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[chrisitsraining]

it seems youve landed yourself a blind date with a dead by daylight character! why dont you open the door and see who your date is?

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which door? you know :) 

(btw if you get a mix tape… thats a member of the legion)

[letsjuststuffblog]

I think my mother gave birth to me so I could be everything she wasn't....

So Its really such a shame I'm her daughter.

[letsjuststuffblog]

Listen, I need you to do something for me. When I die I want you to come back after a few years and carve: "I am a man" Into my bones. So then, perhaps I can be in death what I wanted in life.

[letsjuststuffblog]

I wish people were a little more hyped about me coming out as non binary...like I know I should just be happy my family kind of just shrugged about it and moved on but like...it was really hard to do and I'm still struggling. I thought when I came out I wouldn't feel so alone and have to deal with all this on my own but i still am?

[letsjuststuffblog]

I write these words at night when everyone else is asleep but I cant close my eyes because if I do the darkness will seep in to destroy me piece by piece and I dont think I have enough strength to put myself back  together before the morning light.

[letsjuststuffblog]

I passed a grave yard today.... so many of the headstones were nameless.

Is that all I'll become? A nameless headstone on top upturned earth?

Will my stone wither and crack from lack of compassion? The weeds griping my stone as if it were there life line?

Is that all I'll become? A weeds only friend. Just as hopeful as I was stretching up to the sky only to die before they get there.

That's all I'll become. A nameless stone that lifts the plants that sprout from the earth higher and give homes to tiny insects in the cracks on my stone.

That's all I'll become and I think... perhaps I might learn to see the beauty in that idea.

[letsjuststuffblog]

Things I found in my notes that I wrote at 2am part 2

Do you know when people pray to God they say "dear father god" does that mean people who pray to satan say "dear daddy satan"?

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[letsjuststuffblog]

Things I found in my notes that I wrote at 2am part 1

You know how most people when they were younger thought "I'm not gonna stick my foot off the edge of the bed. I'm too scared a demon will get me". Well my thought process was "the worst that can happen is a demon kills me, my death is a mystery to my family and I miss school tomorrow... buttttttt the best that can happen is I make a new gourly friend so ima take my chance"