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@lettersfromcasey
April 3, 2012
I just graduated. Thank you momy, pls tell papa i appreciate him and every little thing he does just so he could make me happy. I love you both, always have and always will. Im here when you need me, i may seem distant at times, i may look like i dont care, but i do. I just got so used to keeping my feelings that it became natural for me to act this way.
Bottom line is, im here and i love. I always will.
January 15, 2012
Pls tell papa ill always be his little girl. :)
November 30, 2011
Happy Candles Cake Day momy. I love you so :">
July 27, 2011
I promise, ill make everything better.
-Casey.
July 6, 2011
I replied this morning, i said;
youre welcom, imy.
You didnt text back. :)))
Its not a big deal, just wanted to hear you say you missed me too.
I love you momy,
- Casey.
July 4, 2011
Last weekend was fun. Maybe because everybody was in a good mood, or maybe because I was in a good mood.
I liked the way we talked about things, i thought it was going to be awkward for me talking about my dorm, but it wasnt. The way you talked about it first made me comfortable about the topic.
I had fun at Bigby's too. I wish we'd do things like that more often.
The ride home was especially fun. I joked, we laughed.
I wish all weekends were like that.
Missing you already,
- Casey.
June 27, 2011
So i woke up this morning still feeling bad. I was running late but got stuck while i was having my shower. I got stuck because there was so much that i wanted to say to you. A lot of things were running through my mind, and everything just poured out. I wanted so much to blog about it, and fast 'cause i know that if i took a moment too long id forget most of it. But since i was running late i decided to write it down when i get to school and post it later that night. Well, that didnt happen. I got to school and it all just happened too fast. Class was a buzzing beehive with all the lectures.
When i got back, i sat on the toilet and tried to remember, but it never came back. I guess its ok. I know those thoughts would drift through my mind again. Maybe tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that. It doesnt matter. I know ill still be able to let you know about everything. I still have time before you read this.
In case youre wondering, i feel much better now. Not that sad anymore, but i still feel a little bad every few minutes. Im going to text you now, after i post this.
I love you momy, too much,
- Casey.
I wanted to say so much. I forgot what and how to put it. After blogging for almost 5 months, i never thought of making a new blog, until a little while ago. I felt guilty when i refused to move back home. You even offered that you'll take me to school or wherever and fetch me. But i didnt want to. I dont like to live with everybody there, at least not right now. I have a lot of negative feelings when im in that house. I cant even call it a home. With my sisters fighting every once in awhile, saying things that hurt. I feel like they dont want me there. My aunt always murmuring, her negativity just sticks to me. And when papa gets on my nerves sometimes. I dont like feeling angry and sad all the time.
The only reason i really come home every weekend is because of you. I miss you. And right now, i miss hugging you. I feel bad that you have to go through all the trouble because of me. I dont want you to keep on thinking of ways to make it everyday. If you didnt know it yet, the last time i moved back home and left the dorm was because i felt guilty that i was getting what i want (living in the dorm). It wasnt because i cant stand being alone in the dorm. But for now, i guess the will to be here, away from all the bad vibes is greater than my conscience, my guilt, my being away from you.
And besides, all that negativity affects my studies. The whole day i was at home i didnt make any progress. I believe i could have finished all my requirements if i stayed in the dorm. I know you may think its just an excuse, but its not.
I have a lot to say to momy but i just cant say it out loud. So maybe for now, ill say it here. And one day you'll be able to read this. By then you'll understand. And by then, maybe these feelings would have subsided. We could laugh about this or we could cry about it. Whatever happens, i know ill always be glad to have this, to be able to share it with my mom. My thoughts, my feelings, even if they're a little late.
I love you momy,
- Casey.
I miss you already!
This blog was supposed to be the complete opposite of my first blog. I have the positive mentality but sometimes its just so hard to be happy when you feel so bad. This was going to be about how guilty i felt. I have been feeling so guilty for as long as i can remember and i dont know how to put it to words in a way that you wont get the wrong idea. But after some thinking i realized that this doesnt have to be all sad. It can be happy letters too.
This is going to be all for you momy. One day youre going to read this. Maybe by then i wont be able to feel so guilty. Maybe by then i'd have forgiven myself. And maybe when you read this we could just laugh about it, or we'd still cry. But no matter what happens i know i did the right thing by creating this blog
I love you momy,
- Casey.