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gracetoldmeto

Good ships are always made of the same two parties...

the one who smiles with their FACE

AND

the one that smiles with their EYES

She feels like a cool night breeze on a summer night, swirling through my hair.

Like the soft warm rays of sunshine peeking threw my curtains in the morning.

Like a blanket fresh out of the dryer, enveloping you in that comforting warmth.

She feels like waking up and realizing you still have several hours before your alarm.

Like the way you feel from getting out of a warm shower on a cold morning.

She feels like the first sip of coffee

She feels like she could comfort me in my darkest moments.

She feels like I could truly fall in love...

And its terrifying.

#she feels so comforting #and that feeling terrifies me #this feels so easy and nothing in my life ever came easy #and its this unknown territory that makes me scared of loosing something i still dont have #thoughts #spoken words

therigeling

i need more of them😭

nebulous-astronaut

i am MAKING YOU CHOOSE:

childhood friends to lovers

enemies/rivals to lovers

Voting ended onMay 10, 2023

letmebeyourhighness

something about them seeing every worst part of me and still somehow falling in love is so special to me.

Enemies to lovers is my favorite trope

Cinder

Like Sophie walking into Howl's moving castle, she came into my life unexpected.

She saw me, the little hard working fire that I am and smiled with such loving warmth.

All I had ever know was the coldness of rejection towards what made me, me.

I was told I burned too hot,

or not hot enough.

Maybe if I used a different fuel source,

Only then I would be worthy of being called a burning star.

But those who use to handle the matches would pile more on my weak embers and suffocate my light out.

Ignoring my pleas for oxygen.

Then, as I was about to extinguish,

She spoke 4 simple words....

"I like your spark" she said

so simple

so pure

Setting my dying embers ablaze again.

And that was enough for me to beam throughout the night sky.

#howls moving castle #calcifer #poem #fire poem #she said she loved my brain #the same brain that only ever cause me issues in the past #yet she was able to see it and understand it with her own heart and that to me was the most beautiful thing anyone ever said to me #thank you for that #beloved mutuals

rayviolifordinner

🤍🌸🌼🌷

IG: @y.w.a.y

crimson-chains

Wanted to draw the multiple appearances of Hua Cheng! :D All are good versions of him <3

"I lived well today"

Today, I didn't do anything special or out of the ordinary really. I slept in, made myself breakfast at 12pm. I watched Stray Kids youtube videos, took care of the animals I am currently pet-sitting. Walked outside and saw the sunset while the full moon was already in the blue sky and then made dinner.

This may seem boring to others but to me it was simple and peaceful. But I saw a tiktok earlier where someone said "You're at peace, you are not bored...yeah..sometimes peace can feel like boredom, when you are used to chaos" and it made me realized how lucky I am to be finally at peace in this "boredom."

And in that moment I smiled and said to myself "I lived well today."

#i lived well today #peace in boredom #thoughts #I want to live my life as simple as possible #be able to enjoy these moments and be grateful for them

Lee know once said "Let's live a healthy life and die a natural death" and that sentence alone has helped me with my mental illness

#stray kids #lee know #minho #skz minho #skz #motivational af #STAY #mental illness #honestly idk why i found his words so comforting #something in my brain clicked when he said that

wolfchans

There won’t be a last step out. To infinity and beyond!

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY MY SKZ ♡ 2018.03.25 #OurNeverEndingSKZ ♡ insp

mimsngie

minsung museum date ♡

cr: skz ig

letsmakepoppunkgreatagain

Motion City Soundtrack - Fell In Love Without You

A letter to my soulmate out there

Can you remember every detail of my existence,

Make me feel like I matter

Let me exist in your life

Make me feel like I'm alive

because there are days where I question my own existence.

Am I really alive?

or am I a background character in a movie that never got character development?

Will you notice the freckles on my lips?

Will you remember I hate drinking soda from a can because the bubbles tickle my nose?

Will you give me my fries before my burger because I hate when my fries get cold?

Will you notice that when I go quite, I am overstimulated and want to leave?

Will you notice that when I get nervous, I play with my hair?

Will you notice that I have a bad habit of picking my scalp when I am talking about something serious?

Will you cut the collars off my shirts because I hate the feeling of the tightness around my neck?

Will you comfort me when I cry because I heard a lyric in a song that made me relate to my emotions?

Will you know that I am having a great time if i smile with my whole mouth?

Or notice that I close my eyes when I smell the rain

or that I can only sleep when my cat is on my chest

Will you love the way I dance and sing while I put the dishes away.

Will you love the way I light up when I talk about my interest and get overly self conscious when I catch you smiling and staring at me.

Will you love the way my eyes disappear when I am smiling too big?

Will you bring me my favorite Iced coffee from my favorite coffee shop on days when I haven't had much sleep

Will you find my morning bed head cute?

Will you love holding the squishy parts of my body?

Will you laugh when I stumble over my words when i get flustered at your touch?

Will you enjoy the silence between us when all I want to do is be on my phone?

Will you join in when I sign loudly in my car to my favorite songs?

Will you give me my space when I am irritated and don't want to talk,

Will you hug me when I feel bad for being moody and feel childish for the way I acted?

Will you understand me when I still have my walls up, because I am afraid of being hurt and abandoned?

Will you understand that some days I loose my will to speak because someone misunderstood my words?

Will you understand my mental breakdown when my mom doesn't acknowledges my pain?

Will you understand my sudden anger when the loop of my jeans gets stuck to the door handle?

Will you understand my loneliness even though I am with you?

Will you still want to be with me even though I am too much?

Or is it all too much to ask for?

Because I've been told I am great at first but then the magic fades away.

No one ever really sticks around for too long.

I just want to feel like I matter

I want to exist in your love,

I want someone to be afraid of loosing me.

But I am just a background character with no developed story.

#inspired by the way misung look at each other #i just want to be loved #in the way lee know looks at han #or how hua cheng loves xie lian #poetry #feelings #heartache #love #loneliness #soulmates #poem

Morning daze

There's an ache that comes creeping in the early morning.

a pain in my head, a throbbing mess in my heart,

it creeps up into my bed and cuddles me until I can't breathe.

I am paralyzed by the sound of it echoing in my room.

it wont let go of me no matter how much I kick and scream.

It sings a lullaby that makes my tears sting my cheeks.

it wraps around like a poisonous snake ready to strike.

it lingers softly and menacingly until my eyes loose its focus

it doesn't comfort me,

it doesn't let go of my beating chest.

I want to tear out of my skin and obliterate my existence so it no longer has a hold on me

but I am too weak, I am too complacent in it's arms.

it's the only touch I've come to know over the years.

because without it,

I have nothing left but this morning daze and the emptiness that surrounds the air that invades my lungs, a pain in my head and a throbbing mess in my heart.

It creeps in the early morning

and it aches.