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@leopard-masked-foreteller
welp. i'll be on sporadically. My mom is sick and i'm taking care of her best i can.
-Casts wakeup spell figured out by seeking help from Ienzo-
Here you go that hopefully will work-
@leopard-masked-foreteller
!!???!
Am I awake??
This feels real.
Did that catboy scab finally do something right-- ah, hi, Gula...
oh thanks the master, you're alive,
Ienzo was right-
@thewaywardven
VANITAS! YOU'RE AWAKE!
Ven hugs Vanitas in a bone crushing hug. He's probably not letting go anytime soon
Hey-- hey watch it!! I can't fuckin breathe! It's not that big of a deal, really...
Vanitas leans into the hug slightly.
Not a big deal? Of course it's a big deal! Nitas, you're awake! You're actually awake!
I was so worried about you
Ven's so relieved he's actually crying
Ven, calm down!! You're gonna give yourself a damn heart attack if you keep that up. You're like, hyperventilating. Such a sap...
Vanitas doesn't seem to notice his own tears slowly forming around his golden eyes
I'm not hyperventilating! And I'm not a sap! I'm just so-
Ven throws up, golden sludge pooling in Vanitas's lap. The sludge starts writhing. When Ven next speaks his voice is very hoarse
I- I'm so sor-ry-
He coughs, little flecks of blood hitting his arm
WOAH.
Vani recoils, nearly flinches, out of reflex
Shi-- don't panic, it's fine, it's seriously whatever-- look, this happens all the time with me, really, no need to apologize!!! I get this is an emotional moment-!!
He tries to wipe the blood off his arm, only making more of a mess by moving
'm still so-rry
Another cough. No more blood, thankfully. The golden sludge finishes forming several lovbies. Ven buries his face in the crook of Vanitas's neck. The lovbies are fighting their creator and each other for Van's attention
'm so- glad you're 'wake. Love yo-u so much, Nitas
-Gula watched the scene from a distance, a warm yet guilty smile on his face, he watched softly-
All's well that ends well?
The leopard Reversed nudges Gula towards the boys
-he sighed and hesitantly went towards the boys-
I messed up, i'm sorry you two. It's been... a while since I used my magic and- no thats an excuse. I was reckless. I acted on impulse. I'm sorry, boys.
Still working on the whole forgiving you thing after that, you know. Hey, do you know what it's like to be in an inescapable torture labyrinth made of your own mind??
Pisses me off. My unversed would have been able to take care of themselves, and... I could've handled it, dammit, but you made Ven scared all over again and-...
He breaks away from Ven and curls back down on the bed.
-Gula paused unsure of what to say or do... he'd ever really only been close with one person before the boys and he sure as hell didn't have these types of delicate situations... he looked away and sat down against the wall-
...You have every right to be angry, I'm sure I would be too.
Ven frowns at the loss of contact. He hesitantly reaches out to grab Vanitas's hand, occasionally looking back at Gula, trying to find something in his body language. When he finally speaks, he's focused entirely on Vanitas
Nitas... I wa-s scared, but...
He glances back at Gula
At leas-t it was actually an ac- accident
-Gula sighed and took off his mask, tossing it aside. This was a moment more inportant than his leader role, here in this room he wasnt the foreteller, no, far from it. He cared for the boys, the guilt was clear enough evidence, here he was just himself. The mask was meaningless now so he discarded it (for now at least), he didn't try to speak again-
@therealvanitas
-Casts wakeup spell figured out by seeking help from Ienzo-
Here you go that hopefully will work-
@leopard-masked-foreteller
!!???!
Am I awake??
This feels real.
Did that catboy scab finally do something right-- ah, hi, Gula...
oh thanks the master, you're alive,
Ienzo was right-
@thewaywardven
VANITAS! YOU'RE AWAKE!
Ven hugs Vanitas in a bone crushing hug. He's probably not letting go anytime soon
Hey-- hey watch it!! I can't fuckin breathe! It's not that big of a deal, really...
