, where I was so carried away with my personal and family troubles, so I at first forget about upload, and there was another point, where I realized, that my depression is coming back. So decided to do the colorful piece, but it didn’t help it at all. So I decided to take some time where I concentrated on Haloween project instead.  And today I realized that I will not be able to catch up with all that I have planned, and Inctober. But I will upload all the pieces that I draw. And do not forget, Haloween project will be here soon!