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Suicidal love

Lexi:I want to die we are separated and I can't live without you

Sidney: Angel you're lovely and you don't deserve the pain you're the most amazing beautiful person I've ever know

Lexi: you're my big sister for life thanks for being there for me all the time and well what if I died today

Sidney : I know you'd be watching over me and protect me but honestly I'd follow you.

Lexi : no you deserve to live a happy life don't leave cuz I leave but be happy and know I love you with all my heart the only way I'll be ok is if you hold me forever and never let go.

Sidney: I'd be to upset to be happy and soon I'll be there and hold you and never let you go. "always keep fighting!"

Lexi: I'll always keep fighting for you.. you're truly an angel from above.

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What if?

What if I died .. Would anyone care ? Really? who? idk What if they never judged me maybe I'd be happier Maybe they're the reason I get my self maybe idk What if they would never have been rude maybe things would be okay maybe idk What if u lose my best friend what if I can't live what if they lose me What if I lose them what will I do Honestly what if I took a knife to throat and chest What if the never realized I was Gone what if I never find one I need what if I fail

People: I'm suicidal. I don't see a point in being alive. I'm worthless. I don't see anything getting better.

Me: Suicide is never the answer. You have so many valid reasons to be here today, alive and breathing. You are far from worthless. You have so much worth. Everything will be okay.

Me: *I can tell everyone else that, and believe it. But I cannot for a second see my worth, I can't see the points in living,see my validation and I cannot see anything getting better*