"Dear grief, I don't know how you actually feel like,
what emotions do you bring to a person and it's impossible
for me to recognise when I am in grief. I hate myself for being incapable of identifying you, and I hate you too for being so complex. Why are you like this?
Maybe, if I can understand you a little better,
I will be at peace with myself and with you.
And there won't be any further restlessness.
Whatever you feel like, I love you from my heart and soul,
from my dried eyes and choked voice, I love you from the core of my existence. No, please don't assume me for some maniac, I am just one of your lovers or maybe the only one and I know you're mine, I know because I know you are everyone's lover. But you are not a cheater, you are not unfair because you are loyal to all of us equally.
But I doubt that maybe you are more than just a lover for me, you are my shadow, but you know what? You aren't the disloyal one, as I said, you are a loyal shadow, you don't and I know, you won't leave me when the world goes dark, you are always there, day or night, warm or cold, through all the seasons. But I still don't know who you are?"
-"Grief! I am here to answer you"
-"Maybe I am the silence or maybe I am the violence or maybe I am the aggression in your eyes or maybe I am the denial in your mind or maybe I am just a lover as said by you. I am the lover who will break you and also make you, I will hit you unexpectedly and will leave you unexpectedly, defying you here, I will even leave you on some dark nights as well but then again I will find my way back to you.
Just continue being my lover and accept my love disguised as pain".
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