Vanitas leans into the hug slightly.
Not a big deal? Of course it's a big deal! Nitas, you're awake! You're actually awake!
I was so worried about you
Ven's so relieved he's actually crying
Ven, calm down!! You're gonna give yourself a damn heart attack if you keep that up. You're like, hyperventilating. Such a sap...
Vanitas doesn't seem to notice his own tears slowly forming around his golden eyes
I'm not hyperventilating! And I'm not a sap! I'm just so-
Ven throws up, golden sludge pooling in Vanitas's lap. The sludge starts writhing. When Ven next speaks his voice is very hoarse
I- I'm so sor-ry-
He coughs, little flecks of blood hitting his arm
WOAH.
Vani recoils, nearly flinches, out of reflex
Shi-- don't panic, it's fine, it's seriously whatever-- look, this happens all the time with me, really, no need to apologize!!! I get this is an emotional moment-!!
He tries to wipe the blood off his arm, only making more of a mess by moving
'm still so-rry
Another cough. No more blood, thankfully. The golden sludge finishes forming several lovbies. Ven buries his face in the crook of Vanitas's neck. The lovbies are fighting their creator and each other for Van's attention
'm so- glad you're 'wake. Love yo-u so much, Nitas
-Gula watched the scene from a distance, a warm yet guilty smile on his face, he watched softly-
All's well that ends well?
The leopard Reversed nudges Gula towards the boys
-he sighed and hesitantly went towards the boys-
I messed up, i'm sorry you two. It's been... a while since I used my magic and- no thats an excuse. I was reckless. I acted on impulse. I'm sorry, boys.
Still working on the whole forgiving you thing after that, you know. Hey, do you know what it's like to be in an inescapable torture labyrinth made of your own mind??
Pisses me off. My unversed would have been able to take care of themselves, and... I could've handled it, dammit, but you made Ven scared all over again and-...
He breaks away from Ven and curls back down on the bed.
-Gula paused unsure of what to say or do... he'd ever really only been close with one person before the boys and he sure as hell didn't have these types of delicate situations... he looked away and sat down against the wall-
...You have every right to be angry, I'm sure I would be too.
-Casts wakeup spell figured out by seeking help from Ienzo-
Here you go that hopefully will work-
@leopard-masked-foreteller
!!???!
Am I awake??
This feels real.
Did that catboy scab finally do something right-- ah, hi, Gula...
oh thanks the master, you're alive,
Ienzo was right-
@thewaywardven
VANITAS! YOU'RE AWAKE!
Ven hugs Vanitas in a bone crushing hug. He's probably not letting go anytime soon
Hey-- hey watch it!! I can't fuckin breathe! It's not that big of a deal, really...
Vanitas leans into the hug slightly.
Not a big deal? Of course it's a big deal! Nitas, you're awake! You're actually awake!
I was so worried about you
Ven's so relieved he's actually crying
Ven, calm down!! You're gonna give yourself a damn heart attack if you keep that up. You're like, hyperventilating. Such a sap...
Vanitas doesn't seem to notice his own tears slowly forming around his golden eyes
I'm not hyperventilating! And I'm not a sap! I'm just so-
Ven throws up, golden sludge pooling in Vanitas's lap. The sludge starts writhing. When Ven next speaks his voice is very hoarse
I- I'm so sor-ry-
He coughs, little flecks of blood hitting his arm
WOAH.
Vani recoils, nearly flinches, out of reflex
Shi-- don't panic, it's fine, it's seriously whatever-- look, this happens all the time with me, really, no need to apologize!!! I get this is an emotional moment-!!
He tries to wipe the blood off his arm, only making more of a mess by moving
'm still so-rry
Another cough. No more blood, thankfully. The golden sludge finishes forming several lovbies. Ven buries his face in the crook of Vanitas's neck. The lovbies are fighting their creator and each other for Van's attention
'm so- glad you're 'wake. Love yo-u so much, Nitas
-Gula watched the scene from a distance, a warm yet guilty smile on his face, he watched softly-
All's well that ends well?
