[allsadnshit]

I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

[lessofavoice]

23rd Ramadan 1444AH

The journey that I’ve seen unfold in the last year, from one Ramadan to the next has been nothing short of miraculous. Some may call it coincidental, but I call it a miracle.

Every tear, every ounce of pain, every near miss, every grief stricken Dua.

It was always meant to be.

[mindofserenity]

Why does this feel as though I am missing a place I have never been to ‎سبحان الله

[lessofavoice]

To the purest heart .

I can’t tell you that you will never feel that pain, the kind where you feel your heart ripping out of your chest.

I can’t tell you that the one you love will forever stay.

I can’t tell you that even if you gave every bit of your all and soul, that things will work out.

But what I can tell you,

Is that after every darkest night, the sun will rise and brighten your day. And you will have chance after chance to make it.

I can’t say that it will always be the right thing that you do. But I can promise that your faith in Him, your love for Him, your unshakeable trust in Him will hold you through the hardship.

Im not going to say you won’t have days where you feel like you can no longer breathe, and your lungs feel like they’ll give in.

I can promise that He will never leave you, and your biggest ally is the One that will hold you close forever. Him ﷻ.

And I promise. You’ll find your breath and you’ll find your life, the life that He will make ever so beautiful, the life where you’ll be strong , powerful, where you’ll be okay .

Because I promise, you are going to be so so okay .

[redrola]

[lessofavoice]

Whether it’s the happiest day of your life, or you’re dragging your entire body through another minute.

Either way, this too shall pass, and that’s where the believer lies.

[lessofavoice]

And just like that it’s as though my heart shattered again into a million pieces. All those pieces that I have to pick up and piece together to survive the next day. Some call it a lesson learnt, although it may be, it never has meant that the pain isn’t there . It hurts, it hurts a lot .

Now I’m left to figure out how to live, knowing that a part of me died that day, and again today.

[thinkofitasablessing]

[mawjooda-deactivated20230326]

You are not her, and she is not you. You are not him, you are not them. You are you. Remember this, especially in this month of Ramadan. Everyone's Ramadan looks different; everyone's worship looks different. As hard as it is, sometimes you have to put blinders on and focus on the reality of the actions that you are doing. Acknowledge the steps you are taking towards Allah, even if they seem small to you.

You may look at the Muslims around you and see their outward worship. Then you feel bad about how much you're doing. As long as you are doing your best, it's enough darling. I promise. Worship comes in all different forms, and Allah accepts all forms of worship that are done according to the Sunnah and for His sake. Don't forget this.

Strive your hardest, smile in the face of hardship, and take your pain and worries to your Lord. He can soothe your sore heart, He will allow you to find your worth through Him, and He will lighten your burdens.

Refrain from complaints and say "Alhamdulilah" often. Pray, pray, and pray some more. Please remember Allah and ask Him for help whenever you need it. When you find yourself in tears, and no one sees them but Him, when you're at your lowest, remember that sujood will lift your soul.

Never undermine the burdens of your heart. How you feel is real, and your test is tailored especially for you. Your tears are valid, the heaviness in your heart is valid, your tiredness is valid, and so is your stress.

Know that Allah will never give you more than you can bear. And even though it seems like no one understands the true weight you are carrying, He surely knows. You're doing an amazing job! May Allah be with you always.

— Aasiyah

[striiver]

Islam should make you a better person. More gentle and more kind. The more I learn, I realize that gentleness is so important. Try to understand people, have empathy, and be patient with them. No matter who they are. Don’t look down on others. Recognize that everyone is at their own level and working their way up. This is what I have learned from the sunnah. The Prophet was always so gentle and understanding with the companions.

[strangerindunya403-deactivated2]

ربي أسألك هدوء النفس وحياة مليئه بكل ما يرضيك

My Lord, I ask You for peace in my soul and a life filled with all that pleases You.

[hatin]

via weheartit

[lessofavoice]

… “The servant shall continue to be tried, until he is left walking upon the earth without any sins”

[spilledmusk]

البكاء من شدة الوحدة افضل من سعادة مقابل الذنوب ..

Crying due to extreme loneliness is better than happiness upon sins ..

[lessofavoice]

“There will be a day of Badr for you, and a day of Uhud for you”

- A day for you, a day against you. Always stay between حمد and ‎صبر.

Not every battle is easily won

Not every fight is easily conquered

[lessofavoice]

Nothing consoles you more than to leave it to Allah ﷻ when you know your tired soul, broken heart and weakened hands can no longer hold yourself together anymore.

[lessofavoice]

I would do anything to feel okay again.