Kiana Khansmith
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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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i'm so happy i was able to find myself this jacket bc it was sold out i needed to practise patience with finding someone selling it and i got it pretty cheap too now ican live my life again
jacket: Current Mood, Dark In Clutches Bondage
leggings: KillstarxRob Zombie
shirt: KillstarxRob Zombie
platform shoes: Killstar Malice Trainer B
beret: second hand store UFF
necklace: Talking To Myself Jewelry
lost in a world that doesn't exist
Reblog if your blog doesnât support transphobia
Itâs big dysphoria hours guys.
Is there times when its NOT big dysphoria hours?
3 days of dissociation because of various reasons, basically abusing my own chest bc of constant and heavy dysphoria i swear this amortizes me. But i got a small break of everything so i guess i still have a pulse and im breathing.
Im also hella disgusted by these tucute fucks fuckin around how you dont need dysphoria to be trans. Like, why the fuck you trans then? Bc if you transition with no dysphoria you will die bc of the dysphoria you get after transition. And yall dont just endanger yourselves but others too, theres young kids in the internet now yall sick fucks go like "lol im trans with no dysphoria uwu" and those kids thinks oh i like that and start to be trans by that statement, some get kicked out from their homes, some get beated up and abused, and the ones with supporting family, they get transition and hormones and all, and realize they aint trans and get huge dysphoria of what they have become. Like bitch you dont have dysphoria you are cis and thats the fucking tea
Iâm tired, Iâm dysphoric as hell, I want to rip my own genitals out, and if one more person calls me a âgirlâ I think I might just fucking snap
Biggest mood i have read in last 3 weeks, like mother of fuck
every time i open this app i read some dumb ass shit
And every time we kiss I swear I can fly
Can you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
I need you by my side
Things only bullied kids will understand
-Beliving that none of your friends actually want to be your friend and they hate being near you -Hating normal things because they were used to mock you -Having to seek constant validation for your existance -Remembering particular insults youâve been called for years and will probably never forget them -Beliving youâre too ugly for anyone to ever love -Not wanting to go to a new school/further education because you know the same thing will happen there -Having your parents tell you that youâre only being âteasedâ -Having people wash their hands in disgust if they accidentally touch you.
Remember, you donât have to feel all of these to understand
-Having people say you like someone as a way to gross that someone out -Never quite trusting anyone. -Having people ask you out as a dare -âTheyâre only making fun of you âcause theyâre jealous!â -âHeâs only mean to you âcause heâs got a crush on you!â -Having to deal with bullshit âzero toleranceâ policies
-âhey, my friend thinks youâre cute!â
This. I dealt with almost all of this bullshit all my life and it still haunts me todayâŠ
-being unable to process genuine acceptance and compliments when you finally get them -fear emotional intimacy will result in betrayal
I relate too much omg gotta reblog
So apparently i spent my weekend at my sisters place and it was relaxing to get away from my mom for awhile, and i viated Yukicon which was hella lit i just wanna go back, but like, i've been passing pretty good lately and dysphoria have been low last couple days and im here just like ???? But idk im okay i guess
Well the mood of the first post is extremely dysphoric because on Tellonym, someone asked if i had cramps on red days and i was like yeah they are killin me and now I got called faker and trender because i dont hide the fact that i have menstrual cycle like okay fucking sorry that i havent got rid of it yet in sorry i havent got to the clinic yet im sorry i dont have T and diagnose yet i just feel like yeeting
March 1st 2019 02:00