The leopard Reversed nudges Gula towards the boys
-he sighed and hesitantly went towards the boys-
I messed up, i'm sorry you two. It's been... a while since I used my magic and- no thats an excuse. I was reckless. I acted on impulse. I'm sorry, boys.
-Casts wakeup spell figured out by seeking help from Ienzo-
Here you go that hopefully will work-
@leopard-masked-foreteller
!!???!
Am I awake??
This feels real.
Did that catboy scab finally do something right-- ah, hi, Gula...
oh thanks the master, you're alive,
Ienzo was right-
@thewaywardven
VANITAS! YOU'RE AWAKE!
Ven hugs Vanitas in a bone crushing hug. He's probably not letting go anytime soon
Hey-- hey watch it!! I can't fuckin breathe! It's not that big of a deal, really...
Vanitas leans into the hug slightly.
Not a big deal? Of course it's a big deal! Nitas, you're awake! You're actually awake!
I was so worried about you
Ven's so relieved he's actually crying
Ven, calm down!! You're gonna give yourself a damn heart attack if you keep that up. You're like, hyperventilating. Such a sap...
Vanitas doesn't seem to notice his own tears slowly forming around his golden eyes
I'm not hyperventilating! And I'm not a sap! I'm just so-
Ven throws up, golden sludge pooling in Vanitas's lap. The sludge starts writhing. When Ven next speaks his voice is very hoarse
I- I'm so sor-ry-
He coughs, little flecks of blood hitting his arm
WOAH.
Vani recoils, nearly flinches, out of reflex
Shi-- don't panic, it's fine, it's seriously whatever-- look, this happens all the time with me, really, no need to apologize!!! I get this is an emotional moment-!!
He tries to wipe the blood off his arm, only making more of a mess by moving
'm still so-rry
Another cough. No more blood, thankfully. The golden sludge finishes forming several lovbies. Ven buries his face in the crook of Vanitas's neck. The lovbies are fighting their creator and each other for Van's attention
'm so- glad you're 'wake. Love yo-u so much, Nitas
-Gula watched the scene from a distance, a warm yet guilty smile on his face, he watched softly-
All's well that ends well?
-Casts wakeup spell figured out by seeking help from Ienzo-
Here you go that hopefully will work-
@leopard-masked-foreteller
!!???!
Am I awake??
This feels real.
Did that catboy scab finally do something right-- ah, hi, Gula...
oh thanks the master, you're alive,
Ienzo was right-
@thewaywardven
bad news buddy, I'm still alive. hope you haven't been trying to kill me or anything or this message might ruin your day
(tryna convince ourselves to pick up roleplay again after life being bad destroyed artistic drive askjdhkajsdh maybe we can convince ourselves to interact with people)
- @lamentedrox
Eheh, I've got even worse news.
Haven't actually been trying to kill you OR anyone else. Kinda stuck in a wakeless dream, and have been here for a while. Only reason I'm able to post this is because I willed a gummiphone into existence...
I'm still trying to wake you I promise.
Mind speeding up the process?? I miss my brother.
I'm having Ienzo look into helping.
bad news buddy, I'm still alive. hope you haven't been trying to kill me or anything or this message might ruin your day
(tryna convince ourselves to pick up roleplay again after life being bad destroyed artistic drive askjdhkajsdh maybe we can convince ourselves to interact with people)
- @lamentedrox
Eheh, I've got even worse news.
Haven't actually been trying to kill you OR anyone else. Kinda stuck in a wakeless dream, and have been here for a while. Only reason I'm able to post this is because I willed a gummiphone into existence...
I'm still trying to wake you I promise.
Heeyy, Ven. So, funny thing, I actually managed to sort of create a gummiphone in my dream. I'm not awake yet though and I can't see the real world.
