i get kinda desensitized to jam because of how prevalent it is in the fandom but every once in a while i remember how fucking crazy it is again. imagine quitting your job a few months after what is probably your worst psychotic/ptsd episode in years to go on a road trip with an emotionally unavailable guy who used to stalk you but you feel really bad for him so it's okay. and the two of you are on the run from your other two stalkers one of which is trying to actually kill you. both of you have schizophrenia but he's in denial about it. he used to keep a knife on himself whenever you would meet up because he couldn't be sure you wouldn't attack him and now you're sharing hotel rooms and car rides and he's telling you all his passwords just in case something happens. and you've been lying to him the whole time













