Черно Альфа

Lieutenant Sasha Kaidanovsky: 33. Pilot 1 of Cherno Alpha. Married. Defender of Vladivostok for 6 years without a single breach. Lover of Ukrainian Hardhouse music. [[Independent RP blog for Pacific Rim's Sasha Kaidanovsky. See OOC/Dossier for more.]]

[mothshro0m]

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my new ring tone

[mothshro0m]

::CLUTCHES HEART:: MY BABIES LIKED MY GIFTS

[beautiful-thensad-thensadder]

Pt.2 → Pt.1

[letsgetthisbastard]

[ Likely only going to rp with Alekis when we feel the urge for cherno feels so yeah jut a head's up.]

[letsgetthisbastard]

STOP ME FROM BUYING THE CHERNO ALPHA SNAP BACK SO I CAN MATCH ALEKSIS-MUN

[phparra]

Heels and red lipstick will put the fear of God into people.

Dita Von Teese

[thehauntedboy]

-Cherno Alpha

[letsgetthisbastard]

My Only Sunshine | Closed

[giantbearchernopilot]

Everything seemed to echo in his head. Enough so that it actually throbbed. He felt ill not just in his stomach but in his heart, as well. The pair had talked back during their prison days about ‘settling down’ once the kaiju threat was eliminated. Have kids, a dog, a real house. That kind of thing. It seemed at least one of those wasn’t meant to be. At least, not biologically. But that didn’t matter. They still had options if they wanted to raise kids. It was still a gut-wrenching blow, however. 

His eyes lowered and for the first time in a long time he actually felt like crying. He wasn’t a crier. Not even as a baby had he cried much. And now he’d never know if their baby would be the same way. 

The large man almost didn’t register his wife’s reaction. Even though her nails nearly drew blood from the back of his palm. He lowered himself down to both knees next to her and tugged her close. 

“I’m sorry," he murmured. And he could now feel the dampness on his cheeks from tears he hadn’t even known he’d shed. 

[letsgetthisbastard]

  The cold of the floor did nothing to help ease the feeling within Sasha's mind and gut. She felt sick, knowing that the rumours and warnings were in fact true. part of her had been wishing so desperately that they could have a chance at becoming parents of their own children. Now that those hopes were dashed, she felt lost, desolate, and cold.

  She barely felt her husband's large arms pulling her close, though his body heat was a warming and welcome presence. She leant her head against the swell of his chest, turning to wrap her arms around him and burying her face in the crook of his arm. 

  There were tears stinging and threatening to leave trail marks down her cheeks, and for once, she let them fall. The doctor who delivered the news might as well not have been there for she saw nothing. Only herself and her literal other half.

  Sasha attempted to form words but all that left her red lips were strangled sounds of confusion, anger, rage, and sadness that turned into the sobs she'd been fighting so desperately to hold back. Behind Aleksis, her hands gripped into his shirt, furiously needing something to hold onto while her emotions ran their course.

[dragonzair]

© 2014 TDJ Photography. Photo by Torquille de Jonge [x]

[letsgetthisbastard]

My Only Sunshine | Closed

[giantbearchernopilot]

The thing about jaeger pilots such as the Kaidanovskys was they were almost always in a state of Drift Hangover. He could pick up on Sasha’s thoughts and emotions as plain as if she were actually speaking. It was a gift and a curse. 

Hand in hand they paced and probably would have made a humorous sight if everyone in the waiting room weren’t aware of why they were there. The others were in that specific waiting room for the same reasons the pilots were. There was no teasing or jokes or laughter here. And it was part of what unnerved Aleksis. 

He stood there with his large hand engulfing Sasha’s own. The doctor had bid them to sit, but neither felt like they should or even could. They would take the proverbial blow standing. 

"I know you both had a lot of hopes and dreams. And I wish I had better news for you," the doctor began, lacing his fingers together with a face that was as grave as the news. "As you may or may not know, radiation damage comes in all forms. Some get cancer, others… become sterilized. Given you pilot a Mark I Jaeger…" And that was about the point that everything turned to grey in Aleksis’s mind.

[letsgetthisbastard]

Everything felt dry as they had paced the floor, unable to sit still for the time being. The room smelled of a typical doctor's office, though at least it didn't have people coughing while they waited. Instead, anxious stares were met back with Sasha's own. 

Piercing blues stared at the doctor as he began to speak, analysing each and every single word that came from his mouth. Her expression was blank, jaw clenching ever so slightly to the point it wasn't noticeable upon her cheeks.

"...Give that we pilot a Mark I jaeger what?" Without much thought, the words tumbled out of her mouth, feeling her chest starting to constrict. She had heard about the radiation, but she needed to hear it from the medical professional to be sure of their diagnosis.

"It's almost guaranteed that you nor Aleksis will be able to conceive a child." 

  There was a mix of emotions welling in the back of her throat, threatening to spill -- or rather, boil over at any given moment. The words repeated in her head as her hand clenched tightly against Aleksis' grip, nails digging into skin. 

  A sound left her red lips that was a cross of a snarl and a sob, mixed with the impending anger disguising her sadness within her heart. Her lip quivered, but the pilot fought to keep the sob in the back of her throat. 

It was unbearable news, and no sooner did she sink down to her knees, hanging her head.

[jacensolodjo]

Kaidanovskys, song

Left hemisphere and right hemisphere, online. 

We’re taking on water, Cherno Alpha is going down. 

Hush, lyubov moya, the song of victory plays forevermore for us.

[unclefather]

you want a man with a strong jawline so you have a sturdy place to sit

[letsgetthisbastard]

xerebrum, you just made me and Aleksis mun lose our shit over the Noot Noot

[hauntedfalcon]

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[cheesecake12]

Pacific Rim Art Exchange gift for Pilcrow-Paradox! The Kaidanovskys are really great and I had a lot of fun drawing them (even though it’s like, how even does their hair work, sorry). Hope you like this!

[soul-piede]

Fixxed.

[mxdveditsa-archives]

+ letsgetthisbastard

[mxdveditsa-archives]

"Я… должен спрашивать тебя о том же.” I…should be asking you the same thing.

It was like looking in a mirror…except a more…well kept for a morning mirror.

And then it suddenly hit her. Not the fact that there was an exact copy of herself standing right in front of her, but that she REALLY needed to make an effort in the morning; trudging around in pyjamas wasn’t exactly the greatest morning look.  Of course, she was wearing her coat over her pyjamas, but that wasn’t helping the situation at all. "…Uhh…me…? …You?"

"I knew that last shot was weird…”

[letsgetthisbastard]

  Moving from her place, Sasha squinted at the other mirroring form, near circling as if facing an opponent.

"Just what do you think you are doing, hm?" She scoffs now, noting how no one else had yet to notice them. The two of them that seemed to be wandering around all of a sudden. 

    "... what did you have?"