But what's up either way? How've you been handling it?
Wakeless dreams are boring as fuck without you here. And lonely. Real lonely.
-- @therealvanitas
Vanitas?
You're okay?
You're really okay?
More or less? Managed to control the dream at least. It was getting kind of rough, but it's alright now...
At least you're okay
I created a new Reversed. It was able to project your dream. I think it was trying to do something else? I don't know
Do you have any idea how we can wake you up? Gula's spell lasted longer than if should've
Pour ice water on my head. Honk an air horn in my ear. Bang pans against my face. I don't know??? Not MY sleep spell. For all I know, I could stay asleep for the next ten years...
no! No! I won't-
I can't-
You can't sleep for ten years! I won't let you!
Please-
Whoops. Um.
Ten years in dream time is like, three seconds in real life time. I didn't mean actual ten years!! It's fine.
Hey, isn't there this thing that Keyblade Masters are supposed to know? The power of waking? Sora told me about it once while he was crashing at my place after getting ticked at his master. That sure sounds like it'd help, right?
I mean, maybe?
But we don't have anyone who can use it. Sora doesn't count because the last time he used it he disappeared. I'm not trading one brother for another
Really? NOBODY else? Not even like, Gula? Damn. That kinda sucks.
Welllll, maybe I'll wake up on my own after all?
I don't know if Gula can use it, but...
@leopard-masked-foreteller
I could try, I might be slightly rusty- i mean clearly i am if i messed up a simple sleep spell-
Did you punks know they have gummiphones in endless, wakeless dreams??
First, are.... you posting while you're asleep?
Second, are you okay? the sleep spell should NOT have had this sort of mass effect.....
Where else would I be posting from?? Of course I'm asleep. You see me, don't you? I actually don't know. I can't see the real world at all.
And, why are you asking me??? YOU cast the damn spell.
Yes, Ven and I are in the room with you. He was terrified when i cast sleep. Not sure why...
However when you awaken, theres a new creature that popped up.
Yeah, you know, despite everything, that was a kind of stupid decision on your part. At least knowing Ven. But since you clearly don't know... eh, that's not exactly my story to tell...
...And I bet there are COUNTLESS creatures. How many Unversed did I make in those few minutes??
I'll ask ventus when he wakes.
But i'm sure you easily made over a hundred within that short time-
Precisely. I blame you, you know? Something stirred within me, some horrible feeling of familiar cherishing. Feelings suck. How do you people deal with it??
Feelings tether our souls to our body, it's how we know we're alive, Vanitas.
Did you punks know they have gummiphones in endless, wakeless dreams??
First, are.... you posting while you're asleep?
Second, are you okay? the sleep spell should NOT have had this sort of mass effect.....
Where else would I be posting from?? Of course I'm asleep. You see me, don't you? I actually don't know. I can't see the real world at all.
And, why are you asking me??? YOU cast the damn spell.
Yes, Ven and I are in the room with you. He was terrified when i cast sleep. Not sure why...
However when you awaken, theres a new creature that popped up.
Yeah, you know, despite everything, that was a kind of stupid decision on your part. At least knowing Ven. But since you clearly don't know... eh, that's not exactly my story to tell...
...And I bet there are COUNTLESS creatures. How many Unversed did I make in those few minutes??
I'll ask ventus when he wakes.
But i'm sure you easily made over a hundred within that short time-
Did you punks know they have gummiphones in endless, wakeless dreams??
First, are.... you posting while you're asleep?
Second, are you okay? the sleep spell should NOT have had this sort of mass effect.....
Where else would I be posting from?? Of course I'm asleep. You see me, don't you? I actually don't know. I can't see the real world at all.
And, why are you asking me??? YOU cast the damn spell.
Yes, Ven and I are in the room with you. He was terrified when i cast sleep. Not sure why...
However when you awaken, theres a new creature that popped up.
Did you punks know they have gummiphones in endless, wakeless dreams??
First, are.... you posting while you're asleep?
Second, are you okay? the sleep spell should NOT have had this sort of mass effect.....
Ven's curled up on the bed next to Vanitas, fingers pressed to the pulse point on his neck and head on his chest, ear pressed against where Vanitas's heart is. He only just fell asleep, exhaustion hitting him like a truck. The lovby is nestled in Vanitas's hair. Doll and Rose are curled up with them. A new reversed, this one a leopard, sits at the foot of the bed, watching over them
-@thewaywardven
(long post be warned)
-Gula gently sat in the room nearby, seeing ventus so panicked caused him to feel guilty, thats when he saw the reversed... he was caught off guard but stayed silent in fear of waking the newly resting ventus and the prior sleeping van-
...?
The reversed silently, but gracefully, towards Gula. It huffs, bites his sleeve, and tugs him toward the sleeping boys. It rubs against Vanitas's head, then its eyes flicker before glowing brighter. Vanitas almost wakes, his nightmare being projected onto the wall from the reversed's eyes, but the sleep spell wins out and he stays asleep.
-Gula sat with his back towards the bed, his knees to his chest, he felt guilty still, but he watched the nightmare Vanitad was happing anyways... he felt so damn awful about it-
Ven's curled up on the bed next to Vanitas, fingers pressed to the pulse point on his neck and head on his chest, ear pressed against where Vanitas's heart is. He only just fell asleep, exhaustion hitting him like a truck. The lovby is nestled in Vanitas's hair. Doll and Rose are curled up with them. A new reversed, this one a leopard, sits at the foot of the bed, watching over them
-@thewaywardven
(long post be warned)
-Gula gently sat in the room nearby, seeing ventus so panicked caused him to feel guilty, thats when he saw the reversed... he was caught off guard but stayed silent in fear of waking the newly resting ventus and the prior sleeping van-
...?
Vanitas's face is stained with tears. His eyes sting. He's out of breath.
God...dammit... you idiot...
He feels something moving from under his skin; something alive.
What're they gonna--
He loses his balance and falls to the ground. Something is trying to claw its way out from inside of his body.
He was blissful. He was calm and safe. His brother and his new father's embrace truly comforted him.
All of that has twisted into visceral fear.
Horrible, terrible darkness. They'll kill you.
The Unversed bursts through his skin. Vanitas tries to cover his mouth but he screams anyway.
Vanitas?
Ven sees the unversed. It lashes out and tries to attack him. He dodges and runs to Vanitas's side, hugging Van close
It's okay. I'm here. We're here. It's okay, Nitas. You're safe. I promise
Ve..n...
You-- can't be here.
His voice is strained. Vanitas coughs multiple times. Ven can feel him trembling.
The fear deepens and he almost feels sick. He tries to speak again, but instead coughs out another writhing Unversed.
Stop. Stop it, Ventus. I'll hurt you.
I'm not leaving you alone. It'll be okay. Gul- Dad's here, too.
Ven adjusts their positions so Vanitas is basically in his lap. His body almost completely shields Van's
Each time his body shifts his vision cuts out. Static dances at his peripherals. He can barely make out Ven's voice.
The freshly formed Unversed scrape themselves on the surrounding terrain.
It hurts. Brother, save me, it hurts.
He tries to speak, but even the slightest breathy whisper just seems to tear his throat apart.
-Gula picks up all the feral unversed, preventing them from hurting themselves more...-
Vanitas, calm down, we're all here.... You're okay... we're here
Fuck--
Each breath Vani takes is sharp, uneven, and agonized.
Too many feelings. I wish I could stop them all.
Everything...is-- is all wrong...
He can barely see Gula's face. Everything he sees is just like static.
The Unversed thrash in Gula's hands.
-Gula sighed.... then decided maybe for now.. casting sleep was the best choice.-
Forgive me when you wake Vanitas, this will help though. Even if just to calm you down.
-sleep magicccc yippieee-
Vanitas?
He didn't notice Gula cast sleep
Vanitas? No no no no no no no!
Vanitas!
Ven shakes Vanitas as hard as he can
Please! I can't lose you!
-Gula set down the newly calmed unversed then put a hand on ventus' shoulder-
He's okay, Ven. I just cast sleep. He's in pain, but with magical sleep he cant feel a single bit of the pain. He's okay.
Unsurprisingly (although not for Gula because they didn't get to that part of the Tragic Backstory™️) this does not comfort Ven
You put him to sleep?!
No no no
Ven has a panic attack
Ven? Hey nonono- it will be okay it's a weak sleep spell, he'll wake in an hour or two... promise-
gula said, clueless on what to do
He won't wake up!
He'll never wake up it's your fault eleven years you'll never see him again you failed you couldn't protect him all your fault
Ven forces himself to take a deep breath, the safety he associates with Gula barely able to cut through his panic
Can- can we at least bring him to his room?
Yeah, i'll carry him.
-gula gently picks bkth boys up, his voice gentle and calm-
Vanitas's face is stained with tears. His eyes sting. He's out of breath.
God...dammit... you idiot...
He feels something moving from under his skin; something alive.
What're they gonna--
He loses his balance and falls to the ground. Something is trying to claw its way out from inside of his body.
He was blissful. He was calm and safe. His brother and his new father's embrace truly comforted him.
All of that has twisted into visceral fear.
Horrible, terrible darkness. They'll kill you.
The Unversed bursts through his skin. Vanitas tries to cover his mouth but he screams anyway.
Vanitas?
Ven sees the unversed. It lashes out and tries to attack him. He dodges and runs to Vanitas's side, hugging Van close
It's okay. I'm here. We're here. It's okay, Nitas. You're safe. I promise
Ve..n...
You-- can't be here.
His voice is strained. Vanitas coughs multiple times. Ven can feel him trembling.
The fear deepens and he almost feels sick. He tries to speak again, but instead coughs out another writhing Unversed.
Stop. Stop it, Ventus. I'll hurt you.
I'm not leaving you alone. It'll be okay. Gul- Dad's here, too.
Ven adjusts their positions so Vanitas is basically in his lap. His body almost completely shields Van's
Each time his body shifts his vision cuts out. Static dances at his peripherals. He can barely make out Ven's voice.
The freshly formed Unversed scrape themselves on the surrounding terrain.
It hurts. Brother, save me, it hurts.
He tries to speak, but even the slightest breathy whisper just seems to tear his throat apart.
-Gula picks up all the feral unversed, preventing them from hurting themselves more...-
Vanitas, calm down, we're all here.... You're okay... we're here
Fuck--
Each breath Vani takes is sharp, uneven, and agonized.
Too many feelings. I wish I could stop them all.
Everything...is-- is all wrong...
He can barely see Gula's face. Everything he sees is just like static.
The Unversed thrash in Gula's hands.
-Gula sighed.... then decided maybe for now.. casting sleep was the best choice.-
Forgive me when you wake Vanitas, this will help though. Even if just to calm you down.
-sleep magicccc yippieee-
Vanitas?
He didn't notice Gula cast sleep
Vanitas? No no no no no no no!
Vanitas!
Ven shakes Vanitas as hard as he can
Please! I can't lose you!
-Gula set down the newly calmed unversed then put a hand on ventus' shoulder-
He's okay, Ven. I just cast sleep. He's in pain, but with magical sleep he cant feel a single bit of the pain. He's okay.
Unsurprisingly (although not for Gula because they didn't get to that part of the Tragic Backstory™️) this does not comfort Ven
You put him to sleep?!
No no no
Ven has a panic attack
Ven? Hey nonono- it will be okay it's a weak sleep spell, he'll wake in an hour or two... promise-
gula said, clueless on what to do