after sending countless letters of how much i’m still madly in love with you, and not hearing from you for 70 days, i finally heard back. 5 words that completely sent my heart into my stomach and tears down my face. “i don’t love you anymore.” i feel so stupid, professing my love to you, after everything you’ve put me through. you liar, you cheater, you manipulator. you don’t deserve the least bit of my love. you treated me like absolute shit, but i guess that doesn’t stop me from wanting you back. when i think of you, i think of all the gentle kisses and the way you touched me and how you would do anything for me. that was the beginning of our relationship though, when it was just two kids falling in love. that was before the mistrust, the cheating, the fighting. it’s weird to think how much you actually did love me. it’s weird because those 5 words. i know you loved me. i know that like the back of my hand. but if you really did, how could you fall out of love so quick? i mean, i know it’s been 70 days since i’ve last seen you, or even heard your voice, but our love was so strong. you used to tell me you were going to marry me. we used to make such passionate love. i miss you. i miss you so much that if you were to ever change your mind, i’d drop everything and come back to you. which you don’t deserve. but i would. i really hope and pray that those 5 words aren’t the last words i’ll hear from you.