I am broken, don't fix me

Exploring some parts of myself. Men and minors dni

[jibril-deactivated20190420]

if your girlfriend isn’t your bestfriend what’s the point

[dumblr]

[muskeww]

The suitcase is still open on the floor, half of my clothes folded, half of them surrendered, and you keep asking if I want the blue sweater because airports are always cold. That is the kind of thing that makes this unbearable. Not the fighting. Not the silence. The blue sweater. The way you can still love me practically, carefully, with one hand already on the wound.

I want you to be selfish for once. I want you to make this uglier so I can leave without feeling like I am abandoning someone good. But you just sit on the edge of the bed, tired eyes fixed on mine, offering me freedom like it is the last gift you know how to give. And I hate you for being kind enough to let me go.

[wetheurban]

What a privilege it is to be able to rely on someone and not brace for disappointment.

[celestialruin]

I love you and not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I wish I did something different.

[softipop]

some days are just sad. there’s no explanation for them.

every hour feels endless.

every minute feels lonely.

every second feels like a punishment.

everything feels heavy, confusing, disorienting.

they seem like they’ll never end.

and from time to time, they return.

when you’re vulnerable, when you feel alone… when you feel weak.

those days attack again.

[lilacletterss]

i hate having no ‘real’ friends it’s so embarrassing and isolating

[konoko]

i'm tired of sleeping bad. i'm tired of begging for a bit of love and attention. i'm tired of being abandoned. i'm tired of being unhappy

[succulentsiren]

Being Detached includes:

• Having emotional maturity.

• Deciding to have a good day regardless of external circumstances.

• Being unbothered by outside opinions. 

• Allowing flow and letting things to fall in alignment without force.

• Staying in character and not over-reacting over things sent to trigger you like gossip and drama.

• Not engaging in things sent to steal your energy like the news channel, gossip, social media drama, and energy vampires.

• Maintaining poise and not taking anything personally.

• Moving on without chasing people, begging or asking for closure.

• Distancing yourself from people who are disrespectful towards you.

• Not giving your attention to the things that drain you.

• Maintaining distance.

• Being self-sufficient and not relying on someone for everything.

• Allowing others to be as they are.

• Protecting your energy and leaving at the 1st sign of disrespect.

• Letting people leave when they want to leave.

• Allowing yourself to be as you are.

• Not focusing on results, likes or validation.

• Accepting that you don't have all the answers but trusting that greater is destined for you.

[watch the video]

[yourdaddyfigure]

Sorry that I growled in your ear while I was mounting you from behind. Do you still want me to continue?

[aidashakur]

[santastarchicken]

please don’t look at me like you could love me

[versesofourhearts]

[hereiswhatremains]

"I think in the end all I really wanted was for you to see how much I could have loved you."

— excerpt from the collection dyingful by akhira

[let-me-be-free]

But fuck you for choosing someone worthless. You never loved me. You never fucking loved me.

I will never let myself fall in love again.

FUCK THIS SHIT

[tragicburnout]

a man who cannot choose you clearly is already choosing something else

[maneatered]

Of course I hate your partner. The only time you talk about them is when they're doing something awful and you never mention the good parts because whenever things are fine, you disappear, only to reappear the moment they upset you just to vent before vanishing again.

So yes, my perception of your partner is heavily reliant on the way you talk about them. If you don't want me to hate them, then stop presenting them to me exclusively through their worst moments. At the end of the day, I'm your friend. When I talk shit about them or tell you to break up with them, I'm responding based on the information you gave me and acting in what I think is your best interest. But how am I supposed to believe they're good for you when all you do is complain about them?

[amithsyt-deactivated20260523]

when he says “i miss you” and i suddenly get nauseous

[let-me-be-free]

I get like this when I see those kind of messages from my wife including "i love you". I feel like it's a trap. If I don't answer, the accusations and anger comes just like in the past. The texts feel forced. I feel like I am forced to love when I only care at best.