The Words On Her Mind

// Emotions, livin' in a journal \\

[unforgettable-sensations]

Daisies

When I’m down at the end

I’ll recognize my own doom

By pushing them up

So you can watch them all bloom

[lexorina]

If I could go back in time, I’d hug you a little tighter and kiss you a little longer, and tell you a few more of my biggest secrets🫶🏽

~Lexorina

[unforgettable-sensations]

Tumbling

Six months ago

All my highs kept me low

And I’ve tried everything

But I still can’t let you go

[lexorina]

I wish I could see into her life a little more because after watching this Netflix documentary, I feel like she’s very relatable 🥺

[lexorina]

We always talked about heaven… never thought you’d go there in this year.

-Lexorina

[lexorina]

She felt like a ballerina in those music boxes that you open and plays music, whose trapped dancing.

In circle, she goes. In circle, she stays. In circles, she’ll remain forever.

-Lexorina

[lexorina]

Day 67 of depression and I feel emptier than ever.

[lexorina]

“I’m ashamed of myself for telling you everything I thought was safe with you”

Lexorina

[lexorina]

This comes back to me as a cruel reminder.

[lexorina]

“Words are only words until they have emotions embedded in every drop of ink”

Lexorina

[lexorina]

“People say a broken heart heals but nothing really heals. If it did, why are older people wiser? Scars are lessons. Lessons are failed attempts at something that left a scar. Scars are forever.

Lexorina

[lexorina]

“In my dreams, I see us together. I see a wedding, I see us living an in RV. A bathroom too small for a dog, even. Going back now, after letting the whole world believe we weren’t on speaking terms, would be like pulling a cruel prank on your dying mother. Totally unexpected, and socially looked down upon.”

Lexorina

[lexorina]

“I can’t figure out what it is about you that has me staying with you”

Lexorina

[lexorina]

Nights Without You by LEXORINA

At night, when the sun disappears,

And the moonlight breaks through the shadows,

I dream of your hands catching my tears,

Cuz I miss you, you know?

I tried being strong,

By not thinking of you...

But here’s where you belong,

When I know you miss me too.

Darling, they say, “You’ve gone mad!”

But they don’t understand,

Without you, I’m sad,

Without you, I can’t even stand.

So, at night, when the sun disappears, and the moonlight breaks through the shadows,

Don’t let them control your doubt and fears,

Darling, I love you but you already know.

[lexorina]

My skin crawls and my bones break, when I think of her lips on yours

Lexorina

[lexorina]

We've all got broken hearts, and haunted dreams"

Lexorina

[lexorina]

"Let them talk, you and I both know why I'm wild"

Lexorina

[lexorina]

"I could've loved you forever. But since you've been gone, I love both him and you."

Lexorina