lesbiansilver

my ao3 silver for president 2028 (please ignore the fact I don't live in the US)

[lesbiansilver]

i am alive thank you for your concern

just kidding, no one actually cared

long story short: I lost access to the account where I had the majority of my wips, so now I have to write AGAIN the stuff I had already wrote (no thanks), and the half baked ideas will be forever lost. rip.

not really, the account was from my school (oops) so I will most probably regain access on september

moral of the story: don't write your hedgehog yaoi on your school account

[lesbiansilver]

i hate to say (but i told you so)

in which mike listens to good luck babe! for the first time. and dies. or not idk

this is so lazy i just hate mike

https://archiveofourown.org/works/77117111

[lesbiansilver]

a tragedy (we're gonna sing it anyway)

But then again, he has recently discovered, Silver’s quite prone to believe half truths. To fall for them. The Iblis Trigger is just his latest one. His heart races at the thought. Thump thump, mocking him. Thump thump. He’s not scared of him, not at all. No, it’s something completely opposite. — A ‘06 rewrite featuring sonilver + orpheus and Eurydice parallels sonilver week 2025 day 1: myth

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

note: KSHBKUG<AEJVKHHMGVAWMmkvGMKBHJA

i got a bit excited and published a day ahead, but what can you do?

soooo i divided it into two chapters because i didn't finish it on time ;-;

i'll lock in and have it finished for the st v2 release dw

[lesbiansilver]

[wip] a tragedy (we're gonna sing it anyway)

i need motivation i have to finish it by december eight and this is not even 1/4 of the story

written for sonilver week 2025! day one: myth. rewrite of sonic 06 with sonilver, inspired by orpheus and eurydice

jejdjkshhusgduajdwj i'm so excited for this. not beta read as always

He remembers.

Sonic remembers him.

He doesn’t know what to do, because this is the first time anyone has cared about him enough to… to defy the gods. Chaos, not even Blaze remembers him. They weren’t supposed to— whatever Elise had done was supposed to erase it, to erase him. 

But Sonic looks at him the same way he did all that time before, and, damn, Silver would be lying if he said those emerald eyes didn’t make his knees weak.

“Sorry,” Sonic says. He hadn’t noticed how much he missed the sound of his voice. Gentle, but firm, like the first ray of sun after it rises. He wonders, though, what he is going to tell him. Hi? I missed you? I love you? “Do I know you?”

—

“For the future of the world, I’ll destroy you!”

—

Silver doesn’t get the hype for the Iblis Trigger. 

Well, he might understand some aspects of his fame. Yes, he’s selfless, yes, he’s charismatic, yes, he’s quite attractive (he can't deny that), but he’s just a guy. A guy who does a lot of heroic deeds, but will end up fucking up the future. A guy with superpowers, but not a super. He’s just there. But— there’s something unique in the hedgehog, he doesn’t know what it is yet.

(He’s terrified of the fact he finds it strangely endearing.)

“You,” Silver pants. “Are very difficult to kill.”

The blue hedgehog has the guts to find it funny. “Maybe, then, don’t try?”

Huh. “I’m not gonna let my future be destroyed!” He throws him a slighter bigger piece of debris. He evades it easily. Really, it shouldn’t be that difficult. 

The Iblis Trigger groans. “Just how many times— you are being lied to. I don’t even know how, or what Iblis is.”

That is exactly what the Iblis Trigger would say. “Sure, Iblis Trigger!” 

“Look, dude, I’m a bit busy right now, got an egg to crack, yadda yadda. Rain check?”

Can he take anything seriously? “It’s no use. You will die today.”

He mutters something along the lines of why do I always get the sickos, and attacks him.

—

He was, embarrassingly, stupidly, almost too quickly beaten.

“Hey!”

He still can do it. He can end it, he can save everyone, he can save himself.

Even he can recognize he’s being delusional.

Silver rubs his eyes. He fucked up. What is he going to tell Mephiles? What is he going to tell Blaze? Well, the Iblis trigger would most likely kill him, so he doesn’t really need to care about that.

But his people would—

They’d…

They’d… They wouldn’t care. They’re not his people. They don’t even know him. He’s a stranger, an outsider. His death would be inconsequential. They’d still have a protector in Blaze. His sacrifice, if it could be called that, would be in vain.

“Hey,” The Iblis Trigger extends his hand. And, in that exact moment, Silver has the chance to attack him. He’s distracted, he won’t see it coming. He just needs to make a small hand movement… But he looks at him with something all too close to pity. “We don’t have to be enemies. Yeah, you did want to kill me, but you’d be surprised with how many of my friends tried in the past. So, what do you say?”

“Wh—Why?” He falters. This can’t— This must be a trick. “You don’t even know me. Why should you trust me?”

“Well, that’d be because you’d have to trust me first. And I know that’s a difficult thing to do. Trust has to be earned, so this is my way to earn it.” And, Silver’s sure he’d never seen that glimmer in anyone. His eyes are— no, he’s bewitching. Ethereal, heavenly.

Too perfect to be true.

He throws him towards the wall.

Too bad he knows that behind all that flawless beauty, he’s rotten to the core.

…Right?

—

“If I had to choose between the world and Sonic, I would choose Sonic!” 

—

Silver doesn’t try to stop Amy. She’s long gone before he even blinks. 

She’s crazy. No sane person would choose their love over the world. She’s crazy and wrong. He needs to kill the Iblis Trigger to save the future. He must. Who cares about morality when you’re in danger? When hundreds of thousands of people are in danger?

He, apparently.

He sighs. He ought to find Blaze.

