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Hi, I'm Dave from Nirv-

18.03.22

Dear Kurt,

The sunshine reminds me of you, warm and bright. The rain reminds me of you, beautiful and full of chaos. Today, my coffee made me think of you, bitter but sweet on my taste buds. The 90s music playing in the background, makes me think of you and the things we could've done, things I could've said and all those infinite possibilities, that are all in my head. But it is all in my head, which makes me sad at times, but I try not to think much, because thinking gets me in that one particular mood of mine, from which I try my best to hold back myself.

“No one in their right mind would waste any time on you”, If you were here, you could've asked my lover what he meant by this. I know it very well, but I can't just get it in my head that I'm not made for good things.

And everytime I look at you, it makes me forget about things; my tears, my scars, family, my lover and my life. I no more even acknowledge my existence when I'm with you, its just you and the peace surrounding you.

That's it for today. Hoping to meet you soon.

Yours,

k.

12.03.22

Dear Kurt,

I still see you in my dreams sometimes. By sometimes, I mean all the time. I call it sometimes, to prove my sanity, but it is a mere act. An act that keeps me closeted from the humans outside.

In those dreams of mine, I see you smiling at me or playing with cats. At times I find you playing guitar to me, something my lover condemns to do. He says that, none of the love songs he wrote are about me. He says, they would never be. I smile at him, he calls me crazy.

That's it for today. Hoping to meet you soon.

Yours,

k.