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I am distantly in a variety of fandoms, but mostly write original works. The bulk of my fiction is moderately fucked up porn – centrally noncon. Please tread carefully and read the warning tags on any of my works you click through to.

[urgetocreate]

Andrea Calisi (Italian b.1968), The Bridge and the Blue Knight, 2026, Illustration

[the-quasar-hero]

You can tell a lot about a person by entering their mind palace and encountering their greatest fears and darkest hopes in a labyrinth reflective of their subconscious thoughts.

[chictape]

Taylor Hill // Elle March 2024

[quietwingsinthesky]

like the betrayal’s always going to be worse if they cared about you and it didn’t matter. someone discards you because they didn’t give a shit, then you can be angry about that, you can feel vindicated in that, you can get over it. but if they can look you in the eyes and say “I love you. I would make the same choice again.” You will never sleep peacefully again, is all.

[quietwingsinthesky]

“I thought they cared about me, but they were lying this whole time.” <- tired. boring. removes all the nuance of this relationship to make it easier to move on from.

“I thought they cared about me, and I was right, and every minute they were there for me, every time they said they were proud, every laugh we shared leaning against each other bruised and breathless, all of it was real. and they still left me behind. They could put their love aside. I couldn’t.” <- insane. will never leave you alone. reminds you that even the worst people are still people and can still care about even the ones they hurt the most and that undoes neither the harm nor the love.

[quietwingsinthesky]

okay. something about the way i worded this is making people think this is a vent thing about real relationships. and it’s fine if that’s where it took you. but i feel like i need to be transparent here: this be blorboposting. karlach cliffgate and her terrible awful no good very bad betrayal.

[quietwingsinthesky]

they are seasoning my fucking post with unknown herbs. beefleaf. the fuck’s a beefleaf. why are you putting that in the stew.

[lesbianincelsnape]

dang, 23 comments in 2 days. so this is the power of writing stuff people actually want read, in an active fandom. I feel like Stephen King when he sold Carrie

unfortunately, as pleasurable as this is, I cannot make myself write things people enjoy at will, and will be continuing to do whatever I want

[hgedits]

Eva Stratt:

[laundry00]

What if Eridians get darker when they are stressed? And the discolouration stays with them forever. Tattoos are just excess carapace chipped away. Grace's students at the end of the movie are all different shades of the rainbow, with only little spots of darkness. Rocky

Rocky is almost entirely covered in brown. He only has little spots of teal poking out.

46 years of stress on his shell.

[lesbianincelsnape]

Reading the summaries of other Grace/Stratt fics on AO3, shaking my head, and muttering, "No, premise makes no sense, they're too busy."

[lesbianincelsnape]

Note: The summary itself below is spoilery.

I wrote a fic for Project Hail Mary. 5K, post-canon.

The Devil You Know

The thing is, I didn’t have anyone in my life to tell me, “Ryland, don’t get into a situationship with the seventy year old woman who shot you into space to die.”

[javert]

funniest "the grass is always greener" moment i have ever seen lmfao.

if neither the benevolent hand of government funding nor the free market actually are "good" for "art" it is clear that no artists should be allowed to make money at all

source

[eightyonekilograms]

The only ethical funding model for art is Renaissance patronage with sexual undertones.

[marisatomay]

this tweet has been rattling around my head all day like a pinball in a machine

[avictorypointe]

[whumplent]

maybe nothing better than your fave who is a liarrrrr having the most miserable time of their life. deciding the truth is worse than whatever respite they might get from showing where they’re soft and vulnerable and committing to it. And then of course having something carve it out of them anyway like godddd what if you gave the most important performance of your life and it didn’t even save you. what then! what then!!!!!

[rukafais]

so i just learned that people fucking dove inside a god damn iceberg and good to know that even for cave divers, who in my opinion are already a special kind of unhinged, and i say that with all affection, there are people even more unhinged than that

[cappurrccino]

I was going to post some Choice Horrifying Quotes from the article, but turns out the whole thing is a horror story and i’m just.

the fact that they got trapped and pulled in and thought they might die three times and were still like “hey what if we do one more” and only didn’t die because they decided to have a meal first??

[rukafais]

#//juri speaks#look. i love caves. but there is no fucking way#also not to relate everything to my current hyperfixation but. this could EASILY be a tma episode 

yeah you wouldn’t need to change anything for this to be a TMA episode i absolutely agree, the damn thing already tried to kill them three times

[discordarchitect]

okay guys u gotta read it. I was making highlights but it turned into a summary. still. read it. so worth it.

Ok so two people sink down to look around. Jill and her partner. First glimpse of horror (lots and lots of sea creatures) happens. But everything is pretty and they continue on

That’s the sound of their way in collapsing btw.

They find a way out. And then proceed to dive in again

they get out again.

The photos are sublime. So next day, Wes decided, hey, i want to go with you. Remember the camera i tested? We’re going to take even better pictures with it.

so they dive

and the current picks up again

Dude.

They got sucked in, obv. Water pouring down, the three try to get out. Fail. There’s no way up.

And then Jill decides to show human determination and ingenuity. Holy shit.

They get out. They see the boat with the science team, reaching for them. They’re late for two hours, but alive.

[discordarchitect]

i did not manage to find the iceberg photos, but her other stuff is breathtaking

Jill Heinerth

JILL HEINERTH is an underwater explorer, writer, photographer, speaker, and filmmaker. A pioneer of technical rebreather diving, she has led

these photos are from some of her other cave dives

[dieaerzte]

I found a picture from the iceberg dive!

[ackermantihora]

[lesbianincelsnape]

show, don't tell, unless you're pretty good at showing and quite bad at telling, and aren't going to write things otherwise

[lesbianincelsnape]

I only write lesbian porn like once a year. but when I do I feel so gayhorny I want to explode