—

He stares at the bluest sky he has ever seen.

It’s more than pretty. It’s the best thing he had the pleasure to lay his eyes on. But his mind can’t help but wander to what happened earlier. Is it really the right thing to do? To kill, to murder? Even if it’s for the greater good? Especially if it’s for the greater good?

The sea (is that its name? He’s pretty sure of it, but it’s not like his time has many water bodies) twinkles under the light, a couple of boats in the dock. The sun actually feels good in his fur. It’s great, even. Warm. A foreign feeling blooms in his chest. Calm? Peace?

Serenity?

What a peculiar concept.

“So this is where you are.” He doesn’t turn his head. He knows exactly who it is. “I’ve been looking for you.” He doesn’t answer. There’s nothing to be said. Blaze gets closer to where he’s sitting. “What’s wrong?”

“Well, uh, Blaze…” He hesitates. Would she understand? The thoughts plaguing him are unnecessary at best, and detrimental at worst. “To kill someone to save the world… Is that really the right thing to do?”

She scoffs. “You’re so naïve.” That does make him turn. He’s not! He’s just. Inexperienced. “Whether it’s right or wrong, I can’t really say. But what I do know is, if we don’t take this chance, the future will remain exactly as it is.”

Silver blinks. Once, then once more. She’s right. If he has to sacrifice his morals to be the hero, then, in all honesty, nobody could mind. They shouldn’t.

He can do all the worrying alone.

“Since he’s after Doctor Eggman, let’s sneak into Eggman’s base. Maybe we’ll learn something new.”

—

[lesbiansilver]

i'm not even half as pretty

summary:

Silver will never be the one Shadow wants, no matter how hard he tries.

relationships:

one-sided shadilver, sonadow, platonic sonilver

rating

teen and up

warning

none apply

characters

silver, shadow, sonic

tags

not beta read, unrequited crush, title from a conan gray song, author projecting

[elleldoe]

a comment a day keeps the insanity at bay

[anarcho-catboyism]

Idk what trans man needs to hear this but you're NOT evil or disgusting for being a man. You do NOT have to suffer for the sins of the patriarchy committed by cis dudes. Being a man doesn't invalidate the misogyny you experienced growing up or experience now. Being a man doesn't mean you deserve to be isolated. Being a man doesn't mean you're inherently predatory or scary. You didn't "choose" this, and finding your true self is NOT "betraying the community" because you happen to be a man and/or masculine rather than a woman and/or feminine. You ARE allowed to be upset when people "affirm" your gender by malgendering you.

You DO deserve a community that uplifts you. You DO deserve to experience trans joy. You DO deserve to have your voices heard and your struggles recognized. Wanting the bare minimum of solidarity is NOT "making everything about trans men".

[lesbiansilver]

never trust if it raises fast (it can't last)

summary: Shadow learns to trust. Whumptober Day 2. Prompt: Trust Issues

rating: teen and up

archive warning: none apply

fandom: sonic the hedgehog (movieverse)

relationship: minor sonadow

characters: sonic the hedgehog, shadow the hedgehog

additional tags: heavily implied sonadow, pre-relationship, shadow the hedgehog needs a hug, selectively mute shadow the hedgehog, no beta we die like maria

language: english

chapters: 1/1

word count: 742

[lesbiansilver]

i found peace in drownin'

a.k.a. guess who wanted to do whumptober in June?

fandom: sonic the hedgehog (live action universe)

summary: Shadow is nowhere to be found.

Whumptober Day 1. Prompt: Race Against the Clock

tags: panic attacks, heavily implied sonadow, hurt/comfort

archive warnings: major character death (not actually but I wanted to tag it to be sure)

word count: 1,016

chapters: 1/1

rating: teen and up audiences

[lesbiansilver]

i found out what it takes to be a man

aka. me projecting into sonic lmao

summary: 3 times Sonic almost comes out to each member of his family, and one time he does

chapters: 2/4

word count: 1,154

tags: trans sonic the hedgehog, 3+1, found family, coming out

category: gen

archive warning: no archive warnings apply

rating: teen and up audiences

[lesbiansilver]

unadulterated loathing

A.K.A. i was bored af so i wrote a sonadow fic! go read it here

fandom: sonic the hedgehog

rating: teen and up audiences

archive warning: no archive warnings apply

tags: shadow the hedgehog/sonic the hedgehog, idiots in love, requited unrequited love, alternate universe - high school, (and more but these are the most important and i'm too lazy to put the others)

language: english

chapters: 5/5

word count: 3,603 words

edit: "forgot summary" ahhh tumblr

summary: sonadow high school au where they do a play and Shadow has to be the one who helps Sonic practice. But there's just one problem: Shadow hates Sonic. Why would he feel his heartbeat so fast when they’re together? pure unadulterated loathing, yes that must be why.

[lesbiansilver]

it's finished!! my first multichapter fic i'm kinda proud of myself

[lesbiansilver]

unadulterated loathing

A.K.A. i was bored af so i wrote a sonadow fic! go read it here

fandom: sonic the hedgehog

rating: teen and up audiences

archive warning: no archive warnings apply

tags: shadow the hedgehog/sonic the hedgehog, idiots in love, requited unrequited love, alternate universe - high school, (and more but these are the most important and i'm too lazy to put the others)

language: english

chapters: 5/5

word count: 3,603 words

edit: "forgot summary" ahhh tumblr

summary: sonadow high school au where they do a play and Shadow has to be the one who helps Sonic practice. But there's just one problem: Shadow hates Sonic. Why would he feel his heartbeat so fast when they’re together? pure unadulterated loathing, yes that must